Solstice Secrets

Rice porridge, flower rolls, assorted vegetables, fried eggs, and a small plate of fermented bean curd, Zhuangzhou prepares the most common Chinese breakfast.The taste should be good, Ling Dongzhi remembered that he had some cooking skills.But at the moment he is still a little dizzy after a hangover, his brain is not fully awake, and the function of his taste buds seems to be a little degraded, so he just can't taste the taste of a meal.

Ling Dongzhi wondered if he was still dreaming.Waking up to find myself lying on someone else's bed is a bit unreal no matter how it sounds.The most unbelievable thing is: he is sitting opposite Zhuangzhou at the moment, watching him serving porridge and vegetables for himself with a smile, it feels like it's a matter of course.

Ling Dongzhi raised his forehead, he thought that he must have not sobered up right now, so he was hallucinating.

It must be so.

And brown sugar, since he opened his eyes, it has been very honest, neither did any strange actions, nor said some strange words to argue with him - this is also one of the evidences.Brown sugar in the real world is absolutely impossible to be so normal.Zhuang Zhou grabbed a few handfuls of dog food from his food bowl, and he quietly ate his breakfast at the entrance of the restaurant.Except for an occasional glance at the situation in the restaurant, he didn't even hum.

How is this possible.

In fact, there is a reason why Brown Sugar is in a trance right now.Because not long ago, its world view had just suffered a strong shock.It's like an unlucky child who bumps headlong into the world of grown-ups, only to discover to his dismay that none of what he thought to be the truth is actually true.

Like its daddy.

It always thought that the accuser was approaching his daddy on his own initiative, sending Zhuang Lin home, coming to eat on his own initiative, and asking his daddy to see him off when he left... But now it finds that things are not like this.Its father took advantage of the complainant falling asleep to secretly hug him back, and secretly kissed him while lying on a bed, and when the complainant woke up, he swindled him around again...

Brown Sugar sighed.Its dad has the cheek to resort to so many cunning tricks, does it mean that he really wants the complainant to live in this house?I want him to live in my own bedroom, share the land under his name, cook for him every day, and maybe even split half of his custody rights...

But it has already offended him.

The more Brown Tang thought about it, the more he felt that his dog's life was bleak and his future was bleak, and the dog food his father bought for him from abroad didn't seem so delicious anymore.

Ling Dongzhi has been keeping an eye on Brown Tang's movements, and seeing that it looks so absent-minded and decadent even when eating, he couldn't help but ask Zhuang Zhou, "What's wrong with it? Is it uncomfortable?"

Zhuang Zhou was also puzzled, "Is it spring?"

Ling Dongzhi cast a disgusted glance at him, not knowing who was in spring.

Brown Sugar also glanced at its daddy in disgust, crawled on the carpet, changed direction, pointed its butt at its daddy, and thought angrily: I don’t know who it is, sneaking around while he was asleep The faces of relatives, hum!

Seeing the reaction of these two, Zhuang Zhou couldn't help laughing, "I think it's just a little uncomfortable when facing the new life."

Ling Dongzhi could naturally hear the meaning behind what he said, his ears warmed slightly, pretending that he didn't understand anything, "This side dish is not bad."

Zhuang Zhou held his hand with a smile, pulled it to his mouth and kissed him deeply like a child, "Actually, this handsome guy who mixes side dishes is even better, take a good look?"

Brown Sugar lay on the carpet, covering his head with his paws.

Out of the corner of Ling Dongzhi's eyes, he caught a glimpse of this little movement, and couldn't help but twitch his mouth.Can this guy also can't bear to see what his daddy did?

Seeing that Ling Dongzhi didn't withdraw his hand, Zhuang Zhou intensified and bit his finger lightly.The hands of Dongzhi are very beautiful, and the slender fingers are pinched in the palm, really like a handful of juicy water onions.And his complexion is not blindly pale, but a color that has been fully exposed to sunlight, like a spoonful of honey mixed with milk.

Zhuang Zhou has been raring about his hands for a long time, and finally had the opportunity to hold them in his palms, he couldn't put them down.

Ling Dongzhi was distracted at first, but when he recovered, he was very embarrassed, and even thought of the cold jokes he saw on the Internet inappropriately, such as I just went to the bathroom and didn't wash my hands.Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and pushed Zhuangzhou's head, "Your son is still watching here, stop making trouble!"

Zhuang Zhou smiled and held his hand together, "My son is the most caring, and he will definitely not go out and talk nonsense, don't worry. Besides, he has grown up, and as his father, I also have the responsibility to educate him. Some knowledge of adult life."

