Solstice Secrets

Ling Dongzhi felt that someone was feeding him water while he was half asleep.The honey water is sweet and light, and the temperature is just right.After taking a few sips from the cup that was handed to his mouth, he immediately felt comfortable from the mouth to the stomach.

Ling Dongzhi leaned back, feeling that the hand supporting him had caught him firmly, and then put him back on the pillow with a very delicate movement.Ling Dongzhi subconsciously rubbed on the soft and fluffy pillow, and there was a very light woody fragrance on the pillow, which smelled very good.He remembered where he had smelled it before.However, this moment felt too comfortable, an overwhelming sense of comfort that prevented him from delving deeper into this question.Ling Dongzhi turned over, buried his head in the pillow, and soon fell asleep.

Zhuang Zhou put down the cup in his hand and smiled involuntarily when he saw his sleeping state.

This person was sleeping next to him at this moment, his breath was heavy, and his sleeping face was as peaceful as an angel.Although the means to achieve this result are not so bright, Zhuang Zhou has no regrets in his heart.He finally understood why there is a saying in the world that "sentient beings drink enough water".For when a man's heart is filled with such an intense feeling, his soul is most deeply satisfied.

This person is right here, within his reach, lying carelessly under the quilt like a tired child, with one leg draped over his in a very invisible way.Zhuang Zhou never knew that just skin-to-skin contact could satisfy him so far.

At this moment, in this world, nothing is more important than a good night's sleep for the person in front of him.

Zhuang Zhou couldn't help admitting that, carrying Ling Dong Zhi back to the bedroom, bathing and changing his clothes, just thinking about this voluptuous process would arouse his desire.However, when he really saw him standing under the shower, leaning on his shoulder with his eyes closed in a daze, he just felt full of distress.

He was reluctant.

I don't want to make him uncomfortable, and I don't want to let him suffer the slightest bit of grievance—at such a moment when his mind has fallen into a deep drunken dream, when he can't make decisions about his body, when he is ignorant, and probably won't Remember the moment when exactly what happened.

How could he disregard his wishes, just to satisfy the desires in his body that arose from his presence?

Zhuang Zhou carefully held the cup for him, leaned over and kissed him gently on the forehead, and murmured in a whisper-like tone: "Hey, sleep well."

As soon as Ling Dongzhi opened his eyes, he saw a silent dog's face. He was slightly startled. Then he looked around, and it turned out to be a bedroom he had never seen before: half-drawn blue and gray striped curtains, rock gray The carpet, the white furniture, the dark blue bedding... Ling Dongzhi glanced around the room, and landed on the dog next to the bed again, "Brown Tang, is this Zhuangzhou's room?"

Brown Tang nodded, his blue eyes showed a melancholy expression, "My dad cooks porridge in the restaurant downstairs, and he also made several small dishes." Having said that, Brown Tang sniffed his nose , "He said it's not for me."

Ling Dongzhi suddenly felt guilty.After a few seconds, he suddenly came to his senses. Its father said that it had no part in it. What's the matter with me?Really.

Brown Tang was probably still immersed in the heavy blow of being rejected by his father, and he was not interested in arguing with him, but just wagged his tail and lay down on the carpet listlessly.Its father said that the bedroom is his territory, and no one can come in and out at will, but now that someone has come in and out at will, can it follow in?The accuser not only enjoys his daddy's bedroom and bathroom, but also sleeps in his big bed? !

Brown Sugar immediately felt a strong sense of crisis, did he fall out of favor?

Ling Dongzhi had never seen Brown Tang with such a sleepy look, saying that he was in a bad mood, and his eyes were rolling around, saying that he was in a good mood, but he didn't see him being as crazy as usual.For a while, Ling Dongzhi couldn't understand what was going on with this spoiled pet dog.

