Growth pain

Waking up early the next morning, the sky was still dark, and the gray light shone through the curtains. Lu Shining moved slightly, and turned around to find Yuan Sen staring at him with his eyes open, with one hand still on his body.

He was startled.

"When did you wake up?" Lu Shining had just woken up, his voice was a little nasal and his speech was hoarse.

Yuan Sen leaned over and laid a pillow with him, "Forgot, one or two hours ago?"

Lu Shining reached out to touch the phone, but couldn't find it after searching for a long time. Yuan Sen dragged him into his arms, and the two of them stuck together, warm and naked...

Lu Shining suddenly remembered that they had dinner last night and they did it again on the bed.This is the place where he used to live. He purchased many things in the house himself. He bought the curtains and the bed. He never doubted the quality of the problem. won't collapse.

Lu Shining pushed Yuan Sen's chest, "I have to go to work today."

Yuan Sen didn't let go of him, "Well, it's still early, sleep a little longer, I'll call you when the alarm rings."

Lu Shining looked at him suspiciously, "You'll just turn off my alarm clock."

"Not this time." Yuan Sen lowered his head and rubbed his nose, Lu Shining seemed to be able to see his ears on top of his head.

He couldn't help stretching out his hand to touch Yuan Sen's hair, so obedient.

Yuan Sen looked at him, "Little Deer."

"Ok?"

Yuan Sen pinched his face, lightly and hard, and had a great time, Lu Shining was going to be annoyed, so he leaned over to kiss him again.

Lu Shining lost his temper, and asked softly, "What are you doing?"

"It's nothing, just to confirm." Yuan Sen said and took him into his arms.

"Confirm what?"

"You are real."

Lu Shining asked strangely, "Could it be fake?"

Yuan Sen said: "I haven't been able to sleep well recently, and I always dream of you."

Lu Shining pursed his lips and stopped talking.

"I dreamed that you were crying and said you liked me, and then when the picture changed, you told me to get lost..."

Lu Shining looked at him honestly, "I wouldn't say that."

Even when he was most cruel, he just begged Yuan Sen to stay away from him.

"I know."

Yuan Sen touched his arm, from top to bottom, touched the back of the hand, fingers, pinched the fingertips, once or twice, then opened his hand and joined his hand, fingers interlaced.

"Xiao Lu, you said you liked me for a long time, is it true?" He asked again, his eyes fixed on Lu Shining, the pupils reflecting Lu Shining's reflection were dark and bright, "Is it because I'm dreaming?"

"Hmm." Lu Shining mumbled and stopped talking.

Yuan Sen turned his head and wanted him to look at him, "From the age of 16..."

Lu Shining covered his mouth, "You are so noisy."

Yuan Sen blinked and licked his palm.

Lu Shining's scalp went numb, he let go of his hands, and said depressedly, "What are you doing?"

"Just ask."

Ask anything, have something to ask, and stop the tail for a while, don't keep flicking it.

Lu Shining pressed the tip of his tongue against his palate, "Hmm...you were dreaming."

Yuan Sen tightened their interlocking hands, "Is it also a dream now?"

After Yuan Sen said this, Lu Shining felt a little sleepy, and yawned lazily, "Yes, go to sleep, and when you fall asleep..."

"I dare not sleep." Yuan Sen said, "What if you wake up and you disappear?"

Lu Shining opened his mouth, "No, I'm always here."

He didn't know what Yuan Sen was thinking during the two hours he was awake...

No, he knows, Yuan Sen's thinking is so simple.

He must have been on his mind for the past two hours.

Lu Shining felt a little sweet and a little sour in his heart, he curled up his fingers and scratched Yuan Sen's palm.

"Go to sleep, do you need me to coax you to sleep?"

He was joking.

Yuan Sen said, "Okay."

Lu Shining: "..."

He pushed the man's head, "Hurry up and go to sleep, you are going to the company today, contact Pei Yan and the others..."

Sleepiness slowly swept over, he subconsciously shrank into Yuan Sen's arms, the two of them slept on the same pillow, crowded and full.

##

The alarm rang from a far away place, and Lu Shining listened to it in his sleep. He didn't get up slowly until it rang a second time, and found his mobile phone on the ground.

Yuan Sen went out to buy food, Lu Shining came out of the bathroom, his face was wet, his hair was still wet, he was wearing Yuan Sen's clothes, the collar was so wide that he could see inside when he lowered his head.He did it too intensely last night, leaving a lot of marks on his body. He lifted up his clothes to look at himself in the long mirror of the closet.

