you may never have loved me

Gu Shen took Qu Lingxi for a few laps around the temple.

The architecture and scenery here are indeed good, but the artificial ones are always inferior to the natural ones.Quling cherishes the magnificence and loneliness of Longbu Snow Mountain even more. Looking at it from a distance, even his heart melts with the snow.

After watching it for a long time, Qu Lingxi got tired of watching it.

What's more, there are really a lot of tourists here, and many people come here because of the Huaxi Festival.Qu Lingxi was squeezed into the crowd, almost unable to find Gu Shen's back.

Fortunately, Gu Shen found him among the crowd, and held his hand again: "Tired of watching?"

Qu Lingxi said euphemistically, "It's okay."

Gu Shen: "That's why I'm tired."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

"If others say it's okay, it's okay." Gu Shen pierced him, "If you say it's okay, then it's not good."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

Gu Shen really hit the nail on the head, he commented: "You are actually very tactful."

Gu Shen said, "Why don't we go back now."

Qu Lingxi asked three times in a row: "Where are you going? B&B? My room?"

Gu Shen said, "Yes."

Qu Lingxi struggled for a long time.He actually thinks it's too fast, but as a fellow, he knows that it's more casual for men to go to bed with each other, and there are not so many moths.

He looked at Gu Shen standing beside him for a while, and thought of Qu Ling who was about to give up teaching his love life for a while, and the balance in his heart kept swinging.

Qu Lingxi let out a deep breath, as if she had made some decision, and said coyly, "But are you sure Su won't come?"

Gu Shen shook his head: "Children will grow up."

In fact, this day has only passed less than half a day, Qu Lingxi seems to have passed a long time.

When they went back, the two walked together silently, and he would think for no reason, isn't this moment really a dream?

Why is everything so unreal.

His beating heart told him that this was all true.

He actually brought Gu Shen to his room.People are overwhelmed by things beyond their own experience.

When taking the room card, Qu Lingxi's hand trembled uncontrollably, and the room card slipped from his hand.

The person behind him chuckled without emotion, but Qu Lingxi was thinking, is he laughing at himself, inexperienced, stupid like a kid?

Qu Lingxi was a little unconvinced immediately.

Gu Shen didn't say anything, just picked up the room card that fell on the floor, didn't let Qu Lingxi dodge it, walked around his neck, and swiped at the door.

drop.

When Qu Lingxi heard the familiar sound of the door opening, her palms were sweating.He doesn't think he's ready yet.

He immediately opened the door to prevent Gu Shen from entering: "Let's talk first...my room is a bit messy, please don't laugh at me."

"It won't be messy." Gu Shen woke him up patiently, "Today is past the time for regular cleaning."

"Oh." Qu Lingxi was stunned for a moment, and gave way a little, "Then you come in."

Gu Shen was not polite, and actually entered the little boyfriend's room before the master.

Although Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen's rooms are very close to each other, they have different layouts.

In order to make it easier for Su to visit, Gu Shen booked a standard room, while Qu Lingxi was alone, so there was no doubt that he booked a double room.

Although someone has cleaned it today, the cleaning personnel have never dared to touch the tenant's personal items.In this room, there are still many traces of Qu Lingxi's life.

Secretive and restless, his secrets are nakedly exposed to the eyes of his lover, but he is ashamed but also has a faint expectation.

Gu Shen's gaze landed on the most conspicuous bed, where a pair of boxer briefs and an unwashed dark brown sweater were thrown casually.Only one slipper was found on the floor, the other was missing.

Qu Lingxi walked to the bed in embarrassment, bent down and took out the slippers he threw everywhere from under the bed.

Afterwards, he shyly walked back to Huishen, and said in a low voice, "I just said it was a bit messy...you don't even believe me."

Gu Shen said, "It's okay. I'm used to it."

As he spoke, he strode over and opened the heavy curtains all at once.

Afterwards, Liangcheng's beautiful sky light came in from the outside, and the fine dust in the whole room floated in the air, jumping happily.

Qu Lingxi looked at Gu Shen's tall back under the light and shadow, and asked suspiciously, "Accustomed to... What are you used to?"

I don't know if Qu Lingxi misunderstood it, but he always felt that for a short moment, Gu Shen's back was stagnant.

Soon, Gu Shen turned around and explained: "Su's living habits are much worse than yours."

