you may never have loved me

After a kiss.

Qu Lingxi's heart was beating wildly, his voice was as heavy as a drum, and the frequency was so fast that he almost suspected that he had a history of heart disease.

How can someone's heart beat so fast?

He had never experienced it before, had no experience of any comparison.A little flustered, a little overwhelmed, I don't know if this is normal.

Gu Shen, however, kept the umbrella firmly on top of Qu Lingxi's head as if nothing had happened.

He looked at the gloomy sky, raised his eyebrows, and rarely joked to himself: "After all the calculations, I didn't even count that today is not a good weather." He was talking about analyzing various pros and cons in order to make an appointment with Qu Lingxi , and finally set such a trap to induce Qu Lingxi to jump in.

Except that she didn't usually watch the weather forecast on her mobile phone all night like Qu Lingxi.

Qu Lingxi still didn't slow down.

He blinked his eyes very slowly, and stared at Gu Shen for at least five seconds, but he couldn't see any real expression of the other party through the hideous mask.

He thought to himself, Qu Ling is indeed someone who has had several boyfriends and refined into a pair of discerning eyes.What her sister said was right, Gu Shen was just a scumbag, and he was the highest rank among the scumbags, playing with him, this innocent little flower, in the palm of his hand.

Qu Lingxi looked at him for a long time, then looked forward again, and blinked dryly at the corners of his eyes.

He hesitated for a while staring at the toes, "You know...you..."

Gu Shen looked at him quietly.

Qu Lingxi spoke hesitantly, but he still wanted to say it, and at the end there was a kind of viciousness to go all out, "You know... this is... my... first kiss?"

Gu Shen fell silent.

He was silent for a long time this time, Qu Ling was so ashamed and angry that he wanted to dig a hole in the ground and go in like a hamster, at least there would be countless pine nuts to eat in the future.

Gu Shen said dumbly: "I really didn't expect that."

Normal people can't think of it.Others are puppy lovers, but he is the only one. He is 24 years old, not to mention going to bed, he even just gave his first kiss.

Gu Shen paused and said, "Do you want me to be responsible?"

Qu Lingxi regretted telling him this matter very much, Gu Shen looked very surprised, after all, adults seldom naively confess to their love partner that this is my first kiss like they did in their youth.

He pursed his lips, "No need. Just a kiss."

Gu Shen said, "I can take responsibility."

He paused for a while, then denied himself funnyly, looked at himself holding Qu Lingxi's hand, and asked, "Aren't I just in charge now?"

Qu Lingxi was stunned for a moment, her eyes fluttered, she lowered her head and said, "...um."

He really can't be as high as Qu Ling, who can make her boyfriend's emotions completely under her control, so it's useless for her sister to teach her.He is so good, he is an elm.But he also resigned.

Qu Lingxi admits that he is very happy at the moment, happy everywhere, so his brain shuts down automatically.

Gu Shen: "Let's go."

Qu Lingxi didn't say much anymore, he stuck to Gu Shen's side and followed closely.

He thought, at this time he must be very clumsy, like a wooden man being pulled by a thread, with an underdeveloped cerebellum, and he wondered if he had the same hands and feet.

But fortunately Gu Shen didn't look at him.

It's a long way, but they don't go fast.

Qu Lingxi finally realized what it means to "hope to go on with you forever".This peaceful but somewhat ambiguous atmosphere made him feel extremely comfortable.

Gu Shen is right, nine hundred and ninety-nine steps are not too long.

I don't know how long it took, the sky slowly turned fine, and they came to the real end.Different from the temples that Qu Lingxi usually visited, this temple is surrounded by countless evergreen trees. After the rain, the fresh mist wraps around the incense tripod made of copper in the center.

In the morning mist, the bell rang for a long time, heavy and harmonious.

The little monk stepped forward and distributed three sticks of fragrance to Gu Shen and Qu Lingxi.

Gu Shen still said simply: "Let's go."

As expected, he was familiar with the pattern here, Qu Lingxi followed Gu Shen to worship three times, and after offering incense, he followed him in to offer money for sesame oil.

Qu Lingxi watched the young monk write their names on a red post with a brush.

Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen.

The little monk asked, "What do you want?"

Gu Shen said: "No need."

The little monk seems to have seen too many people of all kinds, and he is not surprised by this kind of believers who offer incense oil money but have no wishes.

He turned directly to Qu Lingxi's direction, "What about you? Don't you want anything?"

Qu Lingxi has no experience in this kind of thing, just like getting a hot potato.

And this hot potato was thrown to him by the people around him.

Fortunately, people always have desires and desires, and most of them are greedy.

Qu Lingxi thought for a while, and quickly said: "...Then, please ask my family to be healthy."

The little monk seemed to see that the two of them donated a lot of sesame oil, so he stopped when he picked up his pen and looked at him: "What else?"

