Number One Player

Under the gray sky, Suhang stood under the bright lights on the ceiling of the training room, his whole face seemed to be covered with a layer of warm brilliance, looking gentle and calm.

He Qi was stunned for a moment, his heart beating wildly. After he realized it, his whole body turned red from the pinnae of his ears to his cheeks, "Brother...you..." He stumbled a bit, "You...if you want to..." It's over , What is he talking about? He Qi didn't dare to look at Suhang, and stared at the characters in the game lobby on his computer screen with an annoyed expression.

Suhang went to his seat and sat down, turned on the computer, and said, "We have a game?"

He Qi looked at him sideways, his eyes sparkling, he nodded, "Yeah."

He knew that Suhang was doing this to avoid embarrassing himself. He Qi felt that he was a thick-skinned person, but for some reason, whenever he met Suhang, his shame always came out.

There is no medic in the second row mode, just the assault position and the sniper position. As soon as he entered the team formation page, He Qi took the sniper position spontaneously. For no reason, the first assaulter is usually in the command position. He wants to hear from Suhang when he is playing games. .

But both Su Hang and He Qi are trumpets, they don't have many points, and their rankings are not high. They are both in the Fish Pond Bureau.

Suhang asked him, "When you came out, didn't you say anything at home?"

"Ok?"

"It's just..." Suhang carefully chose his words, "I didn't make things difficult for you, did I?"

Naturally, the He family did not embarrass him. He was like a transparent person in the He family, dispensable, not to mention that Su Hang had left at that time, and no one would care about him, he was happy to be free.And at that time, He Qi was so focused on finding Suhang that he didn't have time to pay attention to other things.

He Qi is not an idiot. Earlier, he didn't understand why Su Hang was capable of negotiating with his grandfather, and he couldn't weigh the pros and cons. After learning the news that Su Hang was leaving, he only wanted to go with Su Hang, completely ignoring this. First, how much risk does Suzhou and Hangzhou have to take.

He only understood these things later, and it was precisely because he understood that he realized how much pressure Suhang had to bear at that time in order to pretend that he didn't care about him, and his whole body retreat.

How could Suhang not care about him? If Suhang didn't care about him, he wouldn't go to exchange his freedom with his grandfather at the price of giving up his status and rights.Suhang didn't care about him, how could he still insist on celebrating his birthday under the situation at that time.He did everything by himself. He didn't know anything, so he just kept going to Su Hang's side.

He understands his feelings for Suhang, and it is precisely because of this that when he knows that Suhang treats him the same way, all the details of the past relationship come out in one go, and the more he thinks about it, the more painful it is for him .

Who the hell is so nice to a person who can't get along with each other when he's idle?Are you sick? !

After waiting for a long time without seeing He Qi's answer, Su Hang himself was already worried that He Qi would not be comfortable staying in He's house at that time, but in the current atmosphere, he is naturally sensitive to what is wrong.

He looked at He Qi, and said, "What's the matter, brother's words made you angry?" Suhang paused, "Then don't say anything."

He Qi looked at Su Hang with red eyes, his lips trembled slightly, "I'm not having a good time."

Suhang was stunned for a moment, and after an unknown amount of time, the sound of rustling finally resounded in the training room.Suhang Games didn't bother to care about it anymore, and got up directly, walked to He Qi's side, and then turned his gaming chair around to face himself.He leaned over slightly, took He Qi's hand, and said sincerely, "I'm sorry, it's my brother's fault."

He Qi shook his head.

Su Hang was quiet for a moment, then slightly rubbed the back of He Qi's hand with the pads of his thumbs, "I didn't handle many things carefully at that time, and when I came back later, I wanted you to come here, and I was afraid that you would be stubborn, so I just wanted to stay here. Here, selfishness is to hope that you can leave. Then I thought, people live and do things, after all, they do it for something, and I can’t just ask you according to my ideas. In case you really like to be treated It might not be here.”

He Qi looked at Suhang and said hastily, "It's true, I'm not unhappy staying here, don't drive me away."

Come again?

Suhang smiled, "I don't drive you away, I was afraid you would be unhappy when I came back, so I hope you will go, but now I don't want you to go." Suhang paused, and continued, "I am afraid that you will be unhappy. , but the more reason is because of myself, I really spoke too much at that time, I always feel that although it is over, but you must hate me in your heart, so I feel that if you stay in the same place with me, I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable."

"No, it won't." He Qi shook his head desperately, "I'm not unhappy, I know you treat me well, and I'm not angry with you."

Suhang smiled, leaned over and pressed his forehead against He Qi's, "You said that you are not having a good time, so I feel bad, anyway, the reason must be more or less related to me. I just When I came back, I felt that you didn't forgive me, if I knew that you were not angry with me, then I would coax you first when I came back."

He Qi looked at him, trembling a little, "You...you have always been so kind to me. After you left, I miss you every day, so I'm not having a good time."

"I'm not good to you either. If I was really good to you, I shouldn't have made you so sad." Suhang paused, then chuckled, "I should explain it to you and discuss it with you. , let you wait for me."

