Sediment rises

After parking the car and turning off the engine, Chen Zui let go of the steering wheel with both hands and leaned back in the chair wearily.Instead of getting out of the car, he opened the window and stared intently at a window on the third floor, where he had come every day after work for a month.

After being discharged from the hospital, Chen most followed his mother's advice and slowly returned to normal work after a period of psychological treatment. Of course, he did not give up and continued to look for Lin Congxuan. He found this place a month ago, and it was Liang Yiwan's parents. Residence - an old community on the outskirts of the city, although old, it is quiet and clean.

In fact, Liang Yiwan had no intention of hiding Lin Congxuan. Lin Congxuan was transferred to a nearby hospital for treatment and was discharged after a few days. Move back to live with parents.Therefore, Chen Zui quickly found this place.

When he found this place for the first time a month ago, he didn't have the courage to knock on the door. He was afraid that he would cause more irritation to Lin Congxuan. I can't wait to break my own hands.

The geographical distance between him and Lin Congxuan is less than 100 meters, but there is a time distance of seven years between them.For seven years, Chen Zui had gone in the wrong direction for too long, even if he looked back, he didn't know if Lin Congxuan was still there.

Chen Zui took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep breath to relieve his tension. He had already quit smoking in order to cooperate with the treatment, but he still couldn't help but want to smoke a cigarette so that he could relax.

Today he came to discuss with Liang Yiwan about taking Lin Cong away, and the closer that moment was, the tighter his chest became.

Just halfway through a cigarette, a familiar figure was walking from the opposite side. It was Liang Yiwan who had just got off work, with tired eyes.Chen Zui quickly stubbed out the cigarette butt and got out of the car, calling out, "Yiwan."

Liang Yiwan stopped in front of the unit, and he was not surprised to see Chen Zui. More than half a month ago, he found that Chen Zui's car would be parked downstairs every day, and the car would not drive slowly until the lights were turned off at his house. out of the district.

"What's the matter?" Liang Yiwan said in a bad tone.

Chen Zui let go of his arrogance, bowed seriously and said, "I apologize to you for what happened before, I'm sorry."

"No need." Liang Yiwan refused, and wanted to leave.

Chen Zui stepped in front of him in two steps: "I came here today to discuss with you about taking Xiaoxuan away. I know he's in a bad condition."

Chen Zui stayed downstairs at Liang Yiwan's house for a month. At first, he didn't dare to go upstairs and knock on the door. Later, after guarding for a long time, he found some abnormalities. Lin Congxuan hadn't been out during this month. door once.

Every day after dinner, Liang Yiwan's parents and Liang Yijiao would go for a walk in the community, but Chen Zui had never seen Lin Congxuan, so he certainly wouldn't think that Liang Yiwan didn't let him go out. As a psychiatrist, Liang Yiwan should be more proactive in getting Lin Congxuan to participate in social activities.Chen Zui felt a little uneasy. He guessed that Lin Congxuan might have closed himself up like his father died ten years ago.

Liang Yiwan snorted coldly, dropped the briefcase in his hand and punched Chen Zui on the cheek, saying viciously, "You have the guts to take him away? Who is the reason why Xiaoxuan became like this?"

Chen Zui didn't dodge, and received the punch with his head slightly lowered. He felt the rusty taste in his mouth with his tongue, and said, "It's all because of me. I have nothing to say, but I want to know if Xiaoxuan is Isn't it bad, did he not speak since he came out of the hospital, he likes to sit in a corner, doesn't sleep at night, and will call 'Mom and Dad' when he finally falls asleep?"

Liang Yiwan was silent, because Chen Zui had hit the mark. Lin Congxuan hadn't said a word since he was discharged from the hospital, as if he had returned to the state of a child, but Chen Zui was wrong about one thing. Lin Congxuan fell asleep except "Xiaoxu" is the most frequently called other than mom and dad.

Chen Zui saw that Liang Yiwan's expression was a little loose, and continued: "When Xiaoxuan's father died ten years ago, he was also like this. My father took him to see the best psychiatrist in the country at that time. The treatment plan given by the doctor at that time It took Xiaoxuan to re-establish his dependence on people, and it took me three months to get him to speak. I don’t have to pick him up, I want to see him, okay?”

Liang Yiwan bent down to pick up his briefcase. How could he not understand what Chen Zui said? He took half a month's leave to stay at home with Lin Congxuan, and exhausted all the intervention methods he had mastered. Unable to touch Lin Congxuan's heart, Xiaoxuan is like an exquisite robot, neither making noise nor moving.

Knowledge and abilities are limited, but emotional bonds are immeasurable. Half a month ago, Lin Congxuan, who was always sitting under the desk without moving half a step, suddenly became fascinated by the window. sky.Liang Yiwan observed for two days before discovering that Lin Congxuan was waiting for a car. The car that entered the community in the evening and then parked downstairs until late at night was Chen Zui's car.

Although he didn't want to believe it, Liang Yiwan had to admit the popular saying that one must tie the bell to untie it.When Lin Congxuan was looking at the window and guarding Chen Zui's car every day, Liang Yiwan also tentatively asked: "Xiaoxuan, do you want to go downstairs and have a look?" Lin Congxuan seemed to have discovered some secret He retracted his head in an instant, and buried his head in his knees, showing a gesture of resistance.

Liang Yiwan looked up at the window of his house, he could imagine Lin Congxuan sitting on his knees on the ground with his head slightly poked out to stare at Chen Zui's car downstairs, his usually dull eyes had a rare light.He sighed, not wanting to entangle with Chen anymore, and replied coldly: "As long as you have a way to get him out of the room."

After pressing the password of the unit door, Liang Yiwan hesitated for a moment, then turned around, and said to Chen Zui: "When I met Xiaoxuan, he didn't say a word about you. No matter how I slapped him around, he kept his mouth shut. At first I don't quite understand. I understood when I saw him squatting helplessly in the living room guarding a pile of broken glass. In fact, he knows that you treat him badly. Silence is his psychological self-protection mechanism. Silence is his ego. Persuasion, as long as he doesn't take the initiative to bring it up, he doesn't think he is ignored, and his sensitive and fragile psychology can be strengthened a little bit."

Chen Zui's throat was tight and his chest was throbbing.

Liang Yiwan opened the door of the unit, left a sentence full of infinite helplessness and regret, "Be nice to him in the future", and then closed the door of the unit.