Growth pain

Lu Shining naturally did not agree.

Yuan Sen's unwillingness to move forward was pushed away.

Lu Shining's expression also became bewildered, he couldn't figure out whether Yuan Sen was sincere or not.Why are people's minds so complicated? What they say may not be the truth. Sometimes the brain will deceive itself. Possession is no different from love.

His face and ears were hot, and his body softened, surrounded by Yuan Sen's breath.

Yuan Sen put his head against his head, and asked in a low voice, "Is it really not possible?"

"If you ask me," Lu Shining tried to find his voice, and said dryly, "it's just that I'm not ready to kiss a man."

He originally wanted to prevaricate Yuan Sen, but Yuan Sen's expression changed, and he pulled away and started the car.Lu Shining knew he was right.

No joy and no regrets.He accepted it all calmly.

The car stopped by the side of the road, Lu Shining said, "Thank you for seeing me off."

Yuan Sen frowned, dissatisfied with his politeness, "Xiao Lu, don't make me angry."

"Okay." Lu Shining said cooperatively, "Goodbye bastard."

Yuan Sen was startled for a moment, and then wanted to ask if Lu Shining had closed the car door.

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In a blink of an eye, the National Day holiday came, and my roommate invited friends to go out for a trip. Before leaving, I specially reminded Lu Shining: "It's not impossible to do it in the dormitory, but after the end, you must clean up well." After speaking, he gave him a wink .

Lu Shining became more determined to move out of the dormitory, and started looking for a house during the holiday, looking at several shared houses one after another.

When Yuan Sen called him, he was listening to a man with a southern accent talking about utility bills.

"You're not in the dormitory." Yuan Sen accused him when he came up.

Lu Shining took it for granted, and said to the phone: "Why can't I come out to play when I'm on vacation?"

It took two seconds for Yuan Sen to speak: "Is that okay with me?"

Before Lu Shining could reply, the southern accent standing opposite him said, "Are you still a student? It's cheaper for students to rent a single room."

Yuan Sen vaguely heard a few words on the other end of the phone, and immediately became emotional, "Are you looking for a house? Where the hell are you going, Lu Shining?!"

After exchanging wechat numbers with the landlord, Lu Shining walked out of the community, just in time to see Yuan Sen squatting on the side of the road to greet a dirty stray dog.The dog was also obedient, and moved closer to sniff Yuan Sen's fingers, his eyes were still timid and pitiful.

When Lu Shining walked over, it ran away, ran to the other side of the road, but still looked here.

Golden autumn and October, such a good time, the sun has become gentle.Yuan Mori raised his head, the color of his pupils became lighter due to the light, similar to the eyes of that stray dog.

Lu Shining looked at him, "How did you find it? I'm looking at the house."

Yuan Sen didn't have the momentum on the phone at all, he just looked up at Lu Shining, "I thought you were going somewhere else..."

"Where else can I go?"

Yuan Sen didn't want to continue this topic, so he stood up, "Why do you suddenly want to find a house?"

"I wanted to find it before, but it was delayed because of something."

"Do you want to stay here for a long time?" Yuan Sen asked, "What about Uncle Lu and the others, does Aunt Lu know?"

Lu Shining pursed his lips, "Don't use my parents to pressure me."

Yuan Sen couldn't argue, "I didn't, I just asked...Xiaolu, can you stop being so hostile to me?"

Lu Shining didn't speak, just walked back, Yuan Sen chased him, "Hey Lu Shining, where are you going?"

The two walked to the small shop in the community one after the other, and Yuan Sen said, "I'm not thirsty."

Lu Shining paused for the hand holding the sausage, and then took a bottle of water with no expression on his face.

Hara Mori said: "I'm really not thirsty."

Lu Shining habitually pressed the tip of his tongue against his palate, "I drink it myself."

When he came out, he didn't expect to meet the dog again, but it really waited there obediently.

Lu Shining tore open the skin of the ham sausage with his teeth, bit it into small pieces and spat it into his palm.

Yuan Sen said, "Do you want to feed it?"

Lu Shining glanced at him, "Why don't I give it to you?"

Yuan Sen pushed his head, "Little Lu, why is your mouth so bad."

The dog didn't dare to approach, so Lu Shining could only put the ham sausage on the leaflet.

After finishing all this, he got up and was about to leave, but Yuan Sen said at this time: "Give it meat, let it remember your kindness and don't take it home, what is this?"

Lu Shining stood still for a while, then replied: "I must not be the only one feeding it, it won't always remember me."

"What if I only remember you?"

"Are you blaming me for being too nice to it?" Lu Shining replied solemnly, "Then I won't feed it next time I see it."

They all understood what each other was talking about, but no one tried to expose it.

In the end, Yuan Sen commented on him: "Xiao Lu, you are so sympathetic."

Lu Shining said: "Well, because dogs can only wag their tails, they won't turn to sympathize with me who is being chased all over the street by him."

The debate is over, and Yuan Sen is completely defeated.

