The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable

The moment he came back, the warm sun shone on his body, but Ke Shaoan couldn't help shivering.

The cold loneliness in the deepest part of his soul lingered in every corner of his body, as if there was a bottomless swamp of filth, dull and stench, with a strong smell of blood, surrounded by strangers The poisonous thorns and thorns that enter are very ominous.There was no hope or life in his soul except the endless silence.

This feeling is really terrible, like a strange memory that happened once in real life remains in Ke Shao'an's heart, and it hasn't faded away for a long time.

The warmth brought by the warm hands in the palms gradually warmed Ke Shao'an's cold body and drove away the anxiety and worry in his body.Looking at Yin Sijin who was looking down at him in front of him, Ke Shaoan resisted the panic caused by the accident just now, took a few deep breaths, and wanted to expel that negative emotion from his mind as soon as possible.

He said, "I'm back again."

Yin Sijin immediately revealed a look of surprise.

"You're back!"

Ke Shaochen: "I remembered that I still have something to do."

He searched the crowd in front of him with his eyes, and quickly found Xia Jun among them, pointing at him from afar, "Does that person have a dead face on his face?"

Yin Sijin nodded as expected: "Yes."

Ke Shao sighed angrily.

He said why Xia Jun always told him insanely that he had saved him before.

It was because of that.

At first I wondered if another personality did it, but now it seems that it was himself.

"How serious is it and when will it die?"

Yin Sijin: "About half an hour."

Ke Shaochen took a deep breath - isn't he going to die soon?

Looking at Xia Jun's bright and flawless sunny smile in the distance, and thinking of the lifeless "future" just now, Ke Shao'an finally understood how much the person in front of him had changed him.

If it wasn't for Xia Jun to accompany him through the most difficult years of his life...

If he lost one of the few lights in his heart when he was a boy...

If it wasn't because Xia Jun made him understand the meaning of optimism, positivity, and hope...

Maybe he won't be the Ke Shaochen he looks like now.

In the coffee shop before, Wang Qiong and the others asked Ke Shaoan why he performed the scene of "Old Friend Reunion" in public for Xia Jun, and Ke Shaoan's answer was "I owe him a favor".

The human feelings mentioned at the time refer to this.

A huge favor that can change the future destiny of a person and make Ke Shao'an embark on a completely different life trajectory from now on.

He has to save this person.

There must be a place for the other in his life.

Noticing Ke Shao'an's constantly changing expression, Yin Sijin said, "You want to save him?"

Before I knew it, the topic returned to the question about "life and death" at noon.

Yin Sijin's performance on this matter was not very positive, but he did not particularly resist.In his eyes, everything around him, as long as he is in the cycle of "life", it is destined to end in "death".He has the ability to see through the life and death of all things, so reincarnation is with him all the time, it is as normal and natural as breathing, and after getting used to it, he doesn't feel anything special.

He will not deliberately intervene in the reincarnation process of creatures, tamper with the trajectory of the other's fate, and try to prolong the life of a thing so that he will never reach the end—this is like a person who only inhales but does not exhale, which is unreasonable. Finding is very unusual.

It's too much trouble, and it's not necessary.

But since Ke Shao'an wants to go against common sense and insist on doing so...

Then Yin Sijin obeyed his wishes and satisfied his ideas.

——Since Ke Shaoan likes it, why not?

Compared with trivial things like disturbing the karmic cycle, whether Ke Shao'an is happy or not is what he should care about.

Nothing else matters at all.

Yin Sijin said: "The reason why he looks dead is not because of his lifespan."

Ke Shaochen nodded: "It's because of a car accident."

Yin Sijin understood Ke Shao'an's identity as "coming from the future", and didn't ask "how did you find out", and said, "In this case, just avoid this from happening."

Just keep the person in the school, keep him from walking on the road, and wait until the time passes and the dead face disappears.

But Ke Shaochen shook his head: "It's not that simple. I'll observe again."

It's not that Ke Shaochen has a dark mind and always likes to think of things as bad.

