evil sea tide

Chao Sheng was frightened by Yang Anqing's words, and his face turned as red as an eggplant. He didn't expect him to be so straightforward in the presence of outsiders.After being stunned for a long time, he struggled to make a sound, "Little, little uncle..."

The young man surnamed Jiang stood up, patted Yang Anqing's shoulder, and signaled him to calm down, "Brother Yang, don't get excited, he still doesn't know his physical condition, you should explain to him first."

It was Yang Anqing who remembered that Chao Sheng didn't know how serious things had happened, and realized that his attitude was too angry. Yang Anqing sat next to Chao Sheng and covered his eyes with his hands irritably.The scene from eight years ago appeared in his mind, and he, who was alone, learned of this fact without any mental preparation, and then fell into hesitation and fear that he could not extricate himself from.

He never wanted Chaosheng to experience that kind of pain, that's why he lost control when he heard the news, and even forgot to tell him the truth.

Chao Sheng looked at the two people in front of him in a daze, hoping that someone could give him an answer. Yang Anqing, who finally came out of his memories, looked at his pale face and said, "Didn't you always be curious about Yang Yang?" Who is the mother?"

Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?

Chao Sheng felt puzzled, but nodded anyway.

"He doesn't have a mother, only a father."

Faced with the blank eyes of his nephew, Yang Anqing really didn't know how to speak, or how to make Chao Sheng believe such an unbelievable thing, so he had to start with his own situation and guide him bit by bit.

Jiang Baicao interrupted them suddenly: "Brother Yang, let me go out, you two have a good chat."

"No need," Yang Anqing called to stop him, "Without your help, Yangyang and I might not be alive in this world. You saved the lives of our father and son. This time, my nephew will have to trouble you too. Details will come later." I have to ask you to talk to him about it.”

Jiang Baicao: "Then I'll make you a cup of tea."

Seeing the young man go out, Chao Sheng asked: "Little Uncle, what do you mean, what do you mean only father? Are you saying that his mother is not here?"

"..." Yang Anqing hesitated for a while and said, "No, it means...Yangyang was born to...a man and a man..."

"Ah?" Chao Sheng couldn't help being stunned. He carefully observed the other person's face, trying to find some traces of joking from it, "Little uncle, what are you kidding?"

This was an expected reaction. When Jiang Baicao said that he was pregnant, he also couldn't believe it.

"Do you look like I'm joking?"

Chao Sheng felt that the little uncle was very strange today, first he was brought here for an examination, and then he said such a fairy tale with a straight face, what happened?

Seeing that her nephew still didn't believe her, Yang Anqing had no choice but to explain in more detail, "To be precise, Yang Yang was born to me...with another man, and came out...from my stomach..."

As a modern youth who has always believed in materialism and is still a major in Chinese medicine, Chao Sheng's brain froze when he heard this, and the expression on his face was wonderful.

At this moment, Jiang Baicao walked in, and he handed them two cups of tea. Chao Sheng looked at the cup in front of him, which was a bit dark, and looked more like Chinese medicine. He smelled angelica donkey-hide gelatin and Atractylodes macrocephala. The taste is very strange, isn't that what women drink to nourish the blood when they are pregnant?

"Your uncle is right, I was the one who delivered Yang Yang."

Jiang Baicao made a stab at the side, making Chao Sheng even more messy.Yang Anqing had no choice but to look at Jiang Baicao for help.

Jiang Baicao recalled turning the screen of the suspected B-ultrasound machine around and showing it to Chao Sheng, "Look, this is your child. It's been three months, and you haven't noticed its existence, so you don't usually pay attention to taking care of your body. , your spleen and stomach are discordant and your vitality is insufficient, resulting in poor fetal development. Fortunately, it is very tenacious, and there is no sign of a miscarriage for the time being, but you have to pay attention to it in the coming days."

Chao Sheng stared wide-eyed at the picture on the screen, what's the disharmony between spleen and stomach, what's the slippery tire?Why couldn't he understand a word Jiang Baicao said.

It took him a long time before he regained his sanity, "You, are you crazy? I, I am a man!"

If it's not that they are crazy, it is that they are crazy!How is it possible for a man to have children?

But as a medical student, he couldn't deny the obvious shape of the embryo displayed on the screen, but why didn't he find it after checking so many times before?

Jiang Baicao didn't say anything, but took out a book from a side cabinet and handed it to him, "This is a detailed introduction about our family, compiled by my father, you can take it back and read."

"Let me briefly introduce it to you. In ancient times, we were called the Jing clan. Both men and women in the clan can give birth to children. Most of them are boys, and women are relatively rare. Due to the underdeveloped medical technology in the past and the physiological structure of men The risk factor of production has been increased, so the population has been in a state of decline. Today, the number is very rare, and most of them don't know their special physique, just like you."

