I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Gu Cheng rubbed his hands, pinched his earlobes habitually, and kept pursing his lips, "She is a native of Yuejiang, her education is much higher than mine, she graduated from a key university, she has a good personality, she has been divorced once, and has no children." Gu Cheng scratched his index finger with his thumb, "I...I still... like it very much."

Telling the secret that has been kept in his heart, Gu Cheng became a lot more relaxed. He is in his 40s, and his income from work is considered high in Nanyu, but in Yuejiang, he can only be considered mediocre, and he has no achievements in his career. There have been two marriages. Although his son has been independent since he was a child, his conditions are indeed very bad.

Originally, Gu Cheng planned to live alone for the rest of the decades, watching his son marry a wife and have a happy family, but when Li Shu appeared, they had a common topic, the same outlook on life, and got along very well. He wanted to try it one last time. If you can't get together to spend the rest of your life, it's also no fate.

Gu Dong and Gu Yan glanced at each other, they were very calm, it was expected, but I didn't expect the always shy person to say it so bluntly.

The silence around made Gu Cheng suddenly feel uncomfortable, he scratched his hair, "Dongdong, she made the bacon dumplings you ate last time." After thinking for a while, Gu Cheng continued to add, "Last time you ate The Artemisia cake I ate was also made by her, as well as the dried bean paste in the refrigerator, which you just ate in the morning."

"..." Gu Dong, who had eaten a lot of other people's food, twitched his forehead, turned his head to look at Gu Yan, and said seriously, "I think it's okay."

"Yeah." Gu Yan touched her thin lips lightly, as if pondering, then raised her eyes, "Dad, as long as you like it."

Gu Cheng loosened his brows and hesitated for a moment, "Then...cough cough, how do you think I should chase better?" He has never chased girls before and lacks experience in that area.

That year, Zhang Wenqing and Zhang Wenqing were the masters of the family, and the matchmaker settled down after running around. I met Yanyan's mother, Lu Fei, by mistake. At that time, the only pursuit was to have enough food, and there was no time for romance. , both of them just arrived in different places, and they wanted to have a care, so they got together.

Gu Dong pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, but he didn't understand either.

Comrade Gu Yan, the only one in the room who had chased someone, spoke very concisely, "Sincerely."

A little understanding, Gu Cheng didn't leave, moved a chair and sat beside the bed, acting like an honest student listening to a strict teacher.

Gu Yan adjusted his posture, "This kind of thing can't be rushed. Patience is very important. Give the other party time to get closer, but you can't procrastinate and hesitate. I'm afraid that someone else might take the first step. Different people have different ways of pursuing, for example, if it is slow and stupid..."

Gu Dong, who was sitting by the bed, turned darker when he heard it, and it seemed that he was the idiot that the other party was talking about.

After listening to everything, it took Gu Cheng a while to digest the information, his eyes widened in surprise, "Yanyan, how do you know so much?"

Gu Yan lifted his eyelids, and his peripheral vision fell on the people around him without a trace, "I read it in the book."

"By the way, Dongdong, you are not young now. Since the girlfriend you mentioned before has broken up, you should spend more time with your colleagues in the company." Gu Cheng explained worriedly.

The atmosphere suddenly changed.

Sensing a questioning gaze, Gu Dong vomited blood silently, "We are together again."

"Find a time to take home for dinner." It's a good thing to reconcile, Gu Cheng frowned and sighed, "No matter how much you quarrel in the future, don't talk about breaking up, it will hurt your relationship."

After Gu Cheng left, the room became quiet, and a weird atmosphere surrounded the two sitting and lying down.

"Why didn't I know about those things?" Gu Yanyan pinched Gu Dong's face and turned to face himself, staring at him with a half-smile.

Being watched was uncomfortable, but Gu Dong had no flaws on his face, very calm, he stretched out his hand to hold Gu Yan's hand, and slowly rubbed the thin layer of calluses, the meaning of flattery was obvious.

"It's all deceit."

Gu Yan held Gu Dong's hand and put it on his lips and kissed, "It's a good thing to have someone to take care of his life." Gu Yan changed the subject, his brows shrouded in a sharp look, "But if you don't know someone, The result is just the opposite.”

"I'll pay more attention, brush my teeth and wash my face first." Gu Dong yawned at the rhythm of the lecture again, he was so sleepy, he pulled Gu Yan's arm to his shoulder, stretched out the other to hug him, and slowly get out of bed.

When the wound on the left shoulder touched, Gu Yan snorted, "Brother, have you ever blamed me?"

"It's weird." Gu Dong paused, and he clenched his teeth, letting Gu Yan's full weight lean on himself, "How tall are you?"

