Growth pain

Everything on the table was noisy, the clatter of fruit tea being poured into glasses, the clatter of plates clinking against each other, the buzzing of people talking to each other.

It wasn't until Shao Qing called his name for the second time that Lu Shining came back to his senses, "What?"

"You've been distracted since we met, what's the matter?"

Lu Shining replied subconsciously: "Nothing."

Shao Qing frowned and crossed his arms, "That must be something."

Girls' minds are indeed much more delicate than boys'. Lu Shining knew he couldn't hide it, so he had to tell the truth about the phone call this morning.

Shao Qing looked straight at him after listening, "Then go, go and listen to what they have to say."

Lu Shining shook his head, "It's useless if I go..."

Xu Jia listened to him while biting french fries, "Do you believe what you say?"

Shao Qing couldn't help but said earnestly: "I was surprised when you said that you two separated. Wasn't it a good time in Jingshi? Why do you have to separate?"

Lu Shining said: "He is not gay in the first place, his family will not agree, and he will definitely regret it in the future..."

As someone who has been there, Shao Qing naturally knew what he was thinking, and said directly: "So you pushed him away in advance?"

Lu Shining froze for a moment, and wanted to shake his head.

"But with your current appearance, you clearly want to go." Shao Qing said, "At first I thought that Xu Jia and I would not last long..."

Hearing this, Xu Jia threw herself on the woman, wrapped her waist and looked in Lu Shining's direction, "She thought it on her own, I never thought about it that way."

As she spoke, she tilted her head and blinked her eyes. Her face was tender, and her expression was not abrupt.

"Ningning, let me ask, do you think people like us who have talked about the opposite sex before are particularly unreliable?"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Lu Shining to answer, Xu Jia continued: "Then I think Yuan Sen should be very wronged. You have denied him the whole person, and all the previous efforts were in vain, because you didn't believe that he would like you at all. From the very beginning He was never given the chance."

Lu Shining had nothing to say.

He couldn't refute what Xu Jia said.

Then Shao Qing said: "When he was in Jingshi, he chatted with us, and the topics were all related to you, including Zhang Lei. After the two of you came back, he also went to him... Zhang Lei seemed a little scared of him and didn't dare to talk to him. To tell you, you can only tell me. In fact, it is not our turn to talk about these things. I also suggested that he talk to you, but he told me, you didn’t tell him.

"I don't dare to say for sure that he likes you, but there is no doubt that you are very important to him. Do you remember that I went to your apartment to talk to you before you went to Jingshi, and you told me that if you If it's a girl, she should still like him...

"Lu Shining, since you like him so much, why didn't you tell him?"

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After getting on the subway, Lu Shining was also thinking about this question, why do people become more cowardly as they get older, and how courage will become less and less with age.

He refused to give anything but hoped that Yuan Sen could give him a perfect answer.

Before Shao Qing drove him away, he secretly chatted with him.

"By the way, at that time you asked me whether it was more important than whether I liked it or not. Now I can answer." Shao Qing said with a smile, "Both are very important, we are suitable, and we will definitely love each other. like."

This is different from his and Yuan Sen's situation, so far he is not sure whether they are suitable.

But at least one thing he understands, if he doesn't go to see the other party today, he may think about this day again and again in the future, thinking that the fruit tea in this store is not sweet, and the cake on the plate lacks the cherries, so he didn't go to the appointment ...

It was the first time for Lu Shining to work at Yuan Sen's place. The company is not very big. After entering the door, he took the elevator to the fourth floor according to Pei Erian's instructions. The first person he met was Yin Hao.

Seeing him, Yin Hao immediately put down the teacup in his hand, and called out affectionately, "Sister-in-law!"

Pei Twenty who just got up from the seat: "..."

Lu Shining with the elevator door slowly closing behind him: "..."

Is it time to run now?

Pei Twenty slowly stroked his forehead, "I'm sorry, come sit here and leave him alone."

Lu Shining dared not take a single step forward.

This is convenient for Yin Hao, and immediately poured out all the belly drafts he had typed before: "Sister-in-law, listen to my explanation, I really don't know you and Brother Yuan... Otherwise, I wouldn't ask you to see Su Yunle, and let me go You two chat alone!"

Lu Shining said completely stiffly: "Don't call me sister-in-law..."

Yin Hao breathed a sigh of relief, "You don't need to call it, do you? That's fine, it makes me feel awkward."

Pei Twenty said behind him: "It seems that Yuan Sen kicked you to take advantage of you. If you can't speak, don't speak."

After he finished speaking, he motioned for Lu Shining to sit on the sofa in the reception room. Lu Shining sat down, subconsciously turning his toes towards the door.

Pei Twenty had no choice but to say, "Don't worry, he either has something in his words, or he's just out of his mind."

Lu Shining looked between the two of them, and nodded slowly.

"Then don't talk nonsense, just talk about Yuan Sen." Pei Nian straight to the point, "It was not long ago that we found out that you two separated again."

Lu Shining thought to himself, really?

Pei Twenty immediately said, "I saw it at that party. Yin Hao only found out after Yuan Sen said it not long ago."

really.

"Considering that the separation between the two of you was probably caused by Yin Hao's thoughtless behavior at the time, that's why we want to meet with you today to make it clear..." Pei Twenty pondered for a while when he said this, "Actually, there is nothing to say, you two separated. It's not because of that, and we know that."

Yin Hao winked at him hastily, "Why are you still tearing things apart?"

Then he turned to Lu Shining and said, "Thousands of mistakes are all my fault!"

Lu Shining even leaned towards the door this time.

