What to do with an omega that smells like green tea
Chapter 114 I Can't Let You Go, It's Better To Be Painful Together
Nuo Yan did not expect that after He Ru kept saying that he loved him that day, the wedding would still not be cancelled.
His and He Si's names were prominently displayed on the front page of the entertainment. The photos that were previously secretly photographed by reporters were bought out by He Si at the time, but somehow they were released now.
Before the whole people had time to digest this melon, the public relations officer of He Si's company threw out a statement, directly hammering He Si and his promise that the wedding will be held next month.
Numerous netizens flocked to Nuoyan's Weibo, and the topic "Nuoyan Wedding" became the number one hot search topic, and the following hot searches were also about Nuoyan.
Everyone's various discussions and speculations are comparable to the scene of a novel's brain hole, but there are not many blessings in these.
In the comments on Nuoyan's Weibo, there are many fans who left fans and turned back.
Bailuweishuang: No, what's the situation, why is it so similar after getting married suddenly?Isn't this a famous playboy?Don't be threatened, Yanyan!
I miss you every day: the show will not come out, the show will not be filmed, fans are waiting for your new play, and now you suddenly say you are getting married, do you feel worthy of waiting for your fans?Are you sorry for yourself?
Love someone: I hope to come out and clarify quickly, so as not to disappoint the fans.
I heard that there is rain in the distance: It’s not that I don’t accept it, but why is it so similar? In my heart, you have always been a clean and sunny omega. You really let me down like this.
The promise is always black: Speechless, get out of the entertainment circle with your patron.
"Don't care about the comments on the Internet, I will deal with it." Seeing the silent promise, He Si said a little nervously.
Nuo Yan had already read most of the comments, turned off the phone with a calm face, leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes.
Nuo Yan looked as if he didn't hear what he said, but in fact he heard it, but he just didn't want to, or was too lazy to answer.
Because it doesn't make sense.
He seems to be used to Nuoyan ignoring him like this. These days, Nuoyan has been treating him in this state, ignoring him, and not answering when he speaks.He knew that the promise was to use cold violence to let him go a little bit.
"Nuo Yan, you rest, I'm going to the company." After He Si finished speaking, he didn't rush to leave immediately, standing where he seemed to be waiting for something.
What are you waiting for, knowing that Nuo Yan won't open his mouth even if he says "be careful on the road" to him, let alone open his eyes to watch him leave, but even though he knows it in his heart, He Xiang still can't help but look forward to it.
Of course reality is always cruel.
It wasn't until He Si finally left in disappointment and heard the soft closing sound that Nuo Yan slowly opened his eyes and stared at the door He Si left.
He seems to be wrong, Nuoyan actually doesn't care about the comments on the Internet, he can accept and understand even those not-so-sounding words that come off fans and back down.
The fans are not wrong. It has been almost a year since his last broadcast. Although he participated in some activities in the middle, he is almost out of the public eye.
Fans who have waited so long, saw the news that their idol is going to marry someone again, and he would not be able to accept it.
So the promise can understand, whether it is abuse or questioning, he accepts it.
However, he couldn't accept that the instigator still asked her in a caring tone, just like a murderer who killed someone but said to the victim, "Don't be afraid of the pain, I will find you a good place to bury it."
Isn't that ironic enough?
He could have continued his life without having to suffer from all of this. Whether it was pain or sadness, it was his life, and he accepted it, and he would not escape.
The culprit was messing things up, standing there, caring about him.
The rabbit died and the fox was sad.
Nuo Yan got up from the sofa and walked round and round in the bedroom. He didn't allow himself to sit still like this any longer, otherwise he would really have to walk into the palace of marriage with He Xiang.
But since the day before yesterday, he quarreled with He Bi again because of his marriage. He asked He Bi to marry Song Xu, and He Si said that no matter what you do, I will not let you go.
So the promise was enraged, and when he broke up and left, passing by He Ru, he said: "Then you'd better keep an eye on me 24 hours a day, don't let me find a chance, otherwise I will definitely try my best." All ways to leave."
In fact, Nuo Yan just said such a sentence because he wanted to overwhelm He Si. He couldn't just leave as soon as he said it. He didn't even have the slightest plan to leave everything behind and fly away.
But he seemed to believe it.
Promised entry and exit began to be restricted, where to go, who to see, and what to do, you must first report to He Si, and then He Si will ask the bodyguards to follow.
In addition, He Xiang also arranged many people to watch him, making Nuo Yan once truly feel that he is a death row prisoner.
At that time, he was so indifferent to his words, he didn't expect to block his back road to death.