Chao Sheng was stunned, looking at Jiang Baicao for a while and then at his uncle, the pictures on the screen and their words had already convinced him, because everyone around him, including himself, felt that his recent state was too much like the symptoms of early pregnancy , It's just a joke, who would have thought it was true?

His expression slowly changed from shocked to unbelievable to silent. The other two people present knew that this young man was accepting this matter, but it still needed some time.

Jiang Baicao felt that they should leave the rest of the time to them. As someone who had experienced it, Yang Anqing must have a way to appease the stunned pregnant woman.He got up and said to them: "I'll go up first, you guys sit here for a while."

Neither uncle nor nephew spoke, Yang Anqing's expression was still solemn, Chao Sheng didn't dare to look at him, but just put his hands on his flat belly.

Loss of appetite, lack of energy, easy fatigue, etc., all abnormalities have answers.There is a life in his belly, a child of him and Hai Donglin, who has been here quietly for three months, but has been ignored by his sloppy fathers, and has not received the protection he deserves, but it is very strong , desperately trying to survive.

Chao Sheng's mind was still buzzing, the impact of this incident was too strong, making it difficult for him to regain consciousness in a short time.Yang Anqing finally couldn't help asking: "Who is the child's other father? Also, how could you...and a man..."

This is another reason why he was angry. Chaosheng showed no signs of liking men, but within a few months after breaking up with Ren Jiawen, he conceived a child. He had to have some bad guesses, such as Chao Born to be...

Chao Sheng: "Uncle, I can't tell right now, but don't worry, I did it voluntarily."

They haven't seen each other for a while, and Yang Anqing doesn't know who he's dated recently, but he remembered one thing—isn't Chao Sheng working as a consultant for Hai Donglin? Could it be him...

"Tell uncle, is it that bastard Hai Donglin?"

Chao Sheng, who was hit by the rumor, panicked, and subconsciously shook his head in denial: "No, no, little uncle, don't make wild guesses."

"It's not him?" Yang Anqing asked suspiciously. If Hai Donglin did it, he would go to him for an explanation even at the risk of being discovered by that person.

"No..." Chao Sheng was a little guilty, and he didn't know why his first reaction was to deny it, but he secretly felt that his uncle and Hai Donglin should have some relationship, so he didn't want to let him know about it.

"Then what are you going to do with this child?"

Chao Sheng rubbed his belly alternately. He thought that when he was with Hai Donglin, heirs should be looked down upon. Unexpectedly, God made a joke with him and asked him to conceive life as a man. He has nothing to do with male childbirth. He knew, he only knew that this child was not easy to come by, no matter what the price was, he wanted to give birth to him.

Seeing the gradually peaceful expression on Chao Sheng's face, Yang Anqing had the answer in his heart.Back then, I once wanted to kill the child, but under Jiang Baicao's persuasion, I finally gave up the idea and gave birth to Yang Yang.The moment the child was born, he felt a new life, as if he had a second life.He dilutes all his sad memories, like a ray of sunshine illuminating his heart, giving him the courage to live again in despair, so he named him Yang Yang, this is his little sun, for He, he is willing to give everything.

This is probably the mood of all parents in the world, and the men of their family take into account both the roles of father and mother, so they have a particularly deep affection for their children. Even if I hated that person so much back then, I was still willing to give birth to his children , not to mention Chaosheng.

So he changed the question: "Then are you going to let the other party know?"

Chao Sheng: "I, I haven't made up my mind yet..."

Seeing that Chao Sheng was hesitant to speak, Yang Anqing didn't force him, since other people can't get involved with emotional issues, "Let's go, don't bother Dr. Jiang."

"Is he also a doctor?"

"Well, a knife from the anorectal department of the Second Hospital, known as the chrysanthemum sewing master."

Chao Sheng: "..."

Before leaving, Jiang Baicao told a lot of things that pregnant women should pay attention to, especially the current situation of Chaosheng, the child is stunted, and there is a danger of a miscarriage if he goes on, he can't stand the trouble anymore, so he needs to take care of it carefully .He also specially told him to keep a happy mood and not to have psychological burden and negative emotions, otherwise it will have a serious impact on the child.

Chaosheng kept a note in his heart. When chatting with Jiang Baicao, he realized that their system cannot be detected by ordinary instruments in the early stages of pregnancy. It will only mistake the embryo for a part of an organ. His father had reformed it, and it was specially used to test men from the Jing clan.

It turned out to be like this, no wonder it was not found after so many inspections, Chao Sheng thought to himself.

