42 ten

Back home, Sheng Fengshi sat on the sofa to rest.The road is not too much, but the heart is more tired than ever.

Yuan Mu found the tea leaves, boiled water to make a cup of black tea, and waited until the water was not too hot before putting it in front of Sheng Fengshi, and sat with her.Hot air danced from the mouth of the cup, with a graceful figure, and quickly dispersed into the air, adding a little humidity that was not worth mentioning.

Sheng Fengshi asked, "What kind of person is your mother?"

Yuan Mu said: "A gentle and tough person. She seems to love to smile. I can't remember her face, but every time I think of her, I think she is smiling. After she divorced my father, she brought Zou Qi went to live in Yi'an City, and after finding a place to stay, she called her family and asked my father not to contact her for the time being. We didn't hear from her again after that time. My father thought she formed a new family , I don’t want to disturb her, and I don’t often mention her in front of me. I know that my father still loves her, but he still doesn’t know how to express it.”

Sheng Fengshi held the cup in her hand, and her palm felt a little hot, but it was exactly what she needed now.

"I had a bad dream last night. The content of the dream is not important anymore. I think about it day and night. The last time I saw my mother was during the Chinese New Year last year. If she doesn't have an accident this time, I will I may visit her again in the next Chinese New Year. I am not familiar with her, and all I know is that she puts work first, and she ignores family affection."

Sheng Fengshi took a sip of black tea, her throat and stomach warmed up, she continued: "From the time I can remember until I am [-] this year, the period I remember the most about her was in my high school, she was my political teacher and class teacher. Before and after that, I didn't see her much every day. She worked in her room and I read in mine. After my father died of illness, I talked less with her.

"When I was in high school, I realized that she was so eloquent, and her lectures were full of wit and wit. She cared about every student, knew each student's family situation, and taught students in accordance with their aptitude. I heard that no matter what the grades were in the class she led, By the time I graduated, I was the best in the whole class. But this period ended early."

Sheng Fengshi felt that the tea was not hot enough, so he put down the cup and held Yuan Mu's hand, palms touching.Yuan Mu picked up the kettle with his other hand, filled the cup with water, and the hot air danced above the cup again.Sheng Fengshi looked at it for a while, and his mood relaxed a lot.

"In the second year of high school, she knew that I had the 'disease' of homosexuality-at that time, homosexuality had not been removed from the list of mental illnesses-so she transferred me to another class and broke off relations with me. After that, I lived with my grandfather. Grandma's house, until college. After work, I would visit her once a year, sometimes once in two years. I don't know what family means to her, I came to the concept of the word 'family' very late Build up, my family, that's who I am."

Sheng Fengshi's hand was clenched suddenly, she turned her head and saw Yuan Mu's serious eyes, smiled and said, "In the future, there will be you."

Yuan Mu stroked Sheng Fengshi's fingers, his movements were full of love, and he gently smoothed the ripples in Sheng Fengshi's heart.

"I was surprised to meet you." Sheng Fengshi said with a smile.

The flow of time suddenly stopped, and the world shrank, as if there was only one room left.The two stared at each other, they could only let go of each other, they couldn't tell who came first, they approached slowly, their eyelids drooped, with a cherished heart, their lips touched their lips, as soft as fresh flower petals.With a light kiss, Sheng Fengshi's whole life was deeply touched.So lucky, look no further.

After parting, Yuan Mu's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were covered with a thin layer of water mist, which made them look brighter. He was obviously very nervous, and he still looked at Sheng Fengshi stubbornly.

"My heart seems to be bursting out of my chest." Yuan Mu looked confused.

Sheng Fengshi laughed and said, "No, don't worry."

Yuan Mu nodded, and asked after a while, "What about you?"

Sheng Fengshi answered her with the same earnest attitude: "When the kiss was just finished, it was very comfortable and the heartbeat was calm. Now it gradually speeds up."

Yuan Mu lowered his head shyly.

Sheng Fengshi's eyes were gentle, he raised his hand, and kneaded Yuan Mu's ear.Yuan Mu's ears twitched, but he didn't move.Sheng Fengshi touched it for a while, let go of his red ears and asked, "Reading?"

"Look."

Sheng Fengshi brought two books, and the two of them sat shoulder to shoulder and read quietly on the sofa.The pages of the book are blown by the fan, blowing away the previously preset trajectory, and the direction of life has changed unconsciously.

The vegetables Yuan Mu brought yesterday were enough for a meal, and at noon, Yuan Mu was busy in the kitchen, cleaning the house at Shengfengshi.While cleaning the dining table, Sheng Fengshi looked up at Yuan Mu's back, lowered his head and continued to do the housework, thinking about what things to add, so that Yuan Mu would come often in the future.

This time Yuan Mu won the job of washing dishes, but Sheng Fengshi was not idle, as long as he wanted to do things, he could never finish them.The two sat down to discuss what to have for dinner.There is no food in the refrigerator. If you want to make it at home, you have to go out to buy food in the afternoon.Sheng Fengshi suddenly thought of Yuan Mu's unfinished proposal yesterday, and asked, "Would you like to go outing?"

Yuan Mu glanced at the sky outside the balcony.In all fairness, this kind of weather is not good. She made the proposal yesterday more because she wanted to meet Sheng Fengshi, but so many things happened from yesterday to today, she didn't want Sheng Fengshi to be too tired.After thinking about it, Yuan Mu said, "Let's rest at home today. I'll go shopping and cook when I come back."

Sheng Fengshi saw her intention, nodded and said yes.

Two people who don't talk much stay together, so naturally they can't get lively, but fortunately, they enjoy the tranquility when they are in a good time.In the past, when I was alone at home, I read books and watched movies in my free time. The time passed quickly, and the meaning of doing these things was basically to pass the time.What perception, what experience, there is, but it is really insignificant.But doing these things together makes a big difference.Sheng Fengshi felt that they were not passing the time, but savoring life, and their realm was raised immediately.

After dinner in the afternoon, Sheng Fengshi washed the dishes, Yuan Mu took a book from here and went back to the carpentry workshop.

Sitting on the bed in the dormitory, Yuan Mu recalled the experience of the past two days, one half of his heart was extraordinarily at ease, it landed firmly on the ground, and the other side was always floating upwards, about to fly to the sky.Her mind was full of Sheng Fengshi, and when she thought about it for a while, her face turned red and her hair became dizzy. Yuan Mu thought, this should be a sign of her being too happy.Who else could make her feel such great happiness?No more, Yuan Mu is very sure, there is no one else.

The next morning, Yuan Mu was still waiting for Sheng Fengshi at the gate of the community, and the two met up and went to school together.Walking on the road, Yuan Mu suddenly thought of Zou Qi. She hadn't thought about Zou Qi for more than two days, and almost forgot it. Yuan Mu silently thought: I forgot Yao Ruoyu before, but now even Zou Qi can Forget, her memory is really not as good as before.