Do you still have to marry He Xiang in the end?
But when he thinks about the days to come, it's like losing hope, making him frantically want to escape from the unreasonable fear and anxiety, and the bloody head will rush out.
As the days drew closer, He Ruo looked more and more closely, as if he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would be escaped by the promise.
Their wedding was still a hot topic on the Internet. People began to uncover how they met, their past relationship, there is no impenetrable wall in the world, and within a day, all of Nuo Yan's life experiences were uncovered.
Not only did it reveal that he and He Si grew up together, but it also revealed that he had been raised by He Si. For a while, "promise to support" once again rushed into the hot search topic.
When all this caused a big wave on the Internet, Nuo Yan was taken by He Ruo to try on a suit for the wedding.
Nuo Yan didn't want to go, he thought it was a suit anyway, so he could just buy a suit, but why did he want to pursue a sense of ceremony and force him to go.
"Interesting?" Nuo Yan looked at He Xiang who was so excited, and thought it was ridiculous.
He Sizheng gestured to Nuoyan with the silver-gray one, and when he heard his words, his face froze, without the initial excitement, he continued to move his hands, and said lightly: "Interesting."
"I'm bored."
Nuo Yan didn't want to see any pretentious reaction at all, as if how much she cherished him, if she had really been so kind to him back then, how could she have become what she is today.
At that time, he was full of He Si, and if he could marry He Si, he would definitely agree without hesitation.
And now he can't.
Nuo Yan simply walked to the sofa next to him to rest, since He seemed to be in high spirits, let him shop around, and he just sat here without asking or doing anything.
He Xiang continued to choose dresses, but this time it was no longer like before, showing everything on his face, with a dark face the whole time, which scared the staff who was introduced next to him too scared to speak.
Nuo Yan took a nap on the sofa, he was a little sleepy, he really wanted to sleep, it seemed so important to be dragged by He Ruo to watch the venue and try on clothes early in the morning.
Nuo Yan yawned, propped his head on his hands and planned to squint for a while, but suddenly remembered the phone in his pocket, and the ringing broke the silence in the store.
All the heat was looking at Nuo Yan, He Bi also stopped, his eyes were so tight that Nuo Yan felt a little uncomfortable, he took out his mobile phone, it turned out to be Gu Jianghe calling.
There was no contact for almost two weeks, and the sudden phone call made Nuo Yan almost guess why Gu Jianghe called.
You should have seen those things on the Internet.
Nuoyan doesn't know how Gu Jianghe will feel after reading it, whether he accepts it or not, he respects Gu Jianghe's choice.
Although he really didn't want to lose such a friend.
Nuo Yan answered the phone, and an anxious voice quickly came from the other side: "I saw the news on the Internet that you are really going to marry He Xiang?"
Nuoyan let out a calm "hmm"
"Don't you know what kind of person he is? Why do you still agree to him, and there are rumors on the Internet that you have been together for a long time, and he even raised you. Is it true or not?"
Now Nuoyan feels that there is nothing to hide. He said that he must be honest once in his life, and this person is Gu Jianghe.
"It's true." He said: "Those are all true, including those photos on the Internet, all are true."
He is actually not as good as those people think, or even terrible, but because he once created an illusion for others that he is a person walking in the bright sunshine, so that once a dark cloud passes by, people start to complain , what is cloudy again.
"You are really stupid." Gu Jianghe said bitterly.
Nuo Yan chuckled: "Yeah, even if I was stupid, I regret it now, but there is no way to turn back."
He Ru's guarding of it has reached an outrageous level, and Nuoyan couldn't find any chance to leave. She even thought about falling down the stairs and being admitted to the hospital, but before this idea could be tested, it was First strangled in the cradle.
"You can turn back. If you really don't want to marry He Xiang, there is always a way."
Nuoyan didn't know what to say to let Gu Jianghe understand that he really has nowhere to go. Some things are always easy and easy to say, but when it comes to doing it, it is very difficult.
"Gu Jianghe, don't worry about me."
Nuoyan in turn enlightened Gu Jianghe: "I will find a good way, so you don't have to worry about me, really."
In fact, he couldn't find a way at all.
Gu Jianghe on the other end of the phone seemed to want to say something, but Nuoyan was taken away before he could hear the phone in his hand, and when Nuoyan turned his head, He Bi was standing behind.
"I don't need to worry about the matter between me and Nuoyan, and I hope you will stop doing this kind of poaching."
"What is it like?!" Nuo Yan exclaimed in shock, and he saw that He Shishi pressed the speakerphone on the phone.
