What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

What you want to escape, what you forget for a short time, always appear inadvertently, reminding yourself all the time.

"What's the matter?" Sensing Lu Qi's abnormality, Yu Jingsheng lowered his head and saw the child's pale face, his eyes drifted away, and he looked very low and spiritless.

Wasn't it fine just now?

Yu Jingsheng worriedly asked: "What's wrong with you? Why is your face so pale?" He touched Lu Qi's hand and frowned: "Why is it suddenly so pale?"

cold. "

It seems that no matter how hard you cover it, you can't cover it.

Some crystal clear liquid gushed out of Lu Qi's hollow eyes, and before it could be wiped off with his hands, it dripped down the back of Yu Jingsheng's hand along his chin.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying all of a sudden, baby, talk."

Lu Qi was silent and weeping, which really made Yu Jingsheng feel uncomfortable. He didn't know what happened to Lu Qi, and he was afraid that he would be wronged and refused to say anything.

"No." Lu Qi wiped away tears with the palm of his hand, and smiled at Yu Jingsheng: "It's just so happy."

He hoped that his lies would not appear clumsy, and that Yu Jingsheng did not realize that behind his smile was a cracked mask.

Short-lived happiness is followed by overwhelming despair, a fact that cannot be escaped or changed.

Don't you know the ending from the beginning?

It's just that the beautiful process made him deeply immersed in it, while he was sober and sad, and at the same time he was intoxicated and happy.

Yu Jingsheng was dubious, but he knew that if Lu Qi didn't want to take the initiative to speak up, then it would be useless to ask any more.

He didn't want himself to be a kind of oppression to Lu Qi, he would rather wait for Lu Qi to say it himself.

"I'm really fine." Lu Qi saw the worry in Yu Jingsheng's eyes, and said it again with a smile in order to make him not care.

Yu Jingsheng didn't ask any more questions, just hugged Lu Qi, let him put his head close to his arms, and pressed his chin against Lu Qi's soft hair: "Well, I know

road. "

The room is very quiet, the rest is the breathing of Lu Qi and Yu Jingsheng, the time seems to be dragged by someone, the minute and hour hands on the wall keep turning, but this moment is long and peaceful.

I don't know how long it took, but Yu Jingsheng, who had been in the posture for a long time, felt his neck sore, and just about to change his posture, he heard Lu Qi's voice in his arms.

"Say it a few more times."

"what?"

Lu Qi seemed to be looking at the calmness of the sea: "I want to hear you say you love me a few more times."

Say it a few more times.

Enough to use the body to form muscle memory, even after waking up to end a dream.

Say it a few more times.

I'm afraid I'll never hear it again. "I love you^"

"Lu Qi, I love you."

Lu Qi woke up in the lounge, the sun outside the floor-to-ceiling windows had already set, and the huge clouds seemed to be burning fire, turning the blue sky into orange.

He propped himself up, the room was dark, and Yu Jingsheng was not there.

An inexplicable sense of loss welled up in his heart, and there seemed to be a hole in his chest, so deep that he couldn't see where his heart was.

Lu Qi stood up unsteadily, stepping on the floor with his bare feet, the heating in the room was fully turned on, so he didn't feel cold when he was naked, but if he looked closely, he could see Lu Qi's trembling shoulders.

Pushing open the door of the lounge, the bright lights blinded the eyes. After a short period of adaptation, Lu Qi saw Yu Jingsheng who was lowering his head to deal with work at the desk.

Yu Jingsheng.

The dry lips shouted these three words silently, and his eyes were full of nostalgia.

"woke up?"

Yu Jingsheng raised his head when he heard the commotion, and saw Lu Qi standing at the door of the lounge, staring at him in a daze, with bare feet and no shoes

Put on.

Yu Jingsheng stood up and walked quickly to Lu Qi's side, without giving Lu Qi any time to react, he directly hugged him horizontally. He had done this action too many times and was already too skilled.

"Running around without shoes, sleepy?"

It may be that he was really sleepy. Under normal circumstances, Lu Qi would have struggled not to be hugged, but now he hugged Yu Jingsheng's neck obediently.In fact, Lu Qi was just enjoying the last bit of warmth from Yu Jingsheng.

While sleeping, Lu Qi made a decision, maybe a bit silly, but for him, it was the best way to have more time to stay

law.

Lu Qi felt like a prisoner with nowhere to go. He had lost most of his rationality. A decision that might seem absurd in the eyes of others was the only way for Lu Qi.

"Didn't you say to go to the flower shop at three o'clock in the afternoon?"

Yu Jingsheng hugged Lu Qi and sat on the sofa. There were no slippers in the office, so he planned to ask the secretary to buy a pair of cotton slippers.

"Seeing that you slept too deeply, you didn't wake up. Do you really want to go? If you want to go, you can do it tomorrow."

Lu Qi shook his head: "I don't really want to."

He looked at Yu Jingsheng who was sending a message to his secretary on his mobile phone, and suddenly hesitated, hovering on the edge of his inner struggle.

He didn't want to, didn't want to do it at all.

