night lights up

The restroom is not far from the private room, just turn right when you go out.

Ordinary clubs are always filled with fancy lights, and the walls can often reflect people's shadows, falsely resplendent.It's the complete opposite here. If you don't say it, if you enter it by mistake, you might think it's the top floor of a high-end hotel.Walking in the corridor is also quiet, and the sound insulation effect of the walls is amazing.

I grabbed my phone, wanting to see him sooner, and walked quickly, the ground was carpeted, as if I could still hear footsteps.When I approached the bathroom, I could already hear the sound of running water inside, so I was washing my hands, right?I walked faster, even a little excited.

Before entering the bathroom, I heard a strange voice saying: "Brother, do you want a handkerchief?"

As soon as I heard it, I knew that another shameless person wanted to seduce Chu Heng!

Chu Heng naturally didn't speak, but that strange voice said courteously: "Brother, let me wipe your hands for you."

Too shameless! !

I was about to rush in, when someone grabbed my arm.I turned around and stared fiercely, it was the one who always wanted to seduce Chu Heng.I knew that here, everyone harbored ill intentions towards Chu Heng, wandering around this floor all day long!Now that I have an opportunity where I'm not around, why don't you hurry up and move forward?

The people in the bathroom were still talking in a crooked voice, I shook the arm of the signer, but he refused to let go, and he still smiled at me.

While shaking his hand, I listened to the movement inside.

Chu Heng seemed to want to figure it out, but the man stopped him and refused to let go, Chu Heng said politely: "Please let me go."

The man laughed and asked him again: "Brother, are you leaving?"

It's none of your business whether you go or not? !

I wished I could rush up and kick him a few times, the first card grabbed my hand tightly, leaned close to my ear, and said with a soft smile: "You are too domineering."

If I turn back and stare at him again, what does it matter to him? !

"Everyone has a chance." He said lightly.

I gritted my teeth: "He's mine."

The head card was startled, as if he didn't expect me to say that.Originally, he laughed hypocritically, but when he heard this, he really laughed, as if he heard some big joke.While he was laughing, I shook his hand vigorously and rushed into the bathroom.

Sure enough, a colleague who I didn't know but was equally good-looking held the door frame with one hand, and stood in front of Chu Heng, preventing him from leaving, saying "brother" to the left and "brother" to the right.

Chu Heng was blocked inside and couldn't get out. When I rushed to the door, Chu Heng seemed impatient and was about to reach out to push him.

I wanted to rush in and beat up that colleague, but when I saw Chu Heng being stopped, Chu Heng stretched out his hand to push him, obviously it wasn't Chu Heng's fault, but I got angry again.The original joy and impulse were gone, and I turned around and ran away like an idiot.

Chu Heng didn't dare to call me by my name. No one here except Brother Jin knew my real name.

That person was still calling Chu Heng "brother", and I had already disappeared.

Instead of going back to the private room, I rushed directly to Brother Jin's office.

He was smoking again, seeing me rushing in like this, he wondered, "What's the matter?"

I shook my head, all I could think of was the head card laughing at me.

"Did you quarrel with your young master?" Brother Jin asked me with a cigarette in his mouth.

I shook my head again, Brother Jin squinted his eyes and took a puff of cigarette, and said to me: "Master, I still have to please."

I just looked at him: "What is flattery?"

In fact, I know what it means to please. Even if Brother Jin has some friendship with me, he is different from my colleagues and agrees with my relationship with Chu Heng.In his eyes, the relationship between me and Chu Heng is only about money.Chu Heng has a good character, which Jin Ge also agrees with.He also knew that I would leave after staying for three months, so he said this because he was afraid that I would offend Chu Heng, and that the rest of my life would be difficult for me.

None of them knew, and none of them believed that I really didn't have that kind of relationship with Chu Heng.

I have always been very sure, Chu Heng has said that to me, saying that I am the most important.He gave me his sincerity, how could I doubt him?

