What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

He has to speak first.

Nuo Yan didn't want to wait until He Bi took Song Xu's hand to drive him away before leaving in a mess, that would be too disrespectful, he didn't want to.

So he had to speak first and let the initiative be in his own hands.

He Si paused, and slowly put down the chopsticks holding the food, he had a bad feeling.

"say what?"

"You and Song Xu." Nuo Yan didn't beat around the bush. He no longer had the energy to play charades, but instead had the attitude of solving the matter today.Song Xu, who was eating, let out an "ah" and looked up at them.

Nuoyan took a deep breath and continued: "I don't want to be caught between you, He Bi, you are with Song Xu, let me go."

From the moment Song Xu appeared in the hospital ward, from the moment he sat down and looked up to see Song Xu just now, Nuo Yan felt that the answer to everything was already very clear.

He didn't even need someone to tell him what two pairs of eyes could see, the real thing.

Nuo Yan's calm tone was exchanged for a voice that seemed to be suppressing anger: "What are you talking about?"

Nuoyan looked at him seriously, and said again: "Let me go, from now on, I will never appear in front of you again."

He didn't know what the anger in He Ni's eyes meant, whether it was an illusion born out of it, Nuo Yan felt that He Ni should be happy after hearing what he said.

Or maybe I'm too happy, but I don't want to show it.

"Promise, you are sick now, I..." He seemed to want to say, I won't tell you these things now.

He seems not to want to quarrel, especially when Nuo Yan has just been discharged from the hospital and his health is not fully recovered, he can bear Nuo Yan's temper now, temper is better than half-dead.

Nuo Yan interrupted him: "But I'm tired, why not."

With the promise at this moment, he doesn't even have the strength to complain and hate. The days of being trapped are really uncomfortable, and he doesn't want to really live his future life in such a posture.

"You brought Song Xu to see me today, and now the purpose of letting him come to this house is to tell me that he is back, so I should go?" Nuo Yan didn't give He Xiang a chance to answer, he had a lot to say, and held back A week of words broke out at this moment.

"He Xiang, in fact, you don't have to do this, because I don't want to be with you again, including the child. It was really an accident. You said you were responsible, because Song Xu hadn't come back at that time, and you thought you could just find someone to marry It's enough to do superficial work, and I happen to have your child again, but now that Song Xu is back, the person you have been thinking about is back, a great opportunity to start again with him, why waste it on me."

Nuo Yan thought of something, and suddenly smiled: "If you want to eat from the bowl and look at the pot, I think you should die early.

Heart. "

"what are you talking about?"

Nuo Yan said a lot, and He Bi heard that he thought he had a relationship with Song Xu.

"Song Xu and I are done. I took him to the hospital to see you because I said you were in the hospital and I wanted to come back to take care of you, so he followed me to take a look. As for entering this house, it was because he had no place to live, and These days I need to find someone to renovate this old house. I need someone to look at the house for me. I have to accompany you in the hospital. The secretaries and assistants have jobs. The newly hired servants here can’t be trusted, so let him Stay here for a few days, I didn't know you were going to be discharged from the hospital at the time, but now that you're back, it doesn't matter if you let him go."

After finishing speaking, He Ru said to Song Xu: "Xuxu, now that we're here to look at it, you can live in my apartment in the city center. After dinner, I'll ask someone to take you there."

He seemed to talk about this, so Song Xu had no choice but to agree: "Okay, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter where I live."

He is reasonable, but it is unreasonable to keep his promise.

He Ruo nodded in satisfaction, and said to Nuo Yan: "Is there anything else to do now? If not, eat well, and go to rest after eating. I asked someone to clean your previous bedroom."

He Ru picked up the chopsticks again, picked up a piece of lotus root, and put it into Nuo Yan's bowl.

Nuo Yan didn't move his chopsticks, smiled faintly, and said, "Do you know what this house means to me?"

What Song Xu was stepping on was the place where he grew up, and now it was as if a stranger broke in without saying hello, promising to drive him away, but he was powerless.

Anywhere is fine, but here is not the case. He doesn't want to bring the turmoil between He Xiang and Song Xu here. He is afraid that the souls of his parents will return home and they will not find peace.

"Promise, don't make trouble for no reason."

He seems to be a little tired, these days his hospital company has been running at both ends, the old lady has told his grandfather about the promise and his affairs, so he has to deal with the grandfather's questioning, and he is already unable to do what he wants.

And Nuoyan kept arguing with him about these things, and he explained what should be done to satisfy Nuoyan.

