red dust under the lamp

Ning Jue rejected Xie Yichen's invitation to dance.

In fact, what does the word dance refer to behind it?Do you mean to ask her to dance?Or just a question?Ning Jue didn't think too much, worried that if she thought too much, she would be drawn into that atmosphere, and if she paid too much attention to Xie Yichen, she would forget about her own affairs.

In addition to sacrifices, there is always firewood, rice, oil and salt.

In addition, she bought two catties of suet and boiled lard into an enamel jar, scooped it out white and smooth, fried mustard greens, mixed noodles, added two poached eggs, and when Xu Liwen finished work, the room smelled like home.

As soon as he came back, he saw Ning Jue stretching out his legs on the bed, and saw Ning Jue resting her face on the small square table, her legs dangling carelessly on the edge of the bed.On the table is a bowl of lard noodles, and extravagantly added eggs.

"Why didn't you come back last night?" He asked while taking off his coat.

Last night, Ning Jue stayed at Xie's house. There was no phone here, and Ning Jue didn't have the intention to report to anyone.

She raised her eyelids wearily, she was tired of waiting, and couldn't keep a good face: "I went out to find a wild man."

"What are you talking about..." Xu Liwen was not happy. He was angry in the production crew today. He didn't know who always saw that he was not going well. He reshot seventeen or eight times by filming the scene where he was slapped. His I actually received a lot of slaps, and I laughed and nodded, acting, what happened to the slaps?But he was really upset, what kind of TV series is this?It's a bad sitcom, what sitcom?Who heard of it?How many people could slap him in Pingdu?

In Pingdu, he is a dragon and a phoenix among people. When he came here, he had to start with a carp... Right now, he is still on the chopping block.

He swallowed his anger, and when Ning Jue came back, he was sprayed with a gun. He endured a sentence, and suddenly his masculinity spewed out: "Who are you looking for?"

"Just looking for it on the street." Ning Jue was talking nonsense as usual. Not only did she do serious things, she also met decent people, but she didn't like being interrogated like this, so she bit her casual tone.

"I asked who did you go to? What did you do?" Xu Liwen raised his voice.

Ning Jue saw that he was not going well today, and rubbed his face: "Let's eat."

She moved away from the table on the bed, Xu Liwen took a look, and suddenly his face was extremely ugly.

How could Ning Jue take such good care of him and cook for him?Usually, at most, he would leave the leftovers for him—why did he suddenly change his temper today?How can you do this other than a guilty conscience?

He immediately felt that he had caught Ning Jue's handle, grabbed her morally tainted little tail, and quarreled loudly: "I won't eat! What did you do yesterday? Whose house did you go to? Where did you sleep?"

Ning Jue immediately became impatient, she was never good at coaxing anyone: "If you like to eat but you don't eat, why are you crazy here?"

"You eat mine, drink mine, live in mine, what's wrong with me asking you a few words?"

"Didn't I tell you? I went to the street to find a wild man, slept with a wild man, and then came back. You can't understand Chinese?" Ning Jue stood up on the ground looking for shoes, but his shoulder was pushed hard. The fried noodles fell on the bed sheet, stained with a sticky sauce color, she staggered a bit, her mind was suddenly not so clear, and she became confused.

Xu Liwen pushed her, as if smashing a pot of delicate flowers on the concrete floor.He seemed to be frightened by himself too, but the beast in his heart has inertia when it hits the car. He couldn't stop the car for the time being, and with his hands on his hips, he said fiercely: "Look at your own attitude! Can you speak well? I asked you yesterday Where did you go tonight?"

With a confused mind, Ning Jue lowered his head and said nothing.

Xu Liwen said: "I brought you here from Pingdu. What are you doing here? I'll ask what's the matter? Who knows what you usually do."

Ning Jue tried to calm down, using a breeze to blow away the haze in her mind.During this period of time, everyone's pressure was overwhelming, but the pressure was invisible and intangible. We only knew that we would be out of breath after living for a long time.

It is the house, the future, the job, the RMB, the clothes, the style, and everything that is impenetrable in life.

They were all out of breath, and Ning Jue tried to figure out the reason why Xu Liwen got angry today, and then thought about her own problem, why couldn't she speak well——

But the thinking stopped, she didn't speak, it was considered to be wrong, it was considered to be acquiescence.

The silence fueled anger, Xu Liwen picked up the table and pushed it away, trying to pull up Ning Jue's collar: "What did you do behind my back—"

Snapped--

Ning Jue swung his arms round and slapped him.

The memory of him being slapped came back, one, two, three, four... slap, action...