Being glanced at by it from time to time, Ling Dongzhi couldn't lie down no matter how thick-skinned he was.Sitting up from the bed, as soon as he looked down, he saw that he was wearing a set of light gray striped pajamas that he had never seen before. Then he lifted up the clothes and looked inside. He also saw a pair of black underpants that he had never seen before.

Ling Dongzhi suddenly felt hot on his face.

On the bed bench lay a neat set of light-colored clothes, trousers, shirts, and sweaters, which should have been prepared by Zhuang Zhou for himself.The suit he was wearing yesterday was probably washed.Ling Dongzhi couldn't care less about being hypocritical now, and hurriedly changed his clothes while Zhuang Zhou wasn't in the bedroom.

After he finished washing and came out of the bathroom, Zhuang Zhou just opened the door and came in.Seeing that he was already dressed and got up, his eyes were slightly disappointed, "Are you up?"

Brown Sugar was lying on the carpet, and the old god was wagging his tail on the ground.

Ling Dongzhi had originally made up his mind to put on the most calm posture in front of him, but for some reason, this person really stood in front of him, but he felt extremely embarrassed.

Seeing him like this, Zhuang Zhou wanted to laugh, "You don't mean to beat me up, do you?"

Ling Dongzhi was stunned for a moment, this was not the line he expected.

Zhuang Zhou raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, his voice softened unconsciously, "What's so surprising, don't you know what I think about you?"

Ling Dongzhi scratched her hair, "Did you give me a bath?"

Zhuang Zhou smiled and nodded.

Ling Dongzhi originally wanted to ask, "You also changed the clothes for me?" After thinking about it, he didn't ask, isn't this obvious?

Zhuang Zhou smiled and said, "You can say whatever you want."

Ling Dongzhi was silent.He suddenly felt that he didn't know what to do, and stayed at a friend's house when he was drunk. This kind of thing happened to most men.Although it sounds a little ambiguous to take care of myself, take a bath and change clothes, but it seems that there is a lack of evidence to say that people treat me as they are.Ling Dongzhi was very afraid that one day, he would hear the words "You are pretending to be affectionate, but the other party doesn't mean that" again.

Tu Xiaobei once said to him back then, "Ling Dongzhi, I don't even know what to say about you. There must be a limit to being passionate. People obviously don't mean that to you, but they just don't want to hurt your face. You can't be too straightforward. You can't take advantage of other people's kindness like this."

When Tu Xiaobei said these words, he had a very disdainful look on his face, standing in front of him as if he was sending beggars away.

At that time, Ling Dongzhi already knew that the Tu and Zheng families were family friends, and the children of the two families grew up together, and their relationship was quite good.He also knew that the big boy who often appeared beside Zheng Ci had always disliked him, but he didn't take it too seriously.He is not a banknote, how can it be possible to be loved by everyone.But until that moment, he clearly saw the unconcealable hatred in his eyes.

At that time, Ling Dongzhi was in a daze, and said to himself in a trance: Since Tu Xiaobei knows Zheng Ci so well, maybe what he said...is true?

Of course, as time passed, Ling Dongzhi gradually figured it out.The reason why Tu Xiaobei's few words can make him go crazy, in the final analysis, is because Zheng Ci never gave him enough trust.Apart from his heartbeat, his deepest feeling was anxiety.

Think before and after, worry about gains and losses.

So after Zheng Ci and Tu Xiaobei left, Ling Dongzhi deeply reflected on his experience, and re-planned his future life path.And in this plan, at least before the age of 30, he does not intend to consider issues such as relationships, marriage and family.

One more person in life will bring many uncertain factors. This point Ling Dongzhi has been best proved by Zheng Ci, and he does not want to introduce this kind of safety hazard into his life again.To put it bluntly, Ling Dongzhi is a stereotypical scholar who draws, reads, and researches behind closed doors. He doesn't want any uncontrollable changes to happen in his life.

