Inspirational life of rebirth

He tried his best to digest the self-control rules that Ding Yu told him before, as well as the warnings of "maintaining oneself" - if you love someone too much and lose yourself in chaos, you will become the most annoying person in the eyes of that person. The traits that the other person admires and loves all disappear.

He kept thinking about this question, what did Dad love most about him?Well-behaved and smart?empathetic?The food is well done?Self-motivated?That's not the whole of him...it's just the advantages he deliberately showed in order to please his father.

In my previous life, I was not cute at all. At that time, my father was also very kind to him. Maybe because of the kindness of my grandfather and his weak health, he didn't control his various eccentric behaviors too much. Him, tolerate him.

Of course, there are times when I get angry. When my father loses his temper, he will not see him for ten days and half a month, and he doesn't bother to talk to him when he does.At that time, their relationship was not close on the surface, and it was only when something happened that they knew that his father was really so kind to him.

Dad has always kept his personal feelings very deep. Even the guilt towards his ex-wife can only be glimpsed in that diary.He couldn't help but began to speculate wildly again, why his father was so good to him in his previous life, in addition to the Weng son-in-law's name and grandfather's face, and his mother's relationship, did his father have a little bit of personal love, so he will be in the end at the end? Going against the principles and taking such a big risk to save him?

Let go of his arms and be himself, will Dad like him more?No matter how many shortcomings he has, as long as he is him, Dad won't mind.This imagination was so tempting that he was almost intoxicated by it.

Ding Yu was the host for the dinner that day, and Tang Minyi was the last to arrive in a private room reserved at a famous local restaurant.Before the food was served, Jiang Wei, who was waiting at the table, chatted with him about business affairs. Because his voice was too low, Tang Qinghong couldn't hear clearly. I am ashamed of my recent performance.

So after the dishes were served, Tang Qinghong took the initiative to help his father push away the wine. Jiang Wei was in a bad mood and wanted to order some white wine, but Ding Yu didn't drink at all. Before his father could speak, Tang Qinghong begged Jiang Wei softly, "Uncle Jiang, today Don't drink white wine, okay? If you drink too much, you will feel uncomfortable, and both you and Dad will suffer. "

Zhao Lan followed Tang Qinghong to persuade her husband, "That's right, there is no way to entertain outside, why do you drink liquor when you have a meal by yourself!"

Jiang Wei is not the kind of person who can't do without alcohol, so he nodded with a smile, "Okay, I care about your father's health so much, then let's have some beer, can Hong Hong agree?"

He showed two dimples to please Jiang Wei, "Oh, don't say that, I'm getting nervous. How about I drink some beer with you and Dad?"

Tang Minyi glanced at him with a serious face at this moment, "What kind of beer do children drink, just me and you, Uncle Jiang, two bottles."

Ding Yu also patted him on the shoulder, "Are you in such a hurry to grow up? It's against the law to drink alcohol if you're underage! Let me drink yogurt with you, Xiaotian, Xinyan, you want yogurt too, okay?"

Those two naturally had no objection, the three young ones sat together, Ding Yu sat next to Tang Qinghong, and Tang Minyi's seat was next to Jiang Wei and his wife, just opposite to his son's seat.

Ding Yu toasted Jiang Wei and his wife with milk instead of wine, while Tang Minyi talked to Jiang Wei in a low voice and drank casually. Tang Qinghong always relied on his good position to look at his father openly. Every time he noticed that his father looked up When he came over, he quickly looked away.

Even Zhao Lan could see that there seemed to be something wrong between the two father and son, and asked Tang Qinghong with a smile, "Honghong, did you quarrel with Dad? You two father and son didn't talk much when eating together. What's wrong with you?"

Tang Qinghong blushed a little, and quickly denied: "Aunt Zhao, no! We are doing well, that is... I am going to Haicheng to play soon, my father is reluctant to part with me, and I am in a bad mood."

As soon as he said this, he saw his father cast a displeased look, as if he was surprised by his cheekiness, but he still smoothed things over for him, "Honghong hasn't been separated from me for a long time, I'm worried that he won't live well outside. used."

Ding Yu still wanted to establish a friendship with Tang Minyi, so he volunteered with a smile, "Don't worry, Brother Tang, he will be fine with me taking care of him."

