What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

What is love?

What is said on the lips is an illusory existence after all. The feelings can be deep or shallow, so the love can also be deep or shallow, but no matter how deep or shallow, what is spoken becomes "I love you".

Lu Qi couldn't bear Yu Jingsheng's sad eyes, he almost wanted to tear his heart from his body, the time had never been so long and tormented.

"You didn't speak, did you acquiesce?"

Yu Jingsheng let go of Lu Qi's chin, leaving a clear fingerprint on it, he put Lu Qi on the sofa, stood up by himself, and looked down: "Think about it yourself, and tell me when you have the answer. "

He couldn't stay for a moment longer, Yu Jingsheng had never felt such a sense of frustration, and it was the first time that he was powerless to a person.

Angry, angry, and sad, but all the complicated emotions add up, but because I love him, I can't bear to resent him and lose my temper at him.

Yu Jingsheng wanted the two of them to calm down first, especially Lu Qi, let him think clearly about his heart, and then told him that it doesn't matter whether you love it or not, as long as it is true.

The beautiful dream woven by lies will always be broken one day. He cannot face a lie and dream a lifetime of beautiful dreams.

Yu Jingsheng was about to leave, he didn't know where to go, but if he stayed here, he was afraid that he would really lose control.

"Don't go."

The moment Yu Jingsheng raised his foot, Lu Qi grabbed the hem of his suit, lowered his head and couldn't see his face clearly, his hands were trembling, and begged: "Don't go."

Lu Qi raised his head, and with those moist eyes, said again in a crying voice: "Don't go..."

Yu Jingsheng thought of the familiar feeling when he met Lu Qi for the first time, the misty, wet deer eyes made him fall into it in a ghostly way.

He has passed the age of impulsiveness, and he shouldn't fall into a relationship because of one person. He is obviously indifferent to everyone, but he is unique to him.

Yu Jingsheng couldn't even explain why he fell in love with Lu Qi. At first, he didn't dislike him, he had a good impression, and his grandma and the others liked him very much.

But then I slowly discovered that unconsciously, my eyes can only accommodate one person, I can only see one person, I don’t want to hear anyone say that he is not good, I don’t care about the purpose of his approach, and I even take the initiative to find excuses for him.

It seems that he has liked it for a long time, so he doesn't need Lu Qi to do any more actions, just standing there is enough to make Yu Jingsheng fall.

Just like now, the last second Yu Jingsheng felt disheartened, but this second, Lu Qi just grabbed the corner of his clothes, but it was like grabbing his heart.

"Why?" Yu Jingsheng asked, "Why didn't you let me go?"

He didn't know if his voice sounded urgent, but he was indeed a little anxious at the moment, waiting for Lu Qi's answer expectantly.

Lu Qi tightly grabbed Yu Jingsheng's clothes, the high-order suit was pulled out of wrinkles and refused to let go, fearing that if he let go, Yu Jingsheng would turn around and leave without hesitation.

"I just don't want you to go."

It wasn't the answer Yu Jingsheng was eager to get, he sighed, and cruelly broke off Lu Qi's fingers, Lu Qi looked panicked, and immediately stretched out his other hand to hold Yu Jingsheng, preventing him from breaking off his hand.

"Lu Qi, I'm very tired. In addition to the company's affairs every day, I still have your affairs. My ability is limited, and I really don't want to go to a stalemate with you."

Yu Jingsheng asked: "Why do you not want me to leave? Can't you say a simple sentence?"

"I can't..." Lu Qi shook his head vigorously, as if grabbing a life-saving straw.

Yu Jingsheng interpreted his shaking his head as another meaning, so he increased the strength in his hands in frustration, Lu Qi was not as strong as him, even though he refused to let go, he was still ripped apart.

"I said, wait for you to think about it, and then tell me."

After leaving this sentence, he didn't dare to look at Lu Qi's face anymore, fearing that he would uncontrollably soften his heart.

But when Yu Jingsheng was about to walk to the door of the office, Lu Qi looked at his back with indifference, as if he wanted to withdraw from his life without emotion and never look back.

No matter what choice he made, it seemed that he couldn't change it. He wanted to see the ending of Yu Jingsheng leaving in front of him.

"I love you^"

His words only made Yu Jingsheng stop, but did not make him turn around.

Yu Jingsheng slowly pressed his hand on the doorknob, and said with a wry smile, "You said the same thing this morning, but just now you were in a hurry to push me to someone else."

He gave joy for a moment, and then took it away mercilessly, and brought more cruel things to the front. That kind of meaning is to tell him mercilessly when a person is happy that this is just a joke.

"What I said is true..." Lu Qi defended, but he himself felt powerless, how could Yu Jingsheng believe it, he only felt that he was playing tricks on him.

