Xingchuan

Either love him [-]% or live your own life, this is Ling Yi's heart.

It was his own choice to go to jail five years ago. Five years later, he reunited with Xingchuan, and the misunderstanding was clearly explained. What should be done and what can be done has been done.As for what Xingchuan would choose, that was beyond his control.

"Ling Yi."

As soon as Li Xingchuan opened his mouth, Ling Yi stood up: "You don't need to answer me now, I can wait, it won't be too late when you really think it through."

So he interrupted him.

After returning to the room, Ling Yi suffered from insomnia for a long time.Maybe it's because the room is full of Xingchuan's breath, maybe it's because of this unresolved relationship, maybe it's because today is so beautiful that the subconscious is unwilling to end it.

At eight in the morning, he woke up slowly.

The morning air is twice as warm as the night air.

Walking out of the room, Li Xingchuan had already changed his face.Compared with yesterday, he was shaved, and his shirt and suit were well fitted, with a pin at the collar and a tie clip on his tie.But his eyes were bloodshot, and there were two patches of blue gray floating under his eyes, it looked like he had stayed up all night.

"Morning." Ling Yi looked at his profile, "Have you had breakfast? If not, I can make some. Soon, let's go back to the hospital after eating."

"No need, I bought porridge." Li Xingchuan didn't raise his head.

He is surfing the Internet with a laptop.

On the table in the dining room is steaming hot porridge with simmered fire, served with sliced ​​boiled corn segments, and peeled sweet potato cubes, all of which are very light.

Ling Yi sat over and found that there was only one bowl.

He asked, "Have you eaten?"

"Ah."

"Then wait for me for a while, I'll be fine soon."

While he was having breakfast, Li Xingchuan kept checking something in the living room without saying a word.After eating, before Ling Yi had time to roll up her sleeves, the aunt came to the door and washed the dishes and wiped the table without waiting for orders. Li Xingchuan must have called her to come.

Ling Yi changed her clothes: "Let's go."

Li Xingchuan put on a coat and went out first to press the elevator.Ling Yi walked behind him, and looked back at the apartment when she went out.

Clean as promised.

The sound of running water in the kitchen is the auntie cleaning up. It is as quiet and warm as before.Suddenly feel a little bit reluctant.

Back at the hospital, Cheng Kaiji of course gave him a very severe training.

"I haven't met such a disobedient patient like you. It's for your own good not to let you go out. How can you play such a joke on your body?"

In the warm sunshine of the morning, Ling Yi changed into a striped hospital gown, and sat on the side of the bed with lowered eyebrows to listen to the training.

After completing some formalities, Li Xingchuan knocked on the door, "It will take you a few minutes."

Ling Yi raised his head when he heard the voice, but found that he was looking at Cheng Kaiji.Cheng Kaiji glanced at him, frowned slightly, walked to the door and turned to Ling Yi and said, "I haven't finished talking yet, don't run around, I'll come back to you later."

Ling Yi nodded slightly, and slowly shifted her gaze to Xingchuan.

Xingchuan didn't look at him.

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Doctor's lounge.

Cheng Kaiji nestled into the swivel chair, took off his glasses and pressed his temples, "What are you looking for, hurry up, I have a consultation to attend soon."

"Ling Yi's hand is fine, do you know that?"

"What do you mean it's okay?" His eyes, which had been wearing glasses for a long time, looked up, showing fatigue. "Is it okay to not be able to draw?"

"The inability to draw is not because of the hand, but because of the psychological problem."

As soon as the words fell, Cheng Kaiji stopped and focused his eyes: "Did he tell you?"

"Ah."

The office fell silent for a moment.

Cheng Kaiji first questioned with his eyes, and then put his ten fingers together, fingertips facing fingertips, bowed his head in thought.

"No wonder I saw him feed fish, eat, and write without any problems. At that time, I was still wondering if the movements required for painting were more delicate. It turned out to be a psychological problem... Why didn't I think of it before."