Suhang later recalled the scene of that night, and he almost had the urge to stab himself to death. Under the circumstances at that time, it was okay to discuss it with He Xiaobai. I think it would be better for me to separate from He Qi.

Thinking about it this way, Suhang figured out something was wrong again, he knew that he liked He Qi, he was an adult after all, he could still distinguish between caring and liking him.It was precisely because of this that the main reason why he didn't accept He Qi immediately was because he didn't want He Qi to mistake his dependence on him for liking him.

Even a year ago, during his conversation with He Xi, what He Xi said was to regard him as a relative.Then when did he realize that he likes himself?

Suhang didn't dare to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that He Qi had made a mistake.

Suhang looked at He Qi, and his doubts grew deeper. He asked, "You said you like me, when did you like me?"

He Qi originally thought that if time could be turned back, he would definitely agree to wait for Suhang, and he would wait as long as he wanted.But when Suhang asked this question unexpectedly, he was taken aback for a moment.

Seeing his reaction, Suhang felt that it was not good, Wan Duzi, did he really guess it right?

Suhang stared at He Qi closely, and asked, "When?"

He Qi backed away a little, intentionally avoiding Suhang's sight. He didn't want to mention this issue at all.Because—a little shame.

"Don't want to say?" Su Hang raised his eyebrows, showing a little provocative look, "Or do you actually not understand what your feelings for me are?"

"..."

Suhang leaned over again, the two of them were so close that even their temple hairs were almost stuck together, the square inch seemed to be covered by an invisible and transparent barrier, the air suddenly became very thin, and the sound of heartbeat was transmitted all the way from the blood vessels , hitting the pulse one by one.

He Qi forced a laugh, "Brother...you..."

He didn't really want to talk about this topic, but under the eyes of Suhang, his voice clearly showed hesitation, struggle and lack of confidence.

"Actually, you think of me as your elder brother?" Suhang's eyes showed a smiley look, and he put one hand on He Qi's side neck, and chuckled, "But it's okay, you It’s not too late to understand now. Anyway, in the growth experience, there will always be setbacks once or twice, and it’s a good thing to figure it out earlier.” Su Hang let go of his hands and planned to get up.

He Qi suddenly grabbed Su Hang's hand, swallowed, and mustered up his courage, "It's very early."

It's so strange, even if he was alone in He's house, when he was dealing with those vain adults and negotiating with them, he just felt bored and didn't flinch, as if that kind of fear had long been present in his previous life. , died out over time.But now, facing Su Hang's questioning with a smile, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty in his heart.

Suhang froze for a moment, then raised his jaw, "What?"

He Qi was not very confident, "It's pretty...it's late, or I think it's better to go to bed early, or I will probably have panda eyes tomorrow."

Su Hang said coldly, "What do you mean very early?"

"Cough, cough, cough..." He Qi pretended not to hear, "Boss Pi doesn't let us stay up late, and the schedule is still very strict. It's almost 02:30 now, so we really should rest."

Suhang stared at his evasive black eyes for a long time, and said following his words, "By rest, you mean together?"

He Qi's cheeks flushed instantly, "I...not..." He Qi was finally discouraged, "It's okay to rest together."

Suhang smiled without knowing what it meant, then slowly let go of his hand, stood up, and the lingering strong sense of oppression finally dissipated bit by bit.

He Qi looked at him, and then remembered that this person was the young Patriarch of the Su family. He was young and vigorous, and he was an accomplished young man.Suhang just stood in front of him like this, because he was standing, so when he looked at He Qi, when his eyebrows and eyes drooped, the eyelashes were sparse and clear, and the bridge of his nose could reflect a faint light under the light from the zenith. He changed into a casual T-shirt, and part of the wide hem was tucked into the waistband of his trousers, which outlined his thin waist and buttocks.

He Qi looked at his figure, a little dazed.

Seeing him not moving, Suhang asked him, "Aren't you leaving?"

He Qi seemed to wake up from a dream, and came back to his senses, "Huh?"

Suhang was thoughtful, "Didn't we talk about it together? What?" He raised his eyebrows and looked at He Qi for a few seconds, then snorted softly in his nasal cavity, "Do you want to go back on your word?"

He Qi only had fever at the tips of his ears just now, but now he just feels like his whole body is about to burn.The two looked at each other for a while, and He Qi stood up without saying a word, turned off the phone, he didn't dare to look at Suhang, and murmured, "No... I don't want to go back on my word." Then walked upstairs with hands and feet.

The little brat is trying to make him unable to get up tomorrow, right?

Fortunately, Suhang still has the awareness of being a man. When he reached the fourth floor, he said goodbye politely, "Go to sleep, good night."

That's what they said, but the two of them stood at the door of their respective rooms, and no one moved.

"It's really time to go to rest, see you tomorrow." Suhang chuckled, "No, see you this morning."

But He Qi was still standing at the door, without moving for a long time, every second and every minute was extraordinarily heavy and long, after an unknown amount of time, there was finally a sound, "Squeak—" He pushed open his door, "...good night." He said in a low voice.

Suhang didn't make a sound, his vague silhouette undulated slightly in the shadows, he opened and closed the door.The night is like a river, in the corridor where the sensor lights are off, it quickly sweeps in and submerges to the top.