Sediment rises

Thanks to his foot injury, it happened to be the weekend again, so Chen Zui spent a whole day nestling here in Lin Congxuan.

There is a canyon between the two of them for seven years, and it is actually impossible for them to become intimate suddenly.

Under the influence of three years of marriage, Lin Congxuan still fears Chen Zui through some unconscious behaviors.For example, when he was eating, he would sit in a seat diagonally opposite to Chen Zui, because Chen Zui did not allow him to sit directly opposite.

For example, when Lin Congxuan came out of the room and saw Chen Zuo sitting on the sofa in the living room, he would subconsciously retreat to the room again, because they were rarely in the same space before.

Chen Zui's heart was in a mess. These behaviors and habits could not be changed overnight, and the seven-year gap could not be filled so easily. Fortunately, he had plenty of time.When eating, he would take the initiative to sit next to Lin Congxuan, and when Lin Congxuan was avoiding him, he would take the initiative to cling to Lin Congxuan.

Liang Yiwan sighed and sighed after knowing that they were reconciled, and withdrew from this competition whose beginning was destined to end very gentlemanly, and he only came to visit Lin Congxuan occasionally as an ordinary friend.

Life calmed down. Every morning, Chen Zuo would go to Lin Congxuan's place a little earlier to prepare breakfast. After Lin Congxuan woke up, the two of them had breakfast together, and then Chen Zuo went to work.When they came back in the evening, Lin Congxuan had already prepared dinner. After the two of them had dinner, Chen Zui was in charge of washing the dishes, and then they went downstairs for a walk to eliminate food.

When he got home, Chen was busy with work when he had the most work. When he was not working, he sat beside Lin Congxuan and read a book. Lin Congxuan devoted himself to creating his comics.

It was late at night, and Chen would choose a deep kiss for Lin Cong before going home reluctantly.

Before going to bed, Chen Zui called Lin Congxuan. The sound of Xiaoxuan's long breathing after falling asleep was the best sleeping pill for Chen Zui.

Every day is plain and beautiful, they are no longer high school students, they start to rebuild their lives with each other in an adult way.

One night, Chen Zui fell asleep next to Lin Congxuan's light breathing as usual.

But that day was very strange, he didn't sleep well, and had a long-lost dream, dreaming that Xiaoxuan was standing in front of him in a well-fitting suit.

Xiaoxuan looked very happy, her eyes turned into crescents when she smiled, and Chen Zui was also infected by this bright smile, and laughed along with her.He asked Xiaoxuan: "Xiaoxuan, where are you going with your clothes looking so good today?"

Xiaoxuan showed a look of surprise, he said: "Xiaoxu, today is my wedding, don't you know?"

"Marriage, wedding?"

Chen Zui had a bad feeling. He and Xiaoxuan were married a long time ago, weren't they?

Then Chen Zui saw Liang Yiwan walking in a black suit, he put his hand gently on Lin Congxuan's waist, and said to Chen Zui: "Chen Zui, welcome to my wedding with Xiaoxuan. "

After Liang Yiwan finished speaking, Chen Zui noticed that the surrounding scene had changed. They were in a green field, with white gauze, balloons, and champagne roses. This was the lawn wedding scene.

Chen was the most panicked. He took Lin Congxuan's hand and asked him tremblingly, "Xiaoxuan, aren't we married yet? Why did you marry Yiwan?"

Lin Congxuan frowned in confusion, then suddenly remembered something, he showed his white teeth in a smile, and replied, "Xiao Xu, have you forgotten? We are already divorced, and you like Yu Cong, don't you?"

"No! It's not like that! Xiaoxuan, I've always liked you!"

"Little selection!"

Chen Zui woke up from the nightmare, he sat up panting heavily, the wall lamp by the bed was still on, illuminating the warm yellow of the room.

He suddenly had a feeling that Jinxi was He Xi, the dream was so real that he began to wonder if he and Xiaoxuan were really reconciled?Is it really not a dream?