Tang Minyi squinted his eyes and glanced at Ding Yu. This teacher Ding was thick-skinned enough, and his son might have been taught badly by him.In the morning, "Mr. Tang" was here, but now he has become "Brother Tang". He is about to abduct Honghong under his nose, and he still wants to get praise and awards?

"Teacher Ding, I also hope that nothing will happen. You are Honghong's teacher. Please always remember your identity and be careful and self-disciplined."

This is a bit serious. Ding Yu was taken aback for a moment, his eyes wandered back and forth between the two father and son, and then he bit his ear to Tang Qinghong with a bitter face, "Did your father find out something? He seems to hate me... Could it be that he The person you like is me?"

Tang Qinghong also gritted his ears and replied, "No...my dad was just nervous, he didn't find anything."

Tang Minyi was even more annoyed when he saw it. This was a public event, in front of everyone, and Ding Yu acted like no one else was there. He could do that.Before he noticed, this Teacher Ding didn't know how to spoil his son.But after all, there were other people at the table, and what he said before had reached the limit, and he couldn't get angry for a while, so he just looked at Ding Yu and Tang Qinghong with a sullen face.

All Tang Qinghong's attention was on his father, so he naturally knew that his father was very unhappy now.But he was even more unhappy - Dad really thought he was interested in Teacher Ding?What do you think of yourself as!He, Tang Qinghong, is not the kind of half-hearted person who likes everyone when he sees him.However, he also remembered Ding Yu's persuasion to him, suppressed his emotions and tried his best to behave as usual, without losing his composure on the spot.

The two father and son were not satisfied with the meal. After returning home, Tang Minyi arranged accommodation for tonight. There were only two rooms in the house, and Tang Xinyan and Qian Xiaotian were allowed to live in one each. As for the remaining three people, they all went to the hotel. He has already booked the room in advance.

Except for Tang Qinghong, everyone else did not understand Tang Minyi's arrangement. He clenched his fists to suppress his sadness and anger.He obviously slept with Xiaotian a few days ago, Xinyan slept in his room, and his father slept in the living room by himself. As soon as Teacher Ding came, his father took strict precautions against him.Even Xiaotian has become the object of his father's control and protection, so in his father's eyes is he so hungry?

He endured and endured desperately, a few people sat at home for a while, Ding Yu and he followed his father to the hotel, saw that it was a three-person room, and his father slept in the middle bed, he couldn't laugh or cry.

While Ding Yu went to the bathroom to take a shower, he gritted his teeth, stared at his father and asked in a low voice, "Am I so worried about you? In your eyes, what am I? A monkey who thinks about that kind of thing all day long?"

Dad sat on the edge of the bed and squinted at his angry expression, his tone was quite steady, "What do you think? Your self-control ability is too poor, Dad must be more careful."

"I don't have that feeling for others! I only have it for you!" He walked up and down in front of the bed impatiently, then stopped and squatted in front of his father, confessing his love very seriously.

Dad didn't believe it at all, and there was obvious anger on his face, "Shut up! If you continue to say such shameless words, get the hell out of Xincheng. It's okay with Dad...I raised you for nothing So many years!"

This sounded like a bolt from the blue to his ears, and he lost his strength and fell to the ground, "You really want to drive me away...you really hate me so much..."

Dad pursed his lips and looked at him coldly, and pulled him up as soon as he stretched out his hand, "Look at you, what does this look like? Stand up straight for me! As long as you don't do annoying things, Dad won't Hate you, ask yourself, what have you done recently?"

His legs were trembling uncontrollably, he sat on the bed and covered his face, he raised his head after a few seconds, his eyes were already red, "Apart from this, what else do you hate about me? I have been working hard To be a son who satisfies you is all for you! What am I like? What do I want to do, have you ever cared about it?"

Because of this, Dad's eyes became more severe, "You did everything for me? You also learned for me? Is your heart so small? What do you want to do? You can say it, and I will listen."

He just felt that the grievances in his head were boundless, and he wished to pour them all out for his father to see, "I don't like studying at all! I don't want to go your way! I... I have no ambitions, I just want to please you! Just wanted to pick me up, I never moved my heart, it was all for you!"

Dad's eyes became very sad, even a little strange, as if he had never known him before, "Tang Qinghong, since when did you become like this? Are you stuffed with cotton in your head? Is this what you really think? Isn't it with Am I angry? When you grow up so big, everything you do is to please me?"

