you may never have loved me

Gu Shen continued to leave early and return late.

He went out in the morning wearing the new clothes Qu Lingxi gave him, and when he came back at night and hung up his coat, Qu Lingxi could smell the faint fragrance of women's perfume on the coat.

The doorbell rings.

Outside the door is a delivery man, carrying their dinner today.Gu Shen has no time to prepare three meals a day for Qu Lingxi, his life is much busier than Qu Lingxi's.

Qu Lingxi didn't know how to cook, so she was cooking at home one day and almost burned the whole apartment down.After that, he decided to give up the horrible idea of ​​cooking for himself.

While tipping the delivery man, Qu Lingxi casually asked Gu Shen who was changing into pajamas in the bedroom: "Is your working environment better recently?"

Gu Shen walked over, took the takeaway from Qu Lingxi's hand, raised his eyebrows and said, "No, it's still in the back kitchen."

"... Oh." Qu Lingxi said calmly, "That's right."

He added: "But I think you take good care of your clothes, and there is no smell of oily smoke."

Gu Shen unwrapped the takeaway package and put Qu Lingxi's favorite red shrimp in front of him.

Hearing this, he laughed, and rarely called him "idiot" jokingly, "the back kitchen has work clothes, and all personal clothes are stored in the dressing room."

Qu Lingxi smiled and said, "Then I'm really stupid."

He knew that Gu Shen would wear special work clothes during his working hours, but the smell in the back kitchen of a restaurant was too strong, no matter how careful Gu Shen was in the past, it was inevitable that he would get a little bit of it.

Is this an exception?

But Qu Lingxi didn't take it to heart, he didn't think he would not be able to defeat the coquettish sluts outside.To be honest, during the period of dating with Gu Shen, there were too many Yingying and Yanyan rushing around Gu Shen, but it was not surprising.

According to experience, Qu Lingxi did not have a strong sense of crisis.

Until one day, Xiaoyuan said that she would come to country B to see her boyfriend, but in the end she might die at the sight of her boyfriend. Distance creates beauty, and staying together can only quarrel.Within two days, Xiaoyuan begged Qu Lingxi for help with her suitcase.

It was said to be a financial aid, but in fact Madoka's hotel had already been arranged.It's just to find Qu Lingxi to play.

Qu Lingxi's final project has just ended, and when she is free, she is also planning to spend some time with Xiaoyuan.

They wandered on the most famous luxury street in country B.Xiaoyuan's family background is not as good as Qu Lingxi's, and he is living a good life now. He can earn money purely by his own efforts, but if he encounters luxury items that exceed his budget and he hates them, he can only grit his teeth and leave.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo." the more i look at this bag, the more i like it, "it looks so good, it's a new product in this issue. But it's still too poor to even ask for the money of a house."

Qu Lingxi glanced at the price, and was a little shocked.

Although this was not as expensive as the birthday present given to Gu Shen a few weeks ago, it was because of the hemorrhage, so the luxury that could be bought by gnashing one's teeth, now one can't afford it after gnashing one's teeth.

Xiaoyuan couldn't put it down because of her love for this bag, but her financial strength didn't allow it, so she had to reluctantly let it go.

Qu Lingxi said casually: "Your boyfriend should be able to afford it." After all, the image of that elite man is still shining brightly in his heart and cannot be erased.

Hearing this, Madoka was not happy.

"He is him." Madoka said, "I am me. Why should I use his money."

It is precisely because Qu Lingxi has never been short of money since she was a child that she has not formed such a concept.He wondered, "but isn't he your boyfriend?"

Xiaoyuan asked back: "Gu Shen is still your boyfriend. Can you use his money casually?"

Qu Lingxi was even more puzzled: "Can't you?"

Xiaoyuan said in a good-tempered manner: "Of course. But you are not married, if you break up in the future, this kind of economic dispute is easy to be involved, commonly known as settling old scores. I don't think it's wrong to keep your own. If I have a low self-esteem, if my boyfriend keeps giving me money with Dogecoin, I will only feel that a relationship is like a nurturing. It’s so boring.”

Qu Lingxi fell silent.

I always feel that many of his handling in this relationship are inappropriate, but when I think about it carefully, I don't understand what is inappropriate.

Afraid that Gu Shen would find him annoying, he protected Gu Shen's privacy and did not pursue his boyfriend's private life to the end. This was the lesson Qu Ling gave him.His prospective brother-in-law was occupying his private space by staring at Qu Ling 24 hours a day, which made her sister very annoyed by the prospective brother-in-law.