But at the time, he never opened up with me about our exact relationship.

Especially in those days, I always care about many small things.Because of Chu Heng's existence, life became a little easier, and having extra energy caused many troubles.

After hearing what Tou Pai and Brother Jin said, I became restless again.

I'm afraid of losing him, the head card is right, he never said that he is my boyfriend, and now he doesn't even kiss my forehead.Will one day, he is really going to be snatched away?

Or, he is no longer interested in me?

After all there is no rule that he has to like me forever.

Let’s just say that in this place, people who are better-looking, smarter than me, and people who know how to use tricks abound.

Thinking about such troubles in the days to come, I also find it ridiculous.

But it was no match for me being in the middle of the game and being blinded by clouds and mist.

Even such ridiculous troubles, no one can say anything.

Chu Heng came to find him later, and hurriedly said to me in front of Brother Jin: "I don't know him."

Of course I knew he didn't.

"Don't be angry, okay?"

As soon as he said that, it quickly occurred to me that I really seemed to be angry all the time.Is there really anyone who can bear my character one by one?What does Chu Heng owe me?He owes nothing!

Am I right?

No, but I can't control the faint fear in my heart, and I can't stop myself from always covering everything with an angry face.

After all, that day was passed safely. On the way home, Chu Heng said cautiously: "My cousin returned to China yesterday, and I asked her to buy it at Disney in Orlando."

I kept silent and touched Titi on the phone.

When he got downstairs, he wanted to open the door for me, but I already opened the car door myself.

He walked around to me, hesitant to speak, I looked up at him, wanting to ask him, would he treat me like this for the rest of his life.

I also want to ask him, why didn't he kiss me, why didn't he tell me that I am his boyfriend and he is also my boyfriend.Why can't you give me a straight line?

He is mine.

It was later that he confessed to me that he was cautious in those days because he was afraid of scaring me, and I realized that he was also having a hard time, and he always had to control his various desires.They are all men, facing their lover, who doesn't want to get close?

But I didn't understand it at the time, I just thought it was because he didn't agree with me enough.

Some negative thoughts, once generated, will spread.

And Chu Heng has his own affairs, he doesn't plan to go to graduate school.One of his subject teachers is the dean of the college. He always wants him to be a graduate student, and always takes him with him when he goes out to meetings.

Occasionally we have a meeting in the afternoon and it ends late, so he will come a little late, but he will definitely come to pick me up.

Naturally, I still nest in Brother Jin's office, or the small balcony next door.

The number one came to me a few times, and he told me that after I ran away that day, Chu Heng's face immediately changed.The colleague who stopped him was still flirting, Chu Heng didn't show any sympathy, and swung him away with one hand.My colleague fell hard and lay on the ground unable to get up. A few days later, he is still recuperating.

The head card laughed: "He hates you so much."

The person at the top is actually very interesting. Anyway, I couldn't understand what he was trying to do, so he came to talk to me out of nowhere, and he never mentioned Chu Heng again.He is so good-looking and can coax people, many guests love to hug him.

Once when he came to look for me on the small balcony, a guest called him and seemed to want to ask him out for something.

He acted like a baby for a while, got angry for a while, laughed for a while, and got angry for a while. He listened to the voice, and the person on the other end of the phone insisted on calling him money.

After he refused, as soon as he hung up the phone, he said with a "hum": "What the hell! You don't want to find a mirror to look at yourself, and you still want me to sleep with him? Go dream! Toad | Toad!"

"..." None of the colleagues I met dared to scold the guests like this, and it really was the top card.

Seeing me looking at him in surprise, he smiled at me: "Men are all toads|toads! You should spend money on me!"

"..." It was also the first time I saw someone doing this job so proudly, and, "Aren't you a man too?"

He laughed again: "Are you still a human being after entering this damned place?" He smoked a long women's cigarette, and turned his head to wink at me, "I'm a male elf."

"..."