It was because Xia Jun's original sentence "You saved my life" really made people unable to stop doubting that there was no other conspiracy behind this incident.

If this matter is really what Yin Sijin thinks, it can be avoided just by keeping Xia Jun in school.

Then Ke Shao resented why he didn't do this.

Why did the result make the situation so dangerous that Xia Jun said "save my life"?

Things are inconsistent and do not correspond at all.

It's not that you can't do it again according to Yin Sijin's words, and try it out first.

But Ke Shao'an was really insensitive to the bad future memory just now, and he didn't want to experience it again.

Simply having him and Yin Sijin by his side, could something really happen to Xia Jun?

While thinking this way, Ke Shaoan noticed that the classmate in front of him was carrying a schoolbag and invited Xia Jun to go home together, but Xia Jun shook his head abnormally and refused.

"No, I have to accompany my mother to the hospital today."

Although he couldn't help his mother much when he was there, at least he could let his mother stay by her side and give her some comfort when she was suffering from chemotherapy.

When the classmate heard this, he didn't say anything more, and went downstairs with Xia Jun with a smile on his back, carrying his schoolbag - at least they could walk together during this part of the school.

At the door, the two met an anxious looking uncle who was spinning around in a panic.

Seeing the two of Xia Jun coming out, he hurriedly asked, "My little friends, do you know where the Third People's Hospital is going?"

Xia Jun's classmate shook his head to express that he didn't know, but Xia Jun's eyes lit up, and he smiled and said, "Uncle, I know, I know!"

The man breathed a sigh of relief immediately, and continued to ask, "Which way should uncle go?"

Xia Jun: "Why don't you come with me, uncle! I'm just going there!"

The man looked happy, he didn't expect such a good thing, he nodded quickly: "Okay, okay, I'm sorry to trouble you, kid."

The two elementary school students were so proud: "It's okay, uncle! Helping others is the foundation of happiness, the teacher said so!"

The man smiled when he heard the words, and looked very grateful: "Two good boys."

Ke Shao'an and Yin Sijin disappeared and stood behind them. Yin Sijin didn't feel anything, but Ke Shao'an's face was extremely pale. He looked at the man with an unfriendly expression, his sharp eyes seemed to be pondering How should I cook this guy.

Yin Sijin asked, "What's wrong?"

Ke Shaoan raised his short arms, pointed his index finger at the passers-by outside the school gate, including students and parents who came to pick them up from school, and said, "Look at the people here."

Yin Sijin read it carefully, but still didn't understand what it meant.

"Ok?"

Ke Shaochen: "Which adult asks for directions, not other adults, but a child who walked out of school?"

And when asked, it happened to be Xia Jun who was about to die.

Yin Sijin immediately realized: "You're right. When an adult encounters a problem, he will naturally not seek help from a child younger than him. Unless there are only two children around who can help him."

That is to say, children are stupid, and adults believe what they say, and they are taken advantage of by others with pure kindness, and they are still happy that they have done a good deed.

"Isn't it just 'only those two kids can help him'." The man had targeted Xia Jun from the very beginning.

Ke Shao'an's tone was cold, as if he came from purgatory, with a strong and undisguised murderous look, he looked at the man's back with dark eyes, then raised his footsteps to follow.

Yin Sijin noticed Ke Shao'an's unusual attitude and asked, "That child, with you...?"

Ke Shao'an explained awkwardly: "He... is my bamboo horse, we grew up together since childhood."

I'm not ashamed to say something nasty - although it is indeed true.

Yin Sijin came to a sudden: that's why Ke Shao'an showed so much concern, it turned out that he was not just an ordinary classmate.

Yin Sijin said: "Then just get rid of that human—"

The moment the words came out, the man's face showed an unusually strong and intense death look, as if he would die unexpectedly in the next second.

Ke Shaochen: "It's not necessary, I never kill easily."

Yin Sijin swallowed back the second half of the sentence.

Ke Shao'an's reaction was the same as that of the person in his memory, Yin Sijin gave up the most easy and convenient way, obediently followed Ke Shao'an's side, and waited and watched the development of the situation.