Gu Jianghe on the opposite side didn't seem to have reacted yet, and when he did, he also yelled at He Xiang unceremoniously: "If you still have a little conscience and still remember your previous relationship, don't force Nuoyan to marry you. "
"I'm sorry." He Si smiled contemptuously: "Don't you think what you said is funny? You are playing the role of Nuo Yan to say this. You and Nuo Yan are not even relatives. What do you have? qualifications."
"enough!"
Nuoyan couldn't bear it anymore and roared loudly.
He snatched the mobile phone from He Bi's hand and glared at He Bi angrily: "He Bi, you are the most unqualified person."
He seems to be the most unqualified person.
He Si didn't seem to have expected such a scene at all, and looked at Nuo Yan and laughed out loud after regaining consciousness, and asked, "Are you distressed?"
Nuo Yan only felt that He seemed to be wronged by another nerve and fell ill. After looking at him seriously for three seconds, he didn't want to continue pestering him: "I don't want to tell you these things. You can see for yourself. I'm leaving."
Nuo Yan even suspects that in his life, he doesn't spend most of his time arguing with He Xiang, especially now that He seems to have a sudden nervous breakdown. He used to be willing to argue with him, but now he doesn't even have the strength to quarrel. All gone.
Nuoyan continued to pick up the phone, and said to Gu Jianghe on the other end of the phone: "You don't need to talk to him, you are my best friend, I am really happy that you care about me so much."
As a result, because of this sentence, He Xiang was once again angered. His dark blue eyes were full of turmoil. He took the phone from Nuo Yan's hand, and in the next second, he slammed it heavily on the ground.
"Crack", the screen of the mobile phone fell to pieces.
Nuo Yan looked at the completely shattered mobile phone on the ground, and looked up at He Si, with an expression as if he was looking at a vexatious child, and said in the same tone as he would treat a disobedient child: "He Si, what do you want? ?”
"You say get married, okay, I'll get married, you send people to watch me every day, I don't resist, I let your people watch, I don't do anything every day except sleep and read the messages on the Internet, because I don't care, I don't care, today you brought me to try on the dress, and I also came to try on it, didn't all of this come according to your idea? Why are you still not satisfied? "
Talking about promises, he suddenly smiled and asked, "Then how can you be satisfied?"
He Ruo didn't answer immediately, he looked directly at Nuo Yan's unflinching eyes with deep and suffocating eyes, and said, "How satisfied am I, don't you really know?"
"I know, but I don't want to do it."
Nuo Yan can see that his attitude towards He Si has made He Si hovering on the edge of patience these days, so it was just a phone call just now, and He Si's patience reached the limit and collapsed in an instant.
He Xiang said: "Promise, you did it on purpose."
He didn't deny the promise at all, nodded, and his generous appearance made it look like he was just playing a childish game.
"I did it on purpose, because I don't want to satisfy you, I don't want to make you happy, I want you to be miserable, tormented, and uncomfortable every minute with me, so that you can't bear me, I want to make you What a stupid decision you made knowing that we were together."
He Ruo guessed it, just heard it with his own ears, and it will always be more cruel.
"So do you think you've succeeded?" he asked.
He Ruo smiled indifferently: "I succeeded in all of them. Isn't your performance just now the best answer?"
He Ruo was irritated, and finally tore off his hypocritical mask, completely exposing his original self.
In fact, He Xiang has persisted for longer than he imagined, but just like a cunning fox will always show his feet, what a person looks like, no matter how deliberately he conceals it, how well he conceals it. Can't completely change into another look.
It just needs a critical point, a little stimulation, and then it will erupt like a volcano.
"you are wrong."
He Xiang's voice was soft and slow, as if the wheels were slowly rolling over each word: "I would rather suffer with you than let you be happy alone, so no matter what you do, it will be a waste of effort."
Nuo Yan's face froze, and then he said with a sarcasm: "Why, is this the love you speak of?"
I love him so much that I want to drag him to suffer together, even if the abyss of hell is ahead, I still want to drag him into it, and don't give him any right to refuse.
this is Love?
Shit love.
Nuo Yan stared at He Si angrily, like a demon crawling out of hell, wanting to die with him at any time.
"Yes, love." He Ru's heart was already aching, but there was no expression on his face. Instead, in Nuo Yan's eyes, there was a consistent
cruel.
"Promise, have you forgotten that I am a selfish person? So my love is also selfish. I want you to stay by my side, because I love you and I will treat you well, so don't think I can let you go."
This is the love in He Ru's mouth, just like him.