Speaking of this, Dad's expression was a bit dull, he waved his hands and laughed in a low voice, "Okay, it's my fault for not teaching you well, and my son not being a godfather...Maybe your mother is more suitable to teach you."

Tang Qinghong watched things get worse and worse. He seemed to make his father sad, so he reached out and hugged him in desperation, "No, it's all my fault, Dad, don't be angry! I didn't mean that... I... The situation is very complicated, and I can't explain it in a few words!"

Dad pushed him away hard, but he hugged his legs desperately, "Dad, listen to my explanation! I... I will never do that again, I will be your good son, this is fine!"

Dad froze his body and opened his fingers, turned his head and looked at him condescendingly, "You will do what you say?"

He looked at his father with wet eyes, but he replied in despair, "Well... do what you say, don't drive me away."

Dad just took out the tissue on the bedside table, and wiped his tears gently, "Okay, you are a man, you have to be strong. It doesn't matter if you make a mistake, just correct it in time. Dad allows you to make mistakes."

He put his face under his father's palm with great distress in his heart, enjoying the short-term warmth after the unfeeling, until he calmed down and realized that his father's tone just now sounded familiar.

When dealing with disobedient subordinates and colleagues who are against him, isn't Dad always in that soothing tone after hitting them hard...

He opened his eyes wide and looked back at his father suddenly. Before he could speak, he heard Ding Yu's voice coming out of the bathroom, "I'm done washing, who is going?"

Dad touched his head and continued to calm his turbulent emotions, "Think about it for yourself, sit quietly for a while, and Dad will take a bath first."

As soon as his father entered the bathroom, he raised his fist and beat the bed bitterly, startling Ding Yu who was just sitting on his bed, "Honghong, did you quarrel with your father just now? Why are you so angry? You should Didn't you tell him? He seems to have noticed something."

He gritted his teeth in pain and anger, "He has already seen it! He still suspects me and you. He thinks I am a monkey who can mess with anyone."

Ding Yu opened his mouth wide and let out an "oh", before closing his mouth again after a long while, "Your father has a rich imagination too... I blame you for being too obvious. If you don't think about food and tea, you can tell you are in love at a glance. "

He retorted angrily, "I'm not in a relationship! I just have a crush on someone! He doesn't want to talk to me at all!"

Ding Yu scratched his head, "Then what are you going to do? It's better to restrain yourself, you are only so young, it is better to focus more on your studies. But your father's family will definitely not accept your matter, or you Just give up and let your father take care of you honestly, or you can go abroad and go to your mother. Although she can't accept it, it's just emotional, and you can work slowly in terms of concept. Of course, as your My friend, I also advise you to go back on the same road, that road is not easy to walk, so don't make a decision so early."

He is very grateful for Ding Yu's equal respect for him, and he does not manipulate him like a child and a pawn like his father, but he also heard the biggest purpose of Ding Yu's words, and categorically rejected Ding Yu, "No, I will not go abroad. .I promised my grandpa and my dad that I don’t want to go either.”

The person he likes is here, right by his side, where else can he go?Even if he was to be firmly controlled by this person and deprived of his right to be loved in the name of love, he still couldn't help himself and didn't want to leave.His affection for his father has become a bargaining chip for his father to control him, his love has become the ultimate weapon to prevent him from loving, his father is really cruel to him.

But he still believed that his relived life was a gift from God, he undoubtedly belonged to his father, and his father would be his one day.All he needs is more patience.

His body is too small, and the time he has been in love with is too short. As an apprentice who sat in the love class for the first time, he is inevitably flustered and at a loss as he is now, but the most important thing he lacks is time.

Dad knows where his Achilles' heel is, and he also knows Dad's - Dad is reluctant to part with his son who has been raised for ten years, if not, he would have kicked him to Xincheng and even packed him abroad, why would he do it for him? Headaches, tired of him, and relatively complex strategies to master him?

He thought that "showing his true self" would impress his father, but he failed miserably.Dad is not one of those sentimental ex-girlfriends that Ding Yu talked about. He was told how many things he had done for it, and he was so moved that he fell in love and invested in business.On the contrary, Dad doesn't like his emotional side very much, and thinks he is paranoid, naive, and unreasonable, so he can only change his strategy accordingly.

As soon as he said that he would never do that again and wanted to be a good son to his father, his father's attitude changed immediately. This was an obvious signal, and it was not in vain that he was so frightened that he cried sadly and embarrassingly.