back to innocence

Ye Minghe's words really shocked Fei Yi.

After a while, he finally asked, "When did you know?"

Ye Minghe replied calmly: "In the freshman year of high school."

When Fei Yi heard it, he took a deep breath—so Ye Minghe might be the first person to find out about their relationship, but he didn't even reveal the wind.

Fei Yizhen said a word: "I..." Then he suddenly stopped.

At this time, I always feel that what I say or say is wrong.

Ye Minghe put one leg up on the sofa, put his hands on his knees and said, "You don't need to look like this. I didn't think about it at first. I was probably drunk for a while last night, so I got a little messy."

The other party had finished everything he could say, and Fei Yizhen didn't know what he could say anymore.

After a while, he said to Ye Minghe: "It's about time for you to have a girlfriend, right?"

Ye Minghe was silent for a while before replying: "I never thought about girls, what kind of girlfriend should I have?"

Fei Yizhen was stunned for a moment.

Then he asked, "When did you find out?"

Ye Minghe raised his head and gave Fei Yizhen a suspicious look.

Fei Yizhen rearranged his questions and asked, "When did you find out that you are more interested in boys than girls?"

Ye Minghe thought for a while before answering: "I have always been conscious of not thinking about girls. I don't know exactly when I discovered it. I probably discovered it unconsciously. But for men I feel this...probably because I saw Liang Qing kissing you in the sports room of the school once."

Fei Yizhen's face was reddened immediately, and he felt a sense of embarrassment that he had made out in public and was surrounded by onlookers.

He asked: "... How many times have you seen it?"

Ye Minghe also felt a little embarrassed by his reaction, and replied, "That's two or three times."

Fei Yizhen couldn't tell how he felt when he heard this answer.He originally thought that he and Liang Qing had done enough concealment on weekdays that it would not be easy to be discovered, and then worried whether other people had discovered their affairs.

But I was skeptical and relieved.

He had never heard of such rumors during his school days, and he presumably either no one else found out, or the people who found out were like Ye Minghe, who silently kept it in his heart and didn't try to spread their stories.

Fei Yi really felt lucky to survive the catastrophe.

After a long time, he realized that he was still talking about sexual orientation with Ye Minghe, and said, "Minghe, do you know that there is a club in our school called 'Rainbow Club'?"

Ye Minghe was taken aback for a moment, and then asked: "'Rainbow Club'? Is it the Rainbow Club of the Rainbow Flag?"

Fei Yizhen nodded: "That's the Rainbow Club."

Ye Minghe was a little shocked by the generosity and openness of the school, and sighed: "Is there such a club?"

Both Fei Yizhen and Ye Minghe belong to the kind of people who are relatively busy in their spare time. They didn't plan to join any clubs at the beginning, so they didn't pay attention to the problems of any clubs. It's so late.

But Fei Yi really didn't know if this society had joined the club to recruit new people.

But he still said to Ye Minghe seriously: "Minghe, let me accompany you to the Rainbow Club, maybe you can meet many people."

Ye Minghe looked at him for a while, then smiled and said, "Okay."

The two inquired about the club classroom, and chose a free time to find the door.

The person who was in charge of their entry into the club was a third-year senior with long hair and a high ponytail. She looked heroic, and she didn't make a fuss when she heard Fei Yizhen's name, so she asked them to fill out the basic form and enter it. , even if the basic application is completed.

After talking with this senior for a while, Fei Yizhen and Ye Minghe also learned about the general situation of this Rainbow Club.

The school's "Rainbow Club" is not a gay organization in name, but a gay research club.And in this club, there are still very few people like Wang Tiannan who directly explode their sexuality. Most of the students are interested in this kind of knowledge and want to understand homosexuality.

"We provide more opportunities, so that everyone has more opportunities to understand and get in touch with this ethnic group, understand its causes and living conditions." Senior sister Zhao Jingxi is obviously familiar with this topic, and it is obvious that Fei Yizhen and Ye Minghe is not the first person to talk to her about this topic. “Most of the time, fear and rejection come from ignorance. We hope that through corresponding lectures and publicity, more people will understand that homosexuality is just as common as them.” People can cry and laugh, feel pain and pain, care about family and friends, and feel pain because of discrimination from the outside world. Different sexual orientations are actually a common thing, just like some people like radishes, others like vegetables, and some people only like vegetables. There are people who drink green tea and get addicted to coffee. In every other respect, homosexuals are no different from normal people. We pursue happiness, want to be recognized by others, and reflect our self-worth. We also admire goodness, reject evil, and love beautiful things.”

