you may never have loved me

Qu Lingxi: "It seems that he really loves you."

The other party was silent for a while.

Gu Shen immediately sent two messages.

Gu Shen: "I don't understand."

Gu Shen: "Isn't he you?"

Qu Ling smiled and said nothing, thinking that I don't love you that much.Only Cherish loves you that much.

Taking the blurred photos of my boyfriend as the avatar of a public social platform, I specially created a social account for my boyfriend. In order not to be discovered by my parents and relatives, I didn’t need to register with my usual mobile phone number. I was sneaky and didn’t tell anyone, not even my boyfriend himself. Tell.

Just to tell a secret passionate love alone and silently.

Gu Shen still remembered that Qu Lingxi said that there was something to talk about.

Gu Shen suggested: "It's too late today. Are you free tomorrow? I'll pick you up for lunch."

Qu Lingxi was ready to agree, when she suddenly remembered that before Guan Yu left the reception, she specifically said to take him to see his sick kitten.If you promise to others first, you can't miss the appointment.

Qu Lingxi: "Not at noon tomorrow, I have an appointment, but I can have dinner tomorrow."

Gu Shen didn't ask who he had an appointment with, but after telling Qu Lingxi that he was Cherish, Gu Shen seemed to be more confident, and felt that the two would get back together just around the corner.

He didn't ask Qu Lingxi who he would meet at noon tomorrow, and naturally began to plan the content of the next day's date.

Gu Shen was even a little excited: "What do you want to eat? Western food? Japanese food?"

Qu Lingxi: "Japanese food. I finally understand why I hate Western food so much these past few years."

Gu Shen: "Why?"

Qu Lingxi: "Isn't this obvious? I'm tired of eating."

Gu Shen laughed.

He explained: "That's probably not the reason. During the year you were in country B, you ate all Chinese dishes."

Qu Ling was puzzled: "Huh? Does country B have Chinese food delivery?"

Gu Shen: "None. But you said that my craft is pretty good."

Qu Lingxi didn't expect it.

Him: "Wow."

From the beginning to the end, Gu Shen didn't look like someone who could wash his hands and make soup. He should wear the most gorgeous and expensive clothes, hold a glass of red wine in one hand, and linger around those business receptions calmly and confidently.

Although that was also him pretending on the surface.

Or, like in Liangcheng, with a cold face and a warm heart, he will take the initiative to rescue strangers he doesn't know, but he always maintains a slight sense of alienation from anyone, like the warm but unreachable light in winter, It's more like melted snow water hanging from the eaves.

The combination of cold and warm makes people feel incomprehensible, mysterious, more yearning, and more nostalgic.

This is also an important reason why Qu Lingxi was seduced by Gu Shen in Liangcheng back then.

So no matter what, it's hard for Qu Lingxi to imagine such a Gu Shen cooking in a small apron.

Gu Shen sensed Qu Lingxi's doubts, and he patiently explained: "You forgot, when I met you, I was a poor student. Is it normal to be able to cook by yourself?"

Qu Lingxi remembered this, Gu Shen's confession at the reception.He said that the two of them broke up at the beginning because Gu Shen, as a poor boy, was arrogant and arrogant.

But it was still hard for him to imagine that Gu Shen used to be like this.Could the word poverty have anything to do with him?

Qu Lingxi inquired: "Ah... What happened to you in those years? Why did you change so much?"

Gu Shen: "You really want to know?"

Qu Lingxi: "A little bit."

Gu Shen hooked the corners of his lips, feeling good.

Qu Lingxi then said: "But I want to know what happened in the past, between you and me."

Gu Shen stopped typing.

moment.

Gu Shen said: "If you want to know, I will tell you."

Qu Lingxi nodded subconsciously.

After nodding, he realized that there was a screen between him and Gu Shen, and it wasn't a video, so the other party couldn't see his nodding at all.

Qu Lingxi immediately said: "Okay."

The conversation seems to be over here.

However not.

Here Qu Lingxi just thought that Gu Shen couldn't see him nodding or doing anything, and Gu Shen made a video call on the other side.Since they broke up, Qu Lingxi has not had such an experience.

