like drinking ice

My heart softened instantly.

If a child puts you in the position of a parent, besides because you treat him very well, it often means that he already trusts you very much. Except for his real parents, ordinary people cannot afford such trust.

But I'm willing to try my best.

I squatted down and picked up Niu Niu. Niu Niu was very heavy and looked at me intently.

I asked him, "Why do you think of asking this?"

I'm afraid to ask directly why Niu Niu is hurt.

Niu Niu showed a thoughtful expression again. In fact, those who are familiar with this child know that this is a sign of embarrassment.

"Grandma said you were my real father, that's why she took me over. She said that no one would raise other people's children." Niu Niu probably heard what the adults said, so he remembered it in his heart, and he looked at me trustingly. : "Are you really my dad?"

I was silent for a moment.

Denying may play the role of a well-intentioned person, and no one can criticize me, because adoption itself is a great good thing in the eyes of others.But if I take over this responsibility, I will have to play the role of biological father in the future.And the standard of a qualified father is very high.Maybe he'll grow up and ask me where his mom is, maybe he'll mind that he doesn't have a full family, maybe he'll ask me why I'm gay...

But I said, "Yes."

So much for maybe weighing the pros and cons, just to me.But for Niu Niu, the biological father is different.There will be no uneasiness, feeling that he is a burden, a debt, and he will repay his favor when he grows up. He will roll around on the ground and go to the amusement park with peace of mind, instead of feeling guilty because he didn't get [-] points in the exam.

At least until his puberty hits, he'll be happy.

Niu Niu's eyes also showed this point.

"Then why haven't you told me?" He looked at me trustingly.

"Because I think you like that family better," I patted his head: "Later, I found out that Niu Niu had a bad life there, so Dad took you over."

Niu Niu looked at me with wide eyes.

He is actually very cute, but with a shaved head and a tiger head, he looks like a little monk.I once saw a photo of Niu Niu's mother in Xiaoxin's place, and she seemed to be a little beauty.

Niu Niu lowered his head and twisted his fingers.

"Then you opened the bookstore to cook for me?"

I said "um".

Niu Niu didn't speak, but hugged my neck, I knew he was embarrassed.

He said: "I will be very obedient, don't want me."

When Niu Niu was sent back to the room, Rui Rui had already fallen asleep.

I put Niu Niu gently next to Rui Rui and covered him with the quilt. Niu Niu was very obedient, huddled under the quilt carefully, and waved to me.

I patted his head: "Good night."

When he came back, Zheng Ao had already finished washing.

There were still firecrackers outside from time to time. I saw him take off his bathrobe and stand in front of the closet to get dressed. I was a little surprised: "Are you going out?"

"Shou Sui." Zheng Ao chose a well-styled suit to wear, and stood in front of the mirror and put on a tie: "You go to bed early, tomorrow you have to pay New Year's greetings."

I stopped him: "I'll watch with you after I take a shower."

Zheng Ao glanced at me, nodded and left without saying a word.

This is what he has in mind.

If there is anyone in this world who is truly worthy of Ye Susu's "born mother's fate", it should be the housekeeper of the Zheng family.He’s got new clothes for all of us for the New Year, more than one set or one style, all crammed into our closets.

I showered, changed into a sweater, and went out.

Zheng Ao was lazily leaning on the sofa, and there was a burning charcoal fire in front of him. I don't know what he was thinking, so I also sat down on the opposite sofa chair. I don't know who is still setting off firecrackers outside. The windows in the living room are very high. Dimly, you can see the dark sky outside.

I sat for a while and ate an orange.

Then I asked Zheng Ao: "How long are you going to guard?"

"Usually until zero o'clock." He said calmly, "Then close the money door and go to sleep."

"What are you mad about?" I asked in the same calm tone.

Zheng Ao looked at me a little surprised.

"As I said, I will try to talk about the problem in the future." I asked him: "Why, now you start to hide yourself?"

Zheng Ao laughed, hooked his hands at me, and motioned for me to sit over so that he could talk to me.

I didn't go there.

"Why do I always go there, can't you come over?" I followed his example and patted the sofa chair I made.

He ran over very spineless, seemed to be smiling happily, squeezed into my position, and kicked off his shoes by the way, I looked at him: "Where's your suit?"

"Sitting is uncomfortable, so I took it off." He tried a few positions on the sofa chair, and finally found a position where he could hug me and hug me. Then he sat down with peace of mind and kissed my side Face: "Xiao Lang is so strong today."

