don't die

In May, the weeds on the mountain climbed all over the mountain like crazy.

The small road that is not often walked by people is almost completely covered by this green. If you are not careful, people will walk from the mountain road to other places.If there is no one who is familiar with the terrain to lead the way, this is the easiest time to get lost when going up the mountain.

"oops."

The girl's foot slipped and she was about to fall.

"Minmin!"

The person walking in front quickly reached out and grabbed her arm tightly.

"Are you all right?" the man asked worriedly, "Are you hurt? Did you sprain your ankle? Do you want to take a break? Otherwise, I'll carry you on your back."

"It's okay." The girl didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she shook the other person's hand, and comforted her: "It's just that my foot slipped a bit, I can walk by myself."

The man looked at her with worried and reproachful eyes, as if blaming her for being so careless, but there was tenderness in those eyes, which made her heart warm and soft.

"You go ahead, I'll support you, come on."

"kindness."

The two went up the mountain along the winding path, and among the dense forest branches, they could occasionally be seen climbing vines together.The two hands were tightly held together, as if unwilling to be separated from each other for a moment.

"arrive!"

When he climbed to the top of the mountain, the man turned sideways and excitedly said to the girl, "Did you see that, Minmin?"

The girl climbed to the top of the mountain one step later and looked around.

In the distance is a piece of undulating mountains. The trees all over the mountains are like an endless green ocean. Occasionally, the wind blows the leaves, setting off waves after waves in the green sea.The mountain bird in the deep forest was startled by the wind, twittered, and flew out of the forest, circling in the sky again and again.And the blue and white dome above the head seems to be within reach, with a light touch, the soft white clouds can be picked up to the palm of the hand, allowing anyone to caress.

A ten thousand foot high golden awn fell from the clouds, caressing the faces of the two of them.

When the girl was amazed by the scenery in front of her, the person beside her took her hand and smiled softly: "Is it beautiful? Minmin."

"kindness!"

"This is the scenery I want you to see. I think in the future, we will find a place close to the mountains and forests, get up early and return late every day, and live a life as comfortable as a fairy."

What I want you to see is not the most beautiful scenery in the world, but the most beautiful dream in my heart.

We are together, for a lifetime, living happily together.

Minmin, did you see it?

What I want you to see, this dream.

"Minmin! Be careful!"

A cry of surprise woke her up from her memories.Looking up, the uninvited guest was reaching out to hold his daughter, frowning and scolding at the same time.

"Why are you in a daze when you go up the mountain?! What if you just fell down, I said you...really..."

The woman couldn't help but burst out laughing.

He Tiao, who was criticizing and educating Xiao Minmin, turned around strangely. Seeing Li Weiming's smile, he was a little surprised at first, and then suddenly realized.

"Ah, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scold your daughter. I was in a hurry, so I—"

"It doesn't matter." Li Weiming seemed to be smiling happily, stretched out her hand, and gently wiped away a little tear from the corner of her eyes. "I just thought of the past, so I couldn't help laughing. Minmin, come here."

She beckoned to her daughter, and Xiao Minmin threw herself into her mother's arms aggrieved.

"Mother……"

"Be careful when you climb up, and don't desert, you know?"

"But, mother, I just saw a butterfly."

"Minmin." The woman said patiently, "You are very important to mom. If you get hurt, mom will be very sad, very sad, you know?"

The little girl raised her head and said with some guilt: "Is it as sad as yesterday? Will mother cry like that because of me?"

Li Weiming was stunned, and hugged her daughter tightly in her arms.

"Yes! Because mom loves you."

"Then I'll be obedient! I won't be naughty anymore, and I won't look at butterflies anymore, mom, don't cry. If mom cries, Minmin will want to cry too. Minmin is obedient, mom, don't be sad, okay?"

Looking at the mother and daughter hugging each other tightly, He Tun felt a little sour and sighed, and was about to say something.Lin Shen, who specializes in disrupting the atmosphere, spoke at this moment.

"arrive."