Xia Jun was not at all shy and embarrassed when walking with strange adults. Instead, he was very enthusiastic and cheerful. He walked and chatted with men along the way.

"Uncle, do you also listen to Zhou Zhou's song? Oh, it's so trendy!" Xia Jun said with a grin, "When I talked to my mother, she said she couldn't understand such a fashionable song, I don't know!"

Man: "You have a good relationship with your mother?"

"Of course it's good! Because I only have such a mother!" Xia Jun said: "Although she is always very talkative and cooks very salty, my mother is the only one in this world except me who is no longer there. Besides my father, the person who loves me the most!"

When the man heard the news that Xia Jun's father had passed away, he was silent for a moment.

Xia Jun didn't pause, and continued to talk: "She is very kind to me, if possible, I really hope she can get better soon. Eh..."

The little child sighed heavily, especially when he appeared on Xia Jun who was always smiling.

The man paused for a long time because of this, before he said, "Is your mother sick?"

"That's right, that's why I know how to get to the Third Hospital." Xia Jun said: "I went there for a physical examination with my mother some time ago. I said that I was very healthy, and my mother asked me to go there." After checking, it turned out that there was nothing wrong with it, it was a waste of money.”

Hearing the words, the man didn't know what to think of, and suddenly there was a look of astonishment in his eyes, and Ke Shao'an keenly caught this look of turning around and disappearing in his eyes.

On the contrary, Yin Sijin followed and listened all the way, and seemed to understand why Ke Shao'an cared so much about this little boy in front of him: he is really a very warm, positive person, as bright as the sun.

It's a pity that he died innocently at such a young age.

So he expressed his thoughts to Ke Shao'an, and Ke Shao'an also nodded in approval.

He said: "Before, or maybe in the future, when I was in junior high school. At that time, my personality was the same as 'now', without much change. When I moved to a new environment, I was surrounded by strangers. I know my past, so I am not as accommodating and save face as my elementary school classmates."

Yin Sijin quickly asked, "Nothing happened, right?"

"No." Ke Shao said angrily, "It was just a little uncomfortable at first."

He resists communicating with everyone and closes himself in his own world.The people around saw him being so arrogant and withdrawn, and gradually they didn't want to talk to him anymore.They said behind his back that he was gloomy and weird, and treated him like air.However, he has no intention of getting along with others, and he always disappears for no reason every now and then, and when he appears, he is either bruised on his face or wounded on his body, or his stomach explodes with anger, and his whole person looks even worse. Weird.

At first, some teachers valued him because of his grades, wanted to take care of him, and "save" him, but Ke Shao'an's troubles were not something that a few middle school teachers could help solve. After the hot face but cold butt was shut down, he felt dissatisfied and finally gave up.

Anyway, Ke Shaochen is eccentric, and his academic performance is still good. If that is the case, let him go.

Only Xia Jun stood beside him with a cheeky face on the first day of school, calling himself "I am his friend" in public, and then kept wailing "Why are we not in the same class? The school is here, the sky is not fair" annoyed him all day.

Then, at the same time that Ke Shaoan was excluded by his classmates and treated as an invisible person.Xia Jun, who shined brightly in the class next door and soon became a celebrity in the school, forcibly bound himself and Ke Shao'an's names together, saying that they were "destined rivals" and often met on various occasions, intentionally or Unintentionally mentioned Ke Shao'an's name, trying to change everyone's impression of Ke Shao'an.

So Ke Shaochen's character design of "peerless genius", "poor life experience", "great change in personality after losing a loved one", "actually kind-hearted and very gentle", just like this, without him being aware of it, is inexplicable set up.

And it's kind of deeply rooted.

Under the circumstances that everyone failed to change Ke Shaoan himself, Xia Jun changed the whole environment for Ke Shaoan with his own power, using a trend that was almost forced to reverse, and perseveringly, Ke Shaoan was changed from the very beginning. Get out of that bad situation.

