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In his later years, Qin Siyu suffered from Alzheimer's disease, very suddenly, without any warning.

At the beginning, I only occasionally forgot what I was going to do later, and I couldn’t remember for a long time, and my mind seemed to go blank for a moment; gradually, Qin Siyu even forgot how to go home, that is, the fork in the road , she didn't know whether to go left or right, it seemed that everything was right and nothing was right.As a last resort, Qin Siyu called An Zhi, and aggrieved her to pick him up home. At that moment, An Zhi realized that her lover was sick.

"This disease is very common in the elderly population. There are many factors, such as family inheritance, head trauma, depression, etc. At present, there is no unified scientific explanation, but this disease is not fatal, and it is well taken care of. If not, Dean Qin is fine, so please don't worry too much."

An Zhi nodded peacefully, she is not worried, she will take good care of Si Yu.But after Qin Siyu found out about her illness, she secretly cried several times. She wasn't afraid of death, it's just that she would forget everything that happened before when the illness ended.

She will forget Anzhi again.

"It's okay, I still remember you."

An Zhi found Qin Siyu who was still crying in the bathroom. After so many years, she was still so strong that she didn't want to cry in front of An Zhi.

Gently wiping away the tears on Qin Siyu's face, An Zhi said to her softly.

"I know that you are my wife, that you are Linlin's mother, and that you are my only love."

"Si Yu, don't cry, it's okay."

"I will remember everything for you."

During the time when the illness was just diagnosed, Qin Siyu did nothing and concentrated on writing his memoirs.She deliberately chose a thick notebook, opened the cover, and wrote this line on the first pure white page.

You are Qin Siyu, and Anzhi is your wife.

Just looking at this line of text, she already had a little sense of security.Memories will fade and be forgotten, but as long as the recorded words are preserved properly, they can be left forever in the world.Even if Qin Siyu forgot everything in the future, when she opened this notebook, she would be able to know everything that happened before again.

This is a good idea, but it takes a little bit of pen, ink and paper to put it into practice.A notebook is simply not enough for Qin Siyu. There are too many good memories worth recording down. They are all treasures in her life, and Qin Siyu doesn't want to give them up.

Qi Lin came back once during the period, she was alone without Yi Qing.After so many years, Qi Lin has finally recovered from a human infant form to an adult appearance, except for those eyes, he looks like Si Yu everywhere.She has been busy and finally came back once. The two mothers were very happy and cooked a large table of dishes.Originally, Qin Siyu's taste was heavy and he liked spicy food. After decades, he has become as bland as An Zhi.

There was a dish of crystal shrimp, a signature local dish. Qin Siyu picked up chopsticks for Qi Lin and said with a smile, "Your mommy likes this best, we will save some for her later."

Qi Lin was stunned, not daring to move her chopsticks, she reminded her mother in a low voice.

"But mom, isn't mommy here?"

Qin Siyu paused, as if she saw An Zhi sitting beside her, and she didn't understand why she said that just now.An Zhi didn't respond, she put down the bowl and chopsticks, and took Qin Siyu's hand.

Don't be afraid, it's fine.

An Zhi raised a relieved smile, "I'm too tired, let's eat first."

The originally beautiful reunion dinner became tasteless and tasteless because of this episode.Qi Lin chewed the food in his mouth abruptly, his expression stiffened.Birth, old age, sickness and death are the laws of the human world, even if she is a god, she can't intervene to stop it.

"Linlin, before Yao Rui said that she wanted to see you, have you gone?"

After eating, the family sat on the sofa and chatted, An Zhi asked.

Yao Rui, an independent woman, has worked hard all her life outside, but she has not earned much money and her savings are pitifully small.Fortunately, there is Hua Zhishu's funding, otherwise I really don't know what the miserable life of old age will be like.

I don't know who told Yao Rui about the existence of Qi Lin, but Yao Rui made harassing calls to An Zhi and Qin Siyu every day, demanding that Qi Lin must go to her, otherwise no one would be happy with the next life.After all, it was his daughter who did this, so An Zhi contacted Qi Lin and asked her to meet Yao Rui, and it would be best if he could make up for her.

"Go." Qi Lin's voice was a little helpless, "Take out the status of an elder to put pressure on me, threatening that I must give her a strong fortune in the next life, or I will take out my anger on you two."

Qin Siyu frowned, "Why is she so narrow-minded?"

An Zhi smiled and glanced at Si Yu. In terms of narrow-mindedness, these two people are probably not laughing at each other.

"and then?"

"I can only accept it." Speaking of this, Qi Lin feels a little wronged. She has become a god for so long, and no one dares to threaten her. However, she still has no choice but to deal with Aunt Yao Rui. I'm going to deduct my merits."

"Will you still be a child?"

"No, not that much."

Speaking of Yao Rui, Qi Lin thought of another person, and she couldn't help sharing it with the two mothers.

"By the way, I also met Lu Gubei."

It's been a long time since I heard this name, and Anzhi didn't remember who it was for a moment.Probably really old, it took two or three seconds for An Zhi to remember that it was the reincarnation of the black dragon.

"What's up with him?"

Like Yao Rui, do you also want to have better luck in the next life?

Qi Lin shook her head, she said: "He asked me if there is any way to make him stay with Zhou Shan in the next life."

