Bound love

He called out: "Qiya, are you alright?"

"Xiao Yan?" Duan Qiya who just woke up was in a daze, and his hangover was obviously more serious than Bo Xiyan, and it took him a while to regain consciousness.

it hurts...

This was Duan Qiya's first feeling after waking up.

My head hurts, my body hurts too, all the bones in my whole body seem to be loose, especially my back acupuncture point, it hurts so much that I can't even get up.

Moving her fingers, Duan Qiya frowned, subconsciously called Bo Xiyan's name.

"Xiao Yan...it hurts..."

Hearing Duan Qiya's cry of pain, Bo Xiyan's whole heart clenched together, the feeling of guilt was accompanied by complex feelings of guilt, which made him unable to say anything.

He didn't know how many times he had done it last night, but he only knew that when he was helping Qi Ya maintain his body, he found that his acupoints were really swollen, and the bright red folds glistened with water, but there was a bewitching charm that made him His stomach tensed again.

Damn it!Bo Xiyan, you are still human!

Without waiting for Bo Xiyan to explain anything, Duan Qiya raised his hand and touched his back hole, the milky white semen just flowed out from the back hole, wetted his fingers, and formed a new puddle on the quilt.

"This is……"

Looking at the milky white liquid on his hand, Duan Qiya knew what it was no matter how indifferent he was, but why did he have...

Looking at Bo Xiyan's complicated face, and looking at his naked body, Duan Qiya understood everything, but he would rather not remember anything, because he didn't understand anything...

"last night……"

In a low voice, Bo Xiyan finally opened his mouth, but Duan Qiya's expression suddenly became very excited, and he yelled loudly while covering his whole body with a quilt.

"shut up!"

There was a trace of despair in Qi Ya's voice. Lying on the bed, he curled up tightly, trying to escape from this embarrassing situation, but he didn't even have the strength to lift a finger, just like a young trapped animal. Fragile tears glistened in his eyes.

"Please...don't say..." As she said that, Duan Qiya simply covered her head with the quilt and covered her whole body, thinking that she could escape the facts that had happened.

Seeing Duan Qiya's reaction, Bo Xiyan's heart was hit hard.

He knew that after this kind of thing happened, Qi Ya would definitely have a big reaction, but when he saw the slightly trembling body inside the quilt, his heart hurt so much, as if someone had peeled off a layer of skin...

Even the flesh and blood can be seen clearly...

46 let go

What should he say, if not drunken sex?

Said that he had been secretly in love with him for a long time, so driven by drunkenness, he couldn't help but force him?

Or is it that I miss him crazily every day, miss his tenderness, miss his taste, miss him crying under me?

Bo Xiyan couldn't, and didn't dare to...

If he had the guts, he wouldn't have hesitated for so many years without taking any action; if he had been more responsible, he wouldn't have Qi Ya standing in front of him at this moment, holding back the pain and shaking his legs... …

"You don't need to say anything..." Looking at Bo Xiyan's mouth opening and closing, Duan Qiya took a step back, and put his bony hand on Bo Xiyan's.

"I, I want to go back to the countryside first..."

The man's fingertips were icy, colder than ice crystals in winter, and his whole body was shivering, which made Bo Xiyan feel so distressed that even his heart ached.

Exhausting all the strength in his body, Bo Xiyan hugged Duan Qiya tightly in his arms, his heart full of love could no longer be hidden.

"Qiya, be my man! I will treat you well!" Rubbing Duan Qiya into his arms, Bai Xiyan whispered the love he had buried in his heart for many years.

Pure, sour love...

He loves Qi Ya, loves it very much.

That kind of love used up all the strength in his body and every strand of his soul, making him firmly believe that even if the whole world is destroyed, he will still use up everything to love Qi Ya.

Therefore, he made up his mind not to lie to himself again, nor to let Qiya bear all this inexplicably, because he wanted to be a reliable man who could protect Qiya for the rest of his life.

Regarding Bo Xiyan's sudden confession, Qi Ya's eyes flashed with obsession for a moment, and then she looked at him with complicated eyes that Bo Xiyan had never seen before, whispering his nickname with her mouth.

"Xiao Yan..."

Duan Qiya looked at Bo Xiyan with gentle eyes, with tears shining faintly.

Pain, entanglement, despair, everything was hidden under the little tears, so that Bo Xiyan couldn't see the truth, and couldn't forget it.

