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"You also know that Teacher Yue doesn't usually talk much. A few years ago, she was unhappy with what I did. She showed me a face, and I tried to change it. I served her more and more smoothly. It was this year that she Suddenly, she became angry, and sometimes she lost her temper because of little things." Aunt Zhang said, "Old people are like this, and when they get older, they lose their temper."

Sheng Fengshi frowned and asked, "Does she have any other abnormal behaviors, such as memory loss, forgetting time, and being unable to pay off when shopping?"

"Hiss..." Auntie Zhang took a breath, thought for a while and said, "She has done what you said before, but it's always like this when people get old, isn't it abnormal?"

Sheng Fengshi said: "These behaviors are not necessarily due to aging, but may be due to illness. Don't worry, it's not sure yet. Just watch her here, and I'll go through the formalities. When she wakes up, you inform me."

"Hey, good." Aunt Zhang agreed.

Sheng Fengshi looked at Yuan Mu: "You..."

"Together."

"it is good."

The two went back to the ward and sat on the chairs outside the door, waiting for Yue Rong to wake up.It was still raining, and it was already dark. The lights in the hospital shone on the white tiles, making the corridors extraordinarily bright.Sheng Fengshi held Yuan Mu's hand and didn't speak for a long time.

Sheng Fengshi's palm was originally cold, but after holding it for a long time, it gradually became warmer. She looked at Yuan Mu's face and asked, "Do you want to be with me?"

Yuan Mu nodded.

"I'm 40 years old, half of my life has passed, but yours has just begun."

Yuan Mu said: "At least we can stay together for another 40 years. Although it may not be enough, I want these 40 years."

Sheng Fengshi: "In another 20 years, you will be my age, and I will be 60 years old."

Yuan Mu thought carefully for a while, and said, "I can make a wheelchair."

Sheng Fengshi was stunned for a moment: "I shouldn't need a wheelchair when I'm 60 years old."

Yuan Mu: "When I'm 60, I can still use a wheelchair."

"..." Sheng Fengshi couldn't laugh or cry, but felt inexplicably relaxed in his heart, and asked, "Do I have to use a wheelchair?"

"You are old, wrinkled, sick, and gone. I love you all the same." Yuan Mu said calmly, as if describing a fact. Sheng Fengshi looked into her pure eyes and couldn't understand her words With half a trace of doubt.Sheng Fengshi's face was reflected in her eyes, reflecting the light, causing Sheng Fengshi to stare at him for a long time, forgetting to speak.

Suddenly Sheng Fengshi noticed that his eye sockets were hot, he blinked quickly, then looked at Yuan Mu again, smiled, and said: "You like me like a baby, I like you like an adult."

"I like you as an adult too." Yuan Mu said immediately, then she slowed down and repeated, "I like you as an adult too."

"is it?"

"Yes. I want to build a common life with you, and face the future with you, fate is connected."

Sheng Fengshi looked at Yuan Mu in surprise, and couldn't help thinking: Although she and Yuan Mu are similar, there are many differences, and she must not be able to say these words.Yuan Mu's initiative is often kept calm, but it warms and melts her unconsciously.

"On time, I love you." Yuan Mu said.

Sheng Fengshi didn't know how to answer.What Yuan Mu wanted was not just an answer.

The two fell silent, still holding hands, conveying many things beyond language.In the bright corridor, everything is quiet.

Finally, Yue Rong woke up, and when Aunt Zhang came out to call Sheng Feng, Yuan Mu stayed outside the door.

When Sheng Fengshi reached the end of the bed, he raised his eyes to see the old man in the sick bed.As soon as she woke up, her eyebrows frowned first, and the lines of the word "Chuan" became deeper.Yue Rong glanced at Sheng Fengshi and said, "Why are you here?"

Then Yue Rong asked Aunt Zhang: "Why am I here?"

Aunt Zhang was taken aback by the question, and she glanced at Sheng Fengshi before answering: "You fell and were brought here."

