42 ten

After eating that meal, Yao Ruoyu seemed to disappear.If Yao Ruoyu didn't come, Yuan Mu wouldn't have the chance to have dinner with Sheng Fengshi, so Yuan Mu felt a little regretful in his heart.

As with last week, the first and second festivals are still absent on Thursday morning.Sheng Fengshi didn't mention what to do, and Yuan Mu didn't ask, never thought of asking.The sun was shining brightly, Yuan Mu moved a stool and sat in front of the window, looking at the light on the leaves outside, when the breeze blows, the leaves are shining brightly.

When Sheng Fengshi returned to the office, he opened the door and saw Yuan Mu's back in front of the window. Sheng Fengshi saw Yuan Mu's ears move a little bit, and reacted like a small animal.Yuan Mu didn't move, so he didn't bother when it was a good time. He closed the door and went to the desk, and sat down to write a rough draft.

Yuan Mu listened to the smooth footsteps of the nib of the pen on the paper, the leaves in front of his eyes were turning, and his thoughts suddenly flew away.

High school had just finished summer vacation, and when they returned to the village, their homework was piled up on the corner of the table and they were not in a hurry to move. Yuan Mu waited until noon passed, and at about three or four in the afternoon, he went to the next house to say hello to Yuan Songlin, and went up the mountain alone with a hanging bed.Yuan Mu's home is close to the mountain and the river. The road up the mountain is often walked. The road stepped on over the years has a more natural taste than the road paved with stone slabs and bricks in the scenic area.Find two sturdy trees with a suitable distance, hang the hanging bed on it, turn over and lie down, the hanging bed is shaking slightly, the dense leaves fold off the sunlight layer by layer, and the filtered light hits the face softly and scatteredly, A little hot and itchy.Yuan Mu put his hands behind his head, squinted his eyes, and was able to lie half asleep until sunset.Be sure to go back before sunset, otherwise the woods are too dark and you will easily trip over stones when walking.This kind of afternoon is almost the most comfortable enjoyment every summer.It can be compared with: ice watermelon at noon in summer, and the time when we get along with each other now.

Yuan Mu turned his head to look at Sheng Fengshi who was still writing.

After Sheng Fengshi said it once, Yuan Mu has already paid attention to control, but sometimes she just wanted to take a look, and after taking a look, it was difficult to look away again, until Sheng Fengshi warned her.

Sheng Fengshi turned the pen in his hand over and tapped on the table.

Yuan Mu asked: "Will you go to Zou Qi's house with me tomorrow?"

"En." Sheng Fengshi continued to write.

"Can I see you for a moment?"

"how long?"

Yuan Mu thought for a while: "Five minutes, okay?"

"No."

"What about 3 minutes?"

"No."

"Seven minutes?"

"No."

Yuan Mu turned around and asked directly, "How long can I watch at most?"

Sheng Fengshi finished writing, faced the computer screen, created a new document, and said, "I can't read it."

Yuan Mu suggested: "You can also watch me."

Sheng Fengshi didn't type out the title for a long time, so after much deliberation, she decided to clarify the question of "whether you can read it or not". She turned to Yuan Mu, put her elbows on the table, crossed her fingers, and was about to speak.

Yuan Mu asked, "Are you on guard against me?"

Sheng Fengshi let go of his hands and lowered his arms, ignored Yuan Mu's question, and took the initiative: "Yuan Mu, you want to be friends with me, should friends stare at each other?"

"I want to be friends with you, because we are similar, tacit understanding, and heart-to-heart, and our closeness is a matter of course. If you don't avoid me, don't hide yourself, we are already friends." Yuan Mu's tone was a little strong, and she Pausing for a moment, calmed down and said, "But I'm staring at you because I like you."

Sheng Fengshi leaned back on the chair back: "Are you accusing me?"

Yuan Mu moved the stool to sit in front of Sheng Fengshi's desk, folded his arms on the desk, leaned forward, and said, "No, I'm expressing my grievance."

Sheng Fengshi asked Yuan Mu across the table: "Why are you wronged? Being friends is your wishful thinking, it's up to me whether you accept it or not, do you want to force me?"

"My grievance is that I didn't do it wishful thinking." Yuan Mu's attitude suddenly became serious, like a soldier determined to break the boat, "You like me too, don't you? You also want to be friends with me, don't you? Why are you on guard?" Me? Do you feel better doing this? "

"Are you questioning me?"

"I'm questioning you, and I want answers."

"If you ask something, you will get the answer. Life is too simple. If you are really determined, then you can find the answer yourself, and I won't tell you. Besides, I am 20 years older than you, I am Your elders, please always remember to respect me, this is polite."

"Okay, I'll find it myself." Yuan Mu promised, "But I don't agree with your 'other'. I respect you not because you are older than me, and 20 years apart can't make you my elder. We are heart-to-heart , we are equal."

"Can you use the adjective 'heart-to-heart'?"

"why?"

"Forget it." Sheng Fengshi's xué was in pain, and he waved his hand, "Sit back, I want to work."

Yuan Mu moved the stool and left without saying a word.

Sheng Fengshi propped his forehead, his face was indifferent, and his heart was turbulent.Every question of Yuan Mu was justified, but there was one question Yuan Mu was wrong - Sheng Fengshi really didn't want to be friends with Yuan Mu, or in other words, didn't want to be friends with Yuan Mu only.Sheng Fengshi lived 20 years longer than Yuan Mu. These 20 years are not unreasonable. Sheng Fengshi knows what he wants better than Yuan Mu, and also knows what kind of results will develop if two people get closer. Sheng Fengshi can't see it. Which result is in line with her expectations.

A person's life is good, full and free.Keep this state for a lifetime?Sheng Fengshi is very willing.

Before Yuan Mu appeared, Sheng Fengshi's mind was calm, the water was not in a good mood, and she never thought about the possibility of a second life. As long as there were no force majeure such as natural disasters to forcibly change the trajectory of her life, she would live in such a monotonous way year after year. go down.The appearance of Yuan Mu did indeed stir up many waves. This fact has been proven many times. Sheng Fengshi was very helpless but she had to admit that what troubled her the most was Yuan Mu's various attempts. Sheng Fengshi often couldn't help worrying that one day she would Unable to bear it suddenly, he allowed Yuan Mu to lean closer.

and then?

If Yuan Mu stood at a safe distance from the beginning to the end, then when Yuan Mu left, Sheng Fengshi would be willing to send Yuan Mu off like a friend, although Sheng Fengshi has never had the experience of seeing off a friend so far.If Yuan Mu approached and then left, Sheng Fengshi might not be able to face it calmly.

Why can't you be calm?Sheng Fengshi thought that she would feel the first painful storm in her life. Pain at 20 is not the same as pain at 40.

So it's easy to choose, let Yuan Mu stand a little further away, and a little further away, the farther the better.Even if you are sorry, you have to protect yourself.It's better to have less fun in life than to lose half of your heart.