His tone was wry.

Compared with him, Li Xingchuan on the sofa was as gloomy as a mountain, without much expression on his face.

"Can you smoke here?"

Cheng Kaiji tapped the table with two fingers, a little warning: "Where do you think I am here?"

Li Xingchuan ignored him, just took out a pack of cigarettes from his trousers pocket, knocked out one and held it between his fingers.

"You——!" Cheng Kaiji was unhappy, but finally got up and pushed the window.

The cold wind came in.

After lighting the cigarette in his hand, Li Xingchuan took out a blank medical record and placed it on the table to catch the ashes.The wind blew the smoke towards his face, but he didn't seem to feel choking.

Cheng Kaiji returned to the table and looked at him from a distance: "You tell me this, do you want me to help?"

Li Xingchuan did not deny it.

After the smoke, his face was extremely stern, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, until Cheng Kaiji waited impatiently, and then flicked the ash, "I want you to help him find a psychiatrist, and then persuade him to see a doctor."

"Why am I going to persuade him?" Anyone with a discerning eye can tell who he listens to more, "What about you?"

He stared at Li Xingchuan with subtle scrutiny in his eyes.

"He doesn't like me helping him."

Probably because of smoking, Li Xingchuan's voice was a little hoarse.

A lot of dust has fallen on the medical record paper.

After being silent for a while, Li Xingchuan stubbed out his cigarette and stood up, crumpled up the paper and threw it into the trash can.

When he walked to the door, Cheng Kaiji called him back: "If he is really cured, I will be the one to thank, not you. Have you thought it through?"

After turning his back to him for a moment, Li Xingchuan left without looking back, as if he hadn't even thought about the question just now.

Time is like water.

In the blink of an eye, two weeks have passed.

Ling Yi's shoulder injury has almost healed, and her heart palpitations are much better, but she still can't work hard.At most, he will be observed in the hospital for another week. If all the indicators are normal, he will be discharged from the hospital smoothly.

In the past half month, Li Xingchuan had not come too often, but they didn't communicate much.Sometimes he came, but Ling Yi went to the psychiatrist again, and the two of them missed it, and they couldn't see each other for two or three days.

Speaking of the psychiatrist, Ling Yi was somewhat resistant at first, but couldn't stand Cheng Kaiji's repeated persuasion, and finally agreed to try a course of treatment.

Go twice a week, four times in two weeks.

In the second week of Linjiang, it was raining continuously, and the weather was extremely wet and cold. The washed clothes could not be dried thoroughly for several days.That afternoon Ling Yi went to the next building to see the psychiatrist, and when she returned to the ward, there was an extra bag of clothes on the table.He knew at a glance that the housekeeper of Xingchuan's family washed and dried him, and Xingchuan brought it here.

People are not there.

He ran out immediately and asked the nurse at the nurse's station, "Do I have any visitors this afternoon?"

"Yes." The nurse knew them very well, "Just Li Xingchuan, he came and left."

"How long have you been gone?"

"At least half an hour."

Didn't even make a phone call.

Lu Lingyi walked slowly back to the ward, sat back on the bed, and found a note next to the aquarium——

"The fish have been fed, and there is no need to feed them today."

It's Xingchuan's word.

Dry clothes have a sun and ultraviolet smell.Ling Yi took out one by one and hung them neatly in the closet.After sitting for a while, I couldn't help but send a text message to Xingchuan: "I just finished seeing the doctor, why didn't you call me when you came?"

Why don't you wait for me.

About 10 minutes later, Li Xingchuan replied: "I will take people to the airport in the afternoon, and I will go there in the evening."

Ling Yi stared at the phone in a daze.

After a long while, the busy man Xie Siyun called.

"Siyun? Why are you free to look for me today?"

There was a slight noise on the phone, it seemed to be at some event, and there was the host's voice.Xie Siyun walked away for a while before lowering his voice: "Have you read the entertainment news?"

