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When I rushed to the hospital, Li Xiu was standing outside the ward.There are still a few people next to them, and the people living on this whole floor should be big people, and they have to be inspected when they come up.

Li Xiu didn't smoke, and with his hands in his coat pockets, he was pacing up and down the corridor. He was actually a very hot-tempered person, and he was also very loyal.He probably wants to arrest the person who hit Zheng Ao and beat him up right now, but he has to stay here and wait for Li Zhurong to make a decision, so he is full of hostility, and he is also fierce to me: "You are here!"

"Dad asked me to come and take a look." I looked at the ward behind him: "How is Zheng Ao now?"

"Still asleep!" Li Xiu's expression was very unhappy: "My hand is broken, maybe I have a concussion, but it's nothing serious."

"Do you know who it is?"

"It's just those few people." Li Xiu had a murderous look on his face: "It's probably the He family, maybe the Guan family also has a share. It seems that they don't want to kill him, but just want to show off."

"Is there anyone else inside?" I wanted to go in and see Zheng Ao.

Li Xiu looked at me, probably hesitating for something, fierce.

"Why did Zheng Ao run near my house?" He asked me: "My dad will ask me later when he comes over. You'd better tell me the truth."

When I think that this kind of thing will come to Li Zhurong, I feel very irritated.

"He took me home."

Li Xiu had a "sure enough" expression on his face.

"Can I go in?" I was about to push the door of the ward.

"The driver said he sent a text message before he passed out," Li Xiu asked from behind me, "It was also sent to you?"

I clenched my fist, and before I knew it, it slammed into the door hard.I didn't feel any pain, but the irritability in my heart was much better.

Li Xiu was frightened by me.

"Don't do this, it's just a bump," he complained in a low voice, "I was kidnapped when I was young..."

I've opened the door and walked out.

The ward was decorated like a home, with delicate curtains hanging on the windows. I opened the curtains to let the sunlight in, dragged a chair and sat down beside his bed.

He lay quietly on the bed, probably asleep.Looking at it so closely, I found that there were two smudges of blue under his eyes, and he probably hadn't slept well for a few days.He was wearing only a shirt and his casted hands were outside the covers, and I tucked him in over his shoulders.I tried his forehead, but luckily he didn't have a fever.

He slept very quietly. When he was asleep, people always forgot how bad his character was, because of his delicate features and long eyelashes, he looked very innocent.

But when he wakes up, he will become the Zheng Ao that I don't know very well again, arrogant and dissolute, he likes the colorful world outside, likes all kinds of beauties, but always pretends to be affectionate towards me Like the sea, Li Xiu said that he sent me a text message before he fell into a coma.A concussion is probably hard, and he probably thought he was badly hurt, so put down his pride and sent me a text.A lot of things have happened recently. The barrier between life and death seems to fall down as soon as it is pushed down. Some things can no longer be taken slowly.

But what if not?

I can't believe anything anymore.

I'd rather he was like this, asleep, quiet, feeling nothing.

I can sit beside him and accompany him for a while, and I can look at him without difficulty, without worrying that he is laughing at me in my heart for liking him beyond my control, without remembering what he said.

Unfortunately, this situation does not last long.

Probably the wound was too painful, his eyebrows were wrinkled, and I moved the chair a little, knowing that he was going to wake up.

His beautiful eyes were opened, his pupils were a little dark amber, and he couldn't find the focus. He turned around the room and saw the sunlight from the window.

"what time is it?"

"Eleven o'clock in the morning." I looked at my watch: "Do you want some water?"

His eyes fell on my face.

I lowered my eyes and poured him water.

"How did you come?"

"Li Xiu notified me." I poured him a glass of water, tested the temperature with the back of my hand, the water was lukewarm, and handed it to him.

He propped up the bed and sat up, but his injured hand was a bit useless. He frowned. I put down the cup and reached out to help him. As soon as I touched his arm, he shrank a little as if he had been touched by electricity.

I quickly withdrew my hand.

"The water is on the table." I stood up: "I'll go outside to see what Li Xiu is doing."

"Don't go." He stopped me and leaned on the bed: "It's not your reason."

"What's the reason!" I didn't want to quarrel with him when he was still lying on the hospital bed, but I couldn't help it: "Zheng Ao, if you don't want to see me, just tell me, don't pretend to be affectionate, I didn't You're so smart, you don't want to play these guessing games! Is it so difficult to speak your mind!"

"I didn't pretend." He looked at me, frowning, as if he was a little embarrassed to say: "Last time I went to you, you said you thought I was dirty, and told me not to touch you. You vomited."

My face is burning.

He said these words like a victim, very aggrieved, as if I had left him with a lot of psychological shadow.But I feel very ashamed of the change in my attitude. I made up my mind to want to see this person again in my life, but I came here by myself in just a few months.

He probably also saw my predicament.

"Hand me a water glass." He called me: "I'm a little thirsty, Xiao Lang."

I picked up the glass and handed it to him, but he leaned over and drank the water in the glass with my hand.I quickly stabilized it, fearing that the water would splash on him.When drinking water, his hair touched my wrist, it was a little itchy, and the atmosphere was a little delicate for a while.

I think it's not without reason that I've been locked up by him for so many years.