Nuo Yan sneered: "But I don't love you anymore, if you don't let me go, it will only make me suffer.
"But I will suffer if I let you go." He Si said very seriously: "So it's better for the two of us to suffer together, to torture each other for the rest of our lives, and that's fine."
Nuo Yan stared at He Si like a madman, in his eyes, there is no difference between He Si and a madman at this moment.
He said loudly: "You are not love, it is the competitive and possessive desire that you can't get. Why, I am not your property, you can't trap me forever."
"I'm not trapping you, I'm just not letting you leave me."
Nuo Yan sneered: "You just want me to die in your hands."
"Death by my hands is better than your leaving."
He can endure Nuo Yan's indifference, endure quarrels with Nuo Yan, and even endure his ridicule and ignorance, because as long as he thinks about Nuo Yan and wants to leave him, these are extremely insignificant.
It's just that just now, he couldn't hold back, seeing Nuo Yan smiling when he picked up the phone, and after hearing the content of the conversation, something called jealousy started to haunt him, and he couldn't control it.
Nuoyan was so indifferent to him, every time when his enthusiasm was high, the basin of cold water poured on him froze his whole body, and he lost consciousness, no joy or sorrow.
Even after that, he didn't dare to get angry, for fear that the already irreconcilable relationship would be worsened.
"Nuyan." By accident, He Ru gently touched Nuoyan's face with his hand, his eyes were full of pleading, but his attitude was firm: "Smile at me
laugh. "
The moment Nuo Yan was touched by He Ni, his eyes stung He Ni's eyes as if he had seen a ghost, making him recover from the extravagant hope, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
He Ru let go, not sad, but more dense, hard to breathe heartache.
"I can't let you go, no matter what you do, we will get married the day after tomorrow." He Xiang's tone seemed like he was giving an order that could not be refused.
He stretched out his hand, trying to touch Nuo Yan's collar, but Nuo Yan took a step back, leaving him empty.
He Bi was not embarrassed, but slowly withdrew his hand, with a rare faint smile on his face: "It's okay, take your time."
This sentence seems to be speaking to Nuo Yan, but more like speaking to himself.
But the promise is always like the finale is a sudden and cruel truth, which makes every audience who is looking forward to happiness hysterical.
"Take your time? Do you think I'll fall in love with you again, or do you think we'll get better? Why, stop dreaming, okay, you're the one who caused all this."
"So I will make it up to you." He Xiang's voice trembled a little, and he couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully.
"I'll give you whatever you want, whether it's career or life, I'll treat you well, really, promise, don't let the past worry about it, people have to look forward."
Like a dream about to wake up, Nuoyan sighed: "Why, I can't do it."
He can't.
He seems to say it too easily, too simple, as easy as just leaving an insignificant burden behind, maybe He seems to be able to do it, but he can't.
It was the first time he fell in love with someone, and he suffered such a cruel thing, which gave him no chance to relax, one after another, one after another.
Those pains have become a nerve, forgive me, let go of the past, and that nerve will ache sharply, reminding him all the time, wake up, don't be stupid again.
Some people are worth getting drunk with no regrets, some people are not worth jumping into, over and over again, over and over again.
He seems to be that not worth it.
His "love" for himself is just a child's obsession that he can't get his favorite toy, but when he gets it, he gets tired of playing with it, throws it aside, even steps on his feet, and throws it into the mud.
In the end, the brand-new toys became tattered and thrown into the trash.
Nuo Yan has already seen the end of himself like a toy, not because he predicted it, but because he has experienced it once, but that is because he can survive it with strength.
Surviving once does not mean that you can survive the second time, but survive every time.
The two of them looked at each other silently, and they seemed to have a lot to say in their hearts, but the words of the promise, whether to say or not, didn't make any sense.
"Okay, I can't do it." He Xiang broke the silence: "Then let me tell you, I can't do it either."
"I can't let you go. Since you can't let go of the past, then take that past with me and I will always let you let go."
This is not self-confidence. If Nuo Yan can move his eyes to He Si's hands hanging on his sides, and let him open his palms, he will be able to see He Si's sweaty palms.
He is not confident, even afraid, but he does not want to let Nuoyan see it, he would rather put on a firm and confident look, making Nuoyan feel that he is bound to win.
"I've already chosen the clothes. It will look good on you. If you don't want to try it now, go." After He Si finished speaking, he subconsciously wanted to hold Nuo Yan's hand, but just lifted it a little, thinking that Nuo Yan would definitely avoid it , put it down again.
"I don't want to wear it, go back, I'm tired."