For a moment, Bo Xiyan thought that Qi Ya would respond to his love, and would tell himself that he actually felt the same way as himself, and he didn't want him to just lower his head and shake it gently from side to side.

"We... can't do this..."

Ah……

can not be like this……

Is this the answer he gave...

The hand holding Duan Qiya's shoulder tightened unconsciously, Bo Xiyan never thought that the feeling of being rejected by Qiya would be so unbearable, so painful, so painful that he lost all strength from head to toe, just like A drowning person is normal, even breathing is difficult...

"Why? Why not? I love you..." Yes, Bo Xiyan loves him, he has loved him since a long time ago, this love makes him suffer, makes him sad, but he is willing to indulge in it, unable to extricate himself.

"Qiya...give me a chance, and I will prove to you...prove that I am a man worthy of your dependence."

"I... I can do anything for you...Really! I will work hard, try to give you the best, try to love you, and make you the happiest man in the world! I just want one chance... ...a chance for me to be nice to you..."

Facing Duan Qiya, Bo Xiyan said a long list of promises that he thought of and unexpected promises.

He thought that Qi Ya would agree to himself, hug him with a smile, and tell himself that he was willing, but Qi Ya just lowered his head slightly, and said to Bo Xiyan with a slight choke:

"Xiao Yan..."

"We...are father and son..."

"We are clearly not related by blood!"

"But I have long regarded the two of us as father and son!"

"I don't care, I don't care! Whether you are a parent or a foster father, I love you, Qi Ya... I have loved you for many years... really... many years..."

Bo Xiyan's mind is actually very simple and fragile, no matter how indifferent and indifferent he appears in front of outsiders, in his heart he is just a man longing to be loved, he just purely hopes that the man in front of him can love him.

Holding Duan Qiya's shoulders with one hand, Bo Xiyan sealed his lips, trying to convey his suffocating love to Qiya through body language, but in the end he just got a slap, a forceful To those who resounded through the corridor, slap.

"Be sober, Xiaoyan, we... really can't do it like this..."

Bo Xiyan has never seen Duan Qiya so excited like today, slapping his heart word by word when he refuses his words, always reminding himself how undesirable and taboo his feelings are, even-

abnormal……

"Can you...can you let me go..."

She grabbed Duan Qiya's hand and moved it, but finally let it go.

"I... take you back..."

"Need not."

"But you're like this..." Looking at Duan Qiya's lower body suggestively, Bo Xiyan really couldn't bear to let him suffer this pain alone.He wants to protect Qi Ya, even now when he is rejected, he still wants to protect him...

"I said no!"

Realizing that his voice was too flustered, Duan Qiya paused for a moment, the original gentle voice was more vicissitudes and exhaustion.

"Xiaoyan, I'm fine by myself...really..."

"Prayer...

The Adam's apple moved, and Bo Xiyan watched Duan Qiya go downstairs, get into a red taxi, and leave in a hurry.Only then did he touch his painfully beaten face and weep silently.

Bo Xiyan is not a person who expresses emotions easily, and it is even more difficult to cry, but at this moment, he is like a child, staring at the taxi that is gradually going away, letting the clear tears fall down his eyes.

His face was very painful and hot, but nothing could compare to his distress.

He regretted it, regretted confessing to Qi Ya, regretted conveying his love to him, even regretted bringing Qi Ya to the city, and regretted caring too much about him, because if it wasn’t like that, he wouldn’t have had anything to do with Qi Ya Qi Ya will not let Qi Ya know his love and his pain, then the two of them can still live an ordinary life like a pair of ordinary father and son, at least they can sit at the same table with Qi Ya While eating, you can look at his back, and feel his tenderness that makes you want to cry──

care……

47 see you

For a whole month, Bo Xiyan didn't speak a word to Duan Qiya.

What happened that day was like splashed water, seemingly transparent, but built an insurmountable wall between the two of them, and made Bo Xiyan more clearly understand that he might not be able to get it in his life. Praying love.

"Pray for Ya... pray for Ya..."

Lying on the bed, Bo Xiyan called Duan Qiya's name over and over again, while sleeping on the bed he used to sleep on, curled up in pain.

Bo Xiyan misses Qi Ya very much, misses it very much, misses it very much...

Wanting to hear his voice, wanting to see his appearance, thinking that the whole person is about to go crazy, but still can only curl up on the bed where Qi Ya once slept, calling his name over and over again.

He never thought that he would become what he is today, cowardly, humble, and so small