you may never have loved me

Qu's mother believes in Buddhism and has a fasting day every month.At that time, Qu Lingxi had just graduated from high school and had just received the university notice a few days ago. As a new era of five good young people, he had been indoctrinated with countless Marxist-Leninist ideas, and opposed and disdained Qu's mother's approach.

He was puzzled and troubled: "What's the use of doing this? There are no gods and Buddhas in this world."

Mother Qu was not annoyed, she just smiled and said, "That's good. It means that our Xiaoxi grew up in a healthy and happy environment."

Qu Lingxi was even more confused.

Mother Qu's eyes crooked with a smile, and her words were soft and gentle: "There is an old saying among us, if you don't encounter suffering, you don't believe in Buddhas and Gods. If you live well, of course you don't ask for anything, and you don't believe in anything."

Qu Lingxi tilted her head and asked blankly: "Then how are you doing?"

"Have a good time." Mother Qu gently stroked Qu Lingxi's soft hair, "But no, it's always been so good."

Qu Lingxi still didn't understand, Qu Ling dragged him into the living room like a fool, and scolded him: "You idiot. Both parents passed away before mom got married. At that time, for a little girl in her 20s Say, how uncomfortable. Be a little more superstitious now. Don’t try to persuade her, just prevent her from being cheated by those who sell health care products.”

After Cherish and Gu Shen broke up, they also wrote some letters strangely.It is said that Liangcheng is a holy place, he just wanted to visit it, and finally saw those idiots and resentful women, he actually became one of them, wrote a marriage lottery, and put a wishing lamp in the pool.

After much deliberation, he finally gave up those love wishes, and finally left two simple blessings.

The marriage is signed to wish the two of them can find happiness, and the wishing lamp wishes Gu Shen to live a long and worry-free life.Four years later, it is hard for Qu Lingxi to imagine what he did back then.

How generous is he?

But it was done, in a way that even in retrospect he found incredible.

Ever since Nathan knew that Qu Lingxi was Rob, she was more enthusiastic about him than ever.

Before, she was more than polite to Qu Ling, but not enough close, and even more alienated.After Qu Lingxi confessed his identity, this alienation gradually disappeared, and he really treated him like his younger brother.

Naisan took the initiative to invite Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen to their home for dinner.

Qu Lingxi readily agreed, and went to visit an old friend's house with Gu Shen hand in hand like a couple.

He thought he would see a table of hemp food, and he was already prepared in his heart, thinking that even if he didn't like it, he should not show it in the slightest, so as not to waste Nathan's heart.

However, when I opened the door to the backyard, I didn't see a table of sesame cakes and sesame wine, only a steaming hot pot.

There are a row of small bowls and dishes around the square table. The ingredients are rich in variety, and they look fresh-you must know that in a place like Liangcheng, it is difficult to really grow vegetables and fruits. Such ingredients need to be transported from other provinces. Come on, the good fruits have been transported for two or three days, and the leaves of the good vegetables have turned into rotten leaves. To be able to prepare such a large table of fresh meat and vegetables, Nathan must have prepared carefully for a long time.

Qu Lingxi was very pleasantly surprised, he and Gu Shen both sat down, facing the smiling Naishan and her youngest son Yima.

This feeling, this feeling, always reminded him of the hot pot meal when he came to Liangcheng for a trip.

Qu Ling rubbed Gu Shen's shoulder with pity, and asked softly, "Aren't Su and Yaya coming?"

Gu Shen helped him wipe the bowls and chopsticks, and he took it for granted, "I didn't ask them to come."

Qu Lingxi frowned: "Is it too late to call now?"

"Two less mouths to grab food from you." Gu Shen raised his eyebrows, as if he really thought about Qu Lingxi, "Isn't this good?"

Qu Lingxi: "..."

He pinched the back of Gu Shen's hand, "Am I really as edible as you said?"

Gu Shen also lowered his voice, "I touched your belly yesterday."

a bolt from the blue!

Qu Lingxi looked at Gu Shen in disbelief, "Really?"

Gu Shen nodded sincerely.

Oh my god, didn't you say that coming to Liangcheng to support education is very tempering?He's been here for two months, why does he even have a small belly?After a few more years, won't he become a beer belly?

Qu Lingxi's face was disheveled, so he had no choice but to vent his anger on Gu Shen, "It's all your fault. You've fattened me up."

Gu Shen took all the responsibilities calmly.

The hot pot is emitting hot smoke.

Gu Shen watched Nasang's mother and son put a plate of fresh beef into the pot, and said to Qu Ling, "Then you should eat less meat for tonight's meal."

How could Qu Lingxi agree, he opened his beautiful eyes and raised his eyebrows, "I don't, I just want to eat."

Gu Shen was amused by Qu Lingxi's appearance, and smiled slightly with the corners of his lips curled up.

Nathan looked at the two of them enviously, and said, "You two, you two have such a good relationship."

Qu Lingxi shrugged his shoulders noncommittally.

Gu Shen asked: "Nathan, do you have any pine nuts?"

Nathan smiled: "It's already ready."

She told Yima to bring it to the kitchen.Soon Qu Lingxi saw a plate full of pine nuts in addition to the meat full.