Nuo Yan strode away, He Ru silently picked up the shattered mobile phone on the ground, and the glass shards from the screen accidentally stuck into his flesh.
His and He Si's names were prominently displayed on the front page of the entertainment. The photos that were previously secretly photographed by reporters were bought out by He Si at the time, but somehow they were released now.
Before the whole people had time to digest this melon, the public relations officer of He Si's company threw out a statement, directly hammering He Si and his promise that the wedding will be held next month.
Numerous netizens flocked to Nuoyan's Weibo, and the topic "Nuoyan Wedding" became the number one hot search topic, and the following hot searches were also about Nuoyan.
Everyone's various discussions and speculations are comparable to the scene of a novel's brain hole, but there are not many blessings in these.
In the comments on Nuoyan's Weibo, there are many fans who left fans and turned back.
Bailuweishuang: No, what's the situation, why is it so similar after getting married suddenly?Isn't this a famous playboy?Don't be threatened, Yanyan!
I miss you every day: the show will not come out, the show will not be filmed, fans are waiting for your new play, and now you suddenly say you are getting married, do you feel worthy of waiting for your fans?Are you sorry for yourself?
Love someone: I hope to come out and clarify quickly, so as not to disappoint the fans.
I heard that there is rain in the distance: It’s not that I don’t accept it, but why is it so similar? In my heart, you have always been a clean and sunny omega. You really let me down like this.
The promise is always black: Speechless, get out of the entertainment circle with your patron.
"Don't care about the comments on the Internet, I will deal with it." Seeing the silent promise, He Si said a little nervously.
Nuo Yan had already read most of the comments, turned off the phone with a calm face, leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes.
Nuo Yan looked as if he didn't hear what he said, but in fact he heard it, but he just didn't want to, or was too lazy to answer.
Because it doesn't make sense.
He seems to be used to Nuoyan ignoring him like this. These days, Nuoyan has been treating him in this state, ignoring him, and not answering when he speaks.He knew that the promise was to use cold violence to let him go a little bit.
"Nuo Yan, you rest, I'm going to the company." After He Si finished speaking, he didn't rush to leave immediately, standing where he seemed to be waiting for something.
What are you waiting for, knowing that Nuo Yan won't open his mouth even if he says "be careful on the road" to him, let alone open his eyes to watch him leave, but even though he knows it in his heart, He Xiang still can't help but look forward to it.
Of course reality is always cruel.
It wasn't until He Si finally left in disappointment and heard the soft closing sound that Nuo Yan slowly opened his eyes and stared at the door He Si left.
He seems to be wrong, Nuoyan actually doesn't care about the comments on the Internet, he can accept and understand even those not-so-sounding words that come off fans and back down.
The fans are not wrong. It has been almost a year since his last broadcast. Although he participated in some activities in the middle, he is almost out of the public eye.
Fans who have waited so long, saw the news that their idol is going to marry someone again, and he would not be able to accept it.
So the promise can understand, whether it is abuse or questioning, he accepts it.
However, he couldn't accept that the instigator still asked her in a caring tone, just like a murderer who killed someone but said to the victim, "Don't be afraid of the pain, I will find you a good place to bury it."
Isn't that ironic enough?
He could have continued his life without having to suffer from all of this. Whether it was pain or sadness, it was his life, and he accepted it, and he would not escape.
The culprit was messing things up, standing there, caring about him.
The rabbit died and the fox was sad.
Nuo Yan got up from the sofa and walked round and round in the bedroom. He didn't allow himself to sit still like this any longer, otherwise he would really have to walk into the palace of marriage with He Xiang.
But since the day before yesterday, he quarreled with He Bi again because of his marriage. He asked He Bi to marry Song Xu, and He Si said that no matter what you do, I will not let you go.
So the promise was enraged, and when he broke up and left, passing by He Ru, he said: "Then you'd better keep an eye on me 24 hours a day, don't let me find a chance, otherwise I will definitely try my best." All ways to leave."
In fact, Nuo Yan just said such a sentence because he wanted to overwhelm He Si. He couldn't just leave as soon as he said it. He didn't even have the slightest plan to leave everything behind and fly away.
But he seemed to believe it.
Promised entry and exit began to be restricted, where to go, who to see, and what to do, you must first report to He Si, and then He Si will ask the bodyguards to follow.
In addition, He Xiang also arranged many people to watch him, making Nuo Yan once truly feel that he is a death row prisoner.
At that time, he was so indifferent to his words, he didn't expect to block his back road to death.
Do you still have to marry He Xiang in the end?