Yuan Sen held his breakfast at the door, tilted his head and asked him, "Xiao Lu, are you tempting me?"

Lu Shining pulled up his clothes expressionlessly, and turned to look at him, "Why are you silent when you walk?"

Yuan Sen half-jokingly said: "I'm afraid the sound will scare you too much, in case you run away again..."

"I won't run away!" Lu Shining interrupted fiercely this time, because he felt that he was very fierce.In fact, his eyes were staring, like an angry puffer fish. Yuan Sen always wanted to poke him. He lowered his head and looked at him, but his hands lifted his clothes. Shrinking from the pain, "I lost my strength in the back."

Lu Shining was not used to this kind of affection. In fact, he hadn't fully digested the fact that Yuan Sen really liked him. It was unbelievable, unbelievable, and it happened again.

This ordinary morning seems to have become extraordinary.Yuan Sen put the porridge on his face, and he came back to his senses, uttering a word forcefully: "Hot."

Yuan Sen took his hand and walked towards the dining table, "Here you go."

Lu Shining looked at the two holding hands. Since he was a child, Yuan Sen had held him countless times, but he had never had such a strong feeling—they really wanted to hold hands like this for the rest of their lives.

He couldn't help but shake those hands that were bigger than his own.

A shake is the answer.

After breakfast, Hara Mori said, "I'll see you off."

"No, it's not on the way."

It's true, he did it out of convenience, but Yuan Sen frowned, as if he was reluctant and didn't dare to say anything.

Lu Shining stared at him.

Yuan Sen also looked at him, watched as he pulled Lu Shining's leg between his own.

Lu Shining: "..."

Lu Shining: "What are you doing?"

"Then when can I see you off?" Yuan Sen asked.

Lu Shining understood a little bit, "Do you want to know where my company is?"

Yuan Sen lowered his eyes, the morning light was very good, a little gold plated on his eyelashes, and when he raised his eyes, his pupils turned light brown, similar to amber.

"No."

Open your eyes and talk nonsense.

Lu Shining deliberately followed his words: "Okay, then I'll take the subway..."

Yuan Sen quickly grabbed his wrist.

This scene seems familiar, overlapping and separated, two people often do this kind of ineffective communication.

Lu Shining said, "We probably still have a lot of things that we haven't explained clearly."

How to express himself frankly, he still doesn't know much until now.

Lu Shining pressed Yuan Sen's hand with his backhand, with sincere eyes, and said word by word: "We can talk about it when we come back at night."

But there is nothing to worry about. I know that what you care about and what I care about are the same things. We have the same emotion. This is enough, and the rest can be discussed slowly.

##

Shao Qing called him during the lunch break and asked, "How did the talk go? Did the talk break down or was it reconciled?"

Opposite Lu Shining sat the two female colleagues who took a taxi together last night. They thanked him again and said they would invite him to lunch, so they turned into eating together.

After hearing Shao Qing finish speaking, he replied: "It's reconciled."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Shining found that the two girls were looking at him.

Lu Shining said, "What's wrong?"

"You reconciled with your ex-girlfriend?" said the lively one.

Lu Shining said calmly, "Yes."

Although Yuan Sen is not a woman, the reconciliation is true, and it is not wrong for him to nod.

Another female colleague looked at him for a while, and before leaving, she suddenly said, "You must have a deep relationship."

Just as Lu Shining picked up the plate, he looked at her suspiciously.

The girl smiled, a gentle smile, and hooked the corners of her mouth with her fingers, "Because you said you were disappointed when you broke up yesterday, but you smiled today."

Lu Shining pursed his lips, "Is it obvious?"

The girl teased him, "Obviously."

Lu Shining has always been kind and polite in the company, this is the first time that he showed embarrassment that is both suitable for his age and not suitable for his age, he covered his face and coughed lightly, and pretended not to care and said: "Um...um."

After going to the bathroom, Lu Shining couldn't help but stop in front of the sink, took a serious look at his face, and left with peace of mind when he saw that it was no different from usual, and forgot about it when he was working in the afternoon.

At night, he went back to the apartment and took out the key given by Yuan Sen to open the door. The neighbor next door happened to come out to take out the trash, and the two of them were stunned when they met.

The neighbor said: "Huh? Why do you dare to come back? Didn't you run away due to debts?"

Lu Shining: "?"

At this moment, a big question mark appeared on Ningning's little head

How did Yuan Sen arrange him?

The author has something to say: If you want to know what will happen next - I will write it in the next chapter