Sediment rises

Because of the power outage, the radiator in the room couldn't continue to work, and the accumulated temperature gradually dropped.Chen was most afraid that Lin Congxuan would catch a cold, so he lay down with his arms around him and covered him with a quilt.

Lin Congxuan lay docilely in Chen Zui's arms and calmed down, taking long breaths.He raised his eyes slightly, and carefully traced the contours of Chen Zui's face. In fact, in the dark, he couldn't see anything except Chen Zui's breathing, but he was able to trace it. It's been ten years, let alone It is the outline of the face, even Lin Congxuan can describe this face with his eyes closed.

The two hugged each other silently, and after a long time, Lin Congxuan asked Chen Zui in a muffled voice under the quilt: "Xiaoxu, in high school, you kissed me on the swing, was it because you liked me?"

Chen Mo didn't ask why Lin Congxuan knew about it, but he replied, "Yes."

"Then there is a picture of me on the bedside table in your room, because you like me? Last time I saw it..."

"Yes." Chen Zui replied.

If Lin Congxuan had been more careful to look through Chen Zui's pillow on the day he found Yu Cong's photo, he would have found that the torn part of the photo, only the part of Lin Congxuan, had been lying under Chen Zui's pillow.

"The day the thunder struck last time, you kissed me because you liked me?"

"Yes, it's all because I like you."

Chen Zui stroked the soft hair on the back of Lin Congxuan's head, kissed him between the eyebrows, and then repeated: "Xiaoxuan, I love you."

Lin Congxuan nodded in the dark, he was nodding to himself, convincing himself.

My father once said that if you are hesitant because of a certain matter, you should presuppose three questions yourself.Then you answer these three questions. If the answers to these three questions in your heart guide you to do this, then you will do it bravely and never regret it.

So Lin Congxuan set three questions for himself.

Do you still like Chen Zui?

Do you want to be with Chen Zui forever?

Do you have the courage to accept the unknown future?

No matter how many times you answer, the answer is always like, think, and have courage.

Lin Congxuan finally reconciled with the contradictions, anxiety, and hesitation in his heart, and bravely chose the direction he wanted to go.

Do not read the past, do not fear the future.

Lin Congxuan's cheek buried on Chen Zui's chest was a little hot, he grabbed the front of Chen Zui's pajamas tightly, and asked very very softly: "Then can you kiss me again?"

Chen Zui's hands froze, and there was an unquenchable hot air surging in his chest. He licked his dry lips in the dark, then lifted Lin Congxuan's chin slightly and kissed it.He was very restrained at the beginning, but after seven years of suppressing this feeling, it intensified when it was released.

He blocked Lin Congxuan's soft lips with all his might, and kissed furiously, depriving Lin Congxuan of his oxygen.Lin Congxuan was very jerky, he thought kissing was lips touching, until Chen Zui stuck his tongue into his mouth, he froze suddenly, a warm current rushed from the tip of his tongue to a certain organ, the rapid heartbeat made him His chest heaved violently.

It wasn't until Lin Congxuan was out of breath that Chen Zui let him go.He traced Xiaoxuan's browbones with his fingertips, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Xiaoxuan, thank you."

Thank you for your presence, thank you for your company, thank you for your forgiveness.

Early in the morning, Chen Zui woke up with the slippery feeling on the tip of his nose. When he opened his eyes, the custard bun was sticking out his tongue and licking his nose.Chen Zuo woke up instantly, and the memory of last night came back, but there was nothing in his arms.

It was the same on the morning after the rain a few months ago, he was woken up by the custard bag, and Xiaoxuan disappeared as soon as he woke up.

With a heavy chest, Chen Zui panicked and ran out of the room barefoot, shouting at the top of his lungs, "Xiaoxuan!"

"Xiao Xu?" Lin Congxuan came out from the second bedroom, holding a medicine box in his hand and looked at Chen Zui worriedly.

Chen Zui rushed forward and hugged Lin Congxuan with such force that he seemed to be binding a person.His nerves were so fragile that he couldn't stand a single blow, his chest heaved violently, and he said in a pleading tone: "Xiao Xuan, don't leave, okay?"

Lin Congxuan felt Chen's unprecedented panic, even though his arm was strangled, he didn't snort.

He slowly patted Chen Zui on the back, comforting him: "I won't leave, I'm going to get the medicine box, you're injured."

Chen Zui couldn't hear a word, and didn't even dare to blink.He hugged Lin Congxuan instinctively, he was afraid that this was his vain dream, and it would be gone as soon as he opened his eyes.In the midst of great worries about gains and losses, Chen Zui could no longer maintain his composure. He buried himself in Lin Congxuan's neck, tears streaming into the collar of Lin Congxuan's wide pajamas.

Lin Congxuan felt the wetness on his neck, and heard Chen's most suppressed cry. His eyes were also flushed. His Xiaoxu must have suffered too much in the past seven years.

After embracing for a long time, Chen Zui finally calmed down under Lin Congxuan's soothing voice. He sat on the sofa and let Lin Congxuan clean up the wound on his knee.Last night, when he fell on the stairs, he scratched his right leg. The skin on the knee was gone, it was scarlet, and there was a large bruise on the calf.

Lin Congxuan carefully cleaned Chen Zui's wound with hydrogen peroxide, and then wiped it with a cotton swab dipped in iodophor. His movements were very gentle, as if he was treating some fragile artwork.He wiped and blew with his mouth, and asked Chen Zui from time to time: "Xiao Xu, does it hurt?"

Chen Zui stared at Lin Congxuan's focused profile, and he replied: "It doesn't hurt." Then he asked Lin Congxuan: "Does it hurt?"

Lin Congxuan raised his head, thought for a moment, then smiled brightly, and replied, "It doesn't hurt."

He knew that Chen Zui was asking if it hurts to be hurt by the glass, if it hurts to be pressed into the carp pond, if it hurts to be treated with cold words?If compared to losing Xiaoxu, then these are not pains at all.

After the heavy rain last night, the weather is fine today, and the sun shines through the screen window, illuminating the living room brightly and warmly.A beam of sunlight happened to shine on Lin Congxuan's face, and even the tiny hairs on his face looked so docile and cute. He raised his head, showing a row of white teeth, and replied with a smile, "It doesn't hurt."

This scene has become one of the scenes that Chen Zui often recalls in the decades after his life. Compared with Xiaoxuan's clear smile, the winter sunshine is also much inferior.

Chen Zui picked up Lin Congxuan who was squatting on the ground, let him sit on his lap, and then he looked at Lin Congxuan with infinite affection and said to him: "Xiaoxuan, I really love you."

"Really" was added because Chen most felt that he probably didn't have much trust in Lin Congxuan.

Lin Congxuan's eyes were red, he nodded heavily, kissed Chen Zui on the brow and replied: "I love you too."

The sun is shining brightly this day, and their future happiness will be very long.Even if for a long time to come, Chen Zui will live in the ecstasy of reunion after a long absence, the worry of gain and loss after regaining a loss, and the sorrow of heart after a false alarm, he still enjoys it.