But when he thinks about the days to come, it's like losing hope, making him frantically want to escape from the unreasonable fear and anxiety, and the bloody head will rush out.
As the days drew closer, He Ruo looked more and more closely, as if he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would be escaped by the promise.
Their wedding was still a hot topic on the Internet. People began to uncover how they met, their past relationship, there is no impenetrable wall in the world, and within a day, all of Nuo Yan's life experiences were uncovered.
Not only did it reveal that he and He Si grew up together, but it also revealed that he had been raised by He Si. For a while, "promise to support" once again rushed into the hot search topic.
When all this caused a big wave on the Internet, Nuo Yan was taken by He Ruo to try on a suit for the wedding.
Nuo Yan didn't want to go, he thought it was a suit anyway, so he could just buy a suit, but why did he want to pursue a sense of ceremony and force him to go.
"Interesting?" Nuo Yan looked at He Xiang who was so excited, and thought it was ridiculous.
He Sizheng gestured to Nuoyan with the silver-gray one, and when he heard his words, his face froze, without the initial excitement, he continued to move his hands, and said lightly: "Interesting."
"I'm bored."
Nuo Yan didn't want to see any pretentious reaction at all, as if how much she cherished him, if she had really been so kind to him back then, how could she have become what she is today.
At that time, he was full of He Si, and if he could marry He Si, he would definitely agree without hesitation.
And now he can't.
Nuo Yan simply walked to the sofa next to him to rest, since He seemed to be in high spirits, let him shop around, and he just sat here without asking or doing anything.
He Xiang continued to choose dresses, but this time it was no longer like before, showing everything on his face, with a dark face the whole time, which scared the staff who was introduced next to him too scared to speak.
Nuo Yan took a nap on the sofa, he was a little sleepy, he really wanted to sleep, it seemed so important to be dragged by He Ruo to watch the venue and try on clothes early in the morning.
Nuo Yan yawned, propped his head on his hands and planned to squint for a while, but suddenly remembered the phone in his pocket, and the ringing broke the silence in the store.
All the heat was looking at Nuo Yan, He Bi also stopped, his eyes were so tight that Nuo Yan felt a little uncomfortable, he took out his mobile phone, it turned out to be Gu Jianghe calling.
There was no contact for almost two weeks, and the sudden phone call made Nuo Yan almost guess why Gu Jianghe called.
You should have seen those things on the Internet.
Nuoyan doesn't know how Gu Jianghe will feel after reading it, whether he accepts it or not, he respects Gu Jianghe's choice.
Although he really didn't want to lose such a friend.
Nuo Yan answered the phone, and an anxious voice quickly came from the other side: "I saw the news on the Internet that you are really going to marry He Xiang?"
Nuoyan let out a calm "hmm"
"Don't you know what kind of person he is? Why do you still agree to him, and there are rumors on the Internet that you have been together for a long time, and he even raised you. Is it true or not?"
Now Nuoyan feels that there is nothing to hide. He said that he must be honest once in his life, and this person is Gu Jianghe.
"It's true." He said: "Those are all true, including those photos on the Internet, all are true."
He is actually not as good as those people think, or even terrible, but because he once created an illusion for others that he is a person walking in the bright sunshine, so that once a dark cloud passes by, people start to complain , what is cloudy again.
"You are really stupid." Gu Jianghe said bitterly.
Nuo Yan chuckled: "Yeah, even if I was stupid, I regret it now, but there is no way to turn back."
He Ru's guarding of it has reached an outrageous level, and Nuoyan couldn't find any chance to leave. She even thought about falling down the stairs and being admitted to the hospital, but before this idea could be tested, it was First strangled in the cradle.
"You can turn back. If you really don't want to marry He Xiang, there is always a way."
Nuoyan didn't know what to say to let Gu Jianghe understand that he really has nowhere to go. Some things are always easy and easy to say, but when it comes to doing it, it is very difficult.
"Gu Jianghe, don't worry about me."
Nuoyan in turn enlightened Gu Jianghe: "I will find a good way, so you don't have to worry about me, really."
In fact, he couldn't find a way at all.
Gu Jianghe on the other end of the phone seemed to want to say something, but Nuoyan was taken away before he could hear the phone in his hand, and when Nuoyan turned his head, He Bi was standing behind.
"I don't need to worry about the matter between me and Nuoyan, and I hope you will stop doing this kind of poaching."
"What is it like?!" Nuo Yan exclaimed in shock, and he saw that He Shishi pressed the speakerphone on the phone.
