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After the operation, Anshui consulted Anzhi's opinion on the issue of going abroad, and wanted to hear her daughter's opinion.After all, with this departure, the mother and daughter are likely to stay in the United States and never come back.

Anzhi didn't hesitate too long, the imperial capital was never her home, and as for Xijing, there was no reason to go back.Qin Siyu and President Xi Mu stayed together and loved each other for a lifetime. She has completed her role as a supporting role, and it is time for her curtain call to be honored.So Anzhi agreed to his mother's suggestion, simply packed his suitcase, and followed his mother to the other side of the ocean.

Life in a foreign country is always difficult to adapt at first.Unfamiliar language environment, different ethnic groups and eating habits, all these are factors that need to be overcome.

They live in Miami, Florida, which is a city with plenty of sunshine and abundant rainfall. The whole city feels like a sunny and cheerful boy of sixteen or seventeen, youthful and energetic.The skateboard girl on the street, the hip-hop boy on the basketball court, and the enthusiastic? Kind? classmates in school, together build a bright? landscape in Anzhi's gray? life.

Although racial discrimination and campus bullying also exist here, but these bad things did not happen to An Zhi, maybe because of her conspicuous white hair, the students always Is it quiet about this? The Chinese students have a little more patience and compassion.The teamwork? They also try their best to take care of her at all times, always giving priority to safety, and they even made up a special meme for this.

Ann first, lady first.

Although women are preferred, but also in front of Ann also later.

Ann is Anzhi's? English name. Except for her mother and Adele, no one else calls her? Chinese name.

Occasionally, Anzhi would be in a trance, as if the current? She was separated from the previous? Anzhi, no one knew her?

Adele is a Chinese girl, tall, thin, passionate, and beautiful. According to her, her grandfather's generation has already taken root in the United States.Although Adele can speak Chinese, he no longer has the introvertedness and reservedness of Chinese people.She will turn her blackness into a golden yellow, just to look more wild and sexy; the original fair skin is deliberately tanned into a honey-like brown, and Adele only wears it in summer Vest and shorts, walking on the street is full of men who come to strike up a conversation.

She claims to be bisexual and is able to "go out" with guys as a little "Niaoyiren" and occasionally "bring home" hot "girls" from "bars".An Zhi bumped into her a few times, they lived in the adjacent apartment, and they often met in the elevator hall and corridor.Such a situation is inevitably a little embarrassing. An Zhi kept silent? Kissed?But she saw everything, she saw Adele's inexplicable smile at her, she was flustered.

"You like women, don't you?"

When we met to write a thesis in the library? Adele closed the computer and said this to An Zhi.

It was so sudden, without any precautions, An Zhi was stunned for a moment, trying to deny and cover up, his eyes flustered and a little helpless.Is she really? Cute? No, Adele put her hands on her cheeks and asked with a smile.

"Want? Don't? Fall in love with me?"

"I? I like you a little bit."

Probably more than a little bit, but? Adele won't admit it.

"I..." An subconsciously wants to refuse, Adele is just a friend to her, and Anzhi has no plans to devote himself to the next relationship.

"Is there someone you like?" Adele saw Anzhi's? Hesitant, very caring? Asked.

A figure jumped out quickly, it was dusk, she was standing at the door of the classroom, against the light, her eyebrows and eyes were vivid, and she walked towards her.

Every step stepped on An Zhi's heart, this man walked into her heart step by step under the warm sunshine.

"Anzhi, I? I like Xi Mu."

"Anzhi, do you think Xi Mu doesn't like me?"

"Anzhi, Xi Mu confessed to me."

The voice is so gentle and sweet, why did you say it? Every word she said made her heart hurt? It hurts.

Anzhi took a deep breath, and forcibly cut off the chaotic memories. She held her arm and replied to Adele.

"No."

"I don't have anyone I like."

"Then consider me? How about?" Adele said with a smile, "Is there a beautiful and sexy? Girlfriend is not good?"

An Zhi looked at Adele quietly, she should have refused, she could have refused, but that face shining brightly in the sun seemed to be a little bit different from the person in her memory. combine.