Midwinter Solstice, "..."

Brown sugar, "..."

Brown Tang felt that his outlook on life as a dog had been impacted again. Is this brazen guy really his daddy?

Both of Ling Dongzhi's hands were held in his palms, Zhuang Zhou was finally satisfied, and the expression on his face became serious, "Dong Zhi, I know you're a bit annoying and I'm messing around with you now. But you You know, I don't dare to say this to you seriously. If I say now: stay with me. You will definitely reject me seriously. Right?"

Ling Dongzhi looked at his jet-black pupils, and a little warmth in his heart gradually faded away.A little moved and a little embarrassed, he was forced into such a situation by this person with a few light words, "Zhuang Zhou, I'm not thinking about accepting or rejecting this kind of question. It's not like that. I'm worried." The good thing is, if I nod now, maybe one day...you'll regret it."

Zhuang Zhou was startled.

Ling Dongzhi wanted to pull out his hand, but Zhuang Zhou's grip was very tight, he couldn't struggle to let go, Ling Dongzhi's expression became more and more embarrassing.Growing up, he was rarely persecuted like this.He knew in his heart that Zhuang Zhou was impatient to continue playing the game of boiling frogs in warm water, and he was forcing him to express his opinion.

However, the last thing he wants to do is to take himself out and analyze layer by layer.He has so many secrets, how can he tell them clearly?

Ling Dongzhi thought of the Shar-Pei that was beaten to death by neighbors when he was a child, and of its cries for help in the thick black night that were destined not to be answered; he thought of Xiaohui huddled in the gutter dragging half of its bloody tail Li shivered; he thought of the group of dying canaries hanging on the silk net that he saw in the woods when he went to sketch in the wild, and the eyes of the villagers who blocked him when he wanted to take off the net Outright hostility.On that day, after all, he was pushed out of the forest by a few strong young men...

As he huddled in his car shaking with rage and fear, he realized more than ever that he was a man living between two worlds.What happened to the animals may be just a sigh to others, but it was a real shock to him.Even, he has experienced far more life and death than anyone else in this world.His soul was forced to carry too much heaviness and helplessness.

How can he bring hope to others like this?

Sometimes, he even felt that the longer he lived, the more disappointed he would be with the world.I don't even have enough confidence in myself.Ling Dongzhi is not only afraid of being let down by others, he is even more afraid that he will let others down, afraid that one day he will be overwhelmed, overwhelmed by the secrets hidden in his body, and completely collapsed.There are so many uncertain hidden dangers in his world, how can he cling to this person and selfishly use him as his spiritual support?

This man... is actually quite nice.

The circles of Ling Dongzhi's eyes turned red slightly, but he endured it again.

Zhuang Zhou hugged him into his arms without saying a word.Ling Dongzhi obviously didn't say anything, but for some reason, he felt a bit sour in his nose, "You are not bad, Dong Zhi. It is my fault, I shouldn't be impatient, and I shouldn't force you."

Ling Dongzhi lowered his head, and a drop of crystal water fell down.

Zhuang Zhou was so distressed at the moment, "It's my fault, Winter Solstice, don't cry..."

Ling Dongzhi slowly raised his hand and wrapped it around his back, "No."

What it wasn't, Zhuang Zhou didn't dare to ask.He just hugged the person in his arms tightly and patted his back like comforting a sad child.

Ling Dongzhi rested his forehead on his shoulder, and said a little tiredly: "Zhuang Zhou, I'm actually not as good as you imagined."

"It doesn't matter." Zhuang Zhou turned his head and rubbed his cheek lightly, "As long as you like my taste, it doesn't matter if you are a little bit better or worse. I think you can be a little bit worse, lest people always say I don't deserve you, say I took advantage, a flower or something."

"I still have a lot of secrets," Ling Dongzhi sniffled, "but I can't tell you any of them."

"If you don't want to say it, I won't ask. It doesn't matter."

Ling Dongzhi was silent for a while, "I was afraid that one day I would fail you. Zhuang Zhou, do you know that since I was a child, some people said that I am cold by nature. I have no patience with my parents. Seeing my own little nephew I find it annoying, and I never want to take the initiative to play with him. Zhuang Zhou, I may have been like this all my life. Maybe one day I will be annoying, and I don’t want you."

Zhuang Zhou pursed his lips and smiled silently, "Then I'll stay with you well before you don't want me, and make enough money. Even if you don't want me, I won't suffer."

Ling Dongzhi didn't make a sound.

Zhuang Zhou didn't make a sound either.After a long time, Ling Dongzhi raised his head and touched his chin lightly with his lips, "Then let's have a try."