Lin Shen looked at the small house in front of him, and said to Li Weiming, "Do you want to bring your daughter in with you?"

Li Weiming froze, "No, no...Let me go see him alone."

Lin Shen nodded.

"Then I'll wait outside, and He Yun will go in with you."

"Hey, why should I—"

Lin Shen just glared lightly, and He Tun, who was just about to protest, immediately raised his hands in surrender. "Okay, I'll go with her."

Xiao Minmin stayed outside the house, under the care of Lin Shen, and He satin brought Li Weiming into the house.

"Tell me in advance, don't get too excited, the dead cannot be brought back to life, we have to calm down and look at this issue, don't..."

"I know." Li Weiming looked at him amusedly. "With Minmin here, I won't do anything out of the ordinary."

"Okay, then you should be mentally prepared."

Compared with the person involved, He Tiao seemed to be more nervous, he took a deep breath, and then pushed open the door.

"You Jia is right there. I've tidied him up. It shouldn't be too scary."

He held his breath, waiting for Minmin's reaction.For a long time, there was no crying or other movement.While He Tun was wondering, he only heard the person beside him burst out laughing.

"This, is this why you told me to prepare my mental equipment well?" Li Weiming laughed so hard that she couldn't hold back her tears, "Sure enough, it surprised me."

what?

He Tun quickly looked up, and upon seeing it, he was immediately embarrassed.

On the sofa, You Jia sat leisurely, neatly dressed, sitting upright, even wearing a pair of sunglasses, and raised his right hand to greet the door.If it weren't for the white bones exposed outside the clothes showing that this is a skeleton, outsiders would really think that a living person is sitting here.

He Tun's face was flushed, this was a masterpiece he created on a whim last night, and he planned to clean up Lin Shen, but who knew that he was too anxious to put You Jia back in his place before going out, this is great, let his lover see it, I will definitely condemn myself for messing with the remains of the dead!

"I, I didn't mean it... Forget it, you can beat and scold me as much as you want, come on."

Li Weiming smiled slightly as he looked at He Tiao, who had an expression of righteousness and death.

"I don't blame you, it's actually good like this." She said, and walked towards You Jia slowly. "At least in this way, when I met him again, I was smiling instead of crying in an ugly way."

She gently took off her sunglasses and carefully looked at You Jia's face.

Although it was only a bone, it seemed that he could see the appearance of the man who smiled gently at her back then.She caressed the bones little by little with her withered fingers, and sighed: "We have all changed."

He sat awkwardly standing behind her, not knowing what to say to comfort her.

"I originally thought that at this age, love and everything were just jokes when I was young." Li Weiming stroked You Jia's face, "Bringing up a daughter, living a good life, being able to eat and clothe warm, I thought life was just a matter of life." It will pass slowly like this, and I dare not think about those extravagant hopes in my heart."

She smiled, with a bit of yearning for the memories of the past. "But now I realize that it's not that I don't love anymore, nor that I can't love anymore. It's that the person I want to love is not by my side, and I gradually forget how to love."

"And now—" She put her arms around You Jia, holding the originally tall but now thinner body in her arms. "I can love him forever, until Minmin grows up and has a baby. After many years, I will be with him again. This time, it will be forever."

"Thank you, thank you. Let me remember how I thought about love with him, and let me know that he has always loved us. Thank you..."

He Tun looked at the woman who buried her head deeply on You Jia's shoulder, but couldn't see her expression.

Did she cry, or didn't she cry?

As a woman who lost her lover, Li Weiming must be in pain at the moment, but as a mother, she must be strong.

He satirized opened his mouth to speak, hesitated a few times, and said:

"Well, be careful in hugging. I didn't stick it very well with glue, so be careful and hug You Jia to pieces."

Lin Shen and Xiao Minmin, who were waiting outside the door, heard a burst of laughter in the room almost at the same time. They almost couldn't breathe from the laughter. Along with it, there were He satirically stammering their explanations.

"Uncle." Xiao Minmin was curious, "Is my mother laughing?"

"maybe."

"Why is she so happy?"