Video calls are very common and natural in the current era, and it is also used in slightly alienated relationships such as colleagues and classmates.But Qu Lingxi died subconsciously in a panic.

Gu Shen: "Why did you hang up?"

Qu Lingxi casually found a clumsy excuse: "...just finished taking a shower."

Gu Shen: "It's okay, I just took a shower."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

Gu Shen: "It's not that I want to see you, but Yaya wants to see you."

It's true that Yaya wants to see you. I don't want to see you because I lied to you.

Qu Lingxi: "Ah? Is Yaya with you?"

Gu Shen: "Well, the process of suing his father has come to the end. The court will start on the weekend."

Qu Lingxi was startled.In the early days of the breakup, Yaya was still annoyed by her father's affairs. Even though the family was violent, she still didn't want to go to court.

How did it change in such a short time?However, the lawyer Gu Shen hired should not have any major problems.The case is a foregone conclusion.

Gu Shen: "That scumbag started to use his knife."

Qu Lingxi was a little surprised, but more worried.

He asked, "Is Yaya okay?"

Gu Shen said: "The girl is fine. Yima was slightly injured and was just discharged home two days ago."

Hearing the name Yima, Qu Lingxi was taken aback.

Gu Shen: "Do you remember Yima? He is a little hero."

Qu Lingxi: "Of course I remember. Nathan's youngest son."

That is, when he was in Liangcheng, the youngest son of the proprietress in the B & B building where he lived.

Thinking of this, Qu Lingxi was deeply moved, never thought that such a young boy would learn to be a hero to save the beauty.Speaking of which, it was only at the beginning of the year that he went to Liangcheng. Thinking about it now, it really seems like a lifetime away.

Gu Shen made the video call again.

This time, Qu Lingxi didn't refuse again, and after a moment of hesitation, she connected.In order to pretend that he just took a bath, he wrapped his whole body in a soft quilt, only showing a beautiful head.

This shouldn't reveal anything, right?

However, the other person's fresh out of the shower is just out of the shower.

Gu Shen was wrapped in a bathrobe in the hotel, his hair was wet, and when his handsome face occupied the entire screen of the phone, it easily gave people a strong shock.

Qu Lingxi's lips moved slightly: "...Where's Yaya?"

Gu Shen said without blushing, "She is resting in her room, and Su is next door to her. You don't have to worry about her."

The hotel room he gave Yaya wasn't even on the same floor as his.Qu Lingxi is right, he has always been indifferent.He would fulfill the obligations that society should have, such as adopting Su at that time, or helping Yaya stay away from her scumbag father with manpower and material resources.

These acts of charity, in the eyes of others, are just fulfilling the obligations that society should do.

And he is not too close to these people around him.

Qu Ling said angrily: "So you lied to me again."

Gu Shen counterattacked calmly: "Aren't you too?"

Qu Lingxi thought that her clumsy lies were well hidden, and she didn't know what she had deceived Gu Shen, so she took the initiative to attack and said, "How did I lie to you? Don't call me a thief."

Gu Shen looked him up and down and raised his eyebrows: "Just finished taking a shower? Is it convenient to take the video?"

Qu Lingxi: "..."

He thought he hadn't been exposed yet, and said with a guilty conscience, "That's right. I just finished washing, so I hid in the quilt."

Gu Shen nodded seriously: "Yes. But you haven't removed your makeup at the reception, and your hairstyle is still complete."

Qu Lingxi was startled, and touched the top of her head, it was really thorny, completely inconsistent with the previous softness and docileness.He touched his face again and said, "You are talking nonsense, I don't have makeup on."

Gu Shen was a little surprised, and said with a smile, "You are so beautiful without makeup."

Qu Lingxi: "..." Crazy output scolded the opponent for being crazy in his heart.

The two casually chatted a few more words of trash.Qu Lingxi yawned.

It was Gu Shen who took the initiative and said, "Go and wash up quickly. I'll hang up first."

Qu Lingxi yawned again.