On the way back, Yang Anqing's brows never relaxed. He sent Chaosheng to the apartment by the river, rolled down the car window, glanced at the tall building in front of him and asked, "You live here with him?"

It is self-evident who that "he" is.

"Um……"

Yang Anqing: "Chaosheng, I won't ask more about emotional matters, but since you want this child, you must take good care of your health. You heard what Dr. Jiang said. Don't be burdened. Make yourself happy. If Tell him if you can, and let him take care of you more."

Chao Sheng nodded, "Uncle, I understand, you should go back quickly, Yangyang is still waiting for you."

"Call me if you need anything, anytime."

"it is good."

When Yang Anqing left, he still looked back worriedly, and he didn't leave until Chao Sheng's back disappeared in the corridor.

He was full of thoughts along the way and almost ran a red light.Scenes from eight years ago came to mind again, he would not let Chao Sheng be as isolated and helpless as he was back then, unaccompanied in a strange city, feeling that the sky was about to fall in front of his increasingly obvious stomach.

He wanted to keep their father and son safe. This was not only an explanation to his dead sister, but also his due responsibility as an uncle.

When Chao Sheng returned home, he found that Hai Donglin hadn't come back yet. He first made himself a bowl of spaghetti with broccoli and shrimps, swallowed it bite by bite while enduring the nausea in his stomach, and then drank another bowl of yogurt.Because of his carelessness, his child has been wronged. From today onwards, he must make up for his nutrition, so as not to let any accident happen.

His empty stomach was filled, and Ushio let out a sigh of relief.What happened this day is really too big, but the sum of all the previous ones is not as important as this piece of meat in the stomach.Ever since he learned of the existence of this child, he suddenly felt that those were nothing. He was about to become a father, and if he wanted to protect the child, he had to be stronger.

He remembered Jiang Baicao's explanation that a reasonable diet, a happy mood, and proper exercise are the three major elements to ensure the health of the fetus, but can he really do it?At school, he had to face so many probing eyes, which made him feel like he was sitting on pins and needles; at home, Hai Donglin tried to control his words and deeds, and locked him up as a prison; at his parents' house, his mother pressed him every step of the way for his elder brother .

He doesn't even have a space to breathe freely, how can he be happy?How can children not be affected?

He sat on the head of the bed, staring at the chandelier on the ceiling.He had already compromised on too many things at the expense of himself, because he felt he could afford the consequences, but this time the price was his and Hai Donglin's child, and he had to keep it no matter what.

So he has to make a choice, even if it hurts him so much.

Before falling into a coma, Chao Sheng secretly made a decision in his heart. At this moment, his heart felt like a knife was being twisted, and tears flowed silently, sliding across his cheeks and wetting the pillow.

There was a slight soreness in his stomach, maybe the child was protesting silently to his thoughts.

It's the last time...baby... Daddy promises it's the last time it hurts you...

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, he felt that the bedside lamp was turned on, the bed beside him collapsed, and then his body fell into a warm embrace.

"Chao Sheng, I woke you up"

Chao Sheng rubbed his eyes, smiled and said it was all right, then wrapped his hands around Hai Donglin's neck, buried his head in his chest, and looked completely dependent on him.

Hai Donglin's eyes were full of unresolved guilt: "I'm sorry, my father did that to you."

So he already knew...

Chao Sheng didn't cry, but just heard his voice, and tears flowed out. Hai Donglin's chest was wet, thinking that the other party was feeling sad for what happened today, he couldn't help but blame himself even more.

He should have been on guard since his father called him last time, but he didn't expect that he would start with Chao Sheng's parents, making him hard to guard against. Fortunately, he got the news soon and went straight back to Hai's house Confront your father.The relationship between the father and son broke the deadlock for the first time in so many years, but it was because of a fierce quarrel.In the end, he let go of his harsh words, if Hai Tai'an did something to Chao Sheng again, then Hai Ming's matter would not be just his own business, but would affect the entire Hai family.

Hai Tai'an didn't want his son to become an enemy of the entire Hai family for a man, he was so angry that he almost fainted, he stared at Hai Donglin speechlessly, but Hai Donglin's face was expressionless, cold It's like a sculpture.

When Hai Tai'an saw him like this, his whole body was covered with ice and snow, because he thought of Hai Donglin's mother, they were so similar, so cold and ruthless that they didn't seem like human beings.

In the end, he chose to compromise with his son, not because of his threats, but because the image of his dead wife appeared in his mind.

"Let's go, let's go, don't let me see you..." He waved his hand to his son, and he was as old as an old man in an instant.

Haidong Lin Chaosheng said: "Don't worry, my father has resolved it, and he will not do anything to you and your family."

Chao Sheng had no time to pay attention to what he was talking about, but was crying silently, his eyes were blurred, he could only breathe heavily, trying to keep this person's aura firmly in his heart and soul.