After that day, I kind of enjoyed talking to him.

One day, Chu Heng was going to be an hour late, so I ran to the balcony to cool off as usual.

Not long after, he opened the door and came in and asked me, "Your handsome guy didn't come today?"

"..." I'm not very good at answering his words.

He asked me again: "That brother is so handsome, how skilled is he?"

"What are you talking about!!" I was very angry.

"Oh, why don't you ask me, you're so stingy." He squinted at me, "You've been monopolizing it for so long, you won't let others touch it, and you can't even talk about it?"

"No!! Vulgar!!!"

"I'm vulgar? Are you two noble? That's not all there is to do. But your brother is handsome, so he can't be counted among the toads for the time being."

"..." I didn't know how to prepare to fight back.

He looked at me again: "Do you really think he belongs to you alone?"

I immediately said loudly: "Of course!!"

The head card laughed out loud again, leaning back against the balcony railing, smoking gracefully, and smilingly said to me: "Little friend, let me tell you a story."

I have remembered that story for a long time.Even after I left that environment early, I still remember that story, or the person who told me the story.

The story is very simple. It is nothing more than that the people in Fengyue place credulously trust the guests, fall in love wholeheartedly, and are finally deceived into having nothing.The person who told me the story was very calm, but it shocked me a lot at the time.Especially when it was mentioned that without knowing that the other party had a family, the wife came to the door and stripped the clothes, and when the nude photos were sent to the parents, I suddenly thought of my mother.

What is the origin of my mother, I don't need to say more.

This is a thorn in my heart.

All my fears and insecurities come from this.

My mother is a tragedy.

Aunt Lin, my mother's friend, once told me about my mother's experience. My mother was also deceived at the beginning.When you are young, you have never had love, and you are innocent, who has never longed for such a love?

My situation can no longer be explained by hypocrisy or not, this thorn is too difficult to pull out.

Many years later, on the day that the first card died, I was sure that the first card was the man in the story he told me.

I feel sorry for him, and I'm a little lucky. Fortunately, it was Chu Heng I met.

He still died for the one he loved.

The head card saw that I really liked Chu Heng, so he gave me such a warning.

The words of the top card did serve as a warning to me.

I think it's better to end it sooner than to have a mirror image in the future?The head card said, look, the toads who come here to play are not short of money or people, and their wives and children are smart, beautiful and excellent, and they still come out to play.

Toad|Toad is toad|Toad, even if he is handsome, even if he is not now, he will be a toad|toad after a long time.

Do you want to believe in toad|toad?

Then you are not even as good as a toad|toad!

Later, I was not very willing to see Chu Heng.

I want to see him, the more I see him, the more I think about it, and I think wildly when I see him.He still didn't know the reason at all, he was careful to talk to me every day, the more I felt guilty, the more guilty I was, the more I didn't want to talk to him.

This is our quarrel, in fact, our quarrel is always my unilateral output.

I avoided him all day long at school, and in order to avoid him, I even started skipping classes.

After he found out that he skipped class for the first time, he got angry with me for the first time. He blocked me in an empty classroom and asked me "why".

I am very embarrassed, the real reason can not be said at all, how can I say these fears in my heart?I can't let anyone know about my mother!I don't think my mother is ashamed, but I can't let others know, especially him.

I'm afraid he will look down on me.

When he was really angry, he was a little scary, his voice was cold, and he asked "why" several times.

I kept my head down, and he said, "An Sifeng, tell me, why did you skip class?"

He said again: "Speak."

The harsher tone than the high school head teacher finally made me look up. I looked at him and saw the disappointment in his eyes, and I said loudly: "Because I don't want to see you! So I skipped class! You follow me every day, it's so annoying!"

Chu Heng's eyes opened slightly, as if he couldn't believe it.

I took the opportunity to yell at him again: "Stop following me all the time! Annoying!"

After yelling, I ran away, and when I came back after running out of the classroom, he looked up at me.I pulled Titi off the phone and threw it to him: "Give it back to you!"

