Sediment rises

An hour after Chen Zui left, earth-shattering cries and cries for help came from the brightly lit high-end villa. When everyone rushed to the pool, Lin Congxuan weakly grabbed the edge of the pool and almost froze into an ice sculpture. He was about to sink into the bottom of the water in a second, and Yu Cong was lying quietly on the bottom of the water, his festive red sweater seemed to be stained with thick blood in everyone's eye sockets.

In the end, the accident ended with a boy selflessly saving another boy and thus losing his life.

After Yu Cong's death, Chen Zui was drunk and dreamed in the bar for a month. As soon as he closed his eyes, he could dream of Yu Cong crying and asking him: "Why don't you accept me? If you accept my confession, we will drink together Let's watch the party and celebrate the New Year together, and I won't go to the pool, and I won't die!"

Yes, it would be great if I accepted Yu Cong's confession that night.

Or, the bar accepted Yu Cong's confession that night.

Going back a little bit later, it would be nice if I went to study abroad with Yu Cong.

If only Lin Congxuan had never appeared.

No matter which node it is, as long as some changes are made, Yu Cong will not die and will not sink to the bottom of the cold water.

A fresh life is the most unbearable weight for Chen.

In the day after day of nightmares, Chen Zuo couldn't bear the heavy shackles of guilt at last. He despicably passed on part of the guilt towards Yu Cong to Lin Congxuan, and part to his father, which turned into guilt towards them. Resentment, his ungerminated first love was watered by his hatred into twisted vines, densely wrapped around his body, trapping him in place and unable to move.

He assembled a weapon of hatred with indifference, and he treated 6000 short messages asking for warmth in four years abroad, without even giving a punctuation mark.

In four years, Chen Zui thought that he had dilute all love and hatred, so he returned to the country.However, during the four years when he learned that he was indifferent, Liang Yiwan invaded Lin Congxuan's life everywhere in the other side of the ocean. The vines dormant in the dark are more and more lush.

He struggled repeatedly between the guilt he couldn't let go of and the love he couldn't get back. He couldn't let go of the guilt he felt for Yu Cong and loved Lin Congxuan, nor could he build a wall of hatred to completely isolate Lin Congxuan.In the end, he chose to use marriage to bind Lin Congxuan by his side, despicably enjoying Lin Congxuan's thoughtfulness, loyalty, love, and smile, but he refused to pay any tenderness.

And he himself became a "patient" who couldn't even control himself in this kind of tearing and pulling. Indifference, loneliness, and neglect were not only the means he used to revenge Lin Congxuan, but also the rope he used to bind himself. After three years of use, the rope finally broke due to a little irritation.So much so that he hurt his favorite Xiao Xuan because of a brief brain loss.

Chen Zui babbled all kinds of confession, but Xiaoxuan couldn't hear it, and even if he heard it, he wouldn't forgive him. He tasted fear like never before.

"How can I be like this! I'm so vile and ugly! I'm a madman!"

Chen Zui hugged his head and frantically pulled his hair. He deeply felt the feeling of Lin Congxuan grabbing his hair and hitting the wall helplessly. Xiaoxuan must have been very helpless, scared and sad at that time.

Yang Qiaoshan had already burst into tears, she wiped away the tears, and hugged Chen Zui's head tightly to prevent him from harming himself.A woman is weak, but a mother is strong. Yang Qiaoshan doesn't know where the strength comes from, so she hugs her son tightly and comforts him over and over again: "Be quiet first, be quiet first, you are just sick, shh! shhh!"

After a long time, Chen Zui finally calmed down, but there was no trace of anger in his eyes.

Yang Qiaoshan was in so much pain that Chen Zui made a mistake, but he was his own son after all.The guilt in her heart had already overwhelmed Chen Zui, so how could she make up her mind to blame him again, and they, as parents, had a great responsibility for this result.One is that he did not tell Chen Zui the truth in time, and the other is that he did not care about his son's emotional fluctuations during adolescence.

She gently stroked Chen Zui's arm, and said softly until he was completely calm: "Xiaoxu, do you know why mother likes Xiaoxuan?"

Yang Qiaoshan deliberately slowed down her speech, her voice was very gentle, as if she was telling a story to comfort Chen Zui, she said: "It's not just because his father saved your father, it's not just because he is well-behaved, the main reason is It's because he made you soft. Your father was strict with you since childhood, and you are smart. You can learn everything at once, and your grades have always been the first. Your father and I are very relieved of you.

But my mother regrets it very much, because I didn't teach you humility, sincerity, and how to love others, so that you later became very arrogant and fickle, and you didn't have any friends besides Yu Cong.Later, after Xiaoxuan appeared, I found that you had changed. You tried every means to coax him to speak, you taught him how to grow flowers, played Rubik’s Cube with him, and sent him to school. You put all your patience on Xiaoxuan, mother See what your lover is capable of. "

Because of this, it was hard for Yang Qiaoshan to imagine that Chen Zui had been cold and violent towards Lin Congxuan for seven years.When Chen left the most, it was the busiest time of the company. She and her husband were devoted to their careers and never cared about the undercurrents between the two children.

Moreover, Lin Congxuan did not appear hysterical after Chen Zui went abroad, but became slightly introverted.In the past four years, she thought that the two children had their own way of communication, and she never thought that Lin Cong chose only one person to support their relationship in one direction.

Soon after returning to China, Chen Zui's career was on the right track, and he was at the age to talk about marriage.Yang Qiaoshan could tell that Chen liked Lin Congxuan the most. She and her husband also hoped that the two children could support each other in the future, so they supported their marriage.Not long after the two got married, Chen Zhensheng had a major operation due to a heart attack. After that, he gradually put down his company affairs and spent more time recuperating abroad, with Yang Qiaoshan by his side.The couple would call back home regularly, but they could not detect any disturbance from the calm words.

In the final analysis, the two of them have unshirkable responsibilities.

Yang Qiaoshan stroked Chen Zui's hair carefully, and said softly: "Son, this incident is not only your fault, your father and I are also very responsible. Mom and Dad apologize to you and Xiaoxuan. Mom knows You like Xiaoxuan, otherwise you wouldn't be in such pain, promise mother to cheer up as soon as possible and then find Xiaoxuan to apologize to him, repent and chase him back, okay?"