don't die

The reason why human beings are different from other animals is that they have rich emotions and are good at thinking.This active way of thinking makes human beings the species that is best at using tools and making tools, but at the same time, it also brings a lot of troubles.

Too much emotion and too active thinking may sometimes bring about other negative effects.For example - mental illness.Accompanied by material abundance is the emptiness and weakness of the human spirit. Only the mental illnesses recognized by modern medicine have been searched for information on mobile phones for a long time, and gradually determined an idea in my heart.

Between Xia Shili and him, one of them must be mentally ill, or the world has gone crazy!

After getting along for a while, He Tun felt that Xia Shili was abnormal.No, in terms of daily life, Xia Shili is quite normal, even more like a normal person than Lin Shen who has lived alone in seclusion for a long time, but when it comes to certain aspects, one has to doubt his spirit. shuxiangmendi, he would sometimes mention his wife and daughter, some memories of a family of three playing together with He Tun, which made people think he was married.But at other times, Xia Shili acted like a young man who just graduated from college.

"I'm planning to get engaged to her in the second half of the year, but I don't know if her family will agree." Xia Shili discussed with He Xiong with some melancholy.

He satirized: "Didn't you all have children, why did you get engaged?"

Xia Shili's eyes widened, and he looked at him angrily. "How is it possible, Yanyan and I don't have that... how could we have a child!"

This was the first time He Tun saw him blushing, and he also knew that Xia Shili's girlfriend was named Yanyan.

"How long have you two been dating?"

"Three years."

"No more than holding hands?"

Xia Shili looked at him angrily, "Of course there will be, we are all adults, and we will have needs. When we can't help it, we will also..."

"Enen, what can you do?" He sat on a small stool and sat closer, pricking up his ears to listen.

"I will... kiss you too." Xia Shili's voice was the smallest, as if he was ashamed to talk about such a private topic with others.

"Ahem! Just kiss!" He Tun almost choked on his own saliva.

"Of course it's not just...tongue kisses, there will be French ones too." Xia Shili said solemnly: "Before we get married, we won't take any further actions. After that, let’s experience the beauty of married life together.”

"...Then where did the two of you children come from?" He couldn't figure it out.

"Child! There are no children." Xia Shili stared at him again, "Don't tarnish the pure relationship between me and Yanyan."

"Well, I'm filthy, I'm filthy..."

He Tun was speechless, he really wanted to yell in Xia Shili's ear, who said yesterday that he had a daughter named Nuan Nuan!

This is what happened in the morning, and at night, things turned into another look.

"Hey, can you do me a favor?"

"Well, let's talk."

"What kind of gift do you think the little girl would like? When I visit her next time, I want to bring something she likes to Nuan Nuan."

"..." He Tun took the mop and left.

"Why are you ignoring me?" Xia Shili followed closely.

"Because I really don't want to argue with you, it will drive me crazy."

"Did I argue with you?" someone Xia said innocently.

"Okay, then I'll just ask you a question, who is this little girl named Nuannuan to you?"

"Aren't you joking?" Xia Shili looked at him amusedly, "Of course it's my daughter and Yanyan's."

"Didn't you have sex with your family Yanyan? Where did you get the daughter? Did you pick it up?"

Xia Shili blushed.

"No, it's my own."

"You didn't share the same room, but you told me how the two of you gave birth to a daughter! Ah, the baby jumped out of the stomach when the two of you held hands?"

When He Tun refuted such a realistic question, Xia Shili always looked at him incomprehensibly, as if the question He Tun asked was not a problem at all.

All this made He Xi feel that he was more like an idiot.So, after a few times, He Tun learned a new way to get along with Xia Shili.

In the morning, greet him normally. At this time, Xia Shili can't remember that he has a daughter at all. You have to tell him that he can be anxious with you!

In the evening, listen to Xia Shili's complaints and help him find a way to make the little girl happy.

At noon, it depends on the situation, sometimes he remembers, sometimes he doesn't remember at all.But no matter what, Xia Shili always remembers a name in his heart, Yanyan, this woman is the woman he loves the most.

He Xiong didn't even know how he got used to this completely disconnected way of life.In the morning, he lived like a young man in first love, and in the evening, he turned on the daddy mode, and Xia Shili would completely ignore the differences and differences between them.

Let's put it this way, all his memories and daily life abilities are normal, but there will be some blurring in some memories of Yanyan.Daughter Nuannuan is just one of them, and there are more things, but they all revolve around the name Yanyan.

"What kind of disease is this?"

When He Tun was too much tormented by Xia Shili's schizophrenia, he would complain to Lin Shen.

"Sometimes I wonder if I'm talking to a human being." He sat down on the table, Xia Shili went to patrol the forest.In the past few days, the two forest guards have given Xia Shili the task of patrolling the forest that originally belonged to them with complete peace of mind.

Lin Shen said, "Then what do you think he is?"

