[Comprehensive] Lying is to save the world

After the incident, Arthur lightly pressed a kiss on the lips of Leon, who was panting with his eyes closed, and then stroked the boy's soft white hair and asked, "Master, in your opinion, what you and I did just now what is it?"

Leon opened his eyes in astonishment, but after meeting Arthur's serious blue eyes, he unnaturally moved them aside.The white-haired and red-eyed boy opened his red and swollen lips that were bitten by his lover during the joy, but unfortunately his lips squirmed twice, but there was no answer worth looking forward to.

"us……"

"How are you going to define our relationship?" Although Arthur felt a little hesitant to feel sorry for the young man, he was more determined to get a definite answer from Leon's mouth, "I'll ask you before When you were in a relationship with Monsieur Giotto, your answer was friend..."

"However, the things you and Mr. Giotto have done have already surpassed the level of friends...or even after such an extremely intimate thing happened, you can still blame it with a smile as "replenishing the magic ’ or ‘accident’?”

"...I don't know what you want, Arthur." Leon looked blankly at the serious and obstinate blond young man, his red eyes were completely puzzled, "You, and Giotto...I don't know what you want. Understand, why are you always so obsessed with such a purely verbal answer? It does nothing for the status quo."

Arthur gently held Leon's face in his hands, and kissed deeply on the boy's forehead devoutly.At a height that Leon couldn't see, the blond knight who was close to his skin replied softly: "Because I like you, I love you, so I am eager to get your response. Even if I can't get it from you I also hope to get a definite answer—at least, you know what kind of mood I did to you."

Leon looked at Arthur with an unusually gentle expression, and felt suddenly in a trance for some reason. The young man asked in a voice so ethereal that he could hardly hear him: "You said...you like me?"

"Yes, liking, or it can be called love. It's not the kind of friendship between partners, friends, and relatives, but the more possessive love between lovers." Arthur and Leon looked at each other , with burning affection in the blue eyes, "Master, I love you, that's why I feel jealous and resentful because of your intimate relationship with other people, and I can't even bear to have sex with you again."

"But the behavior that made me unable to control my jealousy is just an accident with Mr. Giotto in your opinion... So I have to ask you for an answer. In your eyes, what is the behavior of my deviance just now?" ?”

"Even if you don't like Mr. Giotto very much, in my opinion, he probably really loves you to some extent... If you can easily attribute Mr. Giotto's fiery affection to an accident, in your eyes, I am a what?"

At this time, Leon has completely lost the weakness and fear he had before. If it wasn't for the flush of emotion on his cheeks that had not completely faded when he was in love, the boy with a cold expression at this moment would look like a marble. Carved into the same machine.

Leon raised his eyelids, and looked at the knight who was obsessed with an answer without fear for more than ten seconds, and then slowly moved his rosy lips, from those lips that Arthur loved to kiss and lick A sigh was squeezed out, "... If you insisted on me making a definition, I would probably still regard this as an accident."

Arthur looked at the ruthless young man in front of him and asked, "Even after knowing that I love you and that my behavior stems from my love, you still give this answer? Don't you think it's important to us? It's so unfair..."

"There is no fairness in this world. Just like I summoned you as a heroic spirit, the me in front of you is just a laborer with a contract. I know what the answer you want, but unfortunately, Now I can't give a negative or positive answer." Leon thought for a while, and was still choosing his words to make things clear about himself to Arthur.

"I never told you before that I am not from this world."

Arthur nodded, and replied with a 'hmm': "I already noticed it when I was fighting for the Holy Grail in Fuyuki City, and Mr. Giotto should have noticed it too... But I don't understand, you don't belong to this world , what does it have to do with you always avoiding reality and unwilling to face up to our relationship? If you are afraid that you will leave this world sooner or later... Even if Mr. Giotto cannot abandon the original responsibility, I will definitely accompany you Until the end of time."

"That's not the problem." Leon shook his head, "It may be difficult for heroic spirits or ghosts like you to understand... But I originally came from a very, very ordinary world. There is neither magic nor phantoms there, everyone They are all busy but enjoying ordinary life to the fullest. But there is a crisis that threatens the destruction of the world, and I was chosen by God to travel to other worlds just to save this crisis.”