Yue Rong's eyes showed doubts, as if she couldn't remember this matter, she sat up and lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, and said, "I'm fine, just go home and take care of me."

Sheng Fengshi said, "Your calf may be broken and you need to take an X-ray."

"I know my body myself." Yue Rong said indifferently, propped up on the edge of the bed and moved to the ground, Aunt Zhang quickly supported her.Sheng Fengshi pushed the wheelchair by the bed, Yue Rong stopped immediately: "I won't sit in this!"

Sheng Fengshi turned a deaf ear and said to Aunt Zhang: "Help her sit up."

"Hey." Aunt Zhang replied.

Yue Rong broke away from Aunt Zhang's hand, supported the edge of the bed to stand firm, and asked coldly, "Are you my nanny or her nanny?"

Aunt Zhang was in a dilemma, and whispered: "Professor Sheng..."

Sheng Fengshi went to replace her, and Aunt Zhang went to push the wheelchair as if rescued.

Yue Rong's body was stiff, and Sheng Fengshi helped her to sit in a wheelchair. Sheng Fengshi put a small blanket on her lap and told Aunt Zhang to push her to have an X-ray examination, while he returned to sit beside Yuan Mu.

Yuan Mu asked: "Your complexion is not very good, are you cold? I brought a cup, why don't you go get some hot water?"

"No, I'm not cold." Sheng Fengshi smiled, sat beside Yuan Mu for a while, his face was better than before, and said, "Come with me to see the doctor."

There was only one chair opposite the doctor, and Yuan Mu stood behind Sheng Fengshi, with his right hand resting on her right shoulder.

"I suspect she has Alzheimer's disease." Sheng Fengshi was calm.

"Your mother? If you judge that she has the precursor of this disease, it is best to go to the neurology department for examination as soon as possible. Usually, the earlier the diagnosis is, the better the disease can be controlled. But I suggest you communicate with the patient first. If the patient is willing to cooperate, You pay attention to the outpatient hours, many examinations cannot be done for the emergency department, okay?"

Sheng Fengshi nodded: "Thank you doctor."

Back in the row of chairs, Sheng Fengshi didn't speak again, looking a little tired.After the film was finished, I took it to the doctor. After seeing it, the doctor said that considering the patient's age, poor physical condition, and not serious injury, it is recommended to put a plaster on it for rest.After putting on the plaster, Yue Rong returned to the sick bed to rest, and Sheng Fengshi left with Yuan Mu.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening, the two bought a toothbrush and a towel at the convenience store in the hospital, and took a taxi back to Sheng Fengshi's home.It was too late today, and it was raining again, so Yuan Mu was worried when he went back to Shengfeng, so he kept Yuan Mu to stay.

Sheng Fengshi brought Yuan Mu a set of pajamas, a pillow, and a quilt. After Yuan Mu washed, he rested on the sofa.

The lights in the room were all off, and the night was silent. Yuan Mu faced the direction of the bedroom door, lying on his side and waiting.After an unknown amount of time, the bedroom door opened, Sheng Fengshi came out, and asked softly, "Yuan Mu, are you asleep?"

"No." Yuan Mu sat up, quickly folded the quilt a few times, and put it aside.

Sheng Fengshi turned on the light and walked over.

A house without a TV doesn't feel like a home.Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu sat on the sofa, and the atmosphere was a bit depressing.

"She," Sheng Fengshi said slowly, "before she retired, she was a famous high school political teacher. She was responsible for her work and devoted all her time and energy to improving her teaching level. I admire her enthusiasm for work. If not The body can't bear it, and she will continue to stay in the school to teach when she reaches retirement age. In the past, she had an excellent memory. She remembered the names of every class of students she had taught. Every year, many students came back to school to visit the teachers, and she could call anyone at will. , just met yesterday. She won't accept that she has dementia. Even I have a hard time accepting it."

"How are you worried about telling her?"

