red dust under the lamp

Between meals, Ning Jue urinated frequently, went out frequently, and poured cold water in the bathroom to fill his head with unrealistic fantasies.Facing the mirror, she imagined that she and Boss Kong lived a life of luxury and luxury. 20 yuan was piled up under the soles of her feet, which was countless times easier to step on than Simmons mattresses. She sold/chun to Boss Kong in front of banknotes and cameras, Boss Kong got the shadow of her first love, she got a good material life, and they all have a bright future——

Then I frequently felt nauseated. The more I convinced myself to accept 20 yuan, the more I couldn't accept it, and all kinds of doubts came to my mind.

What if it's a liar?

What if the industry is not legitimate and will collapse one day?

What if it was just to coax her to bed?

What if acting in a movie is the kind of dirty movie?

When the four scenarios surfaced, Ning Jue was finally convinced that she could not accept this sudden pie in the sky.Even if Boss Kong's words are true, she is not willing to be anyone's shadow, she wants people to love her, love her completely, love her broken Ning Jue herself.

The dream was close at hand, and then drifted away. She completely cured her problem of going to the bathroom, sat on the chair and finished the meal with Boss Kong. Next, she will live in another place and make it clear to Boss Kong. Then stay away from Nancheng.

Coming out of the private room, Ning Jue's stomach was empty, and he didn't eat a few bites. Boss Kong told many stories about his first love, and he felt that Ning Jue was his first love, so he insisted on giving Ning Jue his arms.Ning Jue flinched away with his arms hanging, but Boss Kong's kindness was unrepentant. He drank a few bottles of wine and couldn't recognize the current situation. He just grabbed Ning Jue's resisting hand and stretched it into his arm, leading her out with a smile. .

Older men and young girls walk together, even fathers and daughters are treated as rich men and mistresses, Ning Jue reined in on the road of mistresses, but judging from the ass of the horse, she seemed to be still a slut Never look back on the road.

Xu Liwen was sitting with his friends having dinner, and saw Ning Jue walking side by side with the man from between the heads of his companions, smiling like a flower.

He gritted his teeth with wine in his heart.Now that he is a little famous, he came to Nancheng to shoot a new movie. He is a person who is afraid of loneliness. He always likes to have dinner with this and that, call friends, and he is very popular.

However, he has survived the lonely days, isolated and helpless, and told his family that he was brainwashed by the vixen. The vixen has already gone to sugar daddy. If you are still so focused, you should go home quickly and arrange a job in the mining area.

During those lonely and cold days, when I think about it carefully, the greatest comfort is Ning Jue. All the bad things in the past have been magnified, and all the tenderness has been magnified. , let him always think.

He silently recalled that it was Ning Jue who encouraged him, believing that one day he would be successful, and he even gave him 500 yuan when he was poor, so that he could embark on the path of an actor.Even though there were all kinds of bad things later on, such as always being mysterious and alienated, not explaining where he was going, and now that he was really a sugar daddy, he still remembered Ning Jue's kindness.

Even compared to the girl he met after he became famous, Ning Jue is not bad looking. He left him because he hit her in a moment of confusion.At that time, he was under too much pressure, and life forced him to look bad. Now, he is decent again, and he has regained the vigor and vigor he had when he was in Pingdu, and now he is mature——

He considered asking Ning Jue for forgiveness, but what he could see with his eyes was that Ning Jue easily abused himself.

Bitch!Bitch!He gritted his teeth and scolded her. In his heart, Ning Jue was so heavy that he could hardly hold anything else. Thinking of Ning Jue, he felt very lonely, like a piece of carbon paper, printed out the blank and lonely handwriting when he first went to Haijing.

In order to resolve the loneliness, he called out friends, friends in the movie industry had dinner several times, friends he knew around him had dinner several times, new friends had dinner several times, and in order to match a certain couple of men and women, he organized dinners again.

He has always liked Zhang Luo, but in the end there was really no reason for it. He suddenly heard from Li Juanjuan that Xie Yichen was also in Nancheng, and there were also a few friends from the dance troupe who were developing in Nancheng. He immediately searched for phone numbers and finally contacted a few friends from the dance troupe .