Lin Shen replied: "I don't know either."

"Uncle, why are you so stupid, you don't know anything."

"..."

When He Xi took Li Weiming and You Jia out, what he saw was Xiao Minmin looking at Lin Shen with contempt.

"Haha, what's wrong with you? You can't take care of a little girl?" He satirized gloating.

Lin Shen glanced at him lightly, almost indifferently.

"I, also, no, know, know, what do you think?"

Inexplicably, He Tun felt a chill rise from behind, and couldn't help shivering.He decided to shut up obediently and not to provoke Lin Shen.

Behind the mountain, not far from the hut, there is an open space.

It is a cemetery used by forest guards to bury suicides who have no relatives to look for. Over the years, there have been dozens of graves intermittently here.

"You really want to bury him here?" He asked sarcastically.

"He has always wanted to find a place to live with me in the mountains. Since I can't live here, let You Jia stay in a place he likes." Li Weiming smiled, "I will come to accompany him every year , and with you all around, he won't be lonely." He sat on the scholarly family forum hearing her implication, "You... are you going to move out of town?"

Li Weiming thought for a while and said: "Ten years ago, because of guilt, self-blame, and wanting to find You Jia, I never dared to contact my family. In the past ten years, I haven't even called back. "

"But now I understand, no matter if I get scolded or kicked out after going back to contact, I must go back once. It's a redemption, and it's also for Minmin. I can't let her continue to live a hard life with me. Minmin still has the blood of the Li family, at least the family will take her in."

"you……"

"You Jia wants me to be happy. For the past ten years, I have failed his wish. But at least from now on, I want to fulfill his last wish." Li Weiming said with a smile: "I only understand now that loving someone People don't want her to suffer with him, but to make her happy."

"This is what You Jia taught me, although we understand it a bit late."

"By the way, can you tell me where you found him? I want to take a look."

He Tun quickly returned to his senses and replied: "It's over there, I'll take you there later, but be careful when going down."

"By the way, there is another stone monument over there. I'll introduce you to her. It's my sister." It's He Tiao's habit to show off Xiaohan to everyone.

However, this time, during the conversation between the two, there seemed to be something else.

Did the people who left really leave?It still exists in a certain corner of the heart, not often missed, but treasured.

From time to time, I will take it out to bask in the sun, the memories that are about to fade.

Li Weiming boarded the stone platform and looked at the small town below the mountain.Busy people are still busy, they are in a hurry, rushing about for their own lives.

The townspeople won't know that ten years ago, a man sat here and watched them until he died.

Ten years later, a woman stands here watching them until she leaves.

Minmin, did you see it?What I want to show you is my most beautiful dream.

"En." Minmin smiled and responded softly.

"I saw it, Yu Jia."

A beautiful dream that cannot be realized, a beautiful dream that is fragile and fragile.

A dream never to be forgotten.

On the hillside, He Tun was playing with Xiao Minmin, Lin Shen looked at the two of them, and suddenly said a word.

"Love this kind of thing, always so unforgettable?"

He sat up and looked at him puzzled.

Just heard Lin Shen's next sentence: "I suddenly want to try."

"what?"

Lin Shen looked at him.

"Try to love someone."

"...You'd better stop trying, it's scary to hear you say that." He satirically rubbed the goosebumps that appeared on his skin.

Lin Shen said: "I think You Jia and Min Min are very good."

"That also varies from person to person. Some people are not naturally suitable for sensationalism, such as you."

Lin Shen refused to accept it. "I might be able to do better than You Jia."

"Better, turn into another bone? The kind that smashes into slag?" He sneered strangely.

Lin Shen was rarely annoyed, "You wait."

"I'm just waiting to see you play, haha."

On the stone platform, Li Weiming couldn't help laughing while listening to their dispute.

Every day, it would be great if I could live such an ordinary and sometimes noisy life.It is a pity that this kind of happiness is not available.

Time is like a seal in yesterday's old photos, it goes and never returns.

What is left is the imprint carved by ten years, and the eternal love.

Ten years wait for longevity.