Ling Yi sat on the edge of the bed, lowered her head and smiled slightly: "What's the big news for you?"

Unexpectedly, the always stubborn Xie Siyun didn't laugh this time.He was silent for a moment, and said: "It's not me, it's Xingchuan. But I'm really to blame. If it wasn't for me, others wouldn't regard him as my gossip, let alone follow him and secretly take pictures of him."

As soon as the voice fell, he sent a screenshot of the web page.

A concise and sensational news headline jumped into Ling Yi's eyes: The rumored boyfriend is suspected to be married and has a child, and Xie Siyun is willing to be the third party?

There are clear pictures, and the background looks like a hospital, but it's not this hospital.In the picture, a man and a woman stand side by side, matching each other very well.In the drizzle, the man held an umbrella with his right hand, his left shoulder was completely exposed to the outside, and the woman walked with her half-grown child tightly under his shade.

All three had positive faces, and only the child in the middle was coded.But Ling Yi could still easily recognize that it was a small tree, because it was Xingchuan who held the umbrella.

"Do you know this woman?" Xie Siyun asked suddenly.

"I……"

Ling Yi wanted to say that he didn't know each other, because he had never seen it before.The woman in the picture looks no more than 25 or [-] years old. She wears plain and cheap clothes and has a clear face, but she is a beauty with a tall figure, especially the pair of long legs wrapped in jeans, which are particularly eye-catching.

The word "I don't know" came to his lips, but he turned around but didn't say it, Ling Yi's upper jaw tightened.

"Do you know me or not?" Xie Siyun was a little anxious, "I really don't know. Who is this? Why did Xingchuan pull Xiaoshu with her?"

"I don't know..." Ling Yi's eyes focused on the picture, "I probably don't know it."

"What should it be?"

"I haven't seen her before, but I think she looks familiar."

The more he looked at this woman, the more familiar he felt, but he couldn't remember where he had seen her before.

"If you say that, I think so too." Xie Siyun said with hesitation, "I always think she looks a bit like Xiaoshu, especially her eyes and mouth."

A word to awaken the dreamer.

Single eyelid, shallow outline, slightly raised lips.The appearance of Xiaoshu came to Ling Yi's mind, and gradually overlapped with the woman in front of him.

The two thought of a possibility at the same time.

Silence spread.

After a moment of silence, Xie Siyun asked: "Did Xingchuan tell you whether Xiaoshu's biological mother is alive or dead?"

Ling Yi's voice was sluggish: "No."

Xingchuan seldom mentioned that matter, even Xie Siyun only knew the general idea, not the details.

The two were silent for a while, and Siyun said: "I have to go back to work, and we can't chat for too long. Let's not guess, if Xingchuan calls me back later, I will tell you as soon as possible. He is also true, the phone is completely It’s just a decoration, I can’t contact him now, and I don’t even know how to clarify it.”

"He might be driving."

Ling Yi's faint reflection reflected on the glass window.

How else can I clarify.

Even if a hundred or a thousand people asked him, Xingchuan would only say one thing: Li Zhuo is my son.

That's what he is.

Ling Yi lowered her head, exhaled lightly, and a light white mist appeared in front of her eyes, which lasted for a long time.

Why hasn't this winter passed yet?

He decided not to think about it.

After nine o'clock in the evening, the corridor was quiet.

Ling Yi was lying down reading a book, and the soft light for sleeping was turned on in the middle.He also learned from Xingchuan to read a brief history of mankind.But this book is not so easy to read, especially at the beginning, when I read it, my eyelids feel a little heavy.

When the sleepiness struck, the door was suddenly knocked open.

He closed the book, "Xingchuan?"

I thought it wouldn't come.

Li Xingchuan's footsteps were easily recognizable.He seemed to have stayed somewhere for a long time, and he walked closer without responding, his face turned slightly pale under the light, and the cold air around him could be