Luo Shengmeng has no feelings today

Ryunosuke Akutagawa is a good writer, but he's not great at telling stories orally.

As a writer, Akutagawa possesses a vast amount of knowledge accumulated over the years, as well as the ability to empathize with and think about real phenomena. The latter brings him the most important inspiration for a writer, while the former is the literature that allows him to fabricate and write stories. Base.

And as a killer, Akutagawa Ryunosuke must maintain a state of not expressing joy on his face or expressing his words.You must not let people see your true thoughts, otherwise you will be easily used, easily led away, easily caught by your weaknesses and fall into danger.

The combination of the two has created the habit of Akutagawa Ryunosuke who thinks more but speaks less.

In addition, Akutagawa Ryunosuke has been the sole guardian of the family for a long time, and he is also a very comprehensive and strong man in all aspects, so he always stands in the position of protector, because he doesn't want the people he cherishes to worry about, so he just Bear all the pressure and difficulties, and all the problems that are beyond the family's ability to solve by one person.

He's used to not saying it.

Therefore, it was really not easy for him to ask Akutagawa Ryunosuke to tell about his past for a while.

As Reborn thought, Akutagawa is not a child who can act like a baby.

The young man held his legs in a restrained manner and sat side by side with the world's top killer who looked young. He seemed to be reporting a mission, and he narrated the events of these years dryly.

"...After separating from my husband, I returned to my own world. Because I was worried about my husband's condition, I kept trying to come back."

"But in the first few years, because of my incompetence, I couldn't control the time travel independently, so I wasted a lot of time. I'm very sorry."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was a little frustrated while talking: "Then, I gradually mastered the ability, and then started to take the initiative to travel. However, because there are too many different worlds, I traveled to different worlds many times. I didn't find this world quickly, and I wasted a lot of time again... I'm sorry for making you worry."

"Later...a family member in my own world knew about my situation and helped me find this machine...Rashomon!"

A Rashomon cat popped up immediately, with its tail attached to Akutagawa's windbreaker, and it fell into the young man's arms delicately.

The Rashomon cat shook its ear tips, stared at Reborn for a long time, opened its mouth and let out a haha, and followed Akutagawa's will to open the entrance to the different space.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke took out the coordinate locator from inside.

"This is it, Mr. R."

Ryunosuke Akutagawa held it carefully, and handed it to his teacher, "This is a machine that can automatically record the coordinates of the world, and the manufacturer is the Vongola family."

"Vongola?" Reborn glanced at the Rashomon cat, and then reached out to take it, showing no expression.

"Yes, the last user said that it was given to him by a European man. The source is not clear, but it is probably a different world traveler who has similar abilities to this one. No matter who the other party is... I am very grateful, because This machine is automatically recorded, as the place of manufacture, the first coordinate in it is the world you are in, Mr. R, and I have been trying to follow this and finally found it.”

Reborn thought about the internal situation of Vengley. Although he couldn't say that he knew everyone, judging from the agreement between him and Nine Generations, if Vengley had such technical personnel, he should have known about it long ago.

But consider the question of time... Will it be made by Vongola in the future?

Reborn doesn't know very well, time is too mysterious and complicated, but there is indeed a possibility.

"Did you tell Kudaime?"

"No, I forgot." Akutagawa Ryunosuke paused, "I didn't come back until one o'clock in the morning yesterday, because I couldn't find any information about you, sir, so I went to visit His Excellency Kudaime, because I was in a hurry to get to you side, so forget about it.”

Saying this, Akutagawa was a little uneasy, "I'm very sorry, do you need to send me back to Italy?"

Reborn finally sighed and looked at his students helplessly.

He jumped up, hit Akutagawa on the forehead with the strength that was just a reminder, then landed steadily, looking up at the other party:

"You, don't always apologize, idiot!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke stretched out his hand and covered his forehead slowly, with a confused expression on his face.

Mr. Killer was quite upset, "I didn't ask you these things just to hear this!"