I ran away completely, and he didn't come after me.

It was very simple back then.

I think we broke up. Thinking about it again, it seems that we have never really been together?Where did the breakup come from?

In fact, there was another reason why I was so angry that day.

Before the "breakup", Chu Heng said that the school will hold a dance before the summer vacation, which is very fun, and he said he would take me to play.He even helped me ask for a day off from the new person in charge of the clubhouse in advance.

I am very happy if I can not go to the clubhouse.

But it was also the morning of the "breakup", he actually told me that he would not go to the dance tonight.

I was curious and asked him why, but he said a little irritably, "Nothing."

He has never talked to me like this before. Under such circumstances, my mentality naturally collapsed, and I yelled at him like that later.

Naturally, I won't go to the prom anymore, and I have already asked for leave. If I can't go, I can't go to the club again.That day, I didn't even go to the hospital, and sat in another empty classroom for the whole afternoon.

When I don't need to go to the club, and it's rare not to go to the hospital, let alone the days when I don't have classes, I don't know what else I can do.After sitting empty for more than two hours, I actually took out the real English test questions and started to do it. As I was doing it, I thought of Chu Heng bowing his head and seriously writing a model essay for me, and couldn't even do the real test questions.

I put on my schoolbag and left.

There is nowhere to go but to go home.

I was in a bad mood and had poor patience. The bus didn't arrive, so I simply walked home.

The school is far away from my home, and I didn't think about these things at the time, I just wanted to vent my anger.From the sunset to the branch on the moon, the phone rang.When I was young, I was really stupid. When I heard the phone ringing, I would be very excited again. I took out the phone and looked, but it was not Chu Heng at all.

It's my female classmate, I don't want to talk, so I didn't answer.

She called again, I answered the phone, and there was a lot of noise on her side.Should she be at the ball?We made an appointment to have a drink together tonight. Amidst the music, she asked me in a low voice, "An Sifeng! Where are you? Why can't I see you!"

I walked on the road with few people and said lazily, "I'm going home."

She continued to shout: "What are you talking about? I can't hear you!"

"...I said I'm home and walking."

"My God!!!" she suddenly screamed.

"what happened?"

"I saw senior Chu Heng! My God! Is that senior sister his girlfriend? She's so beautiful!"

I grabbed the phone with my hand, and then I heard another "Oh my God" from the female classmate.

"What's wrong!" I couldn't help but get angry.

"That senior sister gave him a gift! Oh my god!" the female classmate called again, "Wow! Accepted!"

At the same time, I heard countless people screaming at the same time, and the female classmate also screamed.

I stopped and moved my hands after a long time, trying to move the phone away from my ear, but the female classmate screamed again: "Hold it! Wow!! Kiss me, kiss me!"

I feel that the female classmate has already drunk some wine, and everyone present is too excited.

When I heard the three words "kiss one", although I didn't really experience it, it's nothing more than my lungs exploded.

If he doesn't kiss me, he wants to kiss a woman? !

Nothing else, I just remember this.

The female classmate couldn't care less about talking to me anymore, so I didn't dare to hang up the phone at all.

I gritted my teeth and tried to distinguish their movements, and suddenly I heard a female classmate shout: "Senior! Senior! Look over here!"

The hand was too strong, and my hand holding the phone started to hurt. After a while, I heard Chu Heng's voice.

The female classmate has a good relationship with me. Chu Heng knew her, and Chu Heng called her by her name.

The female classmate said excitedly: "Senior, is that your girlfriend?!"

She also said: "Just now the lights went out suddenly, did you kiss hahaha! You are so good for each other!" I don't know if Chu Heng said nothing, but she said again, "Huh? I haven't hung up yet?" She yelled at the phone , "An Sifeng! I'll hang up first! I'll talk to you tonight!"

In the next second, Chu Heng's voice sounded: "An Sifeng?"

