Am I a scumbag?

That whole night, the small orange wind lamp in the dormitory was always on.

They talked a lot again.It's a pity that Zhuang Qingqu really doesn't have much physical strength. If he wasn't so annoyingly weak, he would probably get up many times and take people roughly.

So many years, so many things.

There is a lot of smoke, going round and round, everyone has made mistakes when they are stupid, everyone has bad points, and has suffered grievances and bitterness, but they have also made infinite concessions, tenderness and love in places that the other party can't see. indulge.

There are too many things, too many moods, mixed together, it is impossible to sum it up in one word.

Even though Zhuang Qingqu is holding Yan Yuliang and listening to him now, there are still many times when she is angry, wants to laugh, and feels distressed, and finally can only bite him lightly.

Well it's all over.

Both of them came over.Along the road full of thorns, from greenness to maturity, from the deepest darkness before the dawn of summer to the light of day, even if you stumble and get hurt all over your body, even if you walk to the abyss several times, you still lead to each other in the end Hands have achieved the best and invincible consummation.

It's a pity that although Zhuang Qingqu is mature and steady now, he still finds it difficult to coax people.

You especially can't see him crying, my heart hurts and I love him so much, but I still only know how to grab him and kiss him earnestly over and over again.

So many years, so past events.

He once hugged Ah Zhao, but he still couldn't feel at ease—he knew that he would remember everything one day, and he was afraid that he would turn back to the unpredictable Emperor Jin Yu.

It's not that he doesn't like that Emperor Jin Yu, he likes them all.After being deeply obsessed with amnesia, Azhao, who got close to him and trusted him, and treated him without reservation, also loves that high god forever.Lan Wang is actually very greedy.He wanted the lovely Azhao, the awe-inspiring and inviolable emperor.

And now, he will never be uneasy again.

He changed into a comfortable position, dragged Yan Yuliang over and buried her in his neck.

Because he finally understood,

A Zhao has always been the same A Zhao, nothing has changed.He even believed at this moment that even if Azhao didn't lose his memory after waking up from the injury, they could still overcome all difficulties in the end and be together in the end.

Maybe it will be harder than this time.

Maybe you have to go through some hard work, maybe you have to go through a small black room.

But it must be possible.

Because they were originally in love with each other, because Ah Zhao has never been heartless.And he, whether he has the heart or not, has never thought of giving up for a moment.

Now that it was finally possible to talk about it, he felt that they had missed a lot, and he couldn't wait to wash away the bitterness with sweetness.

He hugged Yan Yuliang's waist, rubbing his ears and temples, rubbing the tip of his nose.Listening to him, I also told him a lot, many things that he was usually ashamed to say, and he couldn't say it with his upbringing.

He won't coax people, but he will always work hard.

Tree shadows whirling outside the window.They said for a while, sleep for a while when they are sleepy, until the morning light.

Zhuang Qingqu: "Are you hungry?"

Yan Yuliang nodded: "Hungry."

He is a person who often eats seven meals a day, and he didn't even eat supper last night.But then again, everything is good here in Yuelu, with beautiful mountains and clear waters, but the dishes are completely incomparable with Daxia, and the taste of spices is very strange, so Emperor Jinyu is not used to it.

However, Tang Xiujing and others ate very happily, completely unaware that the food from their own country is not delicious.

Emperor Jin Yu was too embarrassed to mention it.

And he himself is relatively clumsy, although he has learned how to cook, the cooking is unpalatable, and he can't have enough food and clothing by himself.

Zhuang Qingqu couldn't help laughing: "Good boy, bear with me. When I can get up, I will do it for you."

Yan Yuliang raised his head and saw the rippling lake water, his slightly blue eyes were full of doting. "Xiao Zhuang can cook?"

Yes.

I have learned it, specially learned it.Zhuang Qingqu is extremely talented, and there is nothing he can't learn.

He studied at the Royal Palace.Back then in Luojing, Princess Ying was pampered with golden branches and jade leaves, but she often cooked for love herself.She once rolled up her sleeves and taught him brightly: "To grab the heart of an old Yanjia man, you must first grab his stomach!"

Zhuang Qingqu learned a lot from her.

Although he was far away from the capital city and Emperor Jin Yu at that time, he may not have the chance to use this thing in this life, even so, he still learned a lot of good dishes from the princess.

Those dishes are the king's favorite, and Yan Yuliang's favorite too.

This King of England was born so strange.She obviously has the same father and mother as the third prince, but she is only half-blooded in every way the same as the second prince.When Zhuang Qingqu was in Luojing, he thought about people when he saw things, and he also liked to find the young King of England out for drinks.

After getting drunk, Yan Luoying murmured: "Actually, when I was young, my second brother always lied to me that my third brother had caught a contagious cold, and told me to stay in my mother's bedroom obediently and not go to my third brother if I had nothing to do. He It's just that I don't understand anything when I'm young, but I don't know that because I've been with him since I was a child, I actually understand everything very clearly."

"He knows that the crown prince will attack third brother at any time, and it is dangerous to be around third brother. He is protecting me."

"But what he doesn't know is that on the day when the third brother had an accident, I happened to be playing outside the East Palace, and I heard the prince conspiring with someone about how to sneak into Prince Ning's mansion at night and burn the third brother to death."

"I didn't tell my concubine when I went back that day, and no one told me."

"..."

The king of England did not prevent the death of the third prince, but later participated in the trial of the case to testify and denounce the prince.Yan Yuliang felt strange about this at the time, but he couldn't find out why.He just felt that Xiaoying was brought up by him since he was a child, so there is nothing wrong with being close to him.