I have been asking myself to gradually become stronger, but it is especially obvious tonight because of Niu Niu.

I think that in this family, being a person with the right to speak is not about respecting the big propositions of equality, but having the power to decide some trivial matters in the family.I don't have any opinion on my dad or anything. I know his character will be determined by Li Zhurong. Zhu Rong.If you have been in a relationship, you know that when two people get along, there are very few major issues related to principle, and most of them are trivial. The loser has many reasons, maybe they care more, maybe they are more tolerant, maybe they are too lazy to fight.But there is only one way not to lose, and that is not to back down.

"I was weak before?" I asked him.

"It was easier to talk before." He has been used to hug me and rub against me recently. I think he is a little tired, and sometimes I don't know if he does it on purpose, and sometimes he crosses the line, but in front of the child, I don't care. It's good to scold him.

"Speak as you speak, don't mess around." I turned cold: "You haven't said why you are angry yet?"

Zheng Ao still smiled: "I just want to ask you one thing."

"what's up?"

He looked up and looked into my eyes.

"Xiao Lang, do you really want a child?"

"Why do you ask so suddenly?" I was puzzled: "Don't you want me to go out and have a baby with someone else now?"

Zheng Ao quickly hugged me tightly.

"That's not what I mean, don't think about it." He looked as if he was facing an enemy, and he didn't know why he was nervous: "I just asked."

"You're still so angry when you ask me?" I can always see through his emotions: "Didn't you ignore me just now?"

"I didn't ignore you." He looked aggrieved, hugged me for a while, and said again: "Xiao Lang, you don't like women, do you?"

"What are you crazy about today? Asking these inexplicable questions." I was confused by his question: "Why do I like women with you? Are you a woman? You also asked me if I want children, don't you?" Do you want to have one? Or do you want to do these things yourself, so you use my words here as a reason?"

"No." He has always been well versed in the unique skill of pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger. He pretended to be wronged and pretended to be top-notch. A few days ago, there was an overseas call from the United States looking for trouble. Ye Susu couldn't bear it, so he came here. That innocent.If I hadn't been brought by Ye Susu and heard his plan to plot against others, I would really have thought that others were bullying him.Now it's started again, with a very aggrieved look, just missing the finger: "I'm just a little worried."

How can anyone be wronged by him, pretending to be like this, while looking at me expectantly, just waiting for me to let go of my mouth to comfort him and make a promise that he will set up traps for me all day long.

"What are you worried about?" I patiently explained to him: "I have never liked women before, and I will never like women in the future. I already have Rui Rui and Niu Niu for children, and I am so busy all day long. Do I need more? How many do you get?"

Zheng Ao seemed to have heard it, patted my back reassuringly, and began to kiss me.

After a while, he asked again:

"Xiao Lang, Niu Niu couldn't really be born behind my back."

My answer to this was to simply push him down.

Zheng Ao chased me all the way into the bedroom.

"Don't be angry," he said with a playful smile, "I'm just joking, don't take it seriously..."

I finally understood how Li Xiu wanted to beat him to death every time he fought with him.

"I don't want to talk to you," I pushed him away who had been getting tired all the time: "Fuck off, you still eavesdrop on me talking to Niu Niu! You even eavesdrop on me talking to a child!"

"I didn't eavesdrop on purpose." He explained insincerely, "I heard it when I got out of the shower."

"You fart!" I was so angry that I swear: "I told him at the door that he could hear it from such a long distance. Are you a good ear?"

"Yeah, how do you know?"

I didn't bother to talk to him anymore, so I went to bed angrily, and he squeezed in shamelessly. I pushed him away, hugged the pillow and went to another bedroom.

"Don't be angry." He held me back, pinned me on the bed with very skillful physical skills, and trapped my hand that wanted to beat him by the way: "I shouldn't eavesdrop on what you are saying, but I really do Are you worried..."

Worry about the devil!Niu Niu is only a few months younger than Rui Rui. Could it be that I had sex with Niu Niu's mother far away in the south when I was in Beijing!Who doesn't know that I was played around by him at that time, what a bastard!

I was pressed by him, but I became more and more angry. I felt that my head was so angry that I couldn't break free with my hands and feet, so I just bit his arm hard.

He snorted, but still didn't let go.

After biting for a while, I felt that this was a bit too boring, so I let go.

He reached out and hugged me, his body covered me, and he put his head on my shoulder. I pushed, but he was too heavy to push away.