But there is no better way.

"But after all, we have made an appointment with the shopkeeper, so it's not good to release people..."

"It's not too late if you want to go."

Lu Qi shook his head: "I won't go, but...you can go with Chen Xue."

Every word he uttered was like blood dripping from his heart. Lu Qi felt his chest hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe. He sucked in the air in his lungs, which was so cold that the blood flowing in his veins was frozen.

This is Lu Qi's method.

in the most ridiculous and pathetic way,

Push Yu Jingsheng to others.

Lu Qi knew that what he did was not only hurting himself, but also Yu Jingsheng, but this was Lu Qi's purpose.

If you do something that makes Yu Jingsheng sad and hurt, maybe he won't love himself so much, and maybe his favorability will not increase, but may even decrease.

In this way, he can stay by Yu Jingsheng's side longer.

Not a greedy wish, he just wanted to stay longer.

Because the time they spend together is too short, so short that Lu Qi hasn't started to experience it properly, but it's almost reached the end.

Yu Jingsheng was stunned for a moment, and put down his phone. Although he was sure he heard clearly, he still joked: "Why did you mention it again just after waking up? Did you dream that I did something bad? Are you with someone else?"

Yu Jingsheng comforted: "Dreams and reality are opposite, but it's my fault. How can I not love you in your dreams?"

The preoccupied Lu Qi was hurt by Yu Jingsheng's sentence "dreams and reality are opposite".

Yes, maybe he is dreaming now, so Yu Jingsheng in the dream loves him and treats him well.

In reality, Yu Jingsheng already hated him to the core.

So he didn't want to wake up so soon, at least let him experience this warm hug again, which belongs to Yu Jingsheng's unique taste.

"I just think it's not good. After all, I make an appointment with someone. If I don't want to go, I won't go. It's not good..."

"I said, if you want to go, we can go now."

"But I don't want to go."

Lu Qi's voice was a little louder, but when he met Yu Jingsheng's eyes, he immediately weakened: "I don't want to go."

Yu Jingsheng frowned, he understood Lu Qi's words, and suppressed the flames in his heart: "So you mean, you want me to go with Chen Xue?"

He didn't dare to look at Yu Jingsheng, he didn't dare to look at Yu Jingsheng's expression, it was as painful as Ling Chi's to look into his eyes.

Lu Qi gritted his teeth and nodded without looking at Yu Jingsheng's face.

too painful.

Why does his heart seem to be dug out by someone, every blood vessel and nerve connected to it is involved in various parts of the body, and the knife is pierced in, making the bloody and bloody.

"Lu Qi!"

After all, Yu Jingsheng couldn't hold back and roared.

Lu Qi couldn't even remember the last time Yu Jingsheng spoke to him so loudly. His gentle words all the time may have made him forget what Yu Jingsheng looked like in other people's mouths.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Until now, Yu Jingsheng still didn't have the heart to get angry with Lu Qi, he just yelled because he was out of breath, but because he saw Lu Qi's body shaking, he was obviously frightened, so his voice immediately became much gentler.

"I have nothing to do with Chen Xue. Didn't I explain it clearly to you? Is it because you haven't understood yet, that's why you say such things in anger?"

"Chen Xue is just an ordinary subordinate. Because she is a classmate in college, she is a little familiar, but that's just a little familiar. Other than that, I don't have any feelings for her. If you mind that kiss, I can fire her immediately. "

Yu Jingsheng said: "Don't you believe these words? Lu Qi."

His voice sounded very sad, and it was sad from the bottom of his heart. Lu Qi knew this feeling too well, because it was the same feeling when he said something against his will.

"I believe..."

"Then why do you say such things?" Yu Jingsheng hugged Lu Qi tightly, and said in a low voice, "You said you loved me before you went to sleep, but when you wake up, you have nothing?"

No, no.

Lu Qi has shouted over and over again in his heart, he can't wait to hold Yu Jingsheng's face now, look him in the eyes without fear, and tell him that what he said is true, what he said is true, and his feelings are true , love is also true.

But Lu Qi couldn't do it, his hands and feet seemed to be bound, only his nose was still breathing, and even speaking, he seemed like a little mermaid who had lost her vocal cords.

Seeing that Lu Qi didn't speak, and bowed his head, he didn't know what he was thinking about, so Yu Jingsheng started talking to himself.

He has a lot of words, maybe he has never expressed them, but only he knows in his heart that the backlog of those words will eventually become a mountain that cannot be overcome

ridge.

It was agreed that he would not put any pressure or burden on Lu Qi, but now it seems that he is far less open than he imagined.

"I don't understand." Yu Jingsheng chuckled, as if mocking himself.

"Sometimes I don't know what you're thinking. Sometimes I'm far away and sometimes I'm close. I always think about what I am to you. Maybe I just told them that your approach has some purpose."

"But I don't care, even if it's really because of money, I think the most important thing I need is money. It's easier if it's because of money."

"I always believed everything you said, but now..."

Yu Jingsheng forced Lu Qi to look up, and he looked at him with that desolate look: "Do you really love me?"