Lu Shining handed him the water, but he refused to take it, "Aren't you thirsty?"

Lu Shining was not responsible for appeasing Yuan Sen's emotions, so he readily unscrewed the bottle cap and drank the water.

Yuan Sen read him unhappily, "Little Deer."

Lu Shining pretended he didn't hear it, and Yuan Sen touched his hand after a while, and took the bottle of water away.

Lu Shining looked at the rental houses in two places again, during which Yuan Sen kept expressing: "My hotel room is quite big."

Lu Shining finally asked a question when he finished looking at the house: "You can't stay in the hotel all the time, when are you going to..."

"Go back" didn't say the word, Yuan Sen said positively: "Then I will also rent a house, how about going with you?"

Lu Shining choked, "It's not that good."

There is no place to cook in the dormitory, so Lu Shining can only eat outside. The two of them wandered to the city center and found a restaurant to eat noodles.

Yuan Sen ate faster than Lu Shining, and quickly finished his bowl of noodles, and began to reply to the messages on the phone one by one.

It was only then that Lu Shining realized that his job was not easy, and he might "waste" the little time he had on him.

"Why does it have to be me?" Lu Shining said.

Yuan Sen raised his head upon hearing this.

Lu Shining tried to organize his words, "I mean... there's no need for me, maybe it's because I ran away that you wanted to chase after me, mistaking anger for a kind of attachment?

"We don't have such a deep bond, put your hands down and don't cover my mouth... Even if there is, but you like women yourself, there is absolutely no need to take this risk.

"If I tell you now, let's make up, I will go back immediately if I don't run away, you don't have to be with me, do you?"

He talked a lot, and in the end he was confused.Maybe he was waiting for Yuan Sen to deny him, but he also said that he might not be sure. Could it be like or love?

He couldn't answer, only Yuan Sen could answer.

Yuan Sen said: "Then I won't do anything now, and I will listen to you. Will you reconcile with me?"

Lu Shining froze for a moment, but still shook his head honestly.

"That's it." Yuan Sen put his eyes on the phone again, with a meaningless look, "That is to be together."

Lu Shining was speechless.

As the sky darkened, the two walked slowly along the street.Lu Shining said, "I remember the hotel is in another direction."

"Send you back first."

"I'm not a girl, so there's no need to take special care of me."

Yuan Sen was a little angry because of those words in the restaurant, and now he is even more impatient, "When did I treat you as a girl? You call this special? Then I have taken care of you so special since you were a teenager! "

It took Lu Shining a long time to say anything, "Why are you so fierce?"

Yuan Sen took a deep breath, his teeth itching with anger, he raised his leg and kicked Lu Shining's ass with his knee, "I think you deserve a beating."

Lu Shining covered his buttocks and trot forward two steps, and finally said quietly: "You are playing a hooligan."

Yuan Sen didn't react for a while, and then coughed softly against the back of his hand, "Sorry."

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

After a while, Yuan Sen handed Lu Shining a piece of chewing gum, Lu Shining took it and put it in his mouth, chewed it for a while before spitting it out.

The mint taste is very strong.

Yuan Sen saw it but didn't say anything, until he walked into the boulevard, he suddenly reached out to hold Lu Shining's jaw.

Lu Shining stopped, with a dazed look on his face, and Yuan Sen's thumb was squeezed between his two teeth.

Yuan Sen lowered his head and muttered "so soft", referring to his tongue.

Lu Shining's mind went blank.

Yuan Sen approached him and kissed him, it was a very blunt kiss, it was just lips touching lips, it is not bad to use "bump" to describe it, anyway, there is no charming atmosphere.

Yuan Sen froze for two or three seconds, then moved away a bit and said, "You won't bite me, will you?"

Lu Shining was completely confused about what happened at this moment, and was kissed again.This time, Yuan Sen stuck his tongue in and licked his canine teeth. The pointed point was as sharp as a kitten.

Hara Mori licked his tongue and teeth less skillfully, occasionally rubbing against the sensitive palate.His eyelashes were trembling, and he looked nervous.

It was the first time he kissed a man of the same sex, Lu Shining's mouth was soft, and his tongue was also soft, with a sweet mint flavor.Yuan Sen tasted it bit by bit until he heard Lu Shining hum softly, it was also soft, warm and soft like a kitten's open belly.

Yuan Sen wrapped the sob into his mouth, and then licked and kissed blatantly.

After the end, he hugged Lu Shining and said seriously: "You didn't want me to ask. If you are still angry, you have no conscience."

Lu Shining's legs were so weak that he could not kneel down because of Yuan Sen's support.

He hadn't recovered from the impact of the tongue kiss, Yuan Sen stuck to him again, rubbing against his ear, "Kissing is quite comfortable, the deer's mouth is so soft and hot."

This is hooliganism.

Lu Shining was determined.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry I'm so vulgar, but I really like kissing like this oh woo woo woo woo, the process of straight breaking (although Yuan Sen belongs to himself) should be struggling and addicted!I'm having fun anyway