"You didn't do anything wrong, you did all you could do."

Even though he doesn't know the specifics, Reborn can still say that with certainty.

Because, unlike Sawada Tsunayoshi and Dino, who have a tendency to escape, Akutagawa has a personality that is easy to be serious and desperate.

Compared with the other two who avoid Reborn, Akutagawa will go all out to complete the teacher's order, and does not need Reborn's supervision at all, just a little guidance and correction is enough. To be precise, Reborn is more Worrying about whether the child will work too hard.

When Akutagawa Ryunosuke was young, there were many examples of physical problems caused by excessive exertion due to the teacher's instructions.

It took Reborn a long time to correct the net and throw people into the water before he knew how to measure.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke said it simply.

Back then, he was attacked by the checkers face and returned to his own world, and because he was worried about the teacher, he worked hard to shuttle in different worlds and find the way back. Later, he got this coordinate device by accident, and finally returned to this world smoothly after trying. world.

Very simple, nothing special, completely boring process.

However, all the time and all the hardships experienced during this period... only Ryunosuke Akutagawa knows.

It's not that simple.

"Although I have become like this because of the curse, I am not someone who needs your protection! Recognize this for me!"

Reborn stretched out his hand and let his rainbow pet Len climb onto his hand, turning into a crutch.

He lifted it up and tapped Ryunosuke on the head.

"Did I just say that? You can take a good rest by my side. You are my student and my partner, so it doesn't matter if you rely on me occasionally."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke hugged the Rashomon cat, he opened his eyes wide in a daze, pursed his mouth, and lowered his head for a while.

Then, under Reborn's calm gaze, the young man finally spoke. Compared with the dry statement just now, as if reporting a task, the words he spoke this time were a bit intermittent and vague, but they were words from the heart.

Human emotions need to be vented, and if you keep suppressing them, you will reach the upper limit of your tolerance.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't know how to vent, he can only endure.

To be precise, he has no one to confide in.

However, it is different now.

"... I, I have been looking for you for a long time, so long that I can't remember the time at all."

Very slow opening.

"That journey was so desperate, I was even afraid that I would never find you, so I kept using my ability, but the world I went to every time was not the world I wanted to find."

Countless hopes have brought countless disappointments.

In the end, what brewed was despair.

"But... Mr. R, I have... worked hard."

Only pushing himself forward, only blaming himself for not doing enough, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, who has always been like this, finally stopped in front of the teacher, showing his exhaustion, and said something that could barely be called coquettish:

"I've really... worked hard."

However, not all efforts will bear fruit.

If Natsume Soseki hadn't sent this coordinate device over, Ryunosuke Akutagawa might not be able to return until he died in the countless different worlds like the stars of the Milky Way.

Thinking about it this way really frightened him.

The Rashomon cat nestled in Akutagawa's arms licked the little master's hand, clearly feeling Akutagawa's relief.

And Reborn raised the corner of his mouth.

Isn't this a good way to say it!

……

When you are in great pain, speak up.

Humans are emotional animals after all.

It always makes you feel a lot better if you have someone to share with you.

……

Reborn asked about Akutagawa's situation in a question-and-answer manner.

The reason for still 20-year-old appearance, Rashomon's changes, and Akutagawa's living conditions in the original world.

Then, he calmly patted the student's head.

——From the year Akutagawa Ryunosuke was picked up, he has no resistance to being touched by Mr.

The mentality of the young people has not been relaxed for a long time.

In the afternoon, people from Pengelie's Japanese branch drove a truck to Sawada's house to renovate the original utility room.

With amazing efficiency and sufficient manpower, the renovation has been expedited until seven o'clock in the evening.

High-quality materials and furniture, arranged in a book-like atmosphere, transformed from an ordinary utility room into a comfortable, brand-new and beautiful room.

The two young children living in the Sawada family: Lanbo from the mafia and the killer Ippei stood at the door with bright eyes, and the extra naughty boy Lanbo even rushed in and walked around, playing coquettishly and shamelessly saying that he would live until the end of the day. this room.

