The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable

When Sijin figured out how to send Doudou back to the past and stretched out his hand to signal Doudou to come over, Doudou silently took out a crystal ball from his arms and handed it to Sijin's open palm.

Sijin's eyes changed slightly.

"what is this?"

Of course he knew what it was, and continued: "Kyushu gave it to you? When?"

Doudou said, "A year ago."

Sijin's face became extremely pale: "——why didn't you stop him!!"

After finishing speaking, he lowered his face, turned around, and seemed to be planning to leave with his hands away, to find another person, and send him back to look for Yin Chen.

Sijin stopped him, and said, "Sijin, first look inside, what Yin Chen said to you."

"..."

Although he really wanted to change the past, but he hadn't seen Yin Chen for so long, Si Jin really wanted to see him.So he didn't speak, and sat down cross-legged on the spot, gathering demon power in the palm of his hand, and lit up the crystal ball.

Looking at the crystal ball, the moment Yin Chen's eyes turned red, Sijin's eyes turned red, tears fell unconsciously, and he sobbed loudly.

He thought that he had become strong enough, but in fact, he was still the boy who cried so hard after seeing Yin Chen leave.

Yin Chen was sitting in the yard he was familiar with, still holding Sijin from that year in his arms.Si Jin vaguely remembered this scene, but he didn't know the meaning of Yin Chen's words at that time. Now, he can finally understand.

"Four catties." Yin Chen said, "I'm sorry, but I can't walk with you. It must be very scary to leave you alone these days."

Sijin couldn't bear it anymore, sobbed and covered his mouth.Tears wet his eye sockets, making his vision blurred. He wiped away the teardrops on his eyes with his sleeve, and without blinking, he greedily looked at Yin Chen in the crystal ball and listened to his voice.

"Forgive me, I can't accept your rescue." Yin Chen said: "Don't blame Doudou, I told him not to say anything, and kept the secret for me until now."

Si Jin seemed to have finally seen Yin Chen again, and hurriedly said to the crystal ball, "I won't be angry with you."

Yin Chen continued: "I am very happy to know that you are still alive after I leave. I am always worried, if I leave, what will you do? Is there anyone in the demon world who can protect you well? What to do in case you get bullied. I am relieved to know that you are all well now. Thank you for reassuring me."

Si Jin muttered to himself: "Then why can't you stay, I just want to see you..."

"You have sacrificed a lot for me. I am very grateful to you, and at the same time I am sorry. Because even if you have sacrificed so much for me, I cannot fulfill your wish." After finishing speaking, Yin Chen looked down at the woman lying in his arms. , an ignorant, very comfortable little beast, smiled and said: "I am satisfied enough to have you with me at this moment. Life is not determined by the length of the value. For me, it can save more human beings in the future." Fighting with monsters, not dying because of fighting, is the best and most happy ending, and I am very happy that I was able to do this."

As if he had foreseen Sijin in the future, even after hearing this, he would still not agree, Yin Chen continued: "So, you don't need to find someone to persuade me anymore. Because no matter who comes, it's the same the result of."

Si Jin: "..."

"What I am more worried about now is that I hope you will stop telling others about this ability casually, let alone use this ability casually. Be at ease and live well." Yin Chen said: "Whether you are a human or a demon , Every life will have his greed. I hope that the dead relatives can survive, I hope to change the past and kill the enemy, and I hope to seize the opportunity to gain more powerful power... Your power is an opportunity and a burden at the same time, so you must never treat it again. Others use this ability, otherwise it will only bring you endless troubles in the future."

Speaking of this, Si Jin lying in Yin Chen's arms finally woke up, and yawned lazily when he heard Yin Chen's voice.Standing up slowly, he rubbed Yin Chen's chest enjoying and comfortably, and called out "nia~", asking Yin Chen to take care of him.

Yin Chen lowered his head, showed a loving smile habitually, stroked Sijin's hair skillfully, said a few pampering words, then raised his head, and said to the crystal ball in a chatty tone: "Doudou said you After becoming an adult, he grew into a very handsome young man, even more beautiful than me. I wanted him to describe it to me in detail, but he couldn't say anything other than good-looking for a long time. Let him draw it for me , but with such a shabby appearance, it took me a long time to realize that the painting turned out to be a person."

After speaking, he groped from the side, and took out the "calligraphy" produced by Zhang Doudou. He couldn't help laughing, spread it out and took it to the crystal ball for Si Jin to see: "Do you think he looks like you?"

Si Jin looked at Yin Chen through the crystal ball, as if talking to him naturally, felt sad and wanted to cry, but seeing Yin Chen so happy, couldn't help laughing, his mood was complicated, his nose and heart were sore sour.