Gu Jianghe on the opposite side didn't seem to have reacted yet, and when he did, he also yelled at He Xiang unceremoniously: "If you still have a little conscience and still remember your previous relationship, don't force Nuoyan to marry you. "
"I'm sorry." He Si smiled contemptuously: "Don't you think what you said is funny? You are playing the role of Nuo Yan to say this. You and Nuo Yan are not even relatives. What do you have? qualifications."
"enough!"
Nuoyan couldn't bear it anymore and roared loudly.
He snatched the mobile phone from He Bi's hand and glared at He Bi angrily: "He Bi, you are the most unqualified person."
He seems to be the most unqualified person.
He Si didn't seem to have expected such a scene at all, and looked at Nuo Yan and laughed out loud after regaining consciousness, and asked, "Are you distressed?"
Nuo Yan only felt that He seemed to be wronged by another nerve and fell ill. After looking at him seriously for three seconds, he didn't want to continue pestering him: "I don't want to tell you these things. You can see for yourself. I'm leaving."
Nuo Yan even suspects that in his life, he doesn't spend most of his time arguing with He Xiang, especially now that He seems to have a sudden nervous breakdown. He used to be willing to argue with him, but now he doesn't even have the strength to quarrel. All gone.
Nuoyan continued to pick up the phone, and said to Gu Jianghe on the other end of the phone: "You don't need to talk to him, you are my best friend, I am really happy that you care about me so much."
As a result, because of this sentence, He Xiang was once again angered. His dark blue eyes were full of turmoil. He took the phone from Nuo Yan's hand, and in the next second, he slammed it heavily on the ground.
"Crack", the screen of the mobile phone fell to pieces.
Nuo Yan looked at the completely shattered mobile phone on the ground, and looked up at He Si, with an expression as if he was looking at a vexatious child, and said in the same tone as he would treat a disobedient child: "He Si, what do you want? ?”
"You say get married, okay, I'll get married, you send people to watch me every day, I don't resist, I let your people watch, I don't do anything every day except sleep and read the messages on the Internet, because I don't care, I don't care, today you brought me to try on the dress, and I also came to try on it, didn't all of this come according to your idea? Why are you still not satisfied? "
Talking about promises, he suddenly smiled and asked, "Then how can you be satisfied?"
He Ruo didn't answer immediately, he looked directly at Nuo Yan's unflinching eyes with deep and suffocating eyes, and said, "How satisfied am I, don't you really know?"
"I know, but I don't want to do it."
Nuo Yan can see that his attitude towards He Si has made He Si hovering on the edge of patience these days, so it was just a phone call just now, and He Si's patience reached the limit and collapsed in an instant.
He Xiang said: "Promise, you did it on purpose."
He didn't deny the promise at all, nodded, and his generous appearance made it look like he was just playing a childish game.
"I did it on purpose, because I don't want to satisfy you, I don't want to make you happy, I want you to be miserable, tormented, and uncomfortable every minute with me, so that you can't bear me, I want to make you What a stupid decision you made knowing that we were together."
He Ruo guessed it, just heard it with his own ears, and it will always be more cruel.
"So do you think you've succeeded?" he asked.
He Ruo smiled indifferently: "I succeeded in all of them. Isn't your performance just now the best answer?"
He Ruo was irritated, and finally tore off his hypocritical mask, completely exposing his original self.
In fact, He Xiang has persisted for longer than he imagined, but just like a cunning fox will always show his feet, what a person looks like, no matter how deliberately he conceals it, how well he conceals it. Can't completely change into another look.
It just needs a critical point, a little stimulation, and then it will erupt like a volcano.
"you are wrong."
He Xiang's voice was soft and slow, as if the wheels were slowly rolling over each word: "I would rather suffer with you than let you be happy alone, so no matter what you do, it will be a waste of effort."
Nuo Yan's face froze, and then he said with a sarcasm: "Why, is this the love you speak of?"
I love him so much that I want to drag him to suffer together, even if the abyss of hell is ahead, I still want to drag him into it, and don't give him any right to refuse.
this is Love?
Shit love.
Nuo Yan stared at He Si angrily, like a demon crawling out of hell, wanting to die with him at any time.
"Yes, love." He Ru's heart was already aching, but there was no expression on his face. Instead, in Nuo Yan's eyes, there was a consistent
cruel.
"Promise, have you forgotten that I am a selfish person? So my love is also selfish. I want you to stay by my side, because I love you and I will treat you well, so don't think I can let you go."
This is the love in He Ru's mouth, just like him.
Nuo Yan sneered: "But I don't love you anymore, if you don't let me go, it will only make me suffer.