He soaked comfortably in the bathtub, squinted his eyes slightly, and almost fell asleep.

The phone was placed on the sink and vibrated twice.

Gu Shen: "Good night."

At noon the next day, Qu Lingxi met Guan Yu and his kitten at the veterinary hospital.

Qu Lingxi was the little baby who met Guan Yu for the first time.

It was a blue short, and it could be seen that it was a very cute little baby.Guan Yu also dressed her in a cute plush skirt.However, he was lying on the sidelines weakly because of his illness.

Qu Ling cherished listening to the communication between Guan Yu and the doctor, and understood that it was small.

Even if Qu Ling regrets not keeping a cat, he still knows what a small one is.

Putting it on humans is a terminal illness.

Qu Lingxi comforted Guan Yu for a while, but Guan Yu said, "Let's go to the coffee shop next door."

They sat down and ordered a glass of Americano each.

Guan Yu asked curiously, "Don't you like to drink something so bitter?"

Qu Ling said regretfully: "Sometimes you have to remember the bitterness and think about the sweetness."

Guan Yu said he didn't quite understand.

Qu Lingxi explained: "It's like eating cake when I'm sad. Seeing how sweet the cake is, my life is so bitter, and my mood is even worse. But when I'm sad, I drink bitter coffee. The coffee is so bitter, my life is so bitter. It seems that it is not as bitter as coffee, but by comparison, I can feel better."

Guan Yu smiled and said, "I can understand a little bit."

In fact, Qu Lingxi herself didn't know why she said these words.He is a young master who grew up exquisitely, and he never felt that life was hard.

Qu Lingxi said: "But science has proved that desserts can trigger people's dopamine and make people feel happy. How about I order a small cake for you."

"No wonder. When your sister is unhappy, she often orders herself a small cake." Guan Yu said, "But I don't need this for now. Xiao An is fine, the doctor said it's not serious, and I can get through it."

Qu Lingxi breathed a sigh of relief for Guan Yu.

Guan Yu stirred the coffee spoon, "I think you can agree to meet me, not just to see Xiao An."

Qu Lingxi didn't expect Guan Yu to be so perceptive, he couldn't help laughing: "Why not?"

Guan Yu: "You don't look like this kind of person. Xiao An and you are neither related nor related, even if you pity him, you won't do it."

Qu Lingxi was silent for a long time.

He moved his lips, "Guan Yu, my sister said that you have liked me for a long time. Is it true?"

Guan Yu smiled and watched him.

After a while, he nodded: "It's true, but your sister should be exaggerating... At most, it's just a young heartbeat. Besides, we are really suitable."

Qu Lingxi hesitated for a while.

"No way." Guan Yu said, "Am I that miserable? Are you here to reject me today?"

Qu Ling regretted, "I think we are too similar."

Guan Yu digested this sentence for a while.

Then he laughed and said, "This is really a decent way of rejecting words. It's not for ordinary people, and I don't quite understand it. May I ask, is it because of the person from T's that day that you rejected me?"

Qu Lingxi: "It has little to do with him, without him, we are not suitable."

Guan Yu stopped him from continuing at the right time, "Okay, don't continue talking. I can't bear it."

Qu Lingxi smiled: "Don't. It's not that I don't know you well. How can my status with you be compared to the lovely wives and concubines at home."

Qu Lingxi refers to the kitten in Guan Yu's family.

Guan Yu didn't deny it, and took a sip of coffee: "You are quite self-aware of yourself."

Qu Lingxi smiled.

Xi San, Qu Ling regrets leaving the coffee shop.

Guan Yu greeted the waiter.

The waiter bowed and said, "Hello, sir, what service do you need?"

"...Well, come and give me the best-selling dessert in your shop." Guan Yu said, "The sweeter the better."

The waiter was a little stunned. After all, there are many people who come to their store to order desserts, but very few elite men order desserts. This request is also unimaginable.

Seeing the other party's hesitation, Guan Yu showed a gentle smile: "Please. I just fell out of love."

The waiter was taken aback and said, "Okay sir, just wait a moment."