Yin Chen admired the "painting" carefully, as if he was looking at the face of Future Sijin through this painting, then reluctantly put it down, his voice suddenly sank a little, and said to himself: "If possible, I will also I really want to talk to you and see what you look like when you grow up..."

Sijin's complexion suddenly turned pale, as if someone had stabbed him suddenly, he was caught off guard by these words, his throat was astringent, and his chest was full.

But immediately, Yin Chen laughed again, with a leisurely and unrestrained appearance, just like his usual, without any trace of sadness: "However, you are cute enough now. When you grow up, you Surely you won’t let me hug you, haha.”

So, as if he wanted to enjoy the weight that he couldn't feel in the future, and enjoy it all in one go, Yin Chen picked up the four catties in his arms, rubbed and touched, and put a cute little face, "Kneading" until they huddled together and raised their paws to protest, then they laughed and let go.

"In short, Sijin, protect everyone, I will always remember you in my heart."

After saying this, Yin Chen's figure stayed in the picture holding Si Jin in his arms and smiling lightly, and could no longer move forward.

Sijin was startled suddenly, as if waking up from an illusory dream, looking at the still picture in front of him, he couldn't help lowering his head, covering his face and sobbing.

Doudou walked over and said, "At least, until the end, I was by his side all the time, and I didn't let him leave this world alone..."

Although he watched Yin Chen leave with his own eyes, his figure was shattered and withered, he fell to the ground powerlessly, and completely lost his breath, his heart hurt more than the first time.

But he didn't say this, but with red eyes, he said: "You may not know, but the situation now is different from before. Kyushu has left us a lot of things, what you saw when you studied the coat of arms at the center of the eyebrows The books are all deliberately collected by Kyushu from the human world and transported to the demon world."

Si Jin said: "...books?" He didn't have a clear and detailed memory before Yin Chen left, so he didn't know whether those things had always been there, or whether Yin Chen slowly prepared them later.

Doudou said: "There are others, Kyushu knows that you have the ability to protect us, so they sent some people in the world who were persecuted by the emperor and could no longer live a good life."

Sijin: "I thought it was him..."

Doudou: "It's because of you."

In his memory, when Si Jin sent him to the past, those people were not in the demon world.Yin Chen sent him here because he learned from Doudou that the future Sijin's ability would be awakened.

Sijin said: "I know, I will protect them...but you go back again, and try to save him—"

Doudou said helplessly: "Don't you understand? This kind of thing, no matter it's one time or a hundred times, the result is the same. Do you think it's the first time I do this kind of thing? It's the third time, already It's the third time! I also thought 'there is still a chance, next time I can do it', so until the last moment, I tried to convince Kyushu, but the result was the same. I was afraid to see him die again, But if I can save him, I am willing to do anything, but... I really can't find a better way to persuade him."

Si Jin said: "Then you can tell him that I will kill the six kings for him, calm down the demon world, and let him—"

"It's useless even if you take back the whole world." Doudou said dejectedly, "Unless you can assure Kyushu that you can let all humans and monsters coexist peacefully."

Sijin said, "Why not? Isn't it always like this?"

Doudou said: "That's because, among the humans and monsters you know, there is only one person from Kyushu, let's just be with us."

Si Jin: "..."

Doudou said: "After talking with Kyushu, I realized that your ability looks like an 'opportunity', but it is actually more like a 'punishment'. For an ending that I don't want to face, I have to give it a thousand times. Constantly hurting yourself hundreds of times to change the future... What was supposed to be death once and face a sad event has become countless times... Four catties, you have to know that Kyushu is a human being, and sooner or later he will Leave us. By that time, won't you still be willing to give up? This is just the difference between earlier and later."

Sijin was silent.

Doudou said again: "Also, it's not like there's no chance at all."

Sijin's eyes were pitch black, and he looked at Doudou silently, not knowing if he listened or not.Doudou said: "I heard from those Taoist priests that there is still a 'soul' after death."

Sijin said slowly, "What is that?"

"It is the 'most fundamental' thing of human beings. Even if they die, they will only leave their bodies. Just wait for the 'soul' to be reincarnated, and Kyushu will be able to 'resurrect' again."

Si Jin's expression changed, and he suddenly became alive, and he said: "Then quickly revive!"

Doudou looked at Si Jin helplessly, and said: "But this kind of thing, even Kyushu can't do it, how can we understand it. You can ask those people who were brought by Kyushu and settled in the demon world, look at their The books left behind..."

Si Jin immediately picked up the crystal ball, got up and walked out non-stop: "I'm going right away!"

The person was found quickly, but the result was very unsatisfactory.

After hearing that Yin Chen had sacrificed himself in order to seal the passage between the two worlds, the people who had been friends with Yin Chen fell silent.After a long time, one of the white-haired old men who seemed to be the most knowledgeable said to Si Jin: "We know about this."