Fei Yizhen caught a word in her sentence: "We?"

Zhao Jingxi blinked at him with a smile, and said: "Yes, we. I am not as mighty and domineering as the president and vice president, openly disclosing my sexual orientation, although not few people know about it, but I I still don’t want to be viewed as a diorama, so keep it secret for me.”

Fei Yizhen and Ye Minghe nodded.

Then Zhao Jingxi continued: "As for me, I won't ask you about your sexual orientation. In the future, if a member of the club asks you this question, you can immediately deny it. There is an unwritten rule in our club that you can't take the initiative to tell you if others don't want to. It’s time to ask about other people’s sexual orientation. So if someone asks, whether you are or not, you can deny it, or don’t answer. After all, our club is not a gay fair.”

Zhao Jingxi's words were understood by both of them.This can be regarded as a way to protect personal privacy, and it is probably also worried that some students who do not want to come out immediately will encounter uncomfortable situations.

"The study of homosexuality is a very big topic, and the people involved in this topic are actually very large. I think that sexual freedom will one day be clearly written into the Bill of Rights and become part of human freedom. We were originally You should have the right to choose whether to appreciate the opposite sex or the same sex." Zhao Jingxi said to the two distractedly while processing the documents, "The society discriminates against homosexuals in various ways, thinking that they have various The sins of homosexuals, such as promiscuity, AIDS, and even the existence of homosexuals, seem to be the original sins of homosexuals. But they never realize that homosexuals rarely have stable relationships, or the existence of homosexuals, To a large extent, it is because their right to choose sexual orientation is not guaranteed, and the society neither recognizes nor guarantees their relationship, and even persecutes them to a certain extent. But even so, I also clearly say: Although I I think that half of the responsibility for the same-wife issue is due to the persecution and interference of the heterosexual family and society on the parties, but that does not mean that homosexuals are not wrong on this issue. I personally do not agree as being deprived of the right to love A victim of someone who wants to deprive another of his right to love." Then she looked up at the two and smiled and said, "Do you understand what I mean?"

Ye Minghe looked at Zhao Jingxi with thoughtful eyes, and replied, "I understand what senior sister means. I think so too."

Zhao Jingxi continued: "Currently speaking, the love life of most homosexuals is relatively dark and distorted. Some people have been with the same sex for many years, and their relationship is chaotic, and most of their contacts are short-term. Forced by the pressure of the family or the society, they marry women, and finally create a group of victims of 'same wives'; some of them marry homosexuals of the opposite gender, which is the origin of the so-called physical marriage. But there are still some who simply do not marry or keep this secret until death, or just keep changing short-term partners. Among them, comrades who can maintain a stable romantic relationship can be said to be very rare. At this point, Although the total number of homosexuals in the female group is relatively small, they have a higher chance of establishing a stable relationship, which is caused by the different gender characteristics of □.

"However, our purpose in this regard is different from that of the public or some rotten girls on the Internet. We do not 'admire, sympathize with, or glorify homosexuals'. On the contrary, we oppose homosexuals establishing heterosexual marriages, including physical marriages. We I also don't support escaping from reality and becoming a 'pseudo-single person'. Many comrades in society, especially domestic comrades, do what they do because they lack a sense of self-awareness and identity, and at the same time, they lack a specific organization, and their ideas guide them. But we are different. We have received higher education in school, and we should have a clear understanding of our own existence and self-worth, so we should fight for our own rights. We encourage homosexuals to pursue love and establish healthy and good partnerships. And encourage them to gain the understanding and support of family, society, relatives and friends. Of course, for our current conservative domestic environment, this will be a very difficult process, but it is a very important start for us. "

Zhao Jingxi finally raised her head and said to Fei Yizhen: "So when Fei Yizhen you came to me, I was very happy. I don't know what kind of person you belong to, but if you are willing to join us This action is a great support for us. All anti-discrimination human rights struggles require the participation of influential figures in order to be further noticed by the society. But it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to. Our association adopts a voluntary principle. I You are also welcome to participate in some of the daily activities of the Rainbow Club, even if it is just to gain some understanding. Our event notices are usually sent to your personal mailboxes two weeks in advance, but these two weeks have already been released, and I will publicize them to you Come on, join if you are interested.”

Then she reached out and took out two leaflets from the folder, and handed them to Fei Yizhen and Ye Minghe respectively.