you may never have loved me

When Gu Shen came over, many things became much more convenient.

For example, the bed board that hurts people's backs, or the strange flickering light bulbs, and the shower that does not produce hot water from time to time.If Qu Lingxi was alone, he would probably be able to handle it, but according to his personality, he would either procrastinate or flee to nowhere with a mournful face.

One person is always more difficult than two.

After Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen supported each other for a week, everything was on the right track.

Xiao Zan smiled and told them that the apartment that he had applied for for Gu Shen had already come down, and they would not have to be crowded together soon.

Qu Ling cherishes the surface, thank God.

In fact, there was a burst of disappointment in my heart.

During this week, Qu Lingxi has tried teaching.He is just an art teacher, but because art is an interest class after all, he is arranged to be a people's teacher who combines mathematics, Chinese, and art.

It is conceivable how scarce the teacher resources in Liangcheng are.

Fortunately, there is only one class.Qu Ling regrets that he won't be unable to make ends meet.

After getting used to it for a while, he still has the energy to have two more rounds with Gu Shen at night.After the event, Qu Lingxi had an afterthought cigarette. He sat on the head of the bed, the smoke billowing up, thinking, career, lover, and beauty, he has all of them perfectly. If this is not a winner in life, what is it?

Qu Lingxi shook her legs triumphantly, Gu Shen came over with her chest bare, pinched off the cigarette in Qu Lingxi's hand without saying a word, and threw it casually into the trash can.

Qu Lingxi was caught off guard and glared at her lover: "What are you doing!"

Gu Shen looked at him with sharp eyes: "When did you learn to smoke?"

Qu Lingxi was taken aback for a moment, "I learned it a long time ago... Didn't you already know it?" Obviously, Gu Shen knew it when they first met in Liangcheng.

"Cherish won't." Gu Shen was still interrogating, "So in the past four years, when did you learn this bad habit?"

A very common sentence.

Qu Lingxi was pricked for no reason, he was like a hedgehog that had been trampled on his back, his hair was blown all over, he pushed and pushed Gu Shen, and shouted: "Okay, Cherish is Bai Yueguang, he doesn't know how to smoke, and he is very good at smoking." I love you, go find him."

Gu Shen was as quiet as a mountain, so heavy that Qu Lingxi couldn't move it no matter what.

He was about to cry.

Qu Lingxi exhausted her brute force: "You go."

Gu sighed deeply, held Qu Lingxi's hand and pressed Qu Lingxi's hand to press a gentle kiss on Qu Lingxi's lips. Fragments of light fell from the blue pupils, and he made up the figure of the person opposite: "I Where are you going? My Cherish is here, my beloved Qu Lingxi is here, baby, where do you think I am going?"

Qu Lingxi calmed down.

He huddled in Gu Shen's arms, tired of crying, sobbing and hiccupping: "...I, hiccup, learned to, hiccup, smoke when I was waiting for you in Liangcheng."

Gu Shen had already guessed, he patted Qu Lingxi's back, as if comforting a weak child, "Really?"

"I, hiccup, I learned all my bad habits at that time, smoking, hiccupping, and drinking." Qu Lingxi was very sad, because he was so ashamed and couldn't stop crying. It's a shame that I have always been able to do my job well and calmly, but it was ruined in one fell swoop. "When I was the saddest, I could smoke three or four packs a night, and the ashtray at Nathan's B&B was not enough for me... hiccup."

Gu Shen seemed to punish Qu Lingxi by spanking his ass.

Qu Lingxi became even more ashamed, curled up like a red shrimp.

"I have a lot more bad things than him, hiccup." Qu Lingxi flattened his mouth, "but I also have better things than him. He, the kind of young master, is very delicate, and thinks that material things can satisfy everything, dirty work I don’t want to do the tiring work. I’m much better than him... I’m holding several jobs now, and I’m still a people’s teacher... Hiccup, I can understand how you treated me badly before."

The beauty's hiccups are also two points more funny, not to mention crying hiccups, Gu Shen looked at the cute and pitiful, and thought to himself that such a baby, it's too late for others to hurt, why he almost lost it.

Gu Shen lovingly kissed the messy tears on Qu Lingxi's face.

After a long time, Qu Lingxi stopped crying and belching.

Gu Shen was suddenly blessed, and understood what Qu Lingxi was struggling with these days, "You, do you think that I like you four years ago more than you now?"

Qu Ling cherished her big beautiful eyes, thinking how he said it.

So straightforward, without any foreshadowing, it broke the matter.

Qu Ling shrank his neck regretfully, not wanting to say.

Gu Shen didn't force him to ask.

He got up and went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water, but he didn't expect that there was no hot water in the cold city in the middle of the night, so Gu Shen had no choice but to boil water temporarily, fetched a small basin and brought it to the bedroom, and helped Qu Lingxi to wipe his face.

Qu Lingxi had already calmed down, he couldn't believe that the person who was crying and hiccupping just now was himself.

He racked his brains, but he didn't understand how it happened all of a sudden.

After Gu Shen helped Qu Lingxi wipe her face, Qu Lingxi tilted her head and asked, "Tell me, did the cigarette I just smoked contain alcohol? Otherwise, why would I be like this?"

Qu Lingxi couldn't figure it out.