"Because I'm really worried about losing you." He whispered in my ear: "I know that I was wrong about Ruirui, and Hao Shi went to you at the beginning. If you did the same for revenge I have no right to blame you for the matter. Whether it is true or not, I will accept Niu Niu, and I will not let him be the same as you when you were a child. Don't be angry, okay..."

What a jerk!Whoever asked him for such a "tolerant" understanding is really looking at the heart of a gentleman with a villain's heart, thinking that the whole world can sleep with strangers casually like him, I really want to ask him how he did it.Two complete strangers would be embarrassed just to take off their clothes when they sat together!

"Who wants you to accept it." I said coldly, "Is this your home alone? Is it only you who have the final say? Or is it yours because you don't live in a house I rented?"

Zheng Ao hurriedly explained in a low voice: "No, this has always been your home. Since I was four years old, I hoped that you would live here. If you are willing to live here, I am already very happy."

"Don't be so full of words." I still said badly: "The house is yours, and your life is also your responsibility. I eat yours and use yours, so I don't think I have much right to speak..."

Zheng Ao suddenly became anxious.

"I've never thought about it that way," he swore, "I know you can afford to rent a house. It's because I'm used to the life here that you live here. And taking care of children is also paying, Rui Rui is hard to carry..."

This is still like a human saying.When I first lived here, I often felt that I was not financially independent enough, and occasionally thought of hurting my self-esteem, but when I thought about it carefully, when I rented a house outside, he came to live in it, and the furniture was completely replaced, and a lot of messes were made. Besides, he must have a study room, a conference room, a boxing practice room, and a good kitchen... Not to mention these things, it is impossible for us to ask Ruirui to live here, just the bunch of teachers can't help, Do you send Ruirui to class every day?Or not to learn, and let him become the weakest among his peers in the future?English, etiquette, musical instruments, Kung Fu, and basic knowledge classes, which one is not useful?As a parent, who doesn't want the best for him.I can't give it to myself, but his own father can give it, just for my self-esteem, why don't I?

The same goes for living expenses.

My monthly salary may not be enough for a meal in the Zheng family. Ruirui likes to eat truffles, rainbow trout, lobster, fresh milk, and various snacks. The food outside is so unsafe. Rui came out and cooked it for him?Leaving aside the taste, food safety is a problem.When Rui Rui was choosing milk powder for him when he was a child, my brain cells were dead and I don’t know how many rounds.

Or are they two father and son eating at the same table, and I cook two side dishes by myself, and each eats his own thing?

I don't want to be so hypocritical, but I won't be like Zheng Ao's flattery, thinking that I have made a lot of sacrifices. I just follow my heart and don't owe anyone. My ability is only so great. I will pay half of my salary on time in the future. , the butler is unwilling to accept me, so I will give it to Zheng Ao.

I didn't embarrass Zheng Ao too much: "Okay, stop talking, I didn't mean that, I was just mad at you..."

We are all men, everyone has self-esteem, there is no need for him to be low profile, just beat and beat.

But Zheng Ao has always been aggressive.

"Xiao Lang is mad at me, it's too bad." As soon as the crisis was resolved, he jumped up, but he might have pretended just now, and immediately refused to let go: "How do you compensate me? Shall I promise you with your body?"

I don't want to answer his words. I just said "um" last time, and my pants were almost taken off. He is a little deliberate now, and he wants to wrap everything around body promises. I have to be vigilant all the time.

"I'll pay you something." I said something.

"What?" He leaned over me, looking at me with bright eyes, and I knew he was thinking crooked when I saw his expression.

I reached out to touch the bedside table, but my hands were short. Zheng Ao lay on me like a big cat, and relaxed a little.

"It's for you," I patted his head with the red envelope: "Didn't you say that when I gave the red envelope to Ruirui and Niu Niu just now? So I'll give you one too."

Zheng Ao looked disappointed: "The ones taken out of the bedside table are not usually..."

"What are they?" I asked him back, "Give me an example."

He felt guilty and stopped talking. After a while, he slowly figured it out. With a happy expression on his face, he leaned over and kissed me: "This is the first time I have received a red envelope. Xiao Lang, you really Very good……"

"Yeah." I patted his head.

"...Why don't I promise you with my body."

I kicked him down with one kick. Recently, I have practiced side kicks quite effectively, and I know to use my waist and abdomen strength.

Without getting discouraged, he got up and lay down on the edge of the bed, pretending to be pitiful: "Xiao Lang, there is one more thing I didn't ask you..."

