Bound love

pain.

"Qiya... Qiya, don't run away!" After Duan Qiya rushed out, Bo Xiyan caught up with him and grabbed his arm.

"I'm sorry Qiya, I..."

"I just...I just..."

Standing in front of Duan Qiya, Bo Xiyan wanted to explain to him, but he didn't know how to explain after thinking for a long time.

He loves Qiya, so he doesn't want to explain it to Qiya with the ridiculous and irresponsible reason of having sex after drinking, but what should he say?

What was he supposed to say if not drunken sex?

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In this way, Duan Qiya was immersed in the sadness of a person and couldn't extricate himself. Looking at the gloomy sky outside and light rain falling, he let the tears crawl all over his face, until a man walked in front of him, a little surprised look at him.

"Qiya?"

Hearing Zhou Hongyi's voice, Duan Qiya was startled, and quickly wiped away the tears on her face with the back of her hand, with a trace of redness in the corners of her eyes.

"Mr. Zhou, Mr. Zhou!"

"Are you OK?"

"No, it's okay." Afraid that Zhou Hongyi would see something, Duan Qiya blinked again, intending to shake off the uncomfortable sourness in the corners of his eyes.

"Well, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first." Standing up, Duan Qiya started to run away.

He didn't know why Zhou Hongyi appeared here by coincidence, but he didn't have the heart to know, because at this moment, he simply didn't want others to see his fragile side, let alone his thoughts. A twisted and suppressed love.

I didn't want Zhou Hongyi to just stand in front of him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"Pray, you wait."

"Ok?"

"Are we friends?"

"Why...why would you ask such a question?"

"It's nothing, I just think that friends should chat more and talk about their hearts."

When Zhou Hongyi said this, his expression was very sincere, but it made Duan Qiya flustered.

He didn't know why Zhou Hongyi said these words to him suddenly, but he felt that he seemed to know something, so he could only stand in front of him with a stiff body and lowered head, without saying a word.

"If possible, can I call you in the future and ask you out for a cup of tea and a chat?"

"Let's talk..." After speaking, Duan Qiya fled the coffee shop in a panic and rushed into the rain, letting the rain wash his back.

Looking at Duan Qiya's back, Zhou Hongyi didn't say anything, just hooked the corners of his mouth, sat where Bo Xiyan had sat before, and leisurely ordered a sip of tea for himself, enjoying this rare rainy season.

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In the following days, Duan Qiya often received calls from Zhou Hongyi.

At the beginning, he also thought that Zhou Hongyi was the kind of young man with a gorgeous appearance but a corrupt heart. He didn't love him, and he wasn't used to talking to him, but after getting along for a long time, he realized that this man is actually not as dandy as outsiders make him out to be. ! On the contrary, he also has a delicate heart, sometimes even more considerate and thoughtful, and also has a tenacity that neither he nor Xiaoyan have.

"Qiya, I didn't bother you, did I?" Standing at the door of Duan Qiya's house, Zhou Hongyi smiled, his brown eyes perfectly blended with the rice fields behind him, and his whole person had an infinitely flying spirit.

"Hongyi." Seeing him, Duan Qiya sighed, opened the door and invited him into the room.

He didn't know where Zhou Hongyi found out his address. In short, since two weeks ago, he came to his place almost every night, and although he was not used to strangers walking into his dilapidated house, he also I'm sorry to drive people away, after all, Zhou Hongyi always smiles every time he sees him.

"Today I brought your favorite sauced beef with vegetables." Picking up the hardcover paper box in his hand, Zhou Hongyi walked into the kitchen, took the bowls and chopsticks and put them on the shabby mahogany table, not treating himself as a stranger at all.

Seeing him like this, Duan Qiya sighed, not wordy, but washed his hands and sat down, picked up a piece of beef with chopsticks.

"How is it, is it delicious?"

"En. Thank you." Nodding, Duan Qiya smiled shyly, with a hint of alienation.

To be honest, a person as shy as Duan Qiya is not used to Zhou Hongyi's uninvited visits every day, but he has to admit that Zhou Hongyi's thoughts are really meticulous.It's as if now, I have only eaten sauced beef in front of him once, and he seems to think that he likes to eat it. Every time he comes, he will bring a little bit, not much, one person's weight, two people eat, but as he said Generally, if you eat too much of something, you won't like it or cherish it.

The two of them chatted a few words during the meal, he didn't talk much, but Zhou Hongyi could always find out something from his words, and then peeled away his secrets layer by layer, but he himself Zhou Hongyi didn't know anything, except that he was Xiaoyan's colleague and his family background was good, he didn't know anything.