Gu Shen couldn't laugh or cry.

It's actually very simple. When Qu Lingxi first recovered his memory, he was full of precautions. He wasn't sure what Gu Shen meant, he wasn't sure about Gu Shen, he wasn't even sure what was going on in his heart.

After coming to Liangcheng for only one week, the two of them get along day and night, get along well with each other, eat and live together, sleep together, skin to skin, flesh to flesh, Qu Lingxi naturally let go of her heart without any precautions.

Late at night is the best time for people to be full of emotions. The two of them were just having a good time, and because of smoking, Gu Shen asked Qu Lingxi about the most obscure depths of his heart.

This is how it happened.

Gu Shen shook Qu Lingxi's feet, they were warm and cool, he remembered that there was more hot water, so he poured another basin and asked Qu Lingxi to put his feet down and wash them for him.

The warm water dipped into her ankles, and Qu Lingxi sighed in comfort.

Gu Shen really took good care of him.

The atmosphere is harmonious and quiet.

Gu Shen suddenly asked: "Do you think that what I care about is the you four years ago, not the you four years from now?"

"No." Qu Lingxi subconsciously denied, facing Gu Shen's burning eyes, he softened his voice again, "A little bit. I am so different from myself four years ago. A person has changed a lot, Is that still him? And... As for our future, Gu Shen, to be honest, I haven't figured it out yet."

Gu took a deep breath.The worst plan in his mind was that Qu Lingxi was already as indifferent to him and had no thoughts about him.

As it stands, not yet.

The current situation is much better than he imagined.

Gu Shen helped Qu Lingxi dry her feet, and put them back under the warm blanket.

"Everyone will change." Gu Shen said, "My personality and preferences are completely different between four years ago and four years later. But I am who I am, and I know who I like."

"Qu Lingxi." Gu Shen stared at him, "I can see myself clearly, if I don't love you, I won't hold you back."

Qu Lingxi lowered her eyes and said nothing.

Gu Shen continued: "I don't know how to do it, so you will believe it, so let's use my way to accompany you for the time being."

The two returned to bed.

Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen were lying on each other's necks, even breathing.

Qu Lingxi couldn't help but ask, "Am I a bit pretentious?"

"No." Gu Shen rubbed the hair on the back of Qu Lingxi's head, jokingly said, "No. Besides, it doesn't matter if the people's teachers do a little? You are a backbone teacher who has to take three classes a day."

Qu Lingxi buried herself in Gu Shen's arms and laughed.

Qu Lingxi was about to fall asleep, and suddenly asked: "Ah, what about you... such a huge company? Is it okay for the T family to not have you?"

"I kept the Cherish series." Gu Shen said, "I returned the others to Mr. Abbt's eldest daughter."

Qu Lingxi suddenly woke up from sleepy eyes, confused, "Eldest daughter?"

He remembered.Apart from Gu Shen, this cheap father also had a son and a daughter. The eldest son died unexpectedly long ago, so he tried to train Gu Shen to be his heir.

"Well." Gu Shen said, "It was also managed before. The property of the T family should not be left to me. But don't worry, I have a good relationship with her, and there will be no problems with the cooperation with Xilin."

Qu Lingxi was still staring at him blankly.

Gu Shen smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

"You..." Qu Lingxi still couldn't believe it, "Give up such a big company, and come to Liangcheng as an ambulance team?"

Gu Shen said: "Occupation does not distinguish between high and low. The investment I have invested in some companies over the years, as well as Cherish's profits, are enough."

Qu Lingxi still couldn't slow down.

He said: "I thought, I thought you separated from me because you wanted to be the heir."

"Believe it or not." Gu Shen said, "It has nothing to do with my interests when I leave. It's purely because I felt that I was not able to be with you at that time."

Qu Lingxi was silent for a long time, then said softly, "I believe, but you are wrong."

Gu Shen: "Well, I was wrong. I regret it."

The two met each other frankly at night, and returned to their original appearance during the day. In front of others, they were just acquainted friends.

Qu Lingxi found Nai Sang a long time ago and told him the cause and effect. She was Rob, but she didn't recognize them when she lost her memory.Naisang wept with joy, found out the postcard box that Qu Lingxi had kept with her, and asked him if he wanted any more.

Qu Ling smiled bitterly, "Yes."

He took the postcard box back to his current accommodation.In fact, after recovering his memory, he remembered exactly what was in the box, as if it was yesterday.It's nothing more than some words of love towards Gu Shen.

Qu Lingxi opened the box and looked through it one by one.

"Gu Shen, the snow-capped mountains are beautiful. Let's see them together if we have a chance."

"Gu Shen, I'm so bored. I learned to smoke and drink here. The ground sesame wine is terrible, but this is the only one here. I almost vomited after drinking it. I kept crying that day. Naishan asked me why I was crying. Are you here? Where? I don't want to cry."

"Gu Shen, I'm superstitious today. They say the Buddhist temple here is very spiritual. Do you know me, what do you want?"

Qu Lingxi put down the postcard, of course he remembered.

At the saddest moment, all he asked for was: "May he have a safe life and a long life. Best of all, he can always like me." Later, fearing that too many wishes would not work, he crossed out the last line.

Only the first sentence remains.