Chen Zui looked at his palm in a daze. There were several hideous scars left after the wound healed. Last night Xiaoxuan held his hand and said, "Xiaoxu, I think this scar is like a branch of a rose. Can you draw a rose for you?" Then Xiao used a marker pen to outline a budding rose, and he said, "Xiao Xu, a flower has grown on the scar, and you won't be hurt in the future. "

Chen Zui rubbed against the faded roses at the mouth of the tiger and let out a long breath. Fortunately, it was a false alarm.

Drowsiness was gone, Chen Zui simply got up and opened the curtains.The east side had already turned pale. He looked down and realized that it had snowed heavily last night, and the neighborhood was completely white.He often used the sycamore tree where he was invisible. The branches were covered with thick snow and drooped heavily. After a while, a piece of snow the size of a palm fell and landed silently on the snow.

Chen Zui looked at the time. It was still early at 05:30 in the morning. He quickly changed his clothes and gloves and went downstairs.

There was a lot of snow last night, and the snow was a foot thick.

Chen Zui picked up a handful of snow from the holly tree, squeezed it into a snowball, held it in his hand, and walked around to the back of the unit building.This location is just facing the window of Lin Congxuan's room, and there is a small open space.

It was just dawn, and the community was so quiet that even the rustling of snow falling on the branches could be heard clearly.

Chen Zui rolled the snowball in his hand on the ground, then patted him firmly and rolled it again, so that a snowman's head was almost ready.

In the early morning of winter, the air he inhaled was refreshingly cool. Chen Zui exhaled a breath of white air, and rubbed his frozen unconscious hands with satisfaction.

A chubby snowman has already been piled up in front of him, with his hands wrapped around his chest in the gesture of clasping fists to greet the New Year, a carrot picked up from the refrigerator is inserted in the nose, and a red woolen thread is stuffed in the mouth, with the corners of the mouth turned up , laughing happily.

Chen Zui tore off two buttons from his expensive overcoat and pressed them on the eyes. He looked at it carefully and felt that something was missing. He put the cashmere scarf around his neck on the snowman and put it on. Nodding with satisfaction.

Raising his arm and looking at his watch, Xiaoxuan should get up, so Chen Zui took out his cell phone and called him.

"Hello, Xiaoxu?" Lin Congxuan's voice on the phone still carried the thick nasal voice after waking up.

Chen Zui smiled lightly and said, "Xiaoxuan, open the window and look down."

The sound of pushing the window came through the phone, and then a small head poked out from the window on the seventh floor.

"Wow, it's snowing!" Lin Congxuan was dazzled by the whiteness outside the window, excited, "Xiaoxu, I saw you!"

Chen Zui waved his hand at him and asked him, "Do you want to come down and make a snowman?"

"Okay, I'll come down right away!"

Lin Congxuan went downstairs excitedly but did not see Chen Zui.

"Xiao Xu?"

Lin Congxuan yelled softly, but no one answered him. He looked around but did not see Chen Zui's figure, only a lone giant snowman in the open space, almost as tall as others.

He walked towards the snowman with a puzzled face, and when he got closer, he realized that the snowman looked familiar.Ning Mei thought for a while, and Lin Congxuan finally remembered that this snowman was almost exactly the same as the snowman he and Chen Zuo had built together seven years ago.

Lin Congxuan remembered that it was before Yu Cong's death, and one night it snowed so heavily that the snow was almost up to his knees.

The next morning, he was woken up by Chen Zui pinching his nose and calling "little lazy pig". He buried his head in Chen Zui's arms and acted like a baby: "Xiao Xu, I'm sleepy."

Chen Zui rubbed his black and soft hair, put it close to his ear and said, "Little lazy pig, the snow is thick outside, do you want to get up and build a snowman?"

"It's snowing?" Lin Congxuan's eyes lit up, and he woke up immediately.