"Otherwise, what do you think I am trying to find someone to redecorate here? I know it is important to you, because it has been unoccupied for a long time, some furniture and sofas are broken, and some wall coverings are also falling off. I just want you to come back. Seeing a brand new home and now you're asking me if I know what it means to you."

Nuo Yan looked straight into He Si's eyes, and for a full three seconds, he saw those dark blue eyes, like a whirlpool in the depths of the sea, quietly waiting for him to fall.

drop.

"You still don't understand." Nuoyan said.

He couldn't hear the sound of disappointment in his voice anymore, he knew why he didn't understand, not only now, but also in the future.

He seems to go his own way and impose his desires on himself.

Nuo Yan's calm tone finally became the last straw that crushed He Xiang.

He threw his chopsticks angrily and hit the bowl with a clang. Song Xu looked at He Xiang in a daze, a little timidly, because he had never seen such a furious He Xiang.

In Song Xu's memory, the picture of him getting along with He Xiang can't be said to be sweet, at least it is also warm. Unlike now, it feels like He Xiang is about to hit someone with his sleeves rolled up all the time.

"Tell me the fuck, what else do I not understand?" He Siyan asked.

Everything sucks.

In the morning, it was clear that the two of them got along very well, but suddenly they went back to the original point, the key is that they didn't even know the reason, and they saw that they not only returned to the original point, but also got worse.

The explanation was also explained, and it was said that he didn't even take care of the company these days. Except for important things that he had to review and make decisions, all other arrangements were given to the secretary and helpers. He was worried that promises really had psychological problems. Expert doctors specially found from abroad.

He had never cared so much for anyone in his life.

But what's the use, Nuo Yan's expression, attitude, and tone all made him feel frustrated.

No, more like a sense of fear.

Nuo Yan seemed to no longer love him, but tried his best to escape from him.

He Si was able to convince himself with the indulgence of lust, saying that his promise to refuse to marry was just a retreat, and that he actually had himself in his heart, but he dared not show it because of face.

But when Nuoyan didn't quarrel with him, but just looked at him with unwavering eyes, He Ruan couldn't restrain this thought in his heart.

Nuoyan really wanted to leave, there were no tricks of indulgence, and there was no such thing as retreating to advance, but he was tired, weary, and didn't want to be entangled with each other anymore.

He seemed to panic.

In the past 20 years or so, he lived too chicly and happily, so he was ruthless and ruthless in doing things, always thinking only about himself, and never caring about other people's feelings.

He Si remembered that every time he broke up with someone, although he would give a considerable amount of money, there would still be some people who stalked them, so he would often end things with humiliation, coercion, and threats. , In short, I will not let myself be pestered by others.

Among those people, some committed suicide, some were depressed, some were completely depraved, and some said a word to him when they broke up.

"You will be punished."

So now comes the retribution.

Why didn't he think that the biggest catastrophe in his life would be a promise.

"He Xiang, I just ask you a question." Nuo Yan still spoke calmly, with a gentle tone: "Do you love me?"

"I don't want to hear those things. I married you because I want to be responsible. I just want to know why you are chasing me so much? Is it really because of the child in my stomach? Then I will tell you now, the child can be born after I am born. No, can you let me go?"

Nuo Yan thought, he must be crazy.

He went crazy and wanted to throw everything away. He didn't want to care about all these people and things anymore. He didn't want to be selfish for more than 20 years. Now he wants to be selfish once.

"Don't threaten me with the old lady and my sister, why? Just at that moment, I have decided that even if you threaten me with these, I don't want to stay with you for another day, let alone a lifetime .”

The wound will not heal, it will scab, but Nuoyan found that his wound has festered.

He Ruo saw a never-before-seen determination in Nuo Yan's eyes.

He realized that what Nuoyan said was not a joke, it was serious, and he would definitely do it.

No.

There was a voice shouting in my heart, but He Ruo heard that it was his own voice.

He didn't want to promise to leave him, and he was even more afraid that he would have nothing to do with life, old age, sickness and death.

Why do you want to do everything you can to get Nuoyan to marry you? Why are there only Nuoyan among so many boyfriends, and they try their best to make things difficult for him after breaking up and appear in front of him? Anger, but joy.

He seems to think too highly of himself, thinking that he will never love anyone in his life, and feels that Nuoyan is just like those who broke up with him, and he is reluctant to part with it, but Nuoyan looks stronger than those people.

Yes, strong, is this damn strong.

He felt that the promise should cry and be sad, how could he still live the same after breaking up with himself, without being affected at all, as if their end was like never beginning.

He Si got frustrated and unwilling from Nuo Yan for the first time. He wanted to prove that he was very important in Nuo Yan's heart, and he even did not hesitate to make Nuo Yan suffer.

