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I've been busy for another whole week.

In fact, I am a very boring person, I don’t have a good relationship with my family, and I don’t have many friends, so I basically spend my spare time besides work reading books, researching and cooking. The garlic left over from the meal was peeled off one by one, and inserted big end down into a disposable water cup filled with soil. It germinated quickly, making people feel that life is really tenacious.

Mrs. Tong's case has a trial date. I have been reading related cases. Lawyer Su is suing abuse, domestic violence and marital rape, and the last one will definitely fail.The focus must be on the crime of abuse. Now there are two main points. One is to collect evidence as much as possible. In the best case, the crime can be judged as bad and evidence of long-term abuse must be provided.The other one is to find out the opponent's lawyer's routine. The opponent's lawyer team will definitely plead not guilty as soon as they come up. There is not much room for them to play. The injury report and photos are all there, and we are slowly collecting evidence of long-term abuse. , their only recourse is to kill the victim voluntarily.I looked at the news about the past few cases of the Tong family, and none of the lawyers in it were easy to mess with.

Fortunately, Lawyer Su's attitude is very confident, and he lifts the weight lightly. Even I was encouraged to make preparations with peace of mind.

I've been paying attention to Zheng Ao's news, but I'm not familiar with his group of friends, and Li Xiu hasn't come to see me recently, and he didn't take the initiative to contact me, so he doesn't know anything about his situation.

At the beginning of May, I was at home on vacation, and I flipped through his INS. I saw a photo posted on He Lianshan’s INS not long ago. A large group of people are grilling BBQ in the yard. The background is an open-air swimming pool. He is on the left side of the camera. Head down and talk to Shakira.

It turned out that he was already busy, but he didn't come to see me.

Some people say that having a crush is like trying very hard to get a high score from that person, only to find that you don’t even have the qualifications for an exam.Actually not, secret love is a one-man show of one person, heaven for a second, hell for a second.You always pretend to be passionate, always think that he likes you, and chew every second of being with him over and over again, hoping to chew out some evidence, but in the end you suddenly understand in an instant: Like is actually obvious, it is patience Can't help but get close to you.If you are asked to guess, to try to prove, to find those clues that he likes you, it means that he does not like you.No matter how similar you are, how much you deceive yourself, he won't like you.

You think he likes you, but in another person, you find out what he looks like to the person he really likes.

Secret love is actually, you think you are taking an exam, and you work hard to write the entire test paper, only to find that you are not even qualified to hand in the paper.

After breaking my heart once, and being depressed for a while, when he made a little gesture of intimacy, he would start to revive again, ready to move.

There seems to be a lush forest growing in my heart. With every move he makes, he ignites a prairie fire that burns away his reason, his reserve, and burns out of control. All the plans he had planned were wiped out, and moths flew into the flames. generally treat him well.Keep burning, keep burning, until the burning is over, the ground is covered with ashes, and the body is covered with cuts and bruises. After a period of cultivation, new seedlings will grow from the ashes.

I liked him for a full 15 years.

I don't know what I'm insisting on. Countless times I want to give up, warning myself not to be mean, telling myself that there is no result.I'm often lonely, I searched through my phone's contacts, but I couldn't find anyone I could watch a movie with, I've never been in a relationship, I can't fall in love with someone new, the forest in my heart, every tree , peeled off the bark, tore open the heart, and wrote his name.

Maybe, we have to wait until one day, when it is really burnt out, burnt to death, and not a single blade of grass can grow, then we can really give up.On that day, maybe I can like someone new, maybe I can live alone.

It's just that I can't take it anymore.

I am in so much pain.

On weekend nights, I want to go out and go for a stroll outside.

My past life was very compact. When I was in high school, I decided to return the money to the Li family when I was an adult. There was no room for aimless wandering in my life.Now this goal is being realized step by step. In a few months, I will be able to receive my salary. As long as I work hard enough, I will be able to pay back the money slowly, so I think I can relax a bit.

I seldom go shopping, and I am not familiar with this city. Fortunately, I live close to the school, and there is a whole street of snacks, and the things are not expensive.

When I went there, it was already dark, the snack street was full of people, there were all kinds of small stalls on both sides of the road, and there were all kinds of weird snacks, I could barely recognize a few of them, pancakes and fruits , coke rings, bean juice... Most of the shoppers are couples. There is a shop whose fried liver is delicious, but the animal offal is very high in cholesterol. I only ordered a small portion. After working in the team for a long time, I staggered around in the crowd, listening to the couple bickering next to me, and my mood gradually improved.

Slowly follow the crowd to the end of the street, the lights behind are slowly dimmed, there are KTVs, bars, and light signs of small hotels, the people of the small hotel are standing outside looking for business, seeing that I am alone, they don’t care about me .There is a bar with a unique light sign, which is a hollowed-out iron frame in the shape of a cat. I went to the bar because Zheng Ao and his group were having fun, and today I suddenly wanted to go there by myself.

The bar is on the second floor, and there is an iron staircase to go up. When I went up, a man happened to come down. The two met each other. He smiled in surprise: "Is it you?"