I hung up.

I'm going to be mad.

No wonder he won't let me go to this ball, he has business to attend to!

He also said that I was the most important thing, and he lied to me.

The head card is right, men are all toads|toads!

Toad | Toad!

I was angry and sad.

My personality is very distorted, and many times I can't accurately grasp my true thoughts.

The thought of him kissing someone else and him not kissing me, I can hardly walk.

But I still can't believe that Chu Heng would really lie to me?

I simply sat on the edge of the flower bed by the road and sent a text message to my female classmate to confirm this matter.

Unexpectedly, she sent a photo. In the photo, there is indeed a girl hugging Chu Heng.

Although I proposed "breaking up" first, his deception is clearly in sight.

I am still troubled by this these days, and I am still writing some diaries on the Internet that only a girl with a spring will write?I have done things that no high school girl can do, but this is the result?

Was angry and cried.

At the end of the anger, it was full of grievances and sadness.

I wiped my tears with my sleeve fiercely, and ran in the direction of home like crazy.The physical strength was not good, and after running about 1000 meters, I stopped panting.When I stop, I will think of the photos sent by my female classmates again. I dare not look at them the second time, and my heart hurts when I think about them.

I stopped on the side of the road, leaning against a tree and started to daze again.

I even started to feel confused, is it really about to end?

I leaned against the tree for too long, so long that the sanitation aunt came up and asked "what's the matter", I came back to my senses, saw the auntie was full of doubts, stood up straight, thinking about my shit, tears came out again .

The sanitation aunt was taken aback, and said repeatedly: "Don't cry, I don't have tissue on me, and my hands are dirty too. Is it because I didn't do well in the exam, and I'm afraid that I will be scolded by my parents when I go home?"

I carry a schoolbag, and I am only a freshman, not much different from a high school student, and there is indeed a middle school nearby.

Hearing what my aunt said, I was even more sad. I don't have a father, and my mother is still lying in the hospital.

The aunt was in a hurry to be at a loss. On the other side of the road, another sanitation aunt saw the movement here and also came.After a while, three aunts surrounded me, one asked "what's the matter", the other said "I didn't pass the exam, I'm afraid I will be scolded by my parents when I go home", and the other said "Oh, poor oh."

Instead, they comforted me. I was crying so hard that there was a slight sound outside the aunts.

I looked up and looked over with tears in my eyes. Chu Heng got off the bicycle anxiously.He didn't even have time to stop the bicycle, and when he let go of his hand, the bicycle fell to the ground.

He passed over the aunts, walked up to me, wiped my tears with his hand, and asked anxiously, "Why are you crying? Why are you crying again?"

Why are you crying again?

do not you know? !

Seeing this, the aunts thought he was my elder brother, and immediately said: "Okay, okay, take the child home quickly, it's so pitiful, don't scold him."

Chu Heng listened for a few times, wiped my tears, turned around and said "thank you" to the aunts, and replied "yes, yes, don't scold him, don't scold him".

Still want to scold me? !

The aunts were very kind, they helped Chu Heng up his bicycle, and urged: "It's alright, it's alright, let's go home."

"Yes, yes, thank you, auntie." Chu Heng dragged me to the car, but I refused to do so.

The aunts persuaded me again, to the point that if I didn't leave, I would really be inhuman.

Under the consolation of my aunts, I had to get on Chu Heng's bicycle. Chu Heng thanked me again and drove me away quickly.

I sat on the back of the bicycle and cried. After crying for a while, the tears were dried by the wind, and I realized that my hands were still hugging Chu Heng's waist.It must have been dragged by Chu Heng to trap him when he got in the car.

I let go of my hand immediately.

I have to say that although it was cute and stupid at the time, my subconscious mind should also know that we will not break up, so even though I was angry and sad, I really didn't feel heartbroken.

Even after he appeared, that bit of sadness gradually turned into anger.

I angrily let go of my hand and grabbed the car seat under me.