Lu Qi lowered his head, he couldn't look at Yu Jingsheng's back, it was more painful than his eyes adapted to the dark suddenly coming into contact with the light, so he could only choose to lower his head and stop looking.

"I can't, I really can't, I'm afraid..."

The more he spoke, the lower his voice and lowered his head. Lu Qi didn't know if Yu Jingsheng was still there, because he didn't hear any voice that could respond to him, as if he was the only one left in the room.

Yu Jing must have passed away...

Lu Qi didn't have the courage to look up, he was afraid that what he would face would be the empty surroundings, the deserted walls, and the sickly white lights.

Lu Qi hugged his knees with his hands and curled up into a ball, it seemed that only in this way could he feel at ease.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want to, but I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave you, I'm afraid..."

I am afraid that I will never see you again, that Yu Jingsheng who has the same appearance and name as you in reality is not you, and that the one who welcomes me back will be the cold and indifferent you.

Although he once said that he liked me, but at that time I was too timid and said all the cruel things I could think of to him, saying that he was disgusting, and that I regretted treating him as a friend and doing things like this Absolutely, even I feel that it is impossible for him to have any love for me anymore.

"I really don't want to leave..."

Lu Qi kept mumbling to himself, his pants were wet with tears and stuck to his knees, but he didn't feel it at all.

"Then don't leave, stay by my side obediently."

Yu Jingsheng's voice suddenly sounded, and Lu Qi raised his head in surprise. Yu Jingsheng, who thought he had already left, was standing in front of him at this moment.

"Why..." Lu Qi pressed his eyes for too long, afraid that Yu Jingsheng in front of him was an illusion born of his own sadness.

Yu Jingsheng never left. When he turned around, he saw Lu Qi buried his head, crying from his knees, and he heard every word Lu Qi said.

"What are you afraid of, Lu Qi?"

Yu Jingsheng asked: "Are you afraid that I will leave you? Are you afraid that I will fall in love with someone else? Or are you afraid that I will treat you badly? Tell me, are you afraid of these things?

What? "

"no......"

"That's fine." He finally had a smile on his face, and his brows that had been tightly locked gradually relaxed: "If you don't want to give yourself to me once, you will never know that the choice you made is right Still wrong."

Lu Qi was moved by Yu Jingsheng's sincere eyes.

"But what if it's me? One day I will leave you." Lu Qi asked: "And you will never find me again in this world. Would you be afraid?" Yu Jingsheng paused, and said without thinking: "Yes. "

"But I won't look for you. It's easy to miss. I'll wait for you here. If you want to come back, you will definitely see me."

In his whole life, he has seen joys and sorrows, and seen too few joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. It seems that everyone around him is happy and misfortune is a rare one.

Yu Jingsheng never thought that one day Lu Qi would leave, because he used to think that Lu Qi would not have such an idea, as long as he could give him the best.But now, or maybe earlier, Yu Jingsheng unconsciously came up with this idea.

It may be because he doesn't love anymore, or it may be for other reasons. No matter what the reason is, he doesn't want to think about it too much. Before it happens, those things are illusory, and worrying too much is nothing but worrying.

The only thing he thought was to let him go, he just had to wait, life is so long, there will always be a day when he can wait.

Until the old age, until the old age, it is good to give up.

"Lu Qi."

Yu Jingsheng suddenly called his name solemnly. The next second, Lu Qi saw Yu Jingsheng knelt on one knee, took out a small red velvet box from his pocket, and slowly opened it under Lu Qi's gaze.

Inside lay a ring.

Even without any diamond embellishment, it still shines under the light, carrying a heart, anxiety, and expectation.

"Actually, I prepared it a long time ago. I haven't thought about when to take it out. Before I met you, I always felt that I would never kneel on one knee in my life, let alone buy a ring. After choosing for a long time, I thought For a long time, hesitated for a long time, afraid that you would not like it, and even more afraid that you would refuse."

Lu Qi was speechless. Everything happened so suddenly that he was not mentally prepared for it.

"so."

Yu Jingsheng took out the ring from the box, the black clothes set him off like a prince in a fairy tale, leaving all his affectionate money to one person.

"Mr. Lu, would you like to give me a chance to bring the ring to your hand? If I can, I hope I will never take it off."

He said, "Lu Qi, marry me."

Lu Qi used to feel that crying and laughing was too fake when watching other people propose marriage, but now he understands that the combination of touching and joy can only be expressed by crying and laughing.

The ring was so close at hand, it seemed that as long as he stretched out his hand, he could reach it.

Take a step forward.

Forget about jittery fears and constant worries and just take a step forward.

"rs-3^."

Find wishes.

As soon as the trembling voice fell with excitement, the next second Lu Qi's eyes fell into darkness.