Before coming over, Yin Chen had clearly told them that he would seal the passage between the two worlds, completely cut off the possibility of interaction between humans and demons, and would never leave again.After they knew this, they decided to stay.Otherwise, wouldn't it be like being forcibly imprisoned in the demon world by Yin Chen?

"Why didn't you stop him!" Sijin said angrily.He really couldn't understand those people who had the opportunity to save Yin Chen but did nothing.If it was him, even if he used strong means, kidnapping or knocking him out, he would save Yin Chen's life no matter what.

"Stop it?" The old man said, "Why stop it? If possible, we would even be willing to replace him and sacrifice our lives in exchange for peace between the two worlds. It's a pity that we don't have that ability, so we can only be left here as a guardian." By."

Sijin pursed his lips into a straight line angrily.

The old man said again: "Kyushu hopes that we can protect the safety of the formation after his death, so I understand the structure of some formations...it is not a simple spell, but a formation supported by Kyushu himself. He As a price, his soul was kept in the center of the formation to protect this world. Therefore, it is impossible for him to reincarnate."

Sijin's face turned pale.

"Then, just destroy this formation..."

The old man said: "Do you want Kyushu's death to be sacrificed in vain?"

Sijin's head sank heavily, as if he had suffered some unbearable burden, unwilling to face the reality that repeatedly opposed him.

The old man comforted: "One day, he will return to this world. Before that, Sijin, you have to inherit Kyushu's last wish and live with his will."

"Kyushu's...will?"

"Yes, it is his greatest wish for monsters to live in peace with humans." The old man said: "Sooner or later, the formation will fail. The idea can be conveyed. Let our last generation be able to greet each other with a smile one day."

"..."

Sijin was silent for a long time, and finally raised his head, his face was tense, very solemn, but with a determination that was impressive enough: "I will help him fulfill this wish."

The old man nodded in relief, and said, "It's good that you understand."

He thought that the young man in front of him was just like all the monsters who knew about it, he was grateful to Yin Chen in his heart, inherited his will, and silently guarded his wish.This wish may be completely forgotten after two or three generations, but at least for now, the dispute between the two worlds has been prevented.Humans and monsters don't need to pay a heavy price to fight to the death. Everyone can still live in peace and harmony in their own world until the day when the power of the formation completely disappears...

But he didn't understand that the monster in front of him would become a unique existence whose reputation would resound throughout the entire demon world in the future, and eventually rule hundreds of millions of monsters, standing at the top of the world.

But he'll know right away.

When no one was aware of it, Sijin's heart changed. After realizing that Yin Chen would never come back, he changed his idea of ​​bringing Yin Chen back to waiting for Yin Chen to come back.It doesn't matter how many years it takes to wait, he is willing to wait.It's just that before that, he must at least arrange a demon world for Yin Chen that satisfies him. He doesn't want to see Yin Chen sacrifice himself for the so-called "peace between humans and monsters".Therefore, he had to eradicate all the existences that hindered Yin Chen's plan, caused Yin Chen to be injured again and again, and caused Yin Chen to fall into distress.

If he doesn't do this, if he doesn't find something to do, he will go crazy because he can't help but want to find Yin Chen and send someone to save Yin Chen.

He tried every means, exhausted all his strengths, and it could even be said that he did not compromise, using any feasible method, to attack wildly, or to torture all the races under the six kings.With an attitude of indomitable and wanton sweeping, he broke through the forces of the six kings one by one, dragged down the "god" who was once on the cloud and sitting high on the throne, stepped on the bottom of his feet, trampled into the soil, and then Venting anger is generally cruel and cruel.

——Monsters have always been violent, but Sijin was by Yin Chen's side, restraining their sharp minions under his care. They have always only shown a gentle and soft appearance, but now, it is finally he who vents his emotions it's time.

Propagating the secrets of the Hedgehog clan to every corner of the demon world, it didn't take long for this once high-ranking race to degenerate into a ridiculous situation of being bullied by monsters like street rats.Sijin found one of the "six kings", cut off one of the other's arms the moment they met, grabbed the monster's head tightly, and pulled it back.His eyes were indifferent, his expression crazy: "You really know how to hide... Every monster of the Hedgehog clan is so ugly, I wasted a lot of energy and searched the entire monster world before killing them one by one here, and finally found it. What about you?"

The opponent's body trembled, and he finally felt the feeling of the monsters who were drenched in his supreme fear and trembling all over his body.But even if the fear is overwhelming, the anger is stronger.Thinking back to the incomparable scenery back then, and then experiencing the feeling of all the clansmen being bullied and abused by monsters and fleeing in a hurry, the hatred overflowed from the bottom of my heart and from the depths of my soul, and I wished I could bite the enemy's neck and swallow his flesh and blood. The damn guy in front of him should die together! !