Qu Lingxi thought to himself, he couldn't lose his boyfriend like this, so he tried his best to avoid restraining Gu Shen.

But his brain made him a rational lover, but his heart couldn't.After he frequently smelled the perfume on Gu Shen's clothes, he might be one step away from breaking down.

The two turned around, found nothing, and walked back to the original bakery shop, and could see the movement inside the shop through the window.

Qu Lingxi had something on her mind, so she didn't pay much attention.

But Xiaoyuan pulled him excitedly, and said, "Ah - someone bought the bag I fancy, and it's a beautiful woman."

Qu Lingxi said disapprovingly, "It's normal, the one you're looking at is a women's bag."

Xiaoyuan ignored Qu Lingxi's complaints, and said to herself, "Wow. The boyfriend of the beauty is so handsome. I haven't seen such an orthodox handsome guy in a long time. The beauty and handsome guy are so seductive. Fuck, why am I not the opposite sex? love."

Qu Lingxi was writing a text message to Gu Shen, asking him if he would come back for dinner tonight.

No wonder he asked this, they haven't seen each other for nearly three days.

soon.

Gu Shen wrote back: "Sorry. I'm very busy at work tonight."

Qu Ling asked anxiously: "Then can I call you now? I miss you."

Gu Shen said: "The chef is urging."

Qu Lingxi knew the importance of work to Gu Shen. It was really not easy for him to send money home every month to support his mother while taking care of his studies.

He thought to himself that he should be more considerate and considerate of his boyfriend.

Xiaoyuan pulled him and said, "Wow, it was his boyfriend who swiped the card. Cry and cry, when will I have such a considerate and handsome boyfriend."

Qu Lingxi was speechless, thinking to herself, isn't your boyfriend considerate and handsome enough?

Suddenly a gust of fragrant wind hit.

Qu Lingxi couldn't help but frowned at the very familiar taste.

Then, he saw his boyfriend, who was supposed to be working, walking out of the luxury store accompanied by a slim girl.

Subconsciously, Qu Lingxi turned around and turned her back to them.

Fortunately, they were not standing in the same direction as Qu Lingxi, and Gu Shen didn't see him.

"Her boyfriend is so tall. This young lady wears high heels, and she is much shorter than her boyfriend. It looks like 1.9 meters." Xiaoyuan was still envious, because he couldn't get any feedback from his friends, he took a picture angrily As soon as he touched Qu Lingxi's shoulder, he realized that something was wrong. He hugged Qu Lingxi in surprise, "Why are you shaking? Is it too cold? Are you still uncomfortable? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Qu Lingxi trembled uncontrollably for a long time, which lasted for 5 minutes.

For a long time, he wondered if he had some strange disease.

After a long while, he regained his strength, covered his eyes to prevent Xiaoyuan from seeing his distressed expression, and said in a calm tone, "Xiaoyuan. I want to go home."

Madoka was also taken aback by Qu Lingxi's state.

He said yes again and again, and looked at him worriedly: "Why don't I take you home."

"No need." Qu Lingxi begged with the last of her strength, "Please, I just want to go home..."

"Okay, okay." Xiaoyuan was frightened, he quickly put his arms around Qu Lingxi, "Go home, I'll call a car to take you. Don't cry, baby, don't cry."

Qu Lingxi didn't have any thoughts in his mind, he just wanted to put himself in a safe place as soon as possible, "going home" was the first and only thing he thought of.

Hearing Xiaoyuan's words, Quling Xicai silently thought, did he cry?

After returning home, Qu Lingxi wrapped her whole body in a quilt tightly.He didn't have to worry about someone knocking on the door suddenly, after all, no one would come in except Gu Shen.And he confirmed that Gu Shen would not come back tonight.

I should go with that girl.

The night shift and busy work are all deceiving him.

When she regained her strength, Qu Lingxi was belatedly worried about her trembling for 5 minutes.This is something he has not experienced in the past 20 years.

He looked it up online and found that it was a symptom of a mental illness called panic attack, not any organic disease. As long as he adjusted his mentality, it was unlikely to recur.

Qu Lingxi felt sleepy and closed her eyes again.