"Yes baby, it snowed a lot last night, get up, let's make a snowman."

Chen Zui was dazzled by Lin Congxuan's bright eyes, and his heart beat suddenly faster. He secretly let out a breath, patted his chest, and took the down jacket from the cabinet for Lin Congxuan to put on.

The two ran to the yard to build a snowman without even eating breakfast. After the snowman's body was piled up, the two discussed how the snowman's hands should move.Chen Zuiyi took two brooms or branches and stuck them up. Lin Congxuan thought for a while and suggested: "Xiaoxu, Chinese New Year is coming soon, shall we make the snowman into a New Year's greeting pose?"

Chen Zui would never reject Lin Congxuan, so he naturally agreed.

After the snowman's hand was done, the two were worried about what to use for their eyes. Chen Zui had an idea and pulled two black metal buttons from his coat and stuffed them on the snowman's face.The chubby snowman instantly came alive with buttonholes, and the two looked at each other and burst out laughing out of nowhere.

The snow that day was soft and white, the snowman was fat and cute, and Xiaoxuan's smile was sweet and warm.

Standing in the snow, Chen Zui looked at Lin Congxuan with a white face and a clear smile. At that moment, his heart was softer than the snow all over the yard.Some crazy thoughts came into his mind, he wanted to hug Xiaoxuan, he wanted to kiss Xiaoxuan's ruddy and soft lips, he wanted to tell Xiaoxuan that I love you so much.

But that day Chen Zui opened his mouth and failed to speak out. Aunt Zhang, the nanny, suddenly asked them to stop playing and go back to the house for breakfast.

Chen's most impulsive confession was unintentionally interrupted, and he couldn't muster up the courage again, until Yu Cong's death soon changed everything, and the love he couldn't say was drowned in In the snow and in the swimming pool that year.

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Standing in front of the snowman, Lin Congxuan stared at the small red velvet box in the snowman's hand, because it contained a men's plain ring.He looked around uncertainly, and then he saw Chen Zui coming out from behind a row of holly trees covered by snow.

"Xiaoxu..." Lin Congxuan called out cautiously, because the snow scene was so dreamy, he was afraid that this was a beautiful dream he had woven, and if the sound was too loud, it would fall apart.

"Little lazy pig." Chen Zui approached slowly and called out affectionately.

The sound of "little lazy pig" made Lin Congxuan's nose sore.

Chen Zui was wearing the same beige wool sweater as the day he built the snowman seven years ago, with a black cashmere coat over it.

The cold winter wind lifted the broken hair on his forehead. He looked a little taller than seven years ago, and his facial contours were more three-dimensional than seven years ago.He seems to have come from seven years ago, and it seems to be from now to seven years ago.

Chen Zui stopped in front of Lin Congxuan, then took off the ring in the red velvet box from Snowman's hand, and knelt down on one knee.

"Xiaoxuan, will you marry me?"

There is no gorgeous and profound promise, he just said "marry me?"

But Chen's most determined gaze was an extremely pious oath to Lin Congxuan.

When his father just passed away ten years ago, when he was huddled in his closed world, in the corner under the desk, Chen Zui was like this, knelt on one knee and stretched out a hand to him with the same firm eyes. Hand said: "Don't be afraid, come to brother."

Lin Congxuan's eyes were flushed, but the corners of his mouth were raised. He nodded emphatically, and said, "Okay."

According to ancient Roman legend, there is a blood vessel on the ring finger leading directly to the heart, so wearing a wedding ring on the ring finger symbolizes the bond between the husband and wife.

The two wedding rings customized by Chen Zui have the two letters "XX" engraved on the inner circle. "XX" is both "Xiaoxuan" and "Xiaoxu", representing both themselves and each other.They are complete selves, but they also engrave each other in their blood.

Chen Zui strung the original two rings together and wore them on his chest. They were his lifelong "teachings".