Luo Shengmeng has no feelings today

Although it was originally written as a letter.

But because there is no address to send it to, the act of writing a letter has gradually evolved into the existence of longing for the long and endless journey. Therefore, rather than a letter, strictly defined, it is more like a letter. Heap records miscellaneous nonsense and daily diary.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke: A lot of nonsense, no artistry at all, this kind of overly hypocritical writing... can't be shown to the husband at all!

Scarlet color covered his cheeks, Akutagawa Ryunosuke made a short and flustered ending sound, he hurriedly lifted the quilt, reached for the letter, and activated Rashomon, the priority of the main body thought was higher, and the entrance and exit of the different space would be closed immediately to open.

Whoa!

A head popped out of the middle of the hill piled up by letters.

Holding the flashlight that Len turned into, Reborn in pajamas opened a letter at some point in his hand, and took out the letter paper inside to read.

"... Mr. R!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's voice changed, with an expression of wanting to snatch it but not daring, the blush on his face spread all the way to the ears, his head almost exaggeratedly exaggerated white smoke as if the CPU was overrun because he was too ashamed.

"It has my name on the envelope."

Reborn raised the flashlight and shone on his student's face, completely exposing the other party's blush hidden in the darkness. He said confidently, "So these are all mine, and I can't take them back."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke shrank his outstretched hand, and subconsciously took it back.

He stammered:

"But, but, Mr. R! Such clumsy writing is not something worth reading!"

This sentence is a bit familiar.

In the past, when they were not separated, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, who was only in his teens, wrote quietly. When Mr. R found out the article and read it, the young newcomer writer hurriedly said so.

Reborn remembers it very clearly - it's strange to say that it's just a very daily thing, but when it comes to things related to Akutagawa, he remembers every word and every detail in his mind, even though 25 years have passed .

Hearing the familiar words again, the corners of Reborn's mouth rose, and he hummed briskly.

If Akutagawa Ryunosuke's writing can be described as "poor", then there are probably not many writing in the world that can be called excellent.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa habitually writes a letter a week.

If a lot of things happened this week, he would distill and condense the incidents and write them in. If it was a calm week, he would write about his daily life and his inner emotional changes, turning his thoughts and fatigue into words, little by little. Inject it.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is not good at expressing feelings verbally, words are a way to express his emotions.

When communicating with writers and friends in the original world, the way of exposition used is very intimate and considerate, and wins people's hearts—Ms. Akutagawa is respected by almost all writers in the literary world, and it is not unreasonable.

And when he wrote to Mr. R, the expression of this emotion was even better.

Pick out a letter at random:

[Thank you, Mr. R, the weather today is very pleasant, the sun is shining brightly, and everything is going well in my next home. The heartstrings seemed to be plucked by sadness, and the uncontrollable longing extinguished this joy. ]

[I miss you all the time, this kind of miss even becomes more and more morbid because of the time, I even start to be jealous of the people around you, why can they stay by your side? ——This is an unreasonable idea. Although I know it well, the anxiety of "I can't see you again" makes me unable to restrain this ugly emotion, so that I often feel an indescribable loneliness, but despite In this way, I still have the motivation to move on—that kind of motivation is my attachment and attachment to you. As long as it is for Mr. You, I can endure all pain.This uncontrollable longing is so strong, burning my heart like a hot flame, so I can only continue walking towards you, even though the road ahead is full of thorns and fog...]

Perhaps it was because it was an undeliverable letter.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who couldn't talk to anyone, described his longing for his mentor with the most sincere words.

Writers more or less have the common problem of [sensitivity], they are all rich in emotion, Akutagawa Ryunosuke is special, his feelings are very polarized, and he is extremely indifferent to strangers, Then how hot it is to treat the existence that you care about.

There are too many emotional metaphors in the letter to Mr. R.

The young man who couldn't say anything, and who didn't act like a baby at all, expressed his inner thoughts in another way.

But it was also because of this—Akutagawa Ryunosuke couldn't make a move at all.

Akutagawa has already made preparations to hide such a letter and such content for the rest of his life.

But Rashomon didn't do it.

Akutagawa's supernatural ability has always been by his little master's side, and no one knows better than Rashomon how much suffering and despair Akutagawa has experienced.

Its little master will not act like a baby like it.

If you don't know how to act like a baby, it will be difficult to get the love you deserve.

After all, it is always the crying child who attracts more attention.

Forget about family members, they are the ones Akutagawa wants to protect, and they are still immature, and they can't give Akutagawa a sense of security, and they can't help him.

But, Rashomon thought angrily: only Reborn must know this.