What a coincidence? Anzhi nodded. She didn't even realize what kind of choice she had made, and even regretted it in the next second, wanting to end this ridiculous idea as soon as possible.But Adele came over and hugged her ecstatically. The unfamiliar hug and body temperature made Anzhi's whole body freeze. She raised her hand, and before she could push hard, a soft murmur sounded in her ear.

"An Zhi An Zhi."

"I? Really? I really like you."

That hand froze, and then limply? It slowly fell down.

Forget it.

So be it.

Give Adele a chance, and give herself a chance.

Anzhi's life has turned a page. At the age of 20, he ushered in his first love, which was a bit late.

Although An Zhi knows nothing about love, she has to admit that Adele is really a caring, extreme lover, with lots of flowers, gifts and dates.On the first day of the relationship, Adele sincerely and proactively explained all her love history, including those sexual partners. Foreign countries are very open about this aspect, but it is not a big deal.But because Anzhi is too pure, and her past resume is as clean as a blank sheet of paper, Adele rarely feels guilt and pressure.

Originally, they could roll into bed in three days, but after a month, they were still holding hands and hugging.

In the second month, Adele tried to kiss Anzhi, but was turned away.

She sensed that something was wrong, but she kept it in her heart and didn't say it. Chinese people are well-known to be reserved. Adele felt that maybe she was too anxious.An Zhi is very good, different from her previous lovers, she deserves her little by little company and waiting.

In the fourth month, on the 64th anniversary of their [-]-day relationship, Adele invited Anzhi to her apartment for a candlelight dinner.Red wine and steak are standard. Dim? lighting and soft? music create an ambiguous? atmosphere, like the opening of a good? night.

An Zhi was overwhelmed with alcohol, a glass of red wine was already stained with a delicate blush, and her eyes became blurred, as if covered with a hazy mist, becoming unreal.The figure on the opposite side was also in a trance, and she looked vaguely at this person walking over. It was a familiar face with exquisite facial features and cold eyebrows.

No matter how many times you watch it, it will still be as amazing as the first time you saw it.

Is she going to? Kiss herself?

An Zhi felt dizzy, so she raised her face, took the initiative to greet her, and called her name softly.

"Si Yu..."

If Adele was struck by lightning, she couldn't believe what she heard. She grabbed An Zhi's jaw and asked angrily, "Who do you think I am?"

"Who is Si Yu?"

An Zhi didn't know how to answer her, she smiled softly and shed tears at the same time.Why? Ask her, don't? Ask her, she doesn't know the answer, who is Siyu, who is Qin Siyu.

She doesn't know, does she really? Don't know.

After that day, Anzhi and Adele broke up. It seemed that this relationship? It was just a beautiful? Misunderstanding, a chance? Meeting.That beautiful and sexy girl returned to her previous "bohemian" life, and Anzhi never made such a mistake again.

Her heart is too small. After holding a person, it is difficult to pull it out, and others cannot be inserted.

Graduation, further studies, work, no feelings? This stumbling block on the road to success, Anzhi's life in the future? Has been smooth and flat? It is enviable.Love and desire seem to be completely cut out of her body. Outside of work, An Zhi is either doing volunteer work, or accompanying her mother to the park to bask in the sun and buy a baguette. Feeding the pigeons in the park.

The years are quiet and the world is stable.

Before adulthood, time is very slow, every minute and every second seems to have substance; after adulthood, time is like sand that can't be grasped in the palm of your hand, and it keeps flowing down. When he was 40 years old, his mother passed away, and suddenly there was a hole in Anzhi's heart, and nothing could fill it.

An Shui's departure hit her hard, and An Zhi was depressed for a long time. She even tried to find spiritual sustenance in religion.But all of this was of no use. As she was visibly aging with the naked eye, all kinds of diseases lurking in her body began to recur again. Rheumatism, asthma, and cervical spondylosis were all tormenting her. She was in pain.