He thinks like this: Maybe Nuo promise is in pain, and he can't bear it anymore, so he will turn around and beg him, as if he was showing weakness.

He Si thought that he was playing a game in which he had the dominant power, but he never thought that he would lose control while playing.

He fell in love with Nuoyan. After seeing Nuoyan's resolute eyes, hearing his firm tone, and recalling many things, he saw the final answer.

He lost completely in his own game.

He seems to have not recovered from the fact that he has already realized that he loves Nuo Yan, when he heard Nuo Yan say: "Let me help you answer, in fact, you don't love me, all you do is just to humiliate me, like Same as before, hold me up high, then fall down hard..."

"No." He Ruo suddenly grabbed Nuo Yan's hand with astonishing strength.

He looked at Nuo Yan with serious eyes, making Nuo Yan feel an unreasonable sense of uneasiness. Before Nuo Yan could react and wanted to struggle, He Ruo spoke

Say: "I love you^"

The atmosphere was like a stuck video, and Nuo Yan was dazed by He Xiang's confession, until Song Xu couldn't recover from his surprise, and the chopsticks in his hand accidentally dropped to the ground and made a sound, Nuo Yan woke up.

He heard He Xiang's confession, the phrase "I love you" was clearly uttered, and it stuck to his ear.

But Nuo Yan was neither excited nor believed. He stubbornly wanted to break free from He Xiang's hand, but he was held too tightly, and his body was in need, so he couldn't exert strength at all.

"Let go of me." Nuoyan didn't take He Xiang's confession seriously at all, no matter how stupid he was, it was impossible for him to fall twice in the same place.

Where is Ken Song, he is anxious about Nuo Yan's attitude as if he didn't hear what he said: "I said I love you, did you hear it just now?"

Nuo Yan smiled, blinked her beautiful eyes twice, and asked back, "Oh, I heard that, so what?"

He asked: "So what should I do? Should I immediately tell you that I love you too, or be moved to tears?"

He Si was blocked for a while and didn't know how to answer, Nuo Yan took the opportunity to sarcastically say: "He Si, you don't think I will believe your words, do you?"

He Ruo heard the sound of something breaking to the ground, and then his heart began to ache uncontrollably. He suppressed the sadness, gritted his teeth and insisted: "What I said is true."

"That only shows that your life is all fake."

Nuo Yan replied mercilessly, without any regard for affection, but he was like He Xiang, and there was not much affection left in the first place.

"You said you love me, so why do you love me? You just thought that I couldn't refuse you, so you were so annoyed that you said this casually to perfuse me. The word "love" is really beautiful, but it's a pity that you don't deserve to say it at all."

Anyone can say love, but why not.

"Why don't you believe it?"

He seems to be in a hurry, he has had many people, but he has never said "I love you" to any one person, why does he say the word "I love you" to the promise now, but the promise is not believed, and he feels it is cheap.

The promise was amused: "How do you make me believe it?"

He began to give examples of what he had done one by one, just like in court, the plaintiff listed the defendant's crimes.

"You said you love me, you didn't love me before, but you love me today, you threatened me with my family, you changed my role to others, you humiliated me in front of so many people, you got tired of breaking up and kicked me Come on, why not, don't tell me that these are what you call love?"

Nuo Yan said: "If it is, then your love is too heavy, I can't bear it, please change your love."

In his life, all the pride and self-esteem were never crushed by himself, but crushed by one foot after another.

There are some things Nuo Yan doesn't want to think about, and they will gradually forget them after a long time, but forgetting doesn't mean they don't exist, and it doesn't mean they will be forgotten forever. Sooner or later, they will be remembered by Nuo Yan.

For example, he remembered that when he fell off the Wia and fell on the mat that day, Nuo Yan was lying on the ground, but He Xiang straddled his body to embrace Lin Qiu who fell on the other side.

The moment He Si stepped over him, Nuo Yan didn't know what kind of mood he was in at that time.

All he knew was that on the way to the hospital, He Ruo walked over in his mind, glanced at him on the ground with contemptuous eyes like looking at ants, and then strode over in the next second.

Nuoyan can still recall the look in He Xiang's eyes when he closes his eyes, but now this person says he loves him.

Who will believe it?If love is not cheap.

"Those were things I couldn't figure out before, so I made mistakes, but I figured it out today."

He Si looked at the promise and explained: "I will never use them to threaten you again, nor will I do anything to hurt you. At that time, I thought it was my competitive spirit that... "

The promise interrupted: "Then why don't you know if it will be your competitive spirit now?"

He Si was stunned for a few seconds, and replied firmly: "No."