Hai Donglin hugged him tightly and kissed away his turbulent tears, "I'm sorry, don't cry, there will be no next time, and no one can hurt you."

Hai Tai'an's threats, parents' accusations, and Ren Jiawen's pleas, he had already forgotten all of them at this moment. He just wanted to follow his heart and embrace this man this night.

He took the initiative to kiss Hai Donglin's lips, kissed him enthusiastically, and whispered: "Hai Donglin, I love you."

His enthusiasm made Hai Donglin keenly aware of something strange, but he couldn't refuse Chao Sheng who relied on him wholeheartedly. Only at this time could he feel that this person belonged to him.

He responded gently, and the two people overlapped their bodies like vines, conveying their hearts in this way.

"Hai Donglin, I love you."

He has repeated this sentence countless times, and before Chao Sheng said it once, Hai Donglin kissed him even more violently, as if he wanted to devour him into his stomach.

It wasn't until they were out of breath and their lips were red and swollen that they reluctantly parted slightly.They saw themselves in the eyes of their lover, as if there were only the two of them left in the whole world.

"Hai Donglin, I love you."

Chao Sheng repeated it again, this time Hai Donglin did not seal it with a kiss, but responded to him with words——

"Jiang Chaosheng, I love you too."

That night, they didn't make love, they simply slept in each other's arms, but they felt each other's love more strongly than ever.

Hai Donglin, I love you.

—but I can no longer bear the way you love me.

— that would not only hurt me, but our children as well.

— so I give you time to reflect.

——Please also, give me some time...

The morning of the next day was no different from the previous ones. Chao Sheng woke up with difficulty under the urging of the alarm clock, brushed his teeth, washed his face, made breakfast for the two of them, and then kissed Hai Donglin awake, ushering in the morning with the smile of the other party .

"I'm in the last two classes this morning. I'm going to school later. You should go to the company first. Be careful on the road."

The two exchanged a parting kiss at the door, and Chao Sheng watched Hai Donglin leave the house, watched him walk into the elevator, and then watched the elevator door close little by little.

Hai Donglin in the elevator smiled at him.Chao Sheng begged for the time to slow down a little bit, to slow down a little bit, to let the picture in front of him stay longer, so that he could take another look.

But no matter how much he expected, the elevator was always closed, and the man's shadow completely disappeared from sight. The huge sense of loss hit Chao Sheng's heart, making his eyes slightly sore, and he almost couldn't hold back the tears.

Reluctantly, he looked back, endured the pain, went back to the study, took out a pen and paper and began to write.Every time he writes a word, the scenes they get along with flash past his eyes like a slide show.

He thought of Hai Donglin's voice coming from the phone as soon as he woke up in the new year, deep and stirring like a bell in the morning and a drum in the evening, every word knocked into his heart, causing ripples.

It turned out that from that early on, he couldn't keep his heart.

After finishing writing, he put him in an envelope and put it on the coffee table in the living room.

After finishing this, he took out his phone and dialed Yang Anqing's number.

"Uncle, I need your help..."

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Hai Donglin was a little restless. Ever since he walked out of the house in the morning, he felt that something would happen today.This situation did not improve until he came to the company. When the department manager was reporting to him, he even lost his mind like a fantasy. They were silent for a moment, thinking that they had said something wrong.

It wasn't until he got busy later that he forgot this feeling in his mind, but when he was free occasionally, he still felt empty in his heart as if a piece was missing.

He was worried that Chao Sheng would affect his work today because of what happened yesterday, so he called him.There was nothing unusual in Chao Sheng's tone, and he also explained that he would go home early instead of going to the store today, and told him to drive carefully when he got home, which made him somewhat relieved.

In the afternoon, he called Chao Sheng again, but this time he didn't get through.Chao Sheng is a careful person, and it is rare for him to forget to charge the phone. In addition, there are many things that have happened recently, so Hai Donglin is a little worried, whether there is something wrong with the other party.

He remembered Chao Sheng's words in the morning, so he decided to go home and have a look.

When I got home, I didn't find Chao Sheng's shadow, but I saw his mobile phone was placed in the porch, and it was not turned on.

The home was kept spotless, and the pots of green plants on the window sills were taken care of to be fresh and healthy. After the tide came, this place really became a place that can be called "home".

He looked around the house, and many small details in the house were full of trendy atmosphere, such as the traditional Chinese medicine he was drying on the window sill, the calligraphy and painting of "Entry and Exit" hung by himself at the entrance, and the waste newspapers he used on the coffee table. The folded small box is used as a disposable small trash can to fill the peel.

At this moment, beside those small boxes, he saw a white envelope.