Chu Heng immediately said: "Don't let go."

I ignored him.

He sighed: "It's going downhill ahead, hug me."

I couldn't hug him, so he had no choice but to stop the car, step on the ground, and look back at me: "I'll explain it to you when I get home, okay?"

I bow my head.

He got out of the car and held the bicycle, and I was still sitting in the car, and he directly supported the car and went downhill.

When we got to the ground, he looked at me again: "You really don't want to talk to me anymore?"

I pouted.

He sighed again: "I was wrong today, but I really don't know what I did wrong a few days ago, can you tell me? If you don't tell me, I don't know what to change."

I had a cold face, so he had no choice but to step on the bicycle again and ride forward slowly.

He was the one talking all the time, and when he was about to get home, he said, "There is a speed bump ahead, hold on to me."

I do not speak.

"An Sifeng."

I still don't speak.

"An Sifeng?"

"Don't call me!"

"Hold on to me, or you'll fall."

"Fall and fall!"

"...Hold on to me, be obedient."

"I will never listen to you again!!" I yelled.

"Why?" I finally started to speak, and despite my bad attitude, he immediately asked back.

Still asking why?Want to go!

"An Sifeng?"

"It's so annoying!! You go kiss someone else! You go hug someone else! Liar!"

"I did not lie to you……"

Did you lie to me?I reached into my trouser pocket for my phone, I want to show him that picture!But I couldn't find it, so I immediately went to look in my schoolbag. At that moment, I forgot that I was still sitting on the bicycle, and even more forgot that the car was still moving and that I was about to pass the speed bump.

I let go of the hand holding the back seat of the car, turned around to grab the schoolbag, turned around, tilted my body, and rolled directly to the ground.When the incident happened suddenly, Chu Heng was taken aback, and immediately threw the car, and then rolled to the ground. He reached out to pull me, but I was already lying on the ground, and my head hit the edge of the speed bump.

In order to grab me, he used too much force and lay down on me.

pain.

But I didn't care, my hand was still in my schoolbag, and I touched my mobile phone, I took out the mobile phone, found the photo sent to me by a female classmate, pasted it on his face, and said angrily: "Look!!!"

It's so close that Chu Heng can see the ghost.

Chu Heng was afraid of crushing me, and wanted to get up, so I hugged his neck tightly with the other hand: "Don't get up! Look!"

"It's too close, I can't see..."

As soon as I said I was even more wronged, I took back my phone and yelled at him: "Why didn't you know it was too close when I was with my relatives?!"

"..." Chu Heng still tried to get up.

"Who allowed you to get up?"

"...pressing you."

"Squeeze!" I glared at him.

He looks down at me.

It took me a while to realize how weird our posture was.

The mind becomes clearer, the senses become clearer, and the touch of the body becomes clearer.

Another gust of wind blew by. In late June, the night wind was still very comfortable.

The parts of his body that overlapped mine became hot at the same time.

Our faces were so close that there was only about one centimeter apart, our eyes were eye to eye, and the speed bump happened to be under the street light. I could just see a little light in his eyes, and that was me.

He can probably see him in my eyes too.

Chu Heng's face was slightly uncomfortable, and he still wanted to get up.

I threw the phone away and wrapped my other hand around his neck.

I seem to know what I want to do, but I don't seem to know.

We both stared at each other for a moment.

He slowly moved closer to me, his nose was too straight, and mine was not collapsed.Recently, he had to tilt his head slightly, his eyes caressed my face, he lowered his eyes, and his lips finally came to my lips.

No one knows, this moment, just like this.

It's finally here too.

He was very light, but very warm, and carefully touched the corner of my mouth with his lips.

He has a smiling mouth with a small raised lip on his upper lip.

His lips fit right into the dimple of my mouth.

Soon, he slowly raised his head and looked at me carefully and carefully.

I also look at him.

