back to innocence

At the end of November, "Buried Love" won an award at the International Film Festival and was unexpectedly commended.After official coordination, "Fate of Fate" unexpectedly obtained a license for commercial screening, allowing it to be screened in multiple theaters in China.

This progress can be said to be leaps and bounds. "Fate of Fate" is likely to be the first gay-themed film in mainland China that is allowed to be screened publicly. Among them are the influences of Huafeng, Estar and Fei Yizhen, as well as the contribution of Ms. Mu Suyu.

During the filming process of the crew, Fei Yizhen also gradually learned about the relationship between Mu Suyu, An Yafei and another leading actor.

Mu Suyu and An Yafei turned out to be childhood sweethearts' cousins. Although they are far away from each other by blood, they have a very good relationship.

When Mu Suyu talked about An Yafei, he unconsciously showed a gentle smile on his face, accompanied by a little sadness. It was obvious that he had deep feelings for this younger brother.

Fei Yizhen became more and more curious about Mu Suyu's and An Yafei's past, but unfortunately he himself is not interested in this kind of direct exploration of others, especially this kind of thing that may involve some past psychological trauma.So he had to read the script a few more times, and use the plot to infer what happened that year.

In "Fate of Fate", the ideal actor of Mu Suyu is Mo Hanxue, but Mo Hanxue's current schedule is too tight to cooperate with the filming of "Fate of Fate".Fei Yizhen, who had finished reading the script, recommended Mo Yao against all odds.

Mo Yao has gradually become famous over the past year or so, but in terms of acting, she is actually a very pure novice, and she has no outstanding works.However, Mu Suyu admired the previous "Buried Love" very much, and correspondingly had a high degree of trust in Fei Yizhen, so for Mo Yao recommended by Fei Yizhen, she took the initiative to persuade the director to conduct an interview, and then settled on Mo Yao Play the role of the girl "Mu Suyu".

In this regard, even though Mu Suyu was excluded as a screenwriter, she undoubtedly had the authority to speak, because the role Mo Yao applied for was herself.

After meeting Mo Yao twice, Mu Suyu discovered Mo Yao's advantages in playing this role.

She may not be an excellent actor yet, but she has a great possibility to play the role of "Mu Suyu" well.Fei Yizhen can be said to have a kind of instinctive sensitivity in choosing actors, and the same is true for the previous "Buried Love"-as any other role, it is impossible for two laymen who have only received short-term training to cast the object of the performance. So well acted.

Perhaps the most outstanding and difficult-to-evaluate performance in the world is the "true performance"."He's the one he's going to play" is obviously more overwhelming than "he can play the role really well."

This is also the reason why Mu Suyu took a fancy to Fei Yizhen - he and An Yafei himself actually had a lot in common: for example, they were born in a wealthy family, had a wonderful singing voice and excellent creative ability, and ...all have abnormal sexual orientations...

Fei Yizhen stood on the edge of the yacht and sighed, "He died in this sea area?"

Mu Suyu nodded and said, "His mental state seemed to be a little bit normal that day, but he was still a little ignorant. That day happened to be Huang Shi's wedding day, and my uncles and aunts said they would take him to see the reality... Later Uncles and aunts were pestered by others, and I was the only one who accompanied Yafei, but I was driven away by my ex-husband because of some misunderstandings, leaving him alone on the deck..."

Fei Yi shook his head sincerely, and immediately suspected that this ex-husband was Li Bian.

"I was also young and energetic at the time, so I made a mistake that I regret." Mu Suyu said with a slightly dazed expression in the memory, "Afei's IQ was like a child at that time, although we declared to the outside world that he He was sick and needed to recuperate, but everyone knew that he might not be able to recover. Thinking about it now, he might not be really stupid, at least, he should already know the meaning of that wedding..."

Mu Suyu was troubled by the past and didn't say a word for a long time.

She didn't figure out in the end whether Anyafei slipped and fell into the sea, or committed suicide.

So in the script, Mu Suyu finally chose an ending that he imagined.

What was the last thing Anyafei saw before he died?What have you done?What kind of mood?

On this point, perhaps even Mu Suyu himself, who wrote the script, is not clear about it.

On the contrary, Mu Suyu hoped that Fei Yizhen could better understand the truth of all this, and know his last thoughts and wishes by filming An Yafei's half life.

Was he full of resentment in the end, or was he lifeless?Was he full of pain, or was he finally free?For this world where everyone disagrees, does not support, and hurts him in the name of love, is he full of anger, or does he forgive in the end?

Mu Suyu seemed to be obsessed...wanting to know.

"I'm doing it for your own good", "I never thought of hurting you", "I didn't know things would turn out like this"... Fei Yizhen has always felt that the world is really full of malicious attacks, but in fact Neither is the scariest.