He is born like this, always revealing fragility for a moment occasionally, as if there is no way to live without you.Let you forget how dangerous a creature is under his delicate skin, let you forget his ambition, the huge power he holds in his hands, and his ability to play people's hearts as pawns.

"It's over." Zheng Ao raised his head, saw that I seemed to be in a daze, and smiled at me.

My ears were a little hot, so I put the cup back on the table and screwed on the lid of the thermos.

"I'm very happy that you can come." There was a little joy in his voice: "I thought you would never talk to me for the rest of your life."

When he said that, I wanted to leave again.

"Are you still angry with me, Xiao Lang?" He asked me: "Last time in the garden, I didn't know you would be so angry. That sentence really didn't mean what you thought."

"What does that mean?" I asked him back, and he probably didn't expect that I didn't run away as soon as I heard that, so he was taken aback.

"It's probably a product of some kind of vanity and greed." He said intermittently: "I have been laughing at Li Xiu's self-defense, so he always looks like a jerk in front of him. But it doesn't matter anymore... "

The fire in my heart rose again.

"You said it's not important? What do you mean?"

My appearance here does not mean that the page has been completely turned.My dad said that grievances belong to grievances, and life and death are more important than grievances. I came here because of his life and death, not because I let go of those grievances. I am not weak to that extent.

He laughed again, his peach blossom eyes curved, and the corners of his lips curled up.

He reached out and took my hand.

"I mean," he said, "let's date, Lang."

If I were Ning Yue, I might have been moved to tears at the beginning.

Unfortunately, I am Xu Lang.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked him back, "Did you misunderstand something?"

"At least on my side, no." He was not angry either: "After you ignored me last time, I did a lot of things and played crazy, but I felt empty in my heart. Then I messed up a bit too much, my dad He talked to me, and he said that I was too smart, but I couldn’t see clearly, let myself think about whether I did something wrong.”

I don't know how crazy his so-called "playing very crazy" is, but it can reach the level that Zheng Yehu can't stand it, the content must not be too simple.

"What does this have to do with me?"

"Because losing you is what I did wrong." He carefully raised his broken hand, then put his arms around me, and because I was standing, his head rested on my waist superior.

I couldn't move, so I just snorted.

"I used to be too reckless, because I knew you liked me, so I played outside recklessly. Because I knew you would be here no matter what, I thought my favorite thing was to play outside," he buried his head on my waist , the voice was a bit muffled: "But after you ignored me, it seemed that there was no point in playing, and my heart was always empty. I went to find you, but you thought I was dirty..."

"You asked for it." I was unmoved at all: "Apology should at least be formal, so what's the matter?"

"Because what I'm going to say next is embarrassing." He grabbed the clothes on my lower back with plastered hands: "Xiao Lang, I know I was wrong, I shouldn't just mess around outside just because you like me. I I shouldn't try to save you when I see you angry, and go out to mess with you when you're better. I shouldn't say those words for the sake of face, I guarantee that those words are not what you understand... Get in touch with me, Xiao Lang. "

He looked at me with his face up, as if he was very sincere, his eyes were shining, and he didn't know if he was pretending.

"Don't you think it's fun to mess around?" I asked him, "Isn't it a pity that you can't mess around if you have a stable relationship?"

He looked hurt.

"But without Xiao Lang, I would never be happy."

"So you can get the best of both worlds by locking me up and going out to mess around?" I asked him again.

He gritted his teeth.

"Ah! I don't want to say anything now!" He complained loudly, before I could react, I just felt a strong force hit my waist, he had already jumped up from the bed, and with a grabbing gesture, I was turned over On the bed, he turned over and pressed me on top of me with familiar movements, without seeing the pitiful and sick look just now.He also proudly announced: "Anyway, now that I have explained everything clearly, Xiao Lang is not so angry anymore, I might as well be tough."

"You can try." I looked at him leisurely: "How are you going to be hard?"

He is riding on me, the room is very warm, he is only wearing a thin layer of clothes, his body looks flexible and slender, but in fact it is all strong muscles, the whole person is like a dangerous leopard, bending down, trying to look fierce , trying to scare me.

I moved, let my waist rest on the quilt, so that I could lie more comfortably, and looked at him very leisurely.He is not Li Xiu's violent temper who yells and kills every minute, I know he won't be stupid enough to do anything to me at this time.

He bit my shoulder bitterly, and then gave up lying on me.

"Hand hurts..." He leaned on my shoulder and complained softly, "Maybe it's broken..."

"Isn't it already broken?" I didn't fall for it.

He rubbed against my shoulder in protest, then suddenly raised his head, smelled the smell on my body, and then lay down on me contentedly.

The curtains swayed slightly, the room was very warm, the sun was bright, and I could see the dust flying in the air. I was pressed by him, warm, and I felt drowsy gradually coming up.

Zheng Ao lazily lay on my body for a long time, and suddenly said: "That's great..."

I said "um".

"Just go on like this." He hissed on my neck, his voice was also lazy, suddenly raised his head, and kissed my cheek: "My heart is not empty at all, Xiao Lang."

I'm almost asleep.

That's it.

Don't think about whether he is in love with me, don't think about whether what he said is true, don't think about the future, don't think about the gains and losses of grievances, don't think about what will happen after waking up.

It's like having a drink, just for the light and forgetful happiness when drunk.Don't think about whether you will have a headache after waking up.

What Zheng Yehu said.

Everyone has a chance to be forgiven once.