Ling Dongzhi didn't want Zhuang Zhou to feel that he was playing tricks with him, but he didn't know how to express his meaning clearly to him.What's more, even if he speaks clearly, Zhuang Zhou will definitely understand and understand?He is really qualified to ask others to understand him?Accommodate him?

Why is he?

After a moment of urgency, Ling Dongzhi was even a little discouraged.

"There's nothing to say." Ling Dongzhi's expression slowly returned to his usual indifference, "I'm the one who caused you trouble."

Zhuang Zhou didn't understand why his mood suddenly dropped, but his intuition as a successful businessman told him that if he followed Ling Dongzhi's attitude and dismissed this chapter lightly, he would be as good as he was. Not only will Ling Dongzhi's relationship not go further as he wished, but maybe it will go backwards instead.

Zhuang Zhou reached out and pulled him into his arms. Dong Zhi was distracted, and before he could react, his chin had already hit his shoulder.Zhuang Zhou was satisfied with such a high altitude, and smiled involuntarily, "Winter Solstice, actually, looking at your awkward face, I think I suddenly understand you a little bit."

Ling Dongzhi, who was about to struggle, was stunned by the word "understand", and his movements slowed down a bit, and he was dragged back by Zhuang Zhou, when he heard a charming voice above his head with a hint of comfort He whispered: "I brought you back because of your situation last night. It is best for someone to stay by your side to take care of you. I want to treat you well, so naturally I won't use this matter to force you to give me an explanation. ——We are not girls, so what can we say to spend a night together? Huh?" Zhuang Zhou kissed his forehead, "Winter Solstice, you don't need so many excuses to live your life. Whether it's for others or for yourself Yes. Do you understand?"

Ling Dongzhi blinked his eyes, feeling that he seemed to understand what he said, but also as if he didn't understand anything.

Zhuang Zhou smiled and sighed, "Well, let me ask you this, did you sleep well last night?"

Ling Dongzhi nodded without hesitation when he thought of the honey water at a suitable temperature in his drunken dream last night, the dry and soft pajamas on his body, and the comfortable big bed of the dealer.

Zhuang Zhou added: "When you wake up in the morning, you find that I have washed you and changed your clothes last night, and the rice porridge has been cooked in the kitchen downstairs. Do you feel comfortable?"

Not to mention Ling Dongzhi, he also smelled the faint aroma of food wafting into the bedroom from outside, lingering in his nose, filling the air with a warm smell.

In the early morning of winter, waking up to the smell of food, accompanied by such a person willing to take care of him, Ling Dongzhi suddenly felt that his previous concerns seemed so... so...

If his entanglement is justified, then what is it that Zhuang Zhou took care of himself all night?Ling Dongzhi knew that he was not a good sleeper, and Zhuang Zhou would definitely not be able to sleep well when lying with him. Not only did he have to prepare breakfast in the morning, but he also had to accompany him carefully to make him happy, lest he misunderstood something... How could he be so selfish? how about this?

Ling Dongzhi suddenly felt guilty, "Thank you for taking care of me."

"Stupid words." Zhuang Zhou squeezed his chin affectionately, "I said this to tell you that you are comfortable and I am comfortable, and this life is not unfair. As for other things, don't think so much. Hmm ?”

Ling Dongzhi nodded.He didn't understand what Zhuang Zhou wanted to say from the beginning to the end, but he was moved.

This is really a very embarrassing thing.

Ling Dongzhi himself didn't know why things turned out like this.His initial entanglement unknowingly turned to a completely different direction, and he didn't even know where that strange turning point was hidden.

Ling Dongzhi rubbed his face, thinking very distressed: Sure enough, he is still drunk, is his brain not functioning well?

Brown Sugar lay on the carpet on one side, hiding his head under his paws.On the right side of it is the affectionate father, and on the left is Ling Dongzhi with an obviously confused expression.

For the first time in his life, Brown Tang felt sympathetic to this poor complainant: What's the use of being beautiful, lack of heart is flawed.