Without waiting for Qu Lingxi to explain, Gu Shen took the initiative to move the pine nuts in front of Qu Lingxi's eyes to his side, and peeled them one by one.Qu Lingxi was relaxed and at ease, without feeling any guilt, just as Gu Shen finished peeling one, he put it in his mouth.

Nassan felt hot in his heart, "How old is Mr. Gu this year?"

Gu Shen said frankly: "More than thirty."

Qu Lingxi deliberately said something, so old.

Unmoved, Gu Shen cooked another piece of fatty beef for Qu Lingxi, and put it in his bowl of dipping sauce.

Nathan: "Haven't got a family yet?"

Gu Shen nodded.

Nathan said regretfully, "How could such a thoughtful young man not have a family? I have a niece who is two years younger than Rob. But our Liang girl married early, and her parents urged her every day. Otherwise, the two of you see you?"

Gu Shen had already guessed the direction and end of the topic since Naisan started the topic.

He lowered his head and glanced at Qu Lingxi, the boy ate as if nothing had happened, as if he hadn't heard the conversation, and when he ate happily, he would show a satisfied expression of "the world is worth it".

Gu Shen looked away calmly and continued to help Qu Ling peel the pine nuts.He shook his hand and replied seriously to Nai Sang: "I still can't, I already have a sweetheart, but he hasn't promised me yet. Don't delay other girls."

Qu Lingxi gnawed on the pine nuts for a moment.

Hearing this, Naisan knew the meaning of Gu Shen's refusal, so he never mentioned the matter of arranging a meeting between his niece and Gu Shen, and said with regret: "Which family is it? No promise."

Gu Shen glanced at the boy who was working hard, and said with a smile, "Maybe it's because I think I'm old."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

After the meal, Nasang cleaned up the dishes, and Qu Lingxi stayed behind to clean up with him.Gu Shen accompanied Yima out for a walk to walk the dog.This little milk dog was picked up by Yima on the way to school. It is a typical stray dog. It is dirty all over. adoption.After raising it for several months, I became a little more obedient, at least I won't be as defensive as before when I meet people.

Nathan rolled up his sleeves and quickly washed the dishes with clean water.

Qu Lingxi chatted with her for a few words, then suddenly remembered something, and jokingly asked, "Naisan, will you introduce me to someone too?"

Nathan shook his head, "I remember you have someone you like, and you have waited for a long time for him, but now you haven't mentioned it to me much."

Qu Lingxi put down a clean dish, and said without changing expression: "Gu Shen is the one I've been waiting for for a long time."

Nathan looked at him in shock.

"Now it's time." Qu Lingxi smiled, "But I have been waiting for too long. So I have to give him a probationary period."

Nathan: "!"

Only then did Qu Lingxi get to the point: "So don't introduce him to the little niece or the eldest niece. I'm going to be angry."

With an old face red, Nathan shook her head again and again, saying that she would never do it again.

She also wished the two of them grow old together and be happy forever.

Qu Lingxi didn't accept it, "Let's talk about it, the probationary period hasn't passed yet. If after a while, he thinks it's better to go back to the big city to live the life of a rich man who spends money like water... Then I agreed early, wouldn't it be a waste of money?" ?”

Nathan doesn't understand, she doesn't understand how there can be price drop in love or not.

But Rob reads a lot, and he's always right.

Nathan quietly asked: "How long is the trial period?"

"I don't know." Qu Lingxi was absent-minded: "Let's talk about it."

Nathan nuzzled: "I think Gu Shen is fine in everything, except for work. Our ambulance team is still quite dangerous. If you are not careful, accidents will happen."

Qu Lingxi had no reaction on his face, and went home with Gu Shen at night. He even asked Gu Shen whether his work was "hard or tiring", whether he wanted to go back to city S, or even "whether he wanted to go back to country B" or not. asked out.

Gu Shen replied that he was not bitter or tired.

As for whether to go back...

Gu Shen stared at him, his tone was heavy, and he seemed a little angry, "You know why I came here."

The implication is that as long as Qu Ling regrets not going back, of course he, Gu Shen, will not go back either.

The boy's long eyelashes drooped down, and he was a little frustrated: "I heard from Naisan that being the guard of Liangcheng still has a lot of risk. If one is not careful, an avalanche, altitude sickness...lost one's life, it will be too late." Not without."

Gu Shen felt that Qu Lingxi was caring about him, and his mood recovered a lot.

Gu Shen smiled and said solemnly: "I will be careful."

Qu Ling regretfully disagreed: "This is an unexpected and force majeure accident. What's the use of being careful. Look at me four years ago, wasn't I very careful? Didn't I encounter a big avalanche."

"Curling pity."

"Ok?"

As soon as Qu Lingxi raised his eyes, he saw Gu Shen looking at him seriously, he was a little surprised, Gu Shen seldom called him by his first and last name like this.

Gu Shen rubbed his head and said solemnly: "I haven't caught up with you yet, so nothing will happen to me."

The author has something to say: the next chapter is over.

可能有1个番外，也可能无。感谢在2021-02-0116:23:52~2021-02-0415:44:25期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Mengshang Liulixue Ice Crystal Qingxin Star 1; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!