"At the beginning, it was you who became angry and cut a big gash on Jiuzhou's chest, causing him to be seriously injured and had to escape to the world to recuperate, right?" There was a "click" sound of broken bones, "How dare you hurt the person I care about the most... What qualifications do you have!!"

The other party knew that there was no escape this time, grinning his sharp teeth, revealing his scarlet tongue, and laughing maniacally: "If I knew that our family would end up like this because of him, I should have killed him on the spot regardless of the cost!! That damn human, he leaked the secrets of our family, he should have died long ago!!"

Sijin couldn't hear such words the most. He was so angry that he used force with his palms and accidentally crushed the opponent's head.The moment the blood splattered, he was still furious and couldn't bear it, so before the opponent's vitality was completely cut off, he activated his ability and sent him back not long ago.

The monster had just tasted the taste of death one second, but the next moment, he suddenly found himself being pressed into Si Jin's palm again. Although his anger had not completely faded away, he finally felt a little panicked.

"You, what's the matter with you!"

Sijin didn't pay any attention to the vain words of the other party before he died, grinned bloodthirstyly from the corner of his mouth, grabbed his head, and slammed into a tree trunk a hundred meters away, knocking him hard and making a muffled sound, A big mouthful of blood spit out from his mouth, and then he dug his claws into his chest and abdomen, grabbed out two or three pieces of internal organs, and crushed them severely in front of the opponent.

"It hurts, Kyushu also felt this pain at the time..." Sijin said in a low voice: "The other six kings bullied him and harmed him, but you actually injured him with your hands. Tell me, how should I 'repay' you?" , let you die only once, how cheap you are..."

"You..." The demon king's voice was hoarse, a big hole was opened in his abdomen, the pain was so painful that he wanted to growl, and tried his best to fight back.But it's a pity that before the sharp claws were raised, the palm of the hand was cut off completely, and it flew to a distance and fell to the ground hard.

"what--!!!"

"Why do you call it, what qualifications do you have to call it, why can't my Kyushu even say a word, but you are still living here!!" Sijin had already fallen into a state of madness, his eyes were red, and he was dead. Grabbing the demon king's throat: "You deserve ten thousand deaths! Even if you die ten thousand times, you can't make up for your sins!!"

With the palm of his hand, he severed the opponent's throat, and Sijin's breath was disordered. Seeing that the monster who had hurt Yin Chen was about to suffocate to death, the thought of "not enough" suddenly popped up in his heart, and he sent the monster back subconsciously. not long ago.

The demon king is going crazy.

He didn't know what happened to him at all, and tried his best to escape, but was caught by Si Jin again and again, and then tortured in various ways.There is no way out at all, let alone an end in sight.Just like this time and time again, the cycle went on for an unknown amount of time, and he finally couldn't hold on in this never-ending pain...

Looking back, Si Jin was stunned to find that the monster didn't respond after his arm was severed.His eyes turned white, his mouth was drooling, and his limbs trembled, as if he had lost his mind.His whole body was hanging limply under his palm, even if he was thrown to the ground, he didn't have the slightest desire to resist or run away.He didn't move and completely lost his ability to resist. He looked at the sky with blank eyes and couldn't find any color of wisdom.

"you--"

As soon as the words fell, the images of countless times of massacres by hand surged without any warning, and squeezed into his brain at the same time, making him scream out in uncontrollable pain.

Unlike Doudou and the others, if the ability of four catties is used on him, he will not be able to retain any memory at all, but once the time point of using the ability for the first time passes, all the memories of the world line will flood into his mind in an instant.

So just as Yin Chen said, whenever Si Jin moves the idea of ​​"using his ability on himself" and practices it, he will continue to use it without realizing it, and will not stop until his body can no longer bear it. down.And stopping means that his brain will almost be extinguished by that huge, crazy and intense emotion, and he will be on the brink of destruction.

Sijin didn't expect that he would do such a terrible job at all. The cruel images of blood splattering and severed limbs flying across his mind kept flashing through his mind, and the screams and begging for mercy were endless.The rage of death went to his head, and the thought of wishing the world would be destroyed expanded hundreds of times and erupted in his chest, and the extreme excitement almost knocked him down.His eyes were black, his feet were staggering, he fell limply to the ground, gasping wildly like he was suffocating, he even felt that his brain might be overwhelmed by too many brutal and violent memories and passed out!

With all his strength, he stood up staggeringly from the ground, stepped on the opponent's throat bone, rolled his eyes, fell heavily to the ground, and passed out completely.

Although the weather is gradually getting warmer, it is finally spring.But Sijin couldn't get out of the winter that Yin Chen left.