How much his favorite little master has paid for him... this guy has to know.

Then, ask the only person Akutagawa depends on to give at least an equal share of preference to his favorite little master.

Therefore, for this purpose, Rashomon, who has a certain degree of autonomy, sneaked out while Akutagawa was asleep.

Rashomon, who is extremely controlling, wants Akutagawa's efforts to be responded to.

Fortunately, Reborn did not disappoint Rashomon.

This top killer in the shape of a baby turned Leon into something like a vacuum cleaner, and then sucked all the letters in two or three times. Finally, this magical chameleon turned into a bulging ball, quietly stay behind the master.

"It's not something that isn't worth reading." Reborn said, "This is the text you wrote carefully, and the meaning of its own existence is already a lot of money."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's literary talent is well known to Reborn, who brought him up with one hand.

"What's more, these letters record your experiences over the years, right?"

The romantic Italian man snorted softly: "Then, as long as I read a few letters every day, it's like participating in your past. In this case, even if it's just an illusion--it's as if we have never been separated. It is the same?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke: "..."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's head went down with a bang, and his face was completely red.

First first first first sir...!

Mr. Killer jumped onto the other person's shoulder and patted the student's head comfortingly, "I will read every letter."

"...!!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was so emotionally overwhelmed that he couldn't say a word.

I don't know when I went back to sleep, at least I didn't wake up Akutagawa who was put in the futon until it was slightly bright.

Reborn has long since disappeared from this room, and he doesn't know where he went.

On the other side, Tsunayoshi Sawada slept soundly, the movement of the night did not wake him up at all, and he was not at all vigilant.

Although Ryunosuke Akutagawa was thankful that the other party didn't see his helpless side, he frowned silently, and wrote down the question that Tsunayoshi Sawada was equal to Zero's vigilance in a small notebook in his heart.

——It must be corrected, the student of Mr. R, the world's number one killer, and the future Judaimu of Pengo Li, how can this level of vigilance come to the fore!

He thought so, then sat up, and quietly folded the quilt.

Then I went to the bathroom to change clothes and went downstairs.

At six o'clock, Nana Sawada woke up and was about to go out to buy groceries, "Oh, good morning, Akutagawa-kun!"

"Good morning, Mrs. Sawada."

Akutagawa bowed slightly, then looked left and right: "Excuse me, did you see my teacher?"

"You mean little Reborn?"

Nana Sawada naturally thought about it optimistically, "When I got up, I saw him walking towards the room where you will live in Akutagawa-kun."

"However, little Reborn wakes up really early. It is better for the body to maintain a certain amount of sleep for children."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke leaned back again, and said a word of thanks.

Then without hesitation, he walked to the second floor again, and came to the door of the comfortable room created by the renovation of the sundry room.

Knocked on the door.

"Mr. R? Are you in there? Next is Akutagawa."

no respond.

Akutagawa hesitated for a while, turned the doorknob, and looked inside.

In the exquisite and elegant room, the window was opened, and the golden light of the rising sun poured in. There was a bird parked by the window, but because of the movement of the door opening, it immediately spread its wings and flew away.

"Mr. R?"

Akutagawa walked in and took a look.

Can't see that small figure.

not here?

Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought, and then his eyes stopped in the direction of the desk in the middle of the inspection.

On the clean desk table, three letters were pressed by a book.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke stepped forward, picked up the book in one hand and the envelope in the other.

The book is "Rashomon", signed by Akutagawa Ryunosuke - this made him particularly astonished, because Akutagawa obviously didn't put it up by himself. He just returned to this world, and he didn't take out any books at all. Not to mention it's my own portfolio.

That is to say, this is not a product published in my original world.

I opened the catalog and looked at it. The works included in it were almost completely different from Akutagawa’s impression. These were his very early works. To be precise...the works created during the period when he just started writing.

A total of thirty articles were collected.

The publishing house is not familiar to Akutagawa... This book looks quite old, and the publication date of the collection recorded on the last page is 20 years ago.

20 years ago...?

Akutagawa couldn't react.

He looked down at the three letters in the other hand in a daze.

Without exception, the envelopes read [From Akutagawa Ryunosuke. ]

Akutagawa put the book back on the table, picked up a letter and opened it.

Afterwards, his dark eyes widened in an instant, and the touch that he didn't know how to describe made his hands even tremble slightly.

The content of the letter is not too much, but it is very concise and powerful, full of personal style, especially the beautiful Italian handwriting, which made Ryunosuke Akutagawa realize who the author is at the first sight.

——This is the reply letter written by Reborn.