——When Ke Shaoan was busy solving his own affairs and had no time to care about the outside world, his life had changed because of Xia Jun before he knew it.

He found that the eyes of the people around him looked at him softer for some reason, and the team members who always treated him as nothing also started talking to him, and some people would be willing to send the homework directly to him without going to the podium to get it. He has it.

Because the change was very inexplicable, Ke Shaochen thought for a long time that it was something that another personality did when it appeared.

Then when he thought that another personality was more popular than him in the class, Ke Shao'an, who was aroused by the desire to win, couldn't stand it.

He didn't allow himself to lose to the opponent in other places, so since then, Ke Shao'an has completely changed himself.Even though he was tormented privately by another personality who wanted to live and die, during the day at school, he still insisted that he could live as a "human", began to learn to deal with classmates, and began to learn to integrate into the group. So withdrawn, although the process was clumsy and immature, he finally managed to shape his image from a "freak" to a "normal person".

All these changes, in the final analysis, were all because of Xia Jun.

Without Xia Jun, Ke Shao'an would only maintain the bad momentum at the beginning, and it would continue.What will happen in the future is just like what Ke Shaochen saw just now.

After graduating from junior high school, Ke Shao'an finally had the strength to spare, and he would no longer be oppressed and breathless under the control of another personality. He left Quanzhuang and went to the capital to go to university.

There is no one who knows Ke Shao'an and knows his dark side. They only know that Ke Shao'an is young and wise, quick thinking, witty, very funny, tactful, and sociable. Advantages that cannot be achieved.

But he didn't know that this was actually just the external image Ke Shaochen specially created after spending a summer vacation in private training.

It is easy to be confused by this hypocritical illusion, and to put him in the position of "natural superior", saying how good and perfect he is is simply a genius.

It's ridiculous.

There are many people attracted because of his powerful side. There are countless people who confess to him, swear allegiance to him, and tell him that they will always follow him. His nature is still willing to follow him and stay with him.

Except Xia Jun.

——Perhaps there is another Yin Sijin now.

It's a pity that unlike Xia Jun, Ke Shao'an's understanding of Yin Sijin is only limited to the last two months, and he doesn't know anything else.

However, comparing another personality's evaluation of Xia Jun and Yin Sijin, the difference between the two is as big as a moat.The former only had the word "friend" plus a contract, but the latter directly asked the person to record a video that lasted more than half an hour, and even tricked Ke Shaochen to listen to it. The despicable behavior is so cheap Can't be more cheap.

It seems that Yin Sijin's devotion to another personality is far more than Xia Jun's help to him...

Yin Sijin suddenly said, "Don't be angry."

Ke Shao'an took back his wandering thoughts and said, "What's wrong?"

Yin Sijin: "Murderous aura appeared on that man."

When Ke Shaochen heard this, he immediately turned his attention to the other two.

"Uncle, do you have a daughter?"

"Yes, exactly the same age as you. Only she hasn't been to school for two years."

"Why!" Xia Jun said loudly: "Only by studying can one become a talent and become a useful adult!"

He thought that the man deliberately prevented his child from going to school, so he couldn't help but complain for the girl he had never met: "You can't do this!"

Knowing Xia Jun's misunderstanding, the man smiled wryly, and explained: "How can I not let my Nana be locked up at home all day, unable to go anywhere, there is really nothing I can do."

Upon hearing this, Xia Jun wondered, "Why? Does she not like school?"

The man shook his head and said, "More than anyone else, she wants to go to school and play with her classmates."

Xia Jun pondered for a while, and finally understood: "So you are going to the hospital..."

The man nodded.

Xia Jun said again: "What happened to her?"

"There is a tumor in the lungs. The doctor said that there is no treatment for pulmonary interstitial fibrotic tumors other than transplantation. Even chemotherapy is just... eh."

"Chemotherapy is very painful!" Xia Jun felt distressed when he heard it, and said, "Has it been two years... It's really not easy for her, she is still so young."