"Yeah." Sheng Feng paused, "Actually, when I think about it now, when I saw her last year, she had already shown symptoms, speaking impatiently, and doing things carelessly. But her relationship with me has always been very indifferent, and there was almost no Talk, I left quickly without noticing her change."

Yuan Mu said, "Let's go to the hospital tomorrow morning."

"En." Sheng Fengshi raised the corner of his mouth, looked at Yuan Mu, and couldn't help looking forward to the second half of his life accompanied by someone.Whether it is better to live alone or live with Yuan Mu, the future has not come yet, she can't compare.It's just that she is no longer worried about changes and how the future will develop. Now that Yuan Mu is here, she just wants to go with Yuan Mu.

Sheng Fengshi lowered his eyes to look at Yuan Mu's lips, and then raised his eyes to look at Yuan Mu's eyes.

Yuan Mu said, "I thought so."

Sheng Fengshi smiled and said, "Go to sleep."

Yuan Mu pursed his lips and nodded: "Okay. Good night."

"Good night."

When Sheng Feng returned to the room, he closed his eyes and painted Yuan Mu's ruddy lips.She wanted to too.

The next day, the two had a simple breakfast and went to the hospital by car.Yuan Mu still stayed outside, Sheng Fengshi went in alone.

Seeing her coming, Yue Rong frowned and said the same thing: "Why are you here?"

Aunt Zhang gave up the chair, Sheng Fengshi waved her hand to signal no, stood at the end of the bed and said, "You..."

She looked at Yue Rong's thin shoulders, and suddenly didn't know how to say it.In her impression, Yue Rong was extremely proud, aggressive, and eager to be the first in everything.Although Yue Rong's health has been deteriorating since leaving work, Sheng Fengshi never imagined how Yue Rong would collapse.

Sheng Fengshi calmed down and said, "You need a neurological examination."

"What did you say?" Yue Rong frowned even tighter.

"I suspect you have Alzheimer's disease."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Yue Rong stared at her and said, "I know how my own body is, so there is no need for you to 'doubt'!"

Sheng Fengshi thought that Yue Rong's spirit really had something wrong, he had never scolded her loudly like this before, when Yue Rong saw her, he mostly acted as if he hadn't seen her, and said his words cherishingly.However, Yue Rong didn't cooperate, and she couldn't force Yue Rong to do an examination.Sheng Fengshi felt powerless, they had almost no communication these years, she didn't even know Yue Rong well, even if she wanted to persuade her, she had nowhere to go.What's more, what capacity does she use to persuade?daughter?Sheng Fengshi had a kind of resistance to this word in his heart.

Yue Rong seemed to think she was an eyesore, so she turned her head away and said, "Go, just take care of yourself."

Sheng Fengshi winked at Aunt Zhang, and Aunt Zhang smiled at Yue Rong: "I'll go see it off." Yue Rong didn't respond, as if she didn't hear.

Aunt Zhang sent Sheng Fengshi to the door of the ward, Sheng Fengshi said: "She has been in the hospital for the past few days, please take care of her in the hospital. I will make up for you on a daily basis when she is discharged from the hospital."

Aunt Zhang hurriedly waved her hand and said, "How can I do that? I didn't think much about it this time. Besides, how can there be an elderly person who doesn't get sick? I was there to serve her, and I should be with her in the hospital. Professor Sheng, you You have always given me an extra salary, and if I take your money now, what kind of person would I be? Your mother and daughter are good to me, I can't be heartless. "

Hearing the word "mother and daughter" suddenly, Sheng Fengshi had the illusion that her eardrums were tingling. She shook her head, nodded and said, "I'm leaving."

"Hey, goodbye."

Yuan Mu stood beside Sheng Fengshi when they came out, nodded to Aunt Zhang when he heard this, and left with Sheng Fengshi.

Walking out of the hospital, Sheng Fengshi glanced at the sky, it was really cloudy today.