"Wandering ghosts, mountain spirits and wild monsters, everything is good, but they are not human. Can normal people be as divided as him?" He sarcastically said, "Didn't it be found out that a young man named Xia Shili died a few weeks ago?" In the evening, I sneaked to Xia Shili's room to see if he is alive or a wild ghost!"

Lin Shen raised his eyebrows.

"You don't need to do this, I'm sure, he's a living person."

"Then why the name..."

"Xia Shili, does this have to be his real name?" Lin Shen looked at him sideways, "For an unfamiliar person, what reason do you have to guarantee that he will definitely give his real name when he first meets you?"

"Ah, haha, that's right." He sat down and felt a little stressed after seeing him inexplicably.Sitting up straight, he coughed lightly and said, "Then what do you think is going on with him?"

"A kind of hallucination."

"Fantasia?"

"It is possible that the girlfriend Yanyan and daughter Nuannuan he mentioned are people who do not exist in this world at all. If this is the case, Xia Shili is a person living in fantasy. In his eyes, you and I are completely different. Another look."

"What, what does it look like?" He was terrified.

"Only he knows this. Every fantasist has an imaginary world in his head. I am afraid that in their view, the real world is the most unreal and hypocritical." Lin Shen concluded: "At least for now Judging from it, he has no suicidal tendencies yet, and let him leave when his family is found and contacted."

"Fantasy..." He satirically lowered his head and thought, could it be that the smiling and gentle girl Yanyan that Xia Shili told him these days, and their young and beautiful love, are all just a rain and mist that will soon dissipate.

With a light blow, you will wake up from the dream.And all the happiness, pain and sorrow that Xia Shili left behind for this were all unreal?

All because Xia Shili is a psychopath with hallucinations?

"good evening."

Just when He Tun was in confusion, someone opened the door and came in.

Xia Shili came back with a dusty body, full of energy, he really didn't look like a psychotic person.

"Good evening, you've worked hard, did you find anything today?" He asked.

"Well... today in the hinterland of the forest, I met a camper."

"Hey! Camping, this time?"

Xia Shili smiled, "Because he was alone, I went up and chatted with him for a while."

"and then?"

"Then, he went down the mountain, do you need anything else?"

"No, no, I just thought, at this time, the person camping alone on the mountain would be..."

"Could it be a suicide?" Xia Shili interjected. "If so, would it be useful for me to force him to leave? Are you sure that he won't find another place to commit suicide after he goes down the mountain?"

"This..." He satirized and looked at Lin Shen begging for help.

"So I just sat outside the tent and chatted with him like a friend." Xia Shili said: "I'm not sure if I can have some influence on his decision by doing this, but I know that what he needs is A person who is willing to listen to him, not someone who treats him as a different kind. As for the final result, we are not gods and cannot be forced to control, can we?"

After Xia Shili finished speaking, he smiled. "Then I'll make dinner first, you wait a while."

Seeing his back as he walked away, He Tun took a while to come back to his senses.

"Is he really delusional? Why do I think this guy is deeper than we all think?"

Lin Shen was not surprised, "Because there is only one step between a genius and a lunatic."

"Then he is a genius?"

"No, he just took pity on a fellow-sick person."

He sat in silence, neither of them had any intention of continuing this topic, and after the silence, He sat suddenly felt that the surroundings were extraordinarily quiet.

In the past, the always noisy sound of insects disappeared without knowing when, leaving only some subtle sounds, making faint ringing in the grass.However, those sonatas belonging to Xia Ye have quietly stopped.

I don't know when, the surroundings have begun to feel a bit of coolness.

"It's the end of summer."

Lin Shen said, "I can't hear the cicadas anymore."

When did the crisp sound of insects that always accompanied my ears and accompanied me all the time disappear?

The summer cicada has quietly left.

"Pound!" The kitchen door was suddenly pushed open, and Xia Shili rushed out in a hurry.

"what happened?"

"Yanyan contacted me just now!" Xia Shili turned to look at him, and said pleasantly, "She said she came to find me, and asked me to pick her up!"

"At this point?" He was surprised, it was already past seven o'clock, and the last coach in town was at six o'clock, so could anyone come at this time?

"Sorry, I have to pick her up now, or she will be angry."

Xia Shili was about to rush out in a hurry.

"Wait! Did you ask where she is waiting for you? Did she come alone? Hey, Xia Shili!"

It was too late, Xia Shili and he rushed into the night without a trace.

He Tun stood there in vain, outside the courtyard, the woods without insects sounded extraordinarily quiet, making one feel lonely.

Lin Shen picked up something from the ground, it was the mobile phone that Xia Shili always fumbled in his hand, and it dropped to the ground in a hurry.

Lin Shen picked up the phone, flipped through it for a while, and said softly, "Hey."

"En?" He sneered and turned around.

See Lin Shen opening the back cover of the phone.

【Yanyan just called me and asked me to go pick her up! 】

This phone has no power board at all.

Xia Shili, where did he go?

Where have you been?

The humming of the cicadas has stopped, no one will answer, I see.

I don't know.