"...No more." Just as the little monk was about to formally start writing, he suddenly stopped him, "Wait. Add a lover. May my family and lover be healthy, safe and happy."

The little monk nodded and wrote down skillfully.

Afterwards, this red post with the names of Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen written on it was placed directly opposite the Buddha statue, together with other similar red posts.

Looking over again, Qu Lingxi couldn't recognize which one belonged to him and which one belonged to others.

Qu Lingxi was taken out of the temple, breathing fresh air.

Gu Shen raised his eyebrows: "Who is your lover?"

Qu Lingxi: "..."

Gu Shen is indeed not enough to be a lover.These two words are too heavy.Now the two have nothing but a brief kiss and vague promises.

A joking "Am I not responsible to you?" is not enough to have any substance.

But to be honest, when Qu Lingxi said the word lover, she really thought of Gu Shen.

Qu Lingxi said: "The future. Can't it?"

Gu Shen: "Okay."

He said, "But I thought you were talking about me. I'm being sentimental."

Qu Lingxi smiled a little smugly.

Instead, he asked: "What about you? You brought me here, you asked me to offer incense, and I even brought your name. What is Wuqiu?"

Gu Shen looked at him.

Qu Lingxi: "Huh? Tell me what's going on."

"Want to hear something nice?" Gu Shen faced Qu Lingxi and smiled, "The reason is very simple. With you by my side, I don't want anything else."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

He was dumbfounded.What Gu Shen said is definitely not the truth, their relationship has not reached this point.

But sweet talk is really nice.No wonder Gu Shen asked him if he wanted to hear something nice.

he likes.

Gu Shen didn't say anything further, leaving behind Qu Lingxi, who was stunned, and walked to a tree with a red ribbon floating on it.

This tree grows very tall, and I don't know how many years it has been planted.

Qu Lingxi walked over and said, "What are these red ribbons? There are signs hanging on them...it can't be what I think."

This happens all the time in TV shows.The lovers came to a very spiritual temple and used red ribbons to express their love for each other.Red has always symbolized marriage, and this Liangcheng also has the traditional Huaxi Festival, as well as the evolved masks, it's hard for him not to think about it.

Qu Lingxi was about to go up to watch.

But Gu Shen stopped him, "You don't need to look, it's about the same as what you guessed."

Qu Lingxi said: "So this is really for marriage?"

Gu Shen hummed.

Qu Lingxi still wanted to see it, but this time Gu Shen didn't pull him, allowing him to squander what little curiosity he had.

Each red ribbon is hung with a woodcut signature, and each signature can be vaguely seen with words written on it.He was tempted to grab a sign and see.

It's a pity that this tree is too tall and there is no escalator, so we can only see it by climbing up in embarrassment.

It had just rained, and the trunk was still wet, and it was easy to get muddy soil when you stepped on it.Qu Lingxi didn't want to be like this, she didn't have much image.

It didn't take long for his curiosity to return to Gu Shen's side obediently.

Qu Lingxi looked up at the densely packed signatures, "There are too many of these."

"Not too much." Gu Shen said, "You told Su earlier that you came to Liangcheng on a temporary basis."

"What?" Qu Lingxi said, "It doesn't look like it? I suddenly wanted to come here one night. I booked the plane tickets and homestays that day. I didn't do the basic homework except for common sense. I just know some beautiful lakes. Mountain..."

Gu Shen said, "So you don't know either. Most people who come to Liangcheng don't do it for the scenery."

"It's not for looking at the scenery...then why?" Qu Lingxi looked up at the century-old tree, and asked suddenly, "Could it be that all the people who come here are idiots seeking marriage?"

Gu Shen repeated in a low voice, "Idiot men complain about women", and suddenly said, "You are right."

The wind blows through the treetops.

Gu Shen suddenly approached Qu Lingxi, and took off his mask entirely, not half-revealing like last time—he wanted to hug the pipa and half cover his face.

Qu Lingxi stared at him blankly, always feeling that Gu Shen's eyes were sharp enough to eat people.

Wasn't it like this just now?

Gu Shen hooked his waist, he and Qu Lingxi were so close that they could even smell each other's breath.

His eyes fell on Qu Lingxi's lips, his eyes were scorching, as if he wanted to burn people: "You just said that was your first kiss?"

Qu Lingxi was extremely dull, he didn't hide or escape, but he didn't respond either.

Just defer to instinct and say a syllable or two: "...um."

"That doesn't count."

After Gu Shen finished speaking, he directly hooked his chin and kissed him deeply.

Licking|fucking, sucking, entanglement, blushing and the sound of water stains.

In a haze, he seemed to hear Gu Shen say, "This is the way it is now."

Gu Shen lingered on the sensitive spots behind his ears, and he didn't know if it was Qu Lingxi's hallucination. He seemed to hear a man saying to him, "Boy Su will come to me, go to your room today."

A fallen leaf blows down, burying the soil soundlessly.