Although this god seems to have tricked his father into his grandma's house... Leon swallowed the second half of his complaint, and continued: "I am not from this world, so I will return to my own world sooner or later...so I can't give you any guarantees, maybe in the next moment I will be notified that the mission is over and I can go home, and then I will disappear immediately, do you understand?"

Feeling Arthur holding his hand was suddenly grasped, Leon stretched out his other hand and patted him in relief, then sighed and said: "I am very grateful for your liking, and I am also very grateful for Mr. Giotto's liking." , if someone told me now, 'You will never go back in this life, you can live here with peace of mind' maybe I would untangle my heart and face the feelings you gave seriously... But now, I am sorry."

"When I was with Arthur, I often felt very satisfied and happy. Although I didn't get along with Mr. Giotto for a long time, I also felt that we were as familiar as old friends and relatives." Leon Looking into Arthur's eyes, he replied with the same serious tone, "If I say I like it, maybe I also have feelings like liking for you? If, just if, if one day I can really let go of the matter of going home If so, I might have a serious relationship with one of you."

Arthur's grip on Leon's hand gradually loosened, and the blond knight spoke with frustration that even he couldn't ignore, "But it's only if... in your eyes, my weight is like this Is it insignificant?"

"...There is nothing comparable." Leon said, "Before this, I spent a lot of time on my current job, and the motivation that allows me to continue in this strange world is to make my hometown To be rescued from the crisis of destruction and then be able to go home and carry on with my life."

"Maybe the taste of love is very wonderful, but love should not be enough in my life. Love may be a bunch of flowers dotted on the journey of life, but it will never become the end of my life... ...Arthur, maybe I love you too, but I'd rather go home than give up everything just to love you."

"After listening to you say so much, I finally understand it." Arthur loosened Leon's hand, and changed into a position that would make both of them feel more relaxed, and hugged Leon loosely in his arms , "When it conflicts with the purpose of going home, you will subconsciously avoid and don't want to face reality, right? It's really... so naive and cute Master."

Leon raised his head angrily, only to have the back of his head collide with Arthur's chin.Arthur, who was bumped by him, didn't respond, but Leon, who hit him, knocked out a big bag.

Touching the burning and painful lump on the back of his head, Leon opened his eyes full of physiological tears and tried to make a glaring gesture and said to Arthur: "How childish! I'm talking to you very seriously, okay... You are not allowed to laugh! How can it be funny!"

"No... I didn't think it was funny, I was happy." Arthur raised a sunny and handsome smile, which almost dazzled Leon's eyes, "I thought I was dispensable in Master's heart role...but suddenly knowing that your status is so important that it almost affects your determination, it is really impossible not to be happy—"

Leon gritted his teeth and asked back: "Why are you important? What did I say that you are important? I have always emphasized that my main concern is to go home! Don't make up too many weird things. !"

"No, it's not that I'm thinking too much, it's just that you don't want to admit it, Master." Arthur laughed, "I will avoid facing your feelings squarely, isn't it because I'm afraid that facing your feelings squarely will affect you Are you determined? I almost let you stay voluntarily, I am really happy."

"But... nothing has changed in the end." Leon sighed, even feeling a little depressed, "In the end, I still can't respond to your feelings, and I can't formalize my feelings. I can only keep deceiving myself, forcing myself to accept that all this is just an accident."

Arthur gently brushed away Leon's hair, who was bowing his head, touched the lost boy's smooth forehead, and promised very seriously: "No, now I know how to make the Master accept me."

"Since Master, you are stuck in your own world and do not want to come out, then let me walk into your world... After I accompany you to complete the journey, I will make everything happen now as you wish." Forget it, and start a new journey."

"After you come home, Master... there is no reason to continue refusing to escape, right? Before that, you can use the excuse of 'friend' and 'accident'. I will wait until you are finally willing to break the protection yourself. The day the shell accepts."