At eight o'clock in the evening, under the street lights, next to the speed bump with neither too many nor too many people, he kissed me for the first time.

The sound of people and cars that seemed to have been blocked by us just now sounded again, and pedestrians passed by as usual.

In their eyes, we are probably just two boys who accidentally wrestled.

Even that kiss was so quick that no one saw it.

But ah, it stays in my heart forever.

Chu Heng stood up slowly while supporting the ground, and I covered my eyes with my hands.

He bent down and hugged me horizontally, and asked me in a low voice, "Are you hurt?"

I dare not speak.

He smiled, put me carefully on the back seat of the bicycle, hung my schoolbag on the faucet, picked up my mobile phone on the ground, and put it in his pocket.

He held his bicycle and took me for the rest of the way.

On the way, he slowly said: "That girl is my classmate, as you remember, the one who likes to tease you very much. She told me yesterday that she likes you and wants to chase you. She is very beautiful and nice. When you were with me, you often laughed." He said a little embarrassedly, "So I don't really want you to see her...I didn't take you there today because I wanted to reject her for you...After you ran away at noon , I should have looked for you, but she came to me to look for you again. She was not very happy, and insisted on giving you the biscuits I made by myself, but I still refused her. At the dance, she was still looking for you, and she still wanted to I gave you a gift and said that I would hug her for you, so she was willing to give up... I thought it was a joke, we were classmates in high school, she is very humorous, I didn't expect that she really hugged me, but I immediately let go I opened it, I didn't expect many people to boo..."

I was silent for a long time, and whispered: "Not in the future."

"Oh." He responded, and said again, "There will be no future."

"You can't give someone a hug."

"No."

"Um……"

He asked again: "then these days, why are you angry with me?"

"……I am afraid."

"why?"

"I'm afraid you won't like me one day." I told the truth.

"It's because I'm afraid that you won't like it one day...do you like me?" He turned his back to me and asked softly.

My hands go to the saddle of his bicycle.

After digging for a long time, I said "um".

He pauses, we all pause.He turned around, stood in a corner without street lights and smiled at me.

Light up the world again.

Give me courage, I asked him: "Then what is my relationship with you?"

He didn't speak, and I asked again: "Are we a relationship between boyfriend and boyfriend?"

He shook his head.

I can not believe it.

He said to me word by word: "I want to be with you for the rest of my life, as a lover and a family member."

I dig the back seat of the car all the way downstairs, but I'm too embarrassed to look up.

He parked the car and asked, "Where does it hurt?"

"It hurts everywhere, I can't walk..."

"Go to the hospital?"

I shook my head: "Don't go."

"I, I... send you up?"

"Oh……"

He put my schoolbag on his back, and then bent down to hug me.

I checked my fingerprints, and he took me into the elevator, and after the elevator came out, he turned on the voice-activated lights.I gave him the key, and he opened the door of my house, took off his shoes, and carried me into the living room barefoot.

After he put me on the sofa, he helped me take off my shoes first.

I am like a mentally handicapped child, still bowing my head at this time, not saying a word.

He didn't know if he was also embarrassed, and he also didn't speak.After taking off his shoes, he went to wash his hands, and then wiped my hands with a wet towel.By the way, he boiled hot water, poured water for me, and called for takeaway from a nearby restaurant for me.

After doing all this, he stood in front of me: "Then I'll go first..."

I'm still bowing my head.

He paused, turned and left.

There was a soft knock at the door, and the door opened.Again, the door closed.

I bit my lip.

Really gone?

I immediately got up from the sofa and strode to the back of the house.

What can't walk, of course it's fake.

There is no peephole in my house, so I put it on the door and listened, but there was no sound from outside.

I stretched out my hand and opened the door, Chu Heng who was standing outside the door immediately turned around and asked me: "What's wrong?"

I grabbed the doorknob with my hand, looked up at him, at his face, at his eyes, at his lips.

I blinked my eyes and said to him, "I want to kiss again..."