——and was ruthlessly thrown out of the window by Reborn.

The newly renovated room needs ventilation, especially for Ryunosuke Akutagawa who is in poor health.

After the renovation, the members of Pengelie put their black technology in the room, which can effectively absorb the harmful substances emitted by the decoration materials, and it will take at least one night.

So, tonight, Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Reborn lived in Sawada Tsunayoshi's room together.

Sawada Tsunayoshi: Under the rule of the authoritarian teacher, there is no right to speak...

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was not going to fight for bed with a 14-year-old boy, he took the initiative to sleep on the floor.

So Sawada Nana specially made a set of quilts to dry during the day, lying on them fluffy and soft, with the breath of the sun.

Reborn pulled his own quilt to the side of Akutagawa's futon and laid them side by side.When going to bed at night, because Mr. R was beside him, even though there was a strange boy in the room, Akutagawa was extremely sensitive to other people's breath, but because of his trust in the teacher, Akutagawa let go of his vigilance as a killer, curled up and fell asleep up.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, it was time for the Sawada family to rest.

A small bag suddenly appeared from the quilt covered by Akutagawa.

The bag moved very quietly, then moved to the edge, and slowly bounced out, turning into a cat.

The Rashomon cat wagged its tail, and carefully looked at the little master who was huddled up. It was relieved that it didn't wake up, and then walked quietly to Reborn's bed next door.

With amazing sensitivity, Reborn raised his gun in an instant.

Then, with good night vision, he saw clearly the existence approaching him under the moonlight coming through the window, and let go of his hand, allowing the gun to transform back into the chameleon Len.

Reborn looked at Akutagawa who was still awake next door, sat up gently, raised his eyebrows and looked at Rashomon Cat.

Rashomon has self-awareness, Reborn already knew about this.

Reborn once believed that weapons do not need consciousness, but seeing that this thing is Akutagawa's ability, Akutagawa has absolute control over it, and Rashomon's fanatical protective mentality of his body, Reborn let it go Be wary.Plus now he has Chameleon Len, so receptive to this type of self-awareness weapon.

Pulling the gun at the first time is the killer's instinctive vigilance for the existence close to him. Except for the harmless breath confirmed before going to bed, all the extra beings close to him will be alerted.

So, what did Rashomon want to do when he came out at night?

Reborn thought: Its autonomy seems to have become stronger and stronger during the years when Ryunosuke left him, probably because Ryunosuke condoned it.

The Rashomon cat sat on the ground, tilting its head reluctantly.

It can't get used to Reborn, ah, to be precise, it can't get used to anyone who robs it of its little master.

But not getting used to it is another matter. Rashomon, who sincerely loves his own body, will still choose to accept the existence of other people for the sake of the little master, just like the only guy in front of him who can make Akutagawa depend on and relax.

After a while, Rashomon stood up again and walked a little further away.

It opened its mouth, and the entrance to a different dimension was opened.

then.

——It spit out all the letters Akutagawa Ryunosuke wrote over the years.

A large expanse of clattering, looked quite spectacular, directly buried Reborn's entire body, piled up into a hill.

And Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who didn't sleep deeply himself, was finally awakened by such a movement, opened his eyes and sat up, subconsciously calling out his own abilities in his heart.

The Rashomon cat swished back into Akutagawa's embrace, and then froze suddenly.

...Oops, I accidentally vomited it all out.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's tense nerves gradually became accustomed to the dark environment, and he suddenly relaxed after seeing the scene in front of him clearly, as if he didn't react.

He looked down at the guilty Rashomon cat.

He raised his head and looked at the pile of letters in front of him.

"...!!"

As if realizing something, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was in a bad mood, the remaining drowsiness disappeared immediately, and the overly pale complexion suddenly flushed with obvious blush.

Rashomon...!What are you doing without sleeping at night!

This letter, this letter—how can I get it out...!