Several friends have gone to different destinations. Two classic dance troupes have opened letters of introduction. They went from Pingdu to the Nancheng dance troupe to study art in Vienna, but they haven’t set off yet; With fame, Li Juanjuan got another chance to be the leading actress. The TV series has just finished and she is talking about the next movie; two of them got married and went south with their husbands or wives to seek development in Nancheng.

Xie Yichen's marriage surprised many people. They probably thought that she lived in a non-human way, and was limping. Now she was helped by her husband on crutches. She seemed to be a different person, and greeted everyone with a smile. Take your seat.

Jiang Wang put one hand on the back of the chair, leaned down slightly, and said softly, "I will pick you up at about 04:30, so I won't disturb you."

Xie Yichen nodded with a smile, and the two embraced as if no one was there, making Xu Liwen think of Ning Jue inexplicably again.

If Ning Jue was here, he could actually sit here. After all, he knew Li Juanjuan and Xie Yichen, and they would still be his family members by then... Xie Yichen and her husband were in love, so it wouldn't hurt him.

Chatted for a while.

You come and go, now you are doing well, ah, your complexion is better.

Obviously they are still young, at an age of high spirits, when they get together, they suddenly grow old. This one started to talk about his own business, and that one talked about his wife. Xie Yichen was seldom talking. She was watching their performance off the stage, and she thought it was wrong with tears in her eyes——Xie Yichen, who innocently only thought about dancing, was gone forever.

Li Juanjuan and Xie Yichen had a delicate relationship, and Xu Liwen was sitting next to each other.When Xie Yichen didn't understand, he said that Li Juanjuan's handling was not good, and Li Juanjuan couldn't get off the stage in front of the critics, but Xie Yichen was a cripple, and everything was pitiful. I hope that Xie Yichen can be convinced and recognize that Li Juanjuan has some strength, is qualified to dance the white snake, and will not always be Xiaoqing.

But Xie Yichen looked at Li Juanjuan, wondering if she still likes Xu Liwen, it doesn't look like it, Xu Liwen is now in high spirits, who would have thought that he beat Ning Juan back then?It's not like him, but Ning Jue was sitting barefoot in the bathroom at that time, she could clearly see that she was always complaining about Xu Liwen.

So the three of them seldom talk, and talk a lot with others. Everyone has grown up and can bridge the atmosphere.

When the cups were mixed and chatted privately in twos and threes, Xu Liwen took the lead in raising the glass to Xie Yichen: "I really envy you for finding your beloved early, handsome man and beautiful woman, you and your husband are very suitable, congratulations—miss I drink the wedding wine, and I will drink today's glass as a wedding wine."

"Thank you." Xie Yichen raised his teacup to pay respects to Xu Liwen. She told everyone at the table that in order to restore her legs, she would not drink alcohol. Today, she would use tea instead of wine, and she would respect Xu Liwen when her legs recovered.

"Actually, I was supposed to get married earlier than you. You know, I like Wang Yu... Are you still in touch?" Xu Liwen blinked, as if he was a little drunk, Xie Yichen thought for a while: "No, I'm going to the United States to recuperate I haven't seen her since I came back, do you have any clues about her?"

"Clues? Ha, I shouldn't have said it... I saw her a few days ago, holding the arm of a male boss who was a round older than her in the Nancheng Hotel. Ha, now actors, those who do literary work are not popular, dancers The same goes for actors, only those who make money are popular, there are as many women as you want, as many beautiful girls as you want, money... in this society, there is money, and there are all sorts of dirty things ..." Xu Liwen rubbed his face, and was about to say something, when Li Juanjuan suddenly turned from another topic, and continued:

"Xu Xian is doing well now, and he is also a rich man."

Xu Liwen laughed at himself, didn't say anything, and drank it in one gulp.

Xie Yichen paused, looked at Li Juanjuan gratefully, toasted her, and silently expressed his thanks with lips.

Li Juanjuan was a little stunned, and turned her face to pick up vegetables by herself. She picked up a piece of tofu four or five times, and it was a mess on the plate. She put down her chopsticks and glanced at Xie Yichen.