back to innocence

Mu Suyu asked, "What is he talking about behind my back?"

Before Fei Yizhen could speak, Mu Suyu sighed again and said, "Forget it, I don't want to know."

Her premature giving up surprised the three present, and Li Bian couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?"

Mu Suyu smiled slightly, and said: "It's been so many years, I don't want to see each other again or keep fighting, so I don't need to mention the old things."

There was a little nostalgia in her words, but more relief.

Li Bian felt lost.

It turned out that what he was obsessed with was already a thing of the past for her.

Looking at Li Bian's appearance, Mu Suyu softened his tone and asked, "How have you been all these years?"

Li Bian was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I'm not good."

Mu Suyu didn't expect him to answer like this, and he was stunned for a while before smiling lightly: "It's a pity."

She didn't ask why the other party was bad, Li Bian naturally knew that she should have understood what she meant.She is always like this, her mind has always been exquisite and clear, and she can already guess the cause and effect after listening to half a sentence of others.

Li Bian is sometimes resentful and intelligent—he always makes other people look like idiots.

Make him look like a fool.

"I heard you're going to make a biopic about An Yafei?" Editor Li asked, changing the subject.

Mu Suyu looked at him for a while, then half-closed his eyelids, and replied, "Yes, for so many years, I always feel that there is only one thing that I can't let go of."

Editor Li sneered: "Do you want to continue the leading role in the movie?"

"Bian Li..." Fei Yi really didn't know where the other party's deep misunderstanding came from, but he still couldn't help but interjected, "About this matter... well, we are a couple."

He pointed at himself, and then at Liang Qing.

Li Bian turned his head and said impatiently: "Now the whole circle knows that you are a couple, what kind of presence is there to show off!?"

Then he froze suddenly, realizing the meaning behind Fei Yizhen's words, looked at Liang Qing and Fei Yizhen, and asked, "...What do you mean?"

Only then did Mu Suyu speak, and replied with some exclamation: "It's the literal meaning. Yizhen plays Yafei, and Liang Qing plays Huang Shi. The two of them will be a couple."

"Liang Qing plays Huang Sheng...? What does a couple mean?" Editor Li couldn't react.

Mu Suyu raised his eyebrows, and replied, "It means whatever you think it means."

Li Bian stood up suddenly, causing the cups on the table to vibrate: "Huang Sheng and An Yafei are a couple? Why did I never know!?"

During the meal, Editor Li finally knew the specific content of the script being filmed, and couldn't react for a long time.

After lunch, Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing did not stay any longer, but left time and space for the long-lost reunion.

In the private room of the restaurant, after dismissing the waiter, Mu Suyu was finally able to calm down and have a conversation with the other party.

Li Bian asked: "Why didn't you tell me the truth about this incident back then?"

Mu Suyu clasped his hands together, put them on the table, and said calmly: "Every word I told you back then was the truth without pretense. It's just that some things are personal to Ya Fei and the others... After all, The times were different at that time. In the final analysis, we got to the point we came to later because there was something wrong with our own relationship-I was already tired of this marriage, and you also lacked the most basic trust in me... "

"How could it be okay!? If it wasn't for An Yafei..."

"If it's not because of Yafei, it's also because of others." Mu Suyu interrupted him with a smile, "You always say that I'm a woman, how can I have a pure friendship with a young and handsome man... But in fact, Yafei and I have always had a pure friendship and family relationship. He grew up with me, like my own brother, and like my half child. I love him very, very much, but it is not between a man and a woman. Emotions. Li Zi, whether there can be a pure friendship between a man and a woman, it never depends on appearance, age, gender, sexual orientation, but on whether the two parties are willing... Put emotion above. On this point, you have never Figured it out."

"Do you dare to say that you have never thought about An Yafei? What if he doesn't like men?" Li Bian asked.

"This is your inferiority complex. If I was interested in him back then, why would I want to marry you?" Mu Suyu asked Editor Li in a low tone, "I don't have that kind of relationship with him, because I don't know how to do things." A woman who cheated on you! So I said you never knew me—if I was interested in Ya Fei, I would not marry you, and even if I did, I would dump you first and then go out with others."

Li Bian suddenly lost his mind.

After a while, he said, "But you are too kind to him, right?"

Mu Suyu said: "Even if I treat him well, it's not because of love. Li Zi, in this world, besides love, there are many other emotions and many kinds of interpersonal relationships. And there is no conflict between them. Yes, they can exist independently, or they can be integrated together... Just like Yizhen and his two children, you can't say that there is no friendship between them. Although they are together now, the relationship between childhood sweethearts is very special , like friends, brothers... and lovers are just a small part of it. It's like back then, if we weren't together..."

