red dust under the lamp

Now, the faces of the young dancer Xie Yichen and the pretendingly calm girl who was threatened by her in the car overlapped. For some reason, Ning Jue was very worried, and looked at the gate of the police station every now and then, intending to testify murderer.

A little policeman came out and shouted, "What do you do?"

"Me? I don't care about society!" She responded, smiling, she spoke in a soft voice, not as rude as she said, but as if she was deliberately having fun with the little policeman.

The policeman took off his big cap and held it to his chest, calling her to come and sit down.

"It's nothing, it's just that there is a lot of sunburn over there, and a bag of melon seeds was distributed, so I stretched out my hand." The young policeman poured a handful of watermelon seeds from a kraft paper bag to her, and she stretched out her hands, watching the watermelon seeds flow into her palms like a spring, In a ball, she ate melon seeds and threw the skins under her feet. The little policeman leaned against the big sycamore tree and took a few sips of cool water, and began to ask her about her situation.

"Fengshou Building, oh, you are the one from last time." About the car accident, they chatted a few words, and after knocking the melon seeds in her hands, she gathered the melon seeds on the ground with the toe of her shoes, and the little policeman said, "Then You're not moving stuff at the brewery over there now?"

"I can't move it, my fingers are sore, I should find something else."

"Then let me introduce you, do you want to do it?"

Is the little policeman warm-hearted, or does he like her looks?But no one will hate beautiful girls. Ning Jue has thin eyebrows, her eyes are not fierce when she grows up, and her voice is crisp. No one would think that she is cruel to kill mice. Even now, she won't recognize this as Ning Jue.

"Whoever introduces him, it's a good thing if it can make money. You are the people's police, and you want me to accept your favor?" She said it harshly, but in fact she still said that she wanted to accept his favor, turning a corner and saying it was a bit flirtatious. Pretty charming, not very solemn, but the social youth strolling on the street should be more solemn?

"It's the woman from the Xie family that you saved. She can't stand up, she seems to be in a mood, falls and beats and can't take care of her. The family needs to hire another nanny. They say they can pay 700 yuan a month."

"A lot." Ning Jue didn't have this plan in mind.

"Yes, it's better than you working hard? If you do it, wait for their Secretary Zhang to come, and I'll introduce them. You are her family's savior, and you are young. It's probably okay."

"Haven't you decided yet?" Ning Jue deliberately prevaricated with these words, intending to end the topic and leave.

Her appearance has changed, but she can recognize Xie Yichen. Xie Yichen has been looking at her for a long time, will he recognize her too?Or forget about her early?Of course, it doesn't matter whether Xie Yichen forgets, she is afraid that Ms. Xie will suddenly recognize her when she sees her, and maybe she won't remember at all...

Whether he remembers it or not, Ning Jue is unwilling to face it, and both outcomes are uncomfortable.

Remember, do you recognize each other?She can't afford to lose this man, and her conscience will be tortured. Ms. Xie has such a good condition, why did you steal the money and run away?

She couldn't remember, she felt sorry for herself, she was an insignificant one, even if Ms. Xie adopted her, she didn't remember her for a moment in her heart, then she herself blushed with shame, and knocked all the self-righteousness of the past ten years against the wall It's fine to touch it.

The policeman said, "Is this just a matter of your ability? Alright, let me introduce you."

Ning Jue hesitated, and before he could refuse, the little policeman changed the subject.

She was tormented in her heart, she wanted to go, but she didn't really want to go, she went, but she couldn't remember, she was ashamed, seven hundred yuan a month was better than wandering on the street.

But now, she has to think back to her naive thoughts when she was five years old. She made such a decision. When she sees the good things of Xie's family, she must think back. She also had the opportunity to live here, which is better than dying. Spending time in the building... torture yourself every day?She doesn't want to.

But she didn't go - 700 yuan was in front of her, and she was very curious about the life of this family.

The two thoughts were intertwined, and they were in a decisive battle. After three hundred rounds of fighting in her mind, the sky was dark, and she finally made up her mind. If you don't go, if you don't go, just pretend you haven't seen it, don't know, how can you regret the decision you made? ?When did Ning Jue regret doing something?With a single mind, she will no longer hang out at the police station.

But when someone came to her, they finally said they had found a suspect and asked her to go and have a look as evidence.

She pushed the door open, and saw a bearded man sitting behind the railing, with his head down and his cheeks drooping. He was about forty years old, like a decayed stalk.The sound of the iron door being pushed open made him raise his head slightly, and Ning Jue immediately recognized that this was the truck driver.

Just as he was about to speak, there were three more people standing outside the railing, two police officers, and a man in a suit with a big back, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and holding a Leica camera in his hand.

A policeman suddenly turned his face and introduced to the man in the suit: "Secretary Zhang, this is what I said earlier, Ning Jue."

"She was the one who saved Miss Xie," another policeman added.

Secretary Zhang turned back, looked at Ning Jue with restraint and humility, and then turned around: "Yes, you can try it for three or four days first."

The old policeman seemed to have gotten through with the little policeman who had chatted with him before, and knew about the nanny, and a few words settled the matter.

Ning Jue said, that's it, she recorded a statement, how things happened on a certain day, a certain month, and what she did... Repeatedly, this time Secretary Zhang was listening by the side, and she didn't know her identity. After hearing this, he corrected his expression and asked Ning Jue, "Did she say anything about the woman you saved?"

Ning Jue told the truth: "She said, let her die. I said, I don't care, it's God's business."

The old policeman pretended to be serious: "My God, learn more about materialism!"

But everyone was used to talking about God, and they didn't seem to be superstitious anymore, so they bluffed her with a straight face, asked a few more questions, and asked her to sign.Only then did Secretary Zhang notice that she signed smoothly: "You can read."

"I can write my own name."

"It's very good. What kind of blind stream is this? This is an unemployed youth." The old policeman kept saying good things. thinking about things.

Secretary Zhang said, if you are not busy now, take her to see her at home now. Ms. Xie is not here today, so you can get acquainted first, and the salary for the probationary days will be calculated.

Ms. Xie is not here?Her heart is alive, she is active, and plans to go, see the world, and after seeing the world, she will find an excuse to steal a worthless but conspicuous thing, and when the probationary period fails, she will come back naturally.

Seeing the world?No, I'm afraid what I saw was just another life of myself.

Where would she be if she hadn't run away at the beginning, and her life hadn't been separated from this fork in the road of social youth.

But why she did that when she was five years old, she couldn't tell in her heart, but when she went back to that moment, she would still raise her slingshot, reach for her wallet, and escape from the car that changed her life.