Gu Yan raised his lips and turned his face to Gu Dong, "189, 166 catties." He reported his weight as well.

"You actually have 189?" The corners of Gu Dong's mouth twitched a few times, feeling inexplicably depressed. He just had a physical examination this year, and his height stopped at 179. The difference is now 10 centimeters, but Gu Yan is still growing, and it is estimated that he will be stretched soon. big.

Gu Yan couldn't help teasing him, "You don't look very well."

Freeing his hand to open the bathroom door, Gu Dong helped him in, "I know."

Gu Yan's eyes fell on his face, "This is just right."

"Come on, jump slowly towards me." Gu Dong was stunned, "What's right?"

Gu Yan, who jumped over, didn't say anything, and used actions to give Gu Dong an answer. He lowered his head, and his lips just touched the other's forehead.

In winter, the bathroom is very humid and the air is damp.

Gu Yan took out the bird and pointed it at the toilet and started to drain water, frowning, "I haven't showered for three days."

"I'll wipe your back after the weather is better. I'll catch a cold this day." Gu Dong squeezed out the toothpaste, filled the mouthwash cup with water and rinsed it.

Shaking the bird, when the last drop was finished, Gu Yan pressed the button of the toilet seat, lowered his head and leaned in front of Gu Dong, "Do you smell the smell?"

"It doesn't smell bad, it smells good." Gu Dong stretched out his hand in disgust and pushed back the face that was close to his eyes.

After hearing this, Gu Yan drew a smile on his slightly pursed lips. He laughed lowly, and couldn't help feeling in his heart that he hadn't experienced such a happy mood for three years, and only this person could bring it to him.

"I may be transferred to Xiangcheng after I recover from my injury."

"There is heaven above, and Xiangcheng below." Gu Dong tried to resolve the dull atmosphere with a half-joking tone. Xiangcheng has the largest training base in the country, without the luxury and prosperity of crossing the river, and some are solemn and rigorous.

"I promised Xia Zhiyuan."

Gu Yan's complexion suddenly sank, there was no smile at all, his chest was congested in a panic, his voice was lowered to the point of a growl, "Gu Dong, in your heart, am I not half as good as Xia Zhiyuan?"

For a while, the small bathroom was silent, only two breathing sounds with different frequencies.

"You think so?" Gu Dong stretched out his hand to straighten his trousers, his eyelids moved, and he didn't answer the question.

"I apologize." Seeing the other party's appearance, Gu Yan felt worse than cutting himself with a knife. He sighed remorsefully, "I shouldn't be angry, I shouldn't be suspicious."

"The project won years ago is in the development zone of Xiangcheng. I have already agreed with Xia Zhiyuan that I will go there when the time comes." Gu Dong said calmly. The Lu family's old house is there, and the foundation is there. Think about it with your brain, and with a little effort, you can predict in advance and make some preparations.

Gu Yan touched his nose in embarrassment, remembering that Fu Niao didn't wash his hands just now, his face turned dark.

"Don't mention similar things in the future." Gu Dong squinted his eyes and looked directly at Gu Yan, with a strict expression on his face that had never been seen before.

The young man, whose spine was rigid under the bullet and did not bow his head, was a little frightened, his throat moved slightly, "I was wrong."

Gu Dong's expression didn't slow down, "Dad's job here is stable, and now because of Li Shu's relationship, he probably won't move."

"I will fight for it back." Gu Yan pursed his lips, his eyes dim.

Affected by this incident, Gu Dong chose Mr. Xiong instead of hugging Comrade Gu Yan at night.

The next day a person came to the house, the old butler of the Zhong family, with an anxious look on his face, and concealed his words when speaking, Gu Dong changed his shoes and went out with him.

It was already 11:30 in the morning when we arrived at Zhong's house. It was time to eat, and other people's houses were filled with the smell of food. From far away from Zhong's house, we could hear the sound of quarreling, "bang" and "clang" of things being smashed.

Gu Dong stood outside the door of the hall, the shadow cast by the big tree on the opposite side completely covered his figure, he took out the cigarette case, poured out a cigarette, lit it and took a puff.

It was accompanied by a sharp sarcasm, the crisp sound of the vase being thrown on the ground, "Did you not forgive me?"

"Zhong Bowen, ask yourself, how many days are you at home in a year, and how many days are you sleeping in the bed of a woman who is neither good nor bad?"

"Which man didn't play tricks outside?"

"You said the same thing 20 years ago, put that bitch under you for acting? You can buy a house and a car for that bitch today, but next time you will take it home?"