"what's up?"

"Do you like men?"

"Nonsense, aren't you a man?"

"That's not what I mean." He smiled and rubbed up: "Actually, there is a very simple test method..."

"What test method?" I was keenly aware of the danger.

He reached out to touch my waist, and I instantly realized what he wanted to do, so I shrank back quickly, but when he turned over, he pressed me under him, and began to pick up my pajama pants skillfully: "Good boy, Xiao Lang , let me check for you..."

"Check your ass!" I raised my foot to kick him, but he grabbed my ankle and separated my legs. I cursed angrily, "You bastard, don't do this again, are you annoying!"

"I'm not bothered at all." Zheng Ao smiled obscenely: "Be obedient, I suspect that you have a physical problem now, and you will be fine after a check..."

Only after being checked by him will something really happen.

I struggled, knowing that my physical strength was very poor, and tried to arouse his conscience: "You have to be ashamed, celebrate the New Year today! You have to watch the year, bastard... What are you doing...don't pull my pants..."

"What I'm doing now is related to my happiness for the rest of my life. Those ancestors in my family will forgive me." Zheng Ao glibly said: "Maybe they all think that I am too slow and have shamed my ancestors."

What a bastard, to say something so nasty about something so serious.

I couldn't struggle, seeing that the pajama pants were almost taken off, the phone that Zheng Ao threw on the bed rang.

"The phone!" I tried to remind him: "Your phone is ringing, there must be something urgent..."

"Don't worry about it, there's nothing urgent now." Zheng Ao was unmoved and began to pick my underwear.

"It's Ye Susu, Ye Susu! It must be about work..."

"Don't worry about it." Zheng Ao was very excited, and shamelessly slowed down the speed of taking off his pants, probably because he wanted to play for a while.

I knew that his sanity could no longer be counted on, so I turned my head with all my strength and swiped open the unlock screen with my chin.Never in my life have I understood the importance of exercising regularly.

Ye Susu's voice suddenly jumped out.

She used to talk on the phone as if it was hands-free, and this habit saved my life at this time.

"Hey! What are you doing, panting..." She was not slow: "Hey, this sounds like Xu Lang's panting, Xu Lang, are you there? What are you doing?"

"I have something to do." I wanted to cover it up, but I was afraid that she would hang up the phone: "Don't hang up, I have something important to tell you..."

"What's the important thing?" Ye Susu is not a good person, as the most hooligan girl I've ever seen, she thought about it almost instantly: "My God, this panting sound, you don't know It's just... Hahaha, say hello to Zheng Ao for me, little shemale, I never thought you'd still be here today, you've really made it through..."

Zheng Ao couldn't bear it anymore and picked up the phone.

"Grandma, you will go to hell if you destroy people's good deeds."

"Hey, I'm just wishing you a new year, don't curse me..." Ye Susu also didn't have any sense of justice: "Okay, you can continue, work hard and take Xiao Lang down. After so long, Jiang Qi and the others are all laughing at me." is you……"

"Grandma, don't worry about it." Zheng Ao became angry from embarrassment.

"Hahaha, this small..." Ye Susu hung up the phone and still did not forget to light a fire: "By the way, I forgot to tell you, I remember that Xiao Lang liked big breasts before! D cups are too small..."

Zheng Ao's eyes fell on my face in an instant, it was as hot as a laser, and I felt like a hole was being burned in my face.

"Happy, happy, big, boobs?" He asked me word by word.

"No, don't listen to her nonsense." This time I really felt that death was imminent, and the hairs all over my body were about to stand on end. What Zheng Ao did when he was smiling was terrifying enough, who knew he wouldn't laugh What will happen when you go crazy.

"He lied to you!" Ye Susu was reluctant to hang up the phone, and even betrayed me on the phone, her tone was very righteous: "He thinks I have small breasts, and said that women should have big breasts when they wear long skirts. Back then, I helped him pretend to be a woman." I said it when I was there! He must often look at the pictures of big breasts in magazines, hahaha, it’s a pity that you are not a woman, little shemale..."

Zheng Ao threw the phone aside.

It was obviously broken, because Ye Susu's voice was cut off.

His eyes stared at me, and his eyes felt like they were about to catch fire.

I shrink back silently: "I can explain."

He didn't speak, his face was still ashen.

I consciously took off the half-faded panties, but I couldn't keep them anyway, and I could get a bonus point for good performance if I did it myself.

"Forget it, I'll take it off myself."