Although it is said that such a city should not exist at such a young age, it seems that I was not much better when I was eleven or twelve years old.

Yan Yuliang didn't know the whole story until today.

It's no wonder that during the days when King Lan was in charge, everyone regarded him as a conspiracy. He made things difficult for everyone, but he never made things difficult for the King of England, and the King of England was supposed to be in danger, but he never raised troops against him.

Zhuang Qingqu and his younger brother had already confessed to each other.

It turns out that Xiaoying has always known everything.Xiaoying doesn't hate him even if she knows the truth, Xiaoying understands him.

While Yan Yuliang was relieved, he couldn't help feeling a little bit uncomfortable.He thought that Xiaoying, whom he brought up with one hand, should be carefree.

He specially found Luojing, the most affluent fief for him, and let him marry the sweet little wife he chose, just hoping that at least Xiaoying could live a more relaxed and happy life in the emperor's house, and would not be the same as himself. ...

Zhuang Qingqu: "Zhaozhao."

"..." Yan Yuliang's cheeks flushed slightly, and he moved his eyes away, still unable to get used to calling him that.

"Do you still remember that you promised me to leave the responsibility to the King of England in the future, and you will accompany me to travel around the world?" Zhuang Qingqu refused to let him go, squinting his eyes, and pressed his nose against the banquet words Liang bared her teeth: "Don't say you forgot?"

Yan Yuliang quickly shook his head, not daring to forget.

"Azhao, we have supported him through the most difficult days. He has been relaxed and happy for more than ten years, and it is time to replace him."

"When the time comes," he said, "don't be reluctant."

OK, got it.

I won't be reluctant.I will only miss you in the future.

He stretched out his hand, and Zhuang Qingqu hugged his waist. The two leaned against each other's chests. They had never been so close for a moment.

Outside the door, Tang Xiujing, who didn't know whether to enter or not, was very envious.

In fact, he has tried very hard not to disturb the two people's world, but he doesn't know what's going on with his broken physique. From the various things in the imperial garden back then to the tenderness now, he always bumps into something that shouldn't be seen.

Fortunately, the story of his onlookers finally had a good result.

Although he blessed, but also a little sad.But it's okay, he believes that he will be able to find his own "unique" one day.

Maybe he won't be as smart and capable as the emperor's elder brother, but he can support each other and join hands for the rest of his life.He wants to be like the emperor's brother, looking for someone who can stand side by side.

It's okay, there are more and more beautiful people in Lulu since ancient times.Half of the most beautiful people in the world come from Yuelu, and there are also many smart and capable people.

Zhuang Qingqu found out that Fu Ling and Su Xu were not around after a few days, so he knew that they had gone to look for medicine.

He was able to get out of bed in those two days, but Yan Yuliang still treated him as seriously ill and treated him with care.

King Lan went to cook for him, and he was beside him asking about his health and helping him, cutting the radish into pieces so that it could not be seen.The chariots and horses were sparkling, and the weather was fine. King Yue Lu invited them to go for an outing in the countryside. It was obviously very warm, but Emperor Jin Yu forced King Lan to wear a cloak and cover his hands with blankets from time to time.

Tang Xiujing: Blind.Ben Wang should be under the car, not in the car.

He really shouldn't be in the carriage. It was originally a carriage in the world of two people, but suddenly it was cramped with him as a companion.But he not only had to be bathed in King Lan's eyes of "you are not very sensible", but also was forced to see the carriage jolting, and a little duck down and yellow down socks exposed from under King Lan's clothes.

Pairing a solemn face with such a pair of fleece socks is really out of harmony.

But he would wear the one bought by Emperor Jin Yu, if this is not called love!

It was a pleasant day out for a picnic, but when I came back at night, I heard a secret report that something happened in Jiaonan, a neighboring country.

The relationship between Jiaonan and Daxia has always been very similar to that between Yingzhou and Daxia.For hundreds of years, it was once a vassal state of Daxia, but it was frequently backstabbed when Daxia's national fortune was in decline.However, there is no eternal enmity between countries, only eternal interests.But in the past few years, the King of Jiaonan saw the unstoppable rise of Da Xia, and frequently offered gifts to express his friendship. Although he is not considered a subordinate state now, he still has a good relationship with Da Xia.

Unexpectedly, the king of Jiaonan died suddenly of a sudden illness a few days ago.

An Ruo, a power minister next to him, staged a coup immediately after King Jiaonan's death, killed the prince, usurped power, and became king himself.Because of the wrong origin of the throne, he was worried that Da Xia and Yue Lu would blame him, so he quickly sealed off the border.

Yan Yuliang: "..."

Originally, it was fine if he didn't lock the border.

Although the courtier's usurping power is worthy of criticism, it is his country's internal affairs after all, and the Great Xia treasury is still short of money, so he doesn't want to meddle in his own business.

But now it is different!

Fu Ling and Su Xu are on the boundary of Jiaonan!What if something happened to Hu Xindai?

The ruins of the Sanmiao old tribe are now in Jiaonan, and the two had changed their official documents a few days ago and entered Jiaonan.Now the blockade is very strict, except for the first batch of spies who came back, there is no news of anyone else. I heard that An Ruo has also arrested many innocent Daxia businessmen and put them in prison in the past few days.

Great Xia, a state of etiquette, rarely takes the initiative to conquer and bully other countries.But the situation is different, Yan Yuliang is now seriously considering going to Jiaonan directly!

He didn't even have time to write an edict to return to Beijing, so could he just use Tang Xiujing's soldiers to kill them?