She smiled slightly and finished the second half of the sentence.

"... I probably also feel that I have the same aspirations as you, and I have the same feeling."

Li Bian was taken aback for a while before replying, "I think so too."

He always felt that he and Mu Suyu should be a very suitable couple, they were meant to be together.They also have a passion for literary creation and a unique perspective and keen feeling for the world.When in love, the whole world is like a burning dream, where ideals, passion and admiration are fused together, and the wonderful feeling that cannot be described in words shows what is the unity of soul and body.Li Bian may never forget the sense of satisfaction that the soul, thoughts and feelings are unified.

So he hated Mu Suyu even more and betrayed this relationship.

And many years later, when Mu Suyu sat in front of him and told him that they might become friends back then, Li Bian suddenly felt weightless.

After a long silence, Li Bian suddenly said: "I've been thinking about whether I can..."

Mu Suyu replied without hesitation: "Impossible."

Li Bian was stunned.

Mu Suyu sighed and said, "Everything is over. Li Zi, I now have a very good family with two smart children. So you can let go too."

"...I can't let go."

Mu Suyu replied: "If you can't let it go, you have to let it go!"

"...What's the matter with your tone of order? You want to quarrel again, right?"

"Ah, I'm sorry I accidentally became a little irritable when I was facing you."

"That's why I can't stand you the most!"

"Then don't accept it."

"..."

"Don't keep thinking about the past." Mu Suyu sighed again and said.

However, some people, some things, how could it be possible to let go so easily?

During the filming of the whole drama, although editor Li looked down on Mo Yao's ability to play Mu Suyu, Mo Yao still won the praise of many staff members like a fish in water.

The reason why she can play Mu Suyu well, on the one hand, is that Mo Yao has a similar temperament to Mu Suyu back then, they are both the kind of quiet, calm and confident girl; Study hard and hone yourself.

And now that she has been admitted to the acting department of C University with excellent grades, she actually has a bit of a poetic spirit.In this regard, she may be more suitable to play Mu Suyu than Mo Hanxue - in terms of grades, Mo Hanxue's culture class is much better than other students in the same department.

In the process of working together, Mu Suyu also taught Mo Yao a lot, and encouraged her to study more in the future.Temperament may be simulated through training manners, but such things as tolerance can only be possessed slowly with extensive knowledge.

After filming a scene that day, Mo Yao put on her coat, sat on the resting chair and drank a hot drink, and then suddenly said to Fei Yizhen: "I said...you can do it?"

Fei Yi was really at a loss.

"It's been four years. Even if I admit that I thought you were a little handsome back then, and I was a little bit stunned for a few days, but have you been so coy for four years?"

Fei Yizhen immediately retorted: "How can I be shy?"

Mo Yao smiled and said: "It's just a description, so let's say be cautious. Anyway, I feel awkward. Oh, Fei Yizhen, you don't think you are so attractive. I know your sexual orientation and still have a crush on you Bar?"

Fei Yizhen suddenly felt an arrow in his chest.

Mo Yao was stunned for a moment: "Could it be...you really think that way? Are you too narcissistic?"

Fei Yi really suspected that he was really self-indulgent, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed and shouted: "No! Don't talk nonsense!"

"Then why are you reacting so violently?" Mo Yao was speechless.

Fei Yizhen lowered his voice, refused to admit it, and said, "I don't have a big reaction."

Mo Yao swiped her finger on the drink cup for a long while before asking: "I said, you took care of me so much because I cried after you spoke? ... If so, you really don't owe me anything ,so……"

Fei Yizhen interrupted her and said, "Isn't it because we can chat and are friends?"

...whether it was before or now.

Mo Yao gave him an annoyed look, and said, "Although I'm quite happy for you to say that, can you look at me when you say this and don't look away? Are you a little girl? Say so Shy at all?"

"...I'm not shy."

It's just that it seems like years.

"It's just that it's been a long time since I talked to you so easily. I'm not used to it, and I'm a little stressed." If it was Mo Yao in his previous life, Fei Yi really felt that he could probably say it so easily.

Fei Yizhen laughed, and then said to Mo Yao: "Aren't you afraid that you will fall in love with me again?"

Then Liang Qing stood behind him with his arms folded and asked, "Who are you in love with?"