"You—?" He was angry, his anger reached its peak, and he pressed on Ning Jue. He had strong fists and a strong body, and he returned Ning Jue.

Then Ning Jue's face suddenly blurred, turning into a director, a producer, a scene record, a camera, an actor, a light, and every face in the smoky mist of the crew. He pressured him, pissed him off, hated them for not treating him well, and he punched him again.

The ecstasy hit her, all limbs felt comfortable, he swung his fist and hit her twice, and then—then he felt a sharp, severe pain in his lower abdomen.

Ning Jue kicked him there!

The severe pain made him shrink violently, like a boiled shrimp, his face was blue and purple, and his mind suddenly understood... What did he do?He hit Ning Jue?Just because of a few words?He suddenly turned pale and wanted to explain. Ning Jue had already jumped out of bed, without looking at the cloth shoes he had stepped on, and walked out barefoot, throwing a jar of solidified lard on the ground.

Ringing the bell, banging and rubbing, she fell wherever she went.

He was eager to catch up with her, but when she stepped outside, she finally drew a knife from her belt.

When he was in Pingdu, Ning Jue carried it with him, and now it showed up with a cold light.

"I won't ask! I won't ask! I'm blind..." He immediately knelt down for her, under the peeping eyes from all directions.

"I'm a slut, stay away from me." Ning Jue looked calm, turned and left decisively.

It was true, she was not particularly angry.She sees life indifferently like a fleeting cloud. She has seen many scenes of life and death. She has been beaten a lot, and a lot of people have been beaten. I lost her—but there are also many lovers who turned their heads and hugged each other.

But Ning Jue suddenly remembered that when she came, she took advantage of Xu Liwen. She knew in her heart that among many improvised things, including her coming to Haijing, she was just improvised, why did she suddenly forget?Suddenly planned to be moved by Xu Liwen and think that he fell in love with him and wanted to live with him?

She knew that she was a bitch, an ungrateful dog that would bite after eating... If Xu Liwen hadn't hit her, she would still be so oppressed by her own guilt that she didn't know how to leave.

It's good now, she is grateful to Xu Liwen for hitting her, now she has an excuse, she seized the handle and dumped him logically.Now Haijing is so big that it looks like a vast ocean from south to north. How can two fish meet in the sea?She just stays away.

She walked on the road with bare feet. Haijing's plain concrete road was free of glass shards and hard stones. Although it was uncomfortable to walk on, she felt happy physically and mentally. Except for her red and swollen eyes, she was perfect.

The money brought from Pingdu is always pinned to the waistband of her trousers. When she comes, she is relaxed and when she leaves, she has no conscience. It doesn't matter whether he is right or wrong, whether Xu Liwen is a good person, and whether she will change it later - she walks around Going there is just for what she thinks in her heart, and everyone is an excuse for her to go down the slope.

She knows Xu Liwen's character well, Xu Liwen will definitely stare at the traces of lard noodles and blame himself, think of her goodness in Ning Jue - then think about it, think of her badness in Ning Jue, and then find an excuse for him to beat someone himself Find a suitable reason for your actions.In the end, when he found someone else who could replace Ning Jue, the matter was let go.

If it was in Pingdu, Xu Liwen would not be forced out of this side. A decent person is always in a decent place, but she dragged him to a place he is not used to. Is her home.

Everything here is reasonable.

Xu Liwen didn't catch up, maybe she walked too fast, maybe she threw him off when he knelt down and stood up again.

Now when she turned her head, only her own shadow was left following the steps. Under the streetlight, she was walking barefoot. The night bus slowly passed by and stopped at the side of the road. The driver got down and peed on the side of the road. Ning Jue looked at the terminal on the bus. jump in the car.

Early in the morning, when Aunt Shu got up to buy groceries, Ning Jue fell asleep at the door. She let out a scream and muttered. Ning Jue opened her eyes in a daze, understood a few words, and explained, "It doesn't matter, I'll come soon." I didn't knock on the door a little late, and I came a little earlier today."

She avoided the swollen and bruised face and dirty bare feet to explain, Aunt Shu didn't say anything and let her in.

Ning Jue pulled a plastic stool and sat in the bathroom, fetched a basin of water to gently wipe his face, scooped up the rest of the water to wash his feet, and the dirty water flowed out along the drain. Ning Jue was stunned for a while, and the door was locked pulled away.

On the wheelchair, Xie Yichen's eyes lingered on her body, and finally settled on both sides of his cheeks.

But she didn't say anything, she closed the door slowly, opened it after a while, and put a pair of clean blue slippers with white flowers on the ground.