After the man heard this, his eyes were filled with sadness and hatred. He said, "But it's not like she's hopeless. As long as she has a transplant, Nana still has hope of recovery."

Xia Jun's eyes lit up when he heard it: "Really? Uncle, you—"

The man shook his head: "Of course I want to be transplanted. Even if I lose my fortune, even if I exchange my lungs for my children, I have no complaints. No way, organ donation is something that normal and disease-free people want to donate." There is no way, you have to wait until the person dies from a critical illness before you can replace the other party's organs."

Xia Jun asked anxiously: "Why! Why do you have to do this?"

"Because donating a lung is tantamount to giving up one's own life. Unless a critically ill person who is doomed to die volunteers, doctors do not allow transplantation."

"Well, that's impossible. It's been two years, and no one has passed away unfortunately?!"

"You have to match the type. Not everyone's lungs can be transplanted casually." The man said: "If my lungs matched, I would have..."

The voice behind was too soft, Xia Jun couldn't hear clearly, and asked "Uncle, what did you say?" The man said: "It's hard to find a match, but after waiting for two years, I finally found one. That person has a medical condition. Seriously ill, I went to the door to beg, who knows..."

Who knew that when the other party heard about this, his complexion changed drastically, he pointed at his head and yelled "You cursed me to death?", picked up the broom and asked someone to kick him out of the house.

Although he was rejected, but for the sake of his daughter, he naturally persevered and begged again and again, saying that he just wanted to get a hope, a thought, and it was definitely not a curse on the other party.But he and his family had a bad attitude and didn't listen to what he said.

Later, the man was seriously ill and couldn't hold it anymore. The man brought money and generous gifts after hearing the news, hoping to convince the other's family one last time to save his child, saying that the child is lying on the hospital bed, and the pain all over his body is really unbearable. It dragged on, but the other party couldn't finish listening to the passage, so he lay on the bed and left without a sound.

On that occasion, that kind of words, that kind of situation, the man was undoubtedly beaten, kicked, kicked and insulted repeatedly by the other party's angry and grieving family members.It was said that it was all because of the man that their family died, and it was all because of the man's curse that their family died as soon as they saw a man.Not to mention helping to donate organs, even the little money the man managed to save from his daughter's medical expenses to take as salary was almost robbed.

Late at night, the man returned home with pain all over his body. Early the next morning, he went to the door and begged again, but the other side's door was closed and he didn't respond at all.Until the sun gradually moved from the east to the sky, a few people came back from the outside, looked at the man still kneeling on the ground without guilt, and told him that the body had been cremated, and they wanted organs, but they didn't.

The man almost went crazy at the time, he roared and questioned hoarsely, saying why you would rather burn it than save my child!The other party replied, what if they are reincarnated after death and their family members have lung problems in the next life? He also said that this morning is an auspicious day. If he really needs to be sent to the hospital for surgery and then cremated at night, there is no way to bless him in the next life. You can be reincarnated into a good family.

Just for this reason.

It is for this reason.

The hope that the man had been waiting for for many years was extinguished coldly by the other party's sarcastic remarks.

As a human being, he can be so heartless.

So……

Don't blame him, for being cruel and ruthless for his daughter.

"Aren't they willing to help you?" Xia Jun was very angry after hearing this: "Although I can understand that they will be nervous, but as long as they can save people, can't we bear with this emotional matter? Since we are going to die , Saving a person before death, what a good deed, so that after being reincarnated, you can be reincarnated into a good person's home because of good retribution!"

The man sneered and said, "I really hope those bastards can listen to this passage."

Xia Jun: "If it were me, I would definitely be willing to donate. If I knew that I saved other people's lives because of my own reasons, I would definitely feel very honored! I will die with satisfaction even if I die!"

The man looked at Xia Jun's innocent and righteous face, listened to his childish words, and said, "Really?"

Xia Jun nodded vigorously: "Yeah!"

The man said, "Wait a minute, kid. Uncle's car is parked nearby."

He smiled gently at Xia Jun: "Uncle, bring the car over, it will be ready soon."