When he woke up, it was already dark.Quling Xicai remembered that she didn't draw the curtains, no matter how depressed she was, she still had to have a sense of safety.He got up and wanted to draw the curtains, but he vaguely felt a tall figure sitting on the bed.

Qu Lingxi gritted her teeth, reluctantly put aside the countless emotions in her heart, and tried her best to pretend that she didn't know anything, "Why did you come back suddenly?"

Gu Shen helped Qu Lingxi tuck the quilt, "My colleague helped me change the night shift."

Qu Lingxi let out a dumbfounded oh.

Gu Shen obtained Qu Lingxi's consent: "Turn on the light?"

Qu Lingxi: "Yes."

The two were speechless.

Qu Lingxi figured it out, got up suddenly and put on clothes, and tried to negotiate with Gu Shen as calmly as possible, "I know something, and I want to ask you."

Gu Shen looked at him quietly.

Qu Ling regretted, "Let's talk."

A pair of lovers sat on each side of the dining table, and the orange light fell.

Qu Lingxi forgot to take care of skin care at night, always feeling a bit vicissitudes.He felt that Gu Shen was also a bit heavy, and wanted to lighten up the atmosphere, and said with a smile: "I always feel that we are a little bit in court."

Gu Shen didn't think it was funny, he asked back: "Isn't it counted?"

Qu Lingxi was choked speechless.

After a moment of silence, Qu Lingxi spoke first: "I saw it."

Gu Shen: "What did you see?"

Qu Lingxi: "You are shopping with a lady, and your posture is very intimate."

Gu Shen nodded silently, expressing his understanding.

Qu Lingxi was angry and chilled by Gu Shen's unexplainable attitude, but she still couldn't say the words of responsibility.

He said slowly: "Don't you have anything to explain to me...how can you afford that bag?"

"As Gu Shen, I really can't afford it." Gu Shen said, "But being the illegitimate child of the T family is fine."

Qu Lingxi frowned: "What do you mean?"

Gu Shen said: "I am the illegitimate child of the T family."

Qu Lingxi still didn't understand.In other words, he understood it, but couldn't believe it, and asked several times in a row.Gu Shen repeated this sentence every time, "I am the illegitimate child of the T family."

This was beyond Qu Lingxi's expectation. He hadn't expected it at all. The negotiation seemed to have reached an unknown stalemate.Qu Lingxi said: "...So, what does this have to do with you shopping with other women."

Gu Shen said lightly, "It's related."

Qu Lingxi didn't understand at all: "What's the relationship?"

Gu Shen said: "The old man gave me a difficult problem. If I can't handle this little princess, I won't let me into the house." The little princess also despises him, and the relationship between them is currently only the relationship between the follower and the princess.

Carry shoes and bags for the princess, pick her up and send her home.

Fortunately, he thinks he can do these things with ease.

Qu Lingxi hasn't fully figured out the cause and effect yet, he's just angry at her boyfriend's concealment from him, "So what? You don't care so much about these extraneous things, do you?"

Gu Shen looked at him intently, his expression was too focused, as if he was saying goodbye to Qu Lingxi for the last time.

"I care." Gu Shen said, "Cherish, let's break up."

Qu Lingxi looked at him in astonishment.

He originally imagined that this negotiation would be Gu Shen begging for mercy on his knees, begging for his forgiveness, and repeatedly promising that there would be no other Yingying Yanyan by his side.

If so, Qu Lingxi thought that if Gu Shen had some time to investigate, he might still forgive him.

But he was so naive.

Gu Shen had no intention of continuing to be with him at all.

"Why?" Qu Lingxi was indignant, "Have you fallen in love with that woman?"

"No." Gu Shen said, "I won't be with her, just like I won't be with you."

Qu Ling hesitated to go all out, and continued to ask: "...Why? Why can't you be with me?"

Because he doesn't deserve it.A waste who can't pay his mother's medical expenses and can only rely on his biological father to get a little hope. Like a puppet, he obeys his biological father's orders and asks him to make a consortium daughter, and he will go to the puppet without hesitation.

How can such a person be with the cleanest Cherish in the world?

Gu Shen said in his heart.

He had long thought that he would break up with Qu Lingxi, but he didn't expect it to be so early.

In a blink of an eye, Gu Shen's eyes turned cold, and he stroked Qu Lingxi's cheek cruelly, "Because I never loved you, Cherish."

The author has something to say: I am in a hurry to post it, this chapter is not finished, and the word count may be increased tonight.