"Say a few words less."

Pei Nian made a sound, then turned to look at Lu Shining.

In fact, he didn't dare to confirm the relationship between the two until Yuan Sen himself confessed.

In my impression, Yuan Sen had never shown interest in men. During the years of studying abroad, because of his conspicuous appearance, there were many men and women who confessed to Yuan Sen, but he did not agree to any of them.At first, in order to maintain his grades, Yuansen wanted to leave his family from a very early age, but later he met no one.During the time with Su Yunle, he matured quite a bit, he can be an all-round boyfriend, but lacks emotion.

Su Yunle herself is a strong person, and Yuan Sen just so happens to be. The two of them later seemed to be competing rather than dating. As a result, Su Yunle couldn't stand the breakup at first, and Yuan Sen accepted it. After a while directly back home.

So far, everything is working fine.

What's abnormal is that after Lu Shining left Chuanyang, Yuan Sen was depressed every day. No one in the company dared to provoke him, and he didn't lose his temper at others, but just being looked at by that cold gaze was enough It made people tremble for a while.This atmosphere lasted for a month until Yuan Sen found him.

That day he came to ask for leave with Pei Twenty, saying that he was going to other provinces to find someone.

Pei Nian asked him, "Shall I go to see you as a kid?"

Hara Mori nodded.

"Don't you think this is a little too much?"

Yuan Sen didn't understand what he meant at all, and asked him, "What do you mean?"

In the end, the person was found, and Yuan Sen didn't come back, and went to work directly in another place.

From then on, Pei Nian realized that something was wrong. Yuan Sen had an extraordinary attachment to his childhood, and after meeting Lu Shining again, he became more sure of what he thought.

A month ago, Yuan Mori came to the company to repeat the previous things again, looking at the phone from time to time.

Pei Twenty asked him, "Whose call are you waiting for?"

He didn't say either.

At the drinking party not long ago, Yuan Sen said that he broke up with Lu Shining after drinking too much.

Yin Hao's reaction was the biggest, he was shocked directly, and the worst was yet to come.

He said to Yuan Sen: "Brother Yuan, are you kidding? You are a boy when you grow up."

This sentence stung Yuan Sen for some reason, and Yuan Sen kicked Yin Hao's ass directly.

Pei Twenty quickly backed away to prevent Yin Hao from bumping into him.

Yin Hao lay on the ground and said "Oh" for a long time, seeing that no one helped him get up by himself, he was dumbfounded, "No way, is it true?"

Yuan Sen's face completely sank.

Pei Twenty made a sound in time: "Stop talking, you have seen Yuan Sen fight, and I won't stop if I can't stop it. If you can fight, just keep talking."

Yin Hao calmed down, but there was still doubt in his eyes, he kept winking at him, did he join forces to deceive people?

Originally, Yuan Sen seldom smoked, but at that time he smoked very frequently, and often found two people to drink, and when he got drunk, he would watch it over and over on his mobile phone.Yin Hao finally believed a little bit, but he still had doubts in his heart.

A few days ago, Yuan Sen caught him when he was sober, and asked very calmly: "Is the matter between me and Lu Shining so unbelievable?"

Yin Hao said that he didn't say it or that he didn't say it. After thinking for a long time, he whispered: "After all, you were normal before. This is a bit sudden, but I can accept it! I can accept it! Hey... no Brother Yuan, don't just be like this Let’s go, I’m panicking in my heart.”

They lost contact with Yuan Sen after that day.

Pei Twenty gave an overview of what happened, and looked at the expression of Lu Shining who was sitting opposite him.

The other party didn't speak for a long time, so Pei Twenty had to tap the table twice.

Lu Shining sat up straight like a rabbit whose tail had been trampled on, with a panicked look on his face for a moment.

"That's all I want to say. If you really don't want to meet him, you can call him now so that we can find him." Pei Twenty said, "But it's likely that the phone was turned off, so we want to know where you lived before. ..."

Lu Shining was stunned for only a few seconds, and soon he said firmly: "I will go find him."

This time it was Pei Twenty who was surprised, and couldn't help but ask, "Have you thought about it yet?"

Yin Hao stretched his neck forward anxiously to look at him, who the hell did you help?

"Well, I have something to clarify with him."

Only then did Pei Nian realize that the young man opposite had a pair of clear and bright eyes, and his voice was pleasant.He couldn't help but bend the corner of his mouth, "Okay."

Lu Shining stood up and took out his phone.

"Probably no need to call him."

Pei Twenty suddenly made a sound.

Lu Shining turned to look at him.

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Lu Shining's heart was beating non-stop until he got on the bus. The scenery passing by outside the car window was all familiar to him. He had walked this road countless times and seen the sunrise beyond the mountains. , also see the setting sun and the alternation of day and night.

Whether he and Yuan Sen are compatible, even now, when he is about to set off to meet each other, he still doesn't know the answer to this question.

In the beginning, he fell in love with this person on his own initiative. All the brilliant and not-glamorous colors of adolescence all came from Yuan Sen.Knowing that this secret love will not bear fruit, I didn't waver or complain at all, why would I completely forget myself after being pampered a little bit.

People are very good at forgetting, they will selectively forget the trivial love, and devote themselves to their emotions.

Before leaving, Pei Twenty told him, "After you left Chuanyang, Yuansen rented out the apartment you lived in at that time."

Looking at the familiar scenery outside the car window, Lu Shining seemed to have been running away since the reunion, escaping sight, escaping the city, and escaping his own thoughts.

Don't run away this time.

He will go to him.

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