After eating, Zhou Hongyi leaned on the pillar beside the kitchen door and watched Duan Qiya wash the dishes by the sink.

"Qiya, I don't think you can escape all the time. Simply locking yourself in a closed space like this won't do you any good at all." Zhou Hongyi's voice is very nice, and the neutral voice is lower than that of an announcer on TV. There is also magnetism, perhaps because of such a special voice, Duan Qiya, who has been conservative for decades, was a little shaken.

"Hongyi..."

"You should think about it for yourself. After all, you are still so young. It is cruel to close yourself up like this."

"Don't laugh at me, I'm almost forty, how can I be considered young."

"What's wrong with forty? Haven't you heard of a man with 41 flowers? You're not a woman, how can you drown out your brilliance because of age..."

Zhou Hongyi's speech was very artistic. Although he was frank, he didn't feel annoying. On the contrary, he could be pierced by the deep meaning in his words, and there was a trace of eager passion flowing in his body, a passion that had disappeared for a long time and thought he would never find it again.

That night, Zhou Hongyi stayed at Duan Qiya's house until nine o'clock, and did not pick up his coat with satisfaction until Duan Qiya agreed to go out with him, drove a white Land Rover, and walked back along the bumpy dirt road. to downtown.

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This weekend, Zhou Hongyi brought Duan Qiya to a cafe in the city.At [-] o'clock in the evening, it was the time when the crowd was full of voices. Although the two of them were sitting in the box, they could still feel the rare leisure among the crowd.

"Qiya, don't you think the outside world is beautiful?" Sitting opposite to Duan Qiya, Zhou Hongyi's mouth curled up into a smile, his brown eyes reflected the dim light of the coffee shop, faintly shining.

"Follow the group of people outside, sitting on the bar, talking and laughing while drinking coffee. This kind of life is life."

Stretching out his hand, Zhou Hongyi's big palm was placed in front of Duan Qiya.

"Come on, come with me and sit outside."

Looking at the crowd outside the frosted glass, Duan Qiya struggled a bit, and finally shook her head: "No, I'm not used to it."

Knowing that Duan Qiya was afraid of strangers, Zhou Hongyi did not force him, but sat with him in the box until two hours later, Duan Qiya opened the door out of apology and walked out of the cage that bound him.

The moment he walked out the door, everyone's eyes turned around, curious and doubtful, all emotions were on him, mixed with the lazy and stylish music from the coffee shop, it made people feel nervous while feeling tense. Give birth to a different kind of excitement.

"Look, Qiya, there are so many people looking at you." Bending slightly, Zhou Hongyi's words rang in Duan Qiya's ear.

"I, I want to go." After a pause, Duan Qiya was finally no match for the fear she had cultivated all year round, and her whole body trembled unconsciously.

"It's okay, if we're not used to it, we'll leave." Zhou Hongyi paid the money and drove Duan Qiya back to the cottage in the country.

"You should get used to it, and then try to learn to enjoy it, thinking in your heart that it is precisely because of your unique advantages that others can't help but turn their eyes to you, and they can't leave their eyes."

Before leaving, Zhou Hongyi said these words to Duan Qiya, his voice was not loud, but Duan Qiya firmly remembered every single word in his heart, causing little ripples in the heart that had not been disturbed for a long time.

Every weekend in the future, Zhou Hongyi would take him to the same coffee shop, order a cup of cappuccino which he didn't usually drink, and try to integrate into this strange environment bit by bit.

Sitting on the bar counter, Zhou Hongyi rested his head with his left hand and looked at Duan Qiya with a smile.

"You don't seem to be so afraid of strangers anymore. Look at you, you can already sit in this kind of place for [-] minutes."

Hearing what Zhou Hongyi said, Duan Qiya smiled, and realized that his fear of strangers had really eased a lot.

"Thank you, Hongyi."

For Duan Qiya's thanks, Zhou Hongyi just smiled back, and then took him out of the coffee shop, walking on this cold street that is slowly entering winter.

"Hehe, if you really want to thank me, how about a promise with your body?"

"Hongyi..."

Stopping in front of Duan Qiya, Zhou Hongyi's face suddenly showed a solemnity that he had never seen before.

"My heart for you, you know. Accept me, okay?"

"Hongyi, I..."

Without waiting for Duan Qiya to refuse, Zhou Hongyi took his hand and wrapped Qiya's cold fingertips in his warm palm, showing a sense of peace of mind.

A trace of embarrassment appeared on his face, Duan Qiya hesitated for a moment, and finally slowly withdrew his hand.

"I'm sorry, Hongyi, I..."

During these days, although Duan Qiya's life lacked Xiaoyan's company, there were more