"Okay, He Xiang, this doesn't look like you at all." Nuo Yan wanted to end this boring topic, and He Xiang's sweet talk had no effect on him.

The appearance of the promise made He Si's heart sink, and said, "You still don't believe it."

He Xiang looked like he didn't cry when he didn't see the coffin, and finally annoyed the promise.

Okay, doesn't he just want to say that he really loves me?Well, give him a chance to prove it.

"Since you said you love me, I'll give you a chance to prove it."

The sudden change of promise made He Xiang see a little hope, and asked, "How to prove it?"

"If you say you love me, you should never refuse no matter what I ask, and promise me."

He Ruo didn't answer quickly, he knew he should say yes, but if he asked him to make up for the request made by Nuo Yan, he would definitely agree, but what if it was something else...

Nuo Yan could see his hesitation: "Don't worry, it's not something that asks you to kill and set fire."

He Si sank for a moment: "Then you say it."

"Cancel the wedding and let me go."

Simple four words, but the difficulty is far from being as easy as it is said.

He Xiang replied almost without thinking: "You don't have to end the marriage, but I won't let you go."

Maybe he could have agreed when he wasn't aware of his love promise, but now that he was aware of it, it wasn't possible at all.

Whether he is selfish or possessive, he can give Nuoyan everything he wants, even if their relationship is currently stiff, it will get better with time.

"Then we have nothing to say."

He has lost the patience to talk to He Siping calmly, anyway, the result is the same.

Nuo Yan got up, and the chair made a harsh friction sound on the floor. The moment He Ruo looked up at him, he looked a little flustered, and grabbed Nuo Yan's arm.

"Where are you going?"

"Go back to the room and rest, I'm sleepy."

Nuoyan opened He Xiang's fingers with the other hand, and he did so abruptly, without any hesitation or reluctance.

He seemed to see sadness in He Xiang's eyes, but it was only for a short while, and Nuo Yan was more willing to attribute it to an illusion.

Just like he thinks that it is impossible for He Si to have a heart in this life, so it is even less likely for He Si to be sad in this life.

Endless struggle.

What rises from the ground is a cage, and the inside is not a canary but a prisoner who has been sentenced to death. The tall tower imprisons the sky, it is gray and white, and it is about to be crushed

Come.

Even though he hadn't set foot here for several years, Nuoyan still remembered the location of his bedroom. He went up to the second floor, walked to the left, and opened the dark mahogany door.

The bed, table, sofa, bookshelf, they are placed in the same position as before, but there is nothing on it that belongs to him, and it has been emptied.

Nuo Yan didn't have time to be sentimental, and walked to the bed, on which was a newly changed mattress sheet, wine red as if it had been stained red with blood, he simply closed his eyes, not looking at the shocking red, and fell on the bed.

Downstairs restaurant.

The atmosphere dropped to freezing point for a while, Song Xu wanted to speak several times, but seeing He Ruian's gloomy face, he didn't pay attention to his voice at all, so he had to swallow the words back.

Just in the afternoon, he was still thankful that He Bi did not love Nuo Yan too much, thinking that the most important part of his heart was himself, but just now, He Bi said to Nuo Yan, I love you.

These three words, even if he used to be with He Ni, even if He Ni was so kind to him, he never heard He Ni say it once, and even when He Ni chased him back then, what he said was just being with me, I can protect you.

Song Xu used to think that He Si just didn't like to use "I love you" to express his feelings, but now he knows that it's not that He Si doesn't like it, he just doesn't want to.Do you want to throw in the towel?

There is a voice asking itself.

But Song Xu didn't want to.

The performance of the promise just now was obviously that he didn't want to be with He Xiang. Since he didn't want to, why didn't he work hard to fulfill the promise and fulfill himself by the way.

There is always a way.

"Xu...Song Xu."

He was used to being called Song Xuxuxu all the time, but the moment he said it, He Ruo changed it abruptly.

Song Xu's face was stiff, but he quickly returned to normal: "Well, what's wrong?"

"Go away after eating, otherwise he will think too much about the promise."

He seemed to know that Song Xu couldn't be blamed for this incident, but he couldn't control his thoughts to think about it.

If he didn't answer the phone today, or if he didn't pick up Song Xu, maybe the relationship between him and Nuoyan would heat up in the playground.

But this is just a conjecture.

Song Xu couldn't show any anger or jealousy, even if He Xiang's words almost drove him crazy.

"Okay, I'm sorry, I made you quarrel."

He Xiang laughed at himself, "It's okay if it's just a quarrel."

At least there is still a chance to reconcile after quarreling, but the promise is that he doesn't even plan to give him the chance.