He was against the light, I didn't realize it, he looked at me in a daze, smiled and turned his face to the side, the light of the light board shone on his face, it turned out to be the same Luo Xi I saw in the bar last time.

I was more surprised than him: "Why are you here?"

Although the Luo family kept a low profile, they only had one son after all, no matter how extravagant they were, how could they appear in such a small bar of ordinary people.

He knew what I was thinking as soon as he heard it, and he smiled with crooked eyes: "Why can't I be here?"

The ends of his eyes are a little downturned, probably the kind of eyes that are born with melancholy, even when he smiles, there seem to be countless hidden emotions in his eyes, a look is a thousand words.

I was speechless when I was asked, Luo Xi probably also noticed it, and said with a smile: "I'm studying here."

"Study?" I was even more surprised: "Are you in college?"

He smiled and nodded: "I just look old."

Although he joked like this, in fact, the reason why I thought he was the same age as me was not because of his appearance, but because of his temperament.This young man named Luo Xi is not at all like his heartless peers in college. He must have experienced a lot, because there are too many things hidden in his eyes.

Of course, it may also be that I am thinking too much.

While we were chatting, someone came down the stairs. The two of us stood in the middle of the stairs, reluctantly giving way to one person. He was probably afraid that I would be squeezed and fell, so he reached out and grabbed my wrist. It was only the second time we met, but I didn't feel disgusted by this sudden action. For some reason, Luo Xi made me feel very friendly, at least better than He Lianshan and Wang Lang's group.

"Let's go inside and talk." Luo Xi suggested after the man squeezed out.

"Aren't you coming out?" I asked him.

He laughed helplessly.

"Xu Lang, if you are a girl, you will be finished."

"Why?" I was a little puzzled by what he said.

He led me inside.

"If you were a girl, and you liked to expose others so much, wouldn't you want to be single for the rest of your life?"

This bar is not great.

There are not many types of wine, and it is not good to drink, the lighting is not good, the singers are a bit oily, there is no drunken atmosphere like Yinmei, and there is no freshness like Moge who pretends to be extreme.

It makes sense for those bars to charge four-digit tables at every turn.

Luo Xi and I were sitting in a small bag on the side of the stage. The time is just right now, the bar is full of people, the singers on the stage are singing outdated songs, and the wine mixed with black tea is terrible.

"Very disappointed?" He probably thought I was a good boy who rarely came to bars, and asked me with a smile.

"Unexpected." I didn't plan to talk to him deeply, because he might not understand what I wanted to say.I would like to say that hatred of the rich is serious in this society, as if the rich can only buy the most vulgar, golden and shiny things that belong to the nouveau riche.In fact, what you can buy with money is the most exquisite and unique things. If you have enough money, you can even buy feelings.Moge has been following the literary and artistic style last year. The theme is "On the Road". One will be Tibet and the other will be Prague. The colorful prayer flags moved from Tibet, music students singing Sanskrit songs on the stage, all come here are literary girls Young literary and artistic young men, wearing linen skirts and lapis lazuli necklaces, open their mouths to read the poetry collection of Cangyang Gyatso, and there are 10,000+ abstract paintings of modern artists hanging on the walls. The lights are sensational, and a group of people sitting in the bar feel like Went to Lhasa.Yinmei even organized a first love night, a bunch of pure-looking beauties and handsome men dressed in school uniforms served as waiters serving wine, with their faces alone, which one of them was not the god and goddess in the class next door in the minds of others when they were studying.

Some of the most beautiful things in this world can be bought with money.

And some of the most beautiful things in the world can be spent without spending a penny, but 90.00% of people do not have that vision, and their lives are not so pure.

The only example I can give is Lu Jiaming. He is still studying, and his biggest hobby is planting plants. I have seen a small garden he made himself, where he planted melons in the corner, and fat seedlings came out of the soil. The cotyledons are tender and green, like two palms.Sprinkle a handful of grass seeds in a glass filled with white sand and pour water on them. Three days later, the grass sprouts have sprouted, and they grow taller day by day. You can clearly see the veins of the roots. The grass needles are green and placed on the table. Take a look. , the mood can be good for hours.He also planted trees, small half-foot-high saplings, grew up with him for 15 years, and he was familiar with him like a family member. He sat under the tree and read a book. There is no better feeling than this.

When it comes to him, one has to talk about Li Xiu. Li Xiu used to practice his skills and bought land to start a real estate project.The Li family is actually not suitable for this kind of false business. They are suitable for business. They are rigorous and conscientious. They are one of the few people in the industry who can satisfy the German partners.Of course, the land Li Xiu bought was not done, and it was still there. He scolded the partner and went home, and he sat there sulking. Lu Jiaming didn't know how to comfort him. sunflower seeds.

In the second year, when Li Xiu passed by the outskirts of the city, he remembered that damned land again, and immediately became murderous. He was about to catch two unlucky friends to practice boxing with him in the next second, but when he looked over from the car window, he could only see To a field of golden sunflowers.The midsummer sun shines down, and countless golden flower discs look up at the sun.

What could be more romantic than this?