The most terrifying thing is to forcibly put sin and shackles around another person's neck for a good reason.

True love never makes choices on behalf of the other party.It should be respect, understanding, willingness to let go despite worry, and let the child learn to walk by himself.

It should be guarding with open arms, but let the other party choose their own future track, and be willing to give encouragement when they are depressed, extend their hands when they ask for help, and lend their shoulders when they are lonely.

Fei Yizhen has received full affection, consideration and respect from Fei Zhiming and Chen Xueyan. If one day he has his own children—whether they are related by blood or not—he will definitely pass on this idea.

During the more than two months of filming "Fate of Fate", a strange thing happened to the crew.

In the beginning, some staff members in the film city noticed that there was a "warm" man who was always guarding the periphery of the film crew, looking out, but most of them only thought it was someone's diehard, and didn't pay much attention to it.

But this man followed all the way from the film city to the seaport where the filming took place, and even followed Mo Yao once. Although it was only that one time, it also made the crew start to panic.

Fei Yizhen didn't pay much attention to this aspect at first, but then he caught a glimpse of that man by chance once, and he always felt that his figure was very familiar, and he immediately felt that it should be someone he knew.

As a result, Mu Suyu revisited the old place that day, took Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing to visit the local attractions, and told the old stories about Huang Shi and An Yafei by the way, just in time to meet a man sneaking up after him.

Liang Qing was always sensitive to this kind of thing, and finally managed to capture the man with a little trick. He took off his hat and looked at it, and the three of them were stunned at the same time.

"Editor Li!?" "It's you!?"

Fei Yizhen opened his mouth wide, and after a while, he closed it again.

Mu Suyu said awkwardly and speechlessly: "Long time no see. Why are you so sneaky?"

Her tone and attitude were much more natural than Fei Yizhen expected, but it was beyond Fei Yizhen's expectation.On the contrary, it was Li Bian, who changed his usual bad habit of being withdrawn and eccentric, relying on the old and selling the old, and his attitude was a bit timid, from a wolf with a big tail to a big white rabbit.

Since he was an acquaintance, Liang Qing let go of his hand and cast a questioning look at Fei Yizhen.

Fei Yizhen shook his head slightly, motioning him to turn around and talk again.

Li Bian, who broke free from the shackles, was not in the mood to throw a vicious look at Liang Qing, but hurriedly adjusted his collar and sleeves in a pretentious manner, and then asked Mu Suyu hesitantly: "In the past few years...how have you been?" Are you ok?"

Liang Qing showed Fei Yizhen a toothache expression.

Fortunately, Mu Suyu didn't show the same stupid look, but suggested in a calm tone: "It's hard to talk on the main road. Let's find a shop and sit down and chat slowly."

Because it was approaching lunch time, several people found a more formal seafood restaurant to sit down.The main consideration is that several people are public figures, so it is more convenient to have a restaurant with private rooms.

Mu Suyu and Li Bian reunited after a long absence, so naturally they ordered food unintentionally.Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing took the menu, asked the two seniors for their opinions, discussed in low voices and ordered the dishes.

When the waiter left, Mu Suyu said angrily: "If you have something to tell me, just tell the crew or the assistant. What are you doing sneakily? The same is true of the little girl who followed our crew before." Are you? Isn't it embarrassing to do such a thing at such a long age?"

Li Bian also got angry when he said this: "I still want to say, you are really getting older as you get older. Is there enough choice? That little girl Mo Yao can also play you?"

Fei Yizhen suddenly coughed dryly.

After attracting Bian Li's attention, he said in a solemn tone: "Mo Yao is an artist of Huafeng and a good friend of mine. Bian Li, can you express your opinion at your leisure?"

Li Bian asked inexplicably: "Aren't you gay? Do you still eat both men and women?"

Fei Yizhen coughed eagerly, choking on his blunt words.

Mu Suyu said angrily, "You won't be able to speak human language in 80 years, right?"

"Why did I say something that is not human!?" Li Bian was immediately annoyed when he was squeezed like this, and said angrily.

Seeing that the two were about to quarrel again, Fei Yizhen immediately raised his voice and said, "That's enough! Men and women take your size? Let me talk about mine first...my boyfriend is still here, Li Bian, if you talk nonsense, I will definitely Explode your black history. There are many more things you can't see people than I can see, for example, what you said about Mr. Mu—"

Editor Li slapped the table and got up angrily, "How dare you!?"

Mu Suyu asked: "He speaks ill of me behind my back?"

"Heh..." Fei Yizhen let out a meaningful laugh, then smiled and comforted Mu Suyu and said, "It's really nothing, that's right, Bian Li's self-control ability is relatively poor, and he often speaks without choice when he is drunk... ...mostly not from the truth, right?

Li Bian gritted his teeth with hatred, but he still couldn't help answering, the voice seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, dry and harsh.