Lu Gubei's life can be said to be full of misfortune, and it can also be said to be envious of others.I was not born well, dropped out of high school, and had no savings, but I was able to have a beautiful wife who took care of the family, and a smart and lovely daughter.In the first half of their lives, the husband and wife were impoverished, and in the second half of their lives, thanks to their daughter, they had a fairly stable old age.

Zhou Shan suffered a little bit. She worked too hard when she was young, and she planted the roots of many diseases. She was ill for a long time, and she was not relieved until she passed away.After Zhou Shan left, Lu Gubei was devastated and often cried in front of his wife's portrait.To Lu Gubei, Zhou Shan is not only his wife, but also the only light in his dark life.He was impoverished in this life, with no prospects and skills, and Zhou Shan suffered a lot with him.In the next life, Lu Gubei wants to make up for her, and wants to make up for what he failed to give her in this life, such as diamond rings, weddings, and a family.

So Lu Gubei found Qi Lin, and Qi Lin understood what he was thinking, but he didn't respond, he just asked.

"How do you know that she has suffered in the past life and wants to be with you in the next life?"

Lu Gubei was stunned, and then he looked up to the sky and laughed, smiling, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

He didn't force any more, and walked towards the end of death in despair.

The former clansmen left this world one by one.As one grows older, each dragon becomes more and more aware that longevity is not a blessing, but a cruel torture.

In the second year of Qin Siyu's illness, she forgot who she was and everything in the past. She only remembered that she was waiting for a girl, a girl named An Zhi, who she liked, and she wanted Wait for her to come back.

"Siyu, I am Anzhi, I am the person you are waiting for, and I am by your side."

Qin Siyu looked at the person in front of him, and his gaze stayed on her cloudy but still gentle eyes. She pushed her away angrily, and denied loudly.

"You are not Anzhi!"

"I remember what she looked like, I remember it very clearly! She was wearing a blindfold, right eye!"

Don't try to lie to her, don't pretend to be Anzhi to cheat her feelings, she can only like Anzhi, if she likes other people, Anzhi will definitely be jealous and angry.

Qin Siyu put on her shoes in a panic, she doesn't want to be trapped here, she wants to find An Zhi.

How could a person who had forgotten everything go out under such circumstances, An Zhi quickly locked the door behind her, and she tried to hug Qin Siyu to stabilize her emotions.But Qin Siyu didn't allow her to approach at all, if he got a little closer, he would be pushed away forcefully.

In those eyes that were once full of love, now there is only vigilance and defense left, like a cat that has been overly frightened, only distrusting humans.

The second stage of Alzheimer's disease - restlessness, often walking around.Many elderly people are lost in this way, and when they are finally found, they are already a cold corpse.

An Zhi had no choice but to appease Qin Siyu, she dug out the eye mask that had been discarded for a long time from the medicine box.Anzhi took it off with great difficulty back then, but now he puts it back on again.

"Si Yu."

An Zhi stood behind Qin Siyu, calling her name softly.

Qin Siyu turned her head impatiently, and the fierce look on her face shattered the moment she saw the white blindfold. She was no longer angry or disgusted, but there was still a trace of hesitation and doubt deep in her eyes.

"Are you Anzhi?" She asked uncertainly.

Are you my Anzhi?

"I'm Anzhi."

An Zhi walked over step by step with a cane. With long white hair, eye patch and silver cane, it was An Zhi, indeed An Zhi.Qin Siyu gradually relaxed her tense body, she held An Zhi's face in both hands, and observed it carefully.An Zhi didn't move at all, and let her look at him.

"Why are you so old now?" Qin Siyu gently placed a kiss on Anzhi's forehead, "Why is my Anzhi so old?"

An Zhi wanted to cry, but in the end she laughed. She said, "I am old, but you are still so young and beautiful."

In my heart, you will always be the red-haired girl in the student uniform under the setting sun.

Another year later, Qin Siyu was admitted to the ICU.As he was dying, Qin Siyu kept calling An Zhi's name, and the nurses who were taking care of him all had red eyes, and silently retreated.An Zhi sat beside the hospital bed, tightly holding Qin Siyu's hand.

"I am here, I am here."

Qin Siyu opened her eyes vaguely, probably because she was returning to the light, or returning to the lantern, she remembered everything before.

She has no regrets in this life, if she insists on saying it, she is just a little bit unwilling.

Unwilling, Anzhi just gave up on her and left alone for six years.

"In the next life, don't push me to other people." Qin Siyu said with difficulty, every word was as angry as a thread, "Even if I forget you, I have someone I like."

"You want to take me back too."

"Okay, I will desperately snatch you back." An Zhi smiled and shed tears. She pressed Qin Siyu's forehead and murmured softly, "Even if you forget, I will make you fall in love with me again."

"So you go slower."

An Zhi held Qin Siyu's face, cried and begged, "Wait for me."

Qin Siyu smiled, she wanted to wipe the tears off An Zhi's face, but she didn't even have the strength to move her fingers.

don't cry.

I'm waiting for you.

Qin Siyu slowly closed his eyes.

I'll wait for you to come to me.

The author has something to say: there is another chapter, which is the next life.

Maybe it will be released directly today. If it is released, it will be the end of the full text.

I was crying again when Si Yu fell ill. I really felt that they had spent such a long life.

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