"Zhang Wenqing!"

"What? Want to hit me again? Come on, kick me in the stomach."

Gu Dong exhaled smoke rings, he looked at the intertwined tree trunk, behind a wall was a couple engaged in a hateful verbal dispute, their ugly natures were completely torn apart, no one would let the other go .

He pinched out the cigarette butt, stepped in, scanned the debris and the two parties on the floor, "How much louder are you going to argue?"

With one hand on his waist and the other on his stomach, Zhang Wenqing quickly put away the emotion on his face, "Dongdong, when did you come?"

Gu Dong said truthfully, "It's been a while."

Hearing what he said, Zhang Wenqing's expression changed, did he hear everything he should hear?She looked at Zhong Bowen sitting on the chair with resentment in her eyes.

Zhong Bowen put down his crossed legs, "Since Gu Dong is here, let me explain the matter once and for all."

"What are you talking about? Don't you think it's not enough to be ashamed in front of your son?" Zhang Wenqing was short of breath, and strode towards Zhong Bowen, punching and kicking him regardless, like a lunatic, unable to find the usual dignity and elegance.

Gu Dong saw Zhang Wenqing's big belly and his body swayed greatly. He frowned and walked over quickly. Unexpectedly, Zhong Bowen had already reached out and waved his hand first. Zhang Wenqing's stomach hit the corner of the table, and she yelled in pain, "Ah -"

Gu Dong's eyelids twitched, he took off his coat and covered Zhang Wenqing, and shouted to the door, "Uncle Zhong, bring the car over!"

Zhong Bowen was no longer calm, he hugged Zhang Wenqing, "It will be fine."

"Bowen..." Zhang Wenqing kept yelling those two words.

When she arrived at the hospital, Zhang Wenqing was delirious from the pain, pinching Zhong Bowen's hand, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly pushed her into the operating room.

Gu Dong sat on the bench, his hands were sticky, he wiped the sweat off his brow with his arm, and his heart was still a little unsteady.

Zhong Bowen next to him was panting with his eyes closed, and there were many scratches on his hands on his lap, which was shocking.

"She's your wife and it's your responsibility to take care of her, not just ignore her."

Zhong Bowen didn't open his eyes, "Marriage is not a simple word." They also had a time of intimacy, and then they don't know when it started, suspicion, suspicion, quarrel, cold war, disagreement, and no longer being honest with each other , the house is getting colder and colder.

Gu Dong took off his glasses and wiped off a drop of blood on the lenses. Everyone's marriage has a different way of managing it. Why do some people grow old forever, while others break up unhappy?

"Do you know why I rejected your proposal?" Gu Dong said with a smile, "Because I can't find anything worth learning from you. You have a lot of money, but you also have nothing." He put on his glasses, calmly tone of voice.

Zhong Bowen raised his eyelids, and his brows were deeply tired. He felt uncomfortable when his son said that, "I will think about it."

The father and son fell silent.

Fortunately, Zhang Wenqing was out of danger, and gave birth to a girl who closed her eyes and cried loudly. She didn't know what it meant to be born in Zhong's family.

Zhang Wenqing knew it wasn't a boy, her already bloodless face turned paler, tears from the corners of her eyes buried in her hair, and she cried silently.

As if he knew what she was worried about, Zhong Bowen had a blunt smile on his perennially stern face, "My daughter is very cute."

Gu Dong outside the ward saw the expressions on their faces, turned and left after a while.

Go home and tell Gu Cheng about the matter, "It's a girl."

Gu Cheng had no other thoughts, only envy, "What a girl, cute and well-behaved, she is considerate and sensible when she grows up."

"I'll get some corn to eat." Gu Dong knew what the other party would say next, blocked those words in advance, and left quickly.

In the room, Gu Yan was asleep, his brows were furrowed, Gu Dong opened his eyes just as he approached him, and closed them after seeing who it was, "Where is the bloody smell coming from your body?"

"Zhang Wenqing gave birth." Gu Dong put the plate of corn on the table, went into the bathroom to pick the blood from his fingernails, soaped and washed for a long time before coming out.

Gu Yan rubbed his forehead, "Brother, do you want a child?"

"There are already hairballs." Gu Dong didn't want to continue this topic, "Come on, sing me a song."

Gu Yan coughed, "What do you want to hear?"

"I love you." Gu Dong gnawed on the corn and finished a row, "Motherland."

Gu Yan, "..."

It was freezing cold, Gu Dong was looking forward to a sunny day to wipe Gu Yan's back, and it really cleared up today.