"But I will suffer if I let you go." He Si said very seriously: "So it's better for the two of us to suffer together, to torture each other for the rest of our lives, and that's fine."
Nuo Yan stared at He Si like a madman, in his eyes, there is no difference between He Si and a madman at this moment.
He said loudly: "You are not love, it is the competitive and possessive desire that you can't get. Why, I am not your property, you can't trap me forever."
"I'm not trapping you, I'm just not letting you leave me."
Nuo Yan sneered: "You just want me to die in your hands."
"Death by my hands is better than your leaving."
He can endure Nuo Yan's indifference, endure quarrels with Nuo Yan, and even endure his ridicule and ignorance, because as long as he thinks about Nuo Yan and wants to leave him, these are extremely insignificant.
It's just that just now, he couldn't hold back, seeing Nuo Yan smiling when he picked up the phone, and after hearing the content of the conversation, something called jealousy started to haunt him, and he couldn't control it.
Nuoyan was so indifferent to him, every time when his enthusiasm was high, the basin of cold water poured on him froze his whole body, and he lost consciousness, no joy or sorrow.
Even after that, he didn't dare to get angry, for fear that the already irreconcilable relationship would be worsened.
"Nuyan." By accident, He Ru gently touched Nuoyan's face with his hand, his eyes were full of pleading, but his attitude was firm: "Smile at me
laugh. "
The moment Nuo Yan was touched by He Ni, his eyes stung He Ni's eyes as if he had seen a ghost, making him recover from the extravagant hope, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
He Ru let go, not sad, but more dense, hard to breathe heartache.
"I can't let you go, no matter what you do, we will get married the day after tomorrow." He Xiang's tone seemed like he was giving an order that could not be refused.
He stretched out his hand, trying to touch Nuo Yan's collar, but Nuo Yan took a step back, leaving him empty.
He Bi was not embarrassed, but slowly withdrew his hand, with a rare faint smile on his face: "It's okay, take your time."
This sentence seems to be speaking to Nuo Yan, but more like speaking to himself.
But the promise is always like the finale is a sudden and cruel truth, which makes every audience who is looking forward to happiness hysterical.
"Take your time? Do you think I'll fall in love with you again, or do you think we'll get better? Why, stop dreaming, okay, you're the one who caused all this."
"So I will make it up to you." He Xiang's voice trembled a little, and he couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully.
"I'll give you whatever you want, whether it's career or life, I'll treat you well, really, promise, don't let the past worry about it, people have to look forward."
Like a dream about to wake up, Nuoyan sighed: "Why, I can't do it."
He can't.
He seems to say it too easily, too simple, as easy as just leaving an insignificant burden behind, maybe He seems to be able to do it, but he can't.
It was the first time he fell in love with someone, and he suffered such a cruel thing, which gave him no chance to relax, one after another, one after another.
Those pains have become a nerve, forgive me, let go of the past, and that nerve will ache sharply, reminding him all the time, wake up, don't be stupid again.
Some people are worth getting drunk with no regrets, some people are not worth jumping into, over and over again, over and over again.
He seems to be that not worth it.
His "love" for himself is just a child's obsession that he can't get his favorite toy, but when he gets it, he gets tired of playing with it, throws it aside, even steps on his feet, and throws it into the mud.
In the end, the brand-new toys became tattered and thrown into the trash.
Nuo Yan has already seen the end of himself like a toy, not because he predicted it, but because he has experienced it once, but that is because he can survive it with strength.
Surviving once does not mean that you can survive the second time, but survive every time.
The two of them looked at each other silently, and they seemed to have a lot to say in their hearts, but the words of the promise, whether to say or not, didn't make any sense.
"Okay, I can't do it." He Xiang broke the silence: "Then let me tell you, I can't do it either."
"I can't let you go. Since you can't let go of the past, then take that past with me and I will always let you let go."
This is not self-confidence. If Nuo Yan can move his eyes to He Si's hands hanging on his sides, and let him open his palms, he will be able to see He Si's sweaty palms.
He is not confident, even afraid, but he does not want to let Nuoyan see it, he would rather put on a firm and confident look, making Nuoyan feel that he is bound to win.
"I've already chosen the clothes. It will look good on you. If you don't want to try it now, go." After He Si finished speaking, he subconsciously wanted to hold Nuo Yan's hand, but just lifted it a little, thinking that Nuo Yan would definitely avoid it , put it down again.
"I don't want to wear it, go back, I'm tired."
Nuo Yan strode away, He Ru silently picked up the shattered mobile phone on the ground, and the glass shards from the screen accidentally stuck into his flesh.
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