The deadline is approaching, Anzhi looks back on his life, and finds that there are too many regrets and too little happiness, but it cannot be said to be a miserable life.

Enough, as an ordinary person, enough.

Before she died, she wanted to go back to Xijing to have a look.

When he left, An Zhi came back, already 50 years later.The city and the streets have completely changed. The strange place made her feel a little scared. Anzhi returned to her former home with her memory. original appearance.She stood downstairs, looking at the door that belonged to her?

Windows, long time? No movement.

"Grandma, what are you looking at?"

An Zhi lowered his head to see that he was a five or six-year-old?little? boy, his eyes showed a shrewd? boldness? he was not afraid of strangers at all.

"Grandma is looking at her home."

"Then why don't you go home?"

An Zhi smiled, she has always been gentle, even in her old age, she is an elegant and kind? old man?.

"Near nostalgia? Timid."

Leaning on a cane, she walked up layer by layer, a little difficult? climbing the stairs.Unexpectedly, the door belonging to her house was not covered with dust and cobwebs, it seemed that someone had wiped it specially.

Anzhi took out the key and opened the door. The inside seemed to be forgotten by time? It was still the layout of 50 years ago.She walked in and found that there were messy papers scattered in the entrance, probably advertisements stuffed in from the outside.An Zhi picked it up and looked at it. At the first glance, his eyes froze.

It's not an advertisement, but a handwritten letter. The beginning of each letter is her name.

Anzhi.

Anzhi.

Anzhi.

Anzhi.

Anzhi, where have you been?

When will you come back?

Me? I broke up with Xi Mu.

Are you mad at me and never want to talk to me again?

I? Miss you so much. Where are you? How can I find? Get? You?

This is the fifth year, still not coming back?

It's been ten years, I've been angry for so long, it's time to calm down, come back, okay?

20 years have passed, have you forgotten about me, have you married someone else?Is she nice to you, with me? Is she nice to you?Don't do this, don't do this to me? Anzhi, please don't? Do this to me?

No. For 30 years, life has become a kind of torture for me. Recently, I always want to die. It’s just because I don’t want to be too different from you in my next life.You see, I? Even death is accommodating you.

No.40 years, I? Hate you, I? Love you.

Eyes? Tears patter? Falling on these six words, the handwriting was smudged by tears, and the paper surface was soaked.A burst of intense soreness rushed into her heart, her breathing was trembling, and every beat of her heart was tearing. Pain, pain? She couldn't breathe, and she covered her face in pain.

Why is it so.

why?

Why.

An Zhi cried for a long time, feeling like she wanted to shed the tears that hadn't fallen in her past life all at once.she will

?These letters were sorted and folded, and put into the pocket.

She wants to go to Qin Siyu, she wants to go to Qin Siyu.

Standing up tremblingly with the cane on, An Zhi closed the door, tucked the cane in her armpit, leaned on the railing and carefully walked down.Step by step, the steps are unusually heavy? Slowly.

The same slow and heavy footsteps came from below, one by one, and then stopped at the turning.

Anzhi raised his head, and time seemed to return to that evening 50 years ago at this moment.She walked down the stairs to go home alone, the process was slow and difficult, and Qin Siyu was standing not far away, silently looking at her.

The girl is no longer there, there are only two gray-haired, nearly seventy-year-olds here.The years have left cruel traces on the old man's face, and every trace made each other bloody and painful.

They were separated for 50 years during the best time of their lives, and they met again when they were nearing death.

"You're back."

Qin Siyu broke down in tears.

An Zhi closed his eyes, choked up so much that he couldn't say a word.

Ah, I? I'm back.

The author has something to say: Everyone knows that I have always loved fans, but I cried for more than an hour in this chapter.

When I thought about how they could not hold back their tears when they saw each other in their old age, I was still crying when I typed this line.

Qi Lin and Yi Qing won't write any more episodes, Kaiwen doesn't have this idea at the moment, senior sister is a little bit hurt towards Lily.

The income of this article is not high, and the data is not good, but I should not be able to write a better lily love story than these two daughters.

There are two more chapters to finish.

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