Qu Lingxi didn't think too much about it, he let out a groan, and while Gu Shen wasn't paying attention, he went to the bedside table and picked up the sweater and underwear thrown on the bed.

He walked to the clothes basket again and threw the dirty clothes in.

These few steps made a lot of noise, but Gu Shen really didn't notice it.

Since Gu Shen finished drawing the curtains, his gaze has been fixed on the ashtray on the coffee table.All the ashtrays in this homestay are of the same style, with square glass and brown color.

At the beginning, Qu Lingxi thought that the ashtray looked very artistic, so he took a picture, posted a small and refreshing filter, and sent it to his sister.

Qu Lingxi didn't know what Gu Shen was looking at, but when he wanted to take two steps closer, he saw scattered smoke and dust in the ashtray, and a small piece of cigarette butt.

Suddenly, Gu Shen raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, "Do you smoke?"

Qu Lingxi was taken aback, he thought it was something.Shouldn't Gu Shen already know about the habit of smoking?

The first time he exposed this in front of the person he liked, he was a little embarrassed; the second time, he felt that it was normal.

"Don't you know?" Qu Lingxi hesitated for a while, wondering whether to tell the story again, "The first time I met Yaya, I bought a pack of white cigarettes in her shop... I thought you remember."

Gu Shen showed no expression, and said, "I know you smoke, but I didn't expect you to smoke so much."

Smoking is bad after all, he patted Qu Ling's ashtray, and his sister also scolded him, saying it was against his lungs.

Qu Lingxi said with a guilty conscience: "It's okay."

"Not good." Gu Shen sat on the sofa, it was only half of the day, but his brows and eyes were a little tired.He closed his eyes and rubbed the center of his brows, "Seven o'clock, you just woke up, and after learning that there was a visitor, you even took the time to smoke one."

Qu Lingxi was a little surprised when he heard the ins and outs, thinking that Gu Shen had hidden a camera in his room.

Gu Shen opened his eyes and looked straight at him, making himself feel more guilty.

He said solemnly: "Qu Lingxi, you are quite addicted to cigarettes."

The tone was very calm, as if he was describing an ordinary incident.

But Qu Lingxi felt the anger that Gu Shenren had not expressed.He always felt that since he met Gu Shen, the other party had never been really angry.

Even if Yan Li appeared suddenly that day, and Qu Lingxi introduced him as his prospective boyfriend, Gu Shen still acted as if something was wrong, and he was far from angry.

Today's small, unremarkable cigarette butt really made Gu Shen angry.

If Qu Lingxi was guilty at the beginning, then he was more puzzled.According to Su Tuodi, Gu Shen himself does not smoke or drink, but occasionally when troubles come up, he will do so.

Recently, Gu Shen has been involved, a lot.

Why Gu Shen can do it, but Qu Lingxi can't.

Are state officials only allowed to set fires, but people not allowed to light lamps?

Qu Ling cherished the rebelliousness in his heart, he walked slowly to Gu Shen's side, squatted down, he looked very docile, but he was rebellious in his heart.

Some words, he endured for a long time.

Qu Lingxi raised her head slightly and looked at Gu Shen.

He looks good like this, his eyes are wet, and the end of his eyes are naturally raised, like a little fox.That white fox mask was perfect for him, but unfortunately he only wore it for half a day.

Gu Shen was also fascinated by him, his eyes fell on his hair, and he couldn't help but raise his hand to stroke it.

"Gu Shen." Qu Lingxi kept wanting to ask, "Why are you so opposed to my smoking?"

Gu Shen didn't speak.

Qu Lingxi became bolder, "Is it because the person you like...doesn't smoke. The one who smokes doesn't look like him? That's why you don't like me smoking."

He's always been smart, just a little emotionally dull.

Su once warned Qu Lingxi that there is an immortal white moonlight in his heart.Since it is immortal, how could it be possible to erase the existence of this person from the heart after meeting him?

Gu Shen silently looked at Qu Lingxi.

He sighed slightly, pressed his forehead against his little boyfriend, and said helplessly, "What are you thinking about? The person I like is you. I don't like you smoking, but I just think it's bad for your health."

Qu Lingxi didn't quite believe it, but what Gu Shen said didn't feel half false.

If Gu Shen is lying to him, then his acting skills are really good.

Qu Lingxi said suspiciously and tangled: "Really?"

"Really." Gu Shen kissed the tip of his nose, "You should have more confidence in yourself."