Everywhere was buzzing, looking around, the balconies of every floor and every household in the building opposite were filled with quilts, cotton shoes, and cotton jackets, and there were old people basking in the sun on the balcony, Gu Dong also moved the reclining chairs to the balcony, and He took the blanket and helped Gu Yan, who had been nestled in the room for many days, into the sunshine.

Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran came together, carrying a lot of vegetables and an old hen in their hands. Chu Jiran lost a lot of weight and was busy at the end of the year. He was full of resentment.

A few people moved the small table to the balcony to make dumplings, all listening to Chu Jiran chattering alone.

His mouth was dry, Chu Jiran curled his lips, "Are you guys listening to me?"

"Yeah, keep talking." Zhang Yiyang pinched the dumpling wrapper, there was too much stuffing, no, it broke, he took a new dumpling wrapper to fill it up, how clever.

Chu Jiran stomped on Zhang Yiyang's foot under the table angrily, "If it wasn't for the double salary, I would be here sooner!"

Using chopsticks to put the meat stuffing in the middle of the dumpling wrapper, Gu Dong said, "Ji Ran, I remember that you only get double salary after working for one year."

Chu Jiran stared, with a miserable expression on his face, "Damn it! It can't be so cruel, can it?"

The next half an hour will be the time for the future barrister Chu to vomit acid and scold the Three Character Classic.

Gu Cheng didn't join in the atmosphere of the young people, he was busy boiling water and killing chickens, occasionally went to check on the progress, and left with a dark face every time.

Making dumplings is a technical job. The dumplings made by Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran are quite decent, with many pleats, but they are wobbly and unable to stand. Gu Dong’s can stand, but they are not tight, and they are very flat. The pleats are very ugly. He made one. , Gu Yan took it and pressed it again, and then placed it on the table, it was plump and beautiful.

"Gu Yan, treat Dongdong better in the future." Chu Jiran, "At the teacher's wedding last time, he got himself drunk, crying and making noise."

Seeing that the aura on Gu Yan's body changed slightly, he pulled Zhang Yiyang out skillfully, "Yi Yang told me all this."

Zhang Yiyang successfully lay down the gun.

"Hahaha, I'm going to help uncle pluck the chicken feathers." Zhang Yiyang ran away, not forgetting to drag his family's stupid treasure away.

"You can only drink in front of me." Gu Yan touched Gu Dong's hand and quickly kissed his face, "Don't cry in the future."

Gu Dong dipped some water and drew a circle on the inside of the dumpling wrapper, "Yeah."

A meal of dumplings was not eaten until evening, Gu Dong sent Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran downstairs, the old classmates stood face to face in the cold wind.

"What are you going to do next?"

Pulling up Chu Jiran's hat to keep out the wind, Zhang Yiyang grinned, "I've already told the queen at home."

Chu Jiran chuckled, "She is very satisfied with me."

The two have successfully come out of the closet, making Gu Dong, a person who is about to get moldy in the closet, jealous, he twitched his eyes and sent his blessings.

Xia Zhiyuan accompanied Xia's father abroad for treatment, and he couldn't come back for the time being. Gu Dong went to Xia's house to take Xia's mother home for the New Year. would be so stiff.

The old man couldn’t be free, and wanted to tidy up wherever he went every day, and Gu Cheng was the same. He started looking for work, washed the fur ball, and gave Mr. Xiong a bath. The old man made new clothes for the fur ball and Mr. Xiong .

Mother Xia kissed Fuqiu on the head, "Furqiu is so handsome."

The handsome fat cat was running around the house in a red boxer jumper, not knowing whether it was happy or itchy.

On New Year's Eve, Gu Dong called Xia Zhiyuan on the other side of the ocean to pay New Year's greetings, telling him not to worry about his family.

"Go back to China after the treatment." Xia Zhiyuan's voice was full of smiles, "Gu Xiaodong, don't let my mother eat fish, she gets stuck every time."

Xia's mother gave Gu Dong and Gu Yan a large red envelope, and Gu Dong told Xia Zhiyuan about it, saying that he would not need to pay two months' salary, and the two chatted for a while before hanging up the phone.

In March, light rain pattered.

Gu Yan's injuries were basically healed, and he was about to go back to the army in a few days, he hugged Gu Dong from behind, licked his ears, gently moved his tongue, and bumped forward in a hoarse voice, "Let's do it. "

"The hairball is still... um... lightly..."

The sound of a cat meowing suddenly sounded in the ears, a cloud of dust passed by, Gu Dong and Gu Yan turned their heads, they were all stunned.

With a bang, Gu Cheng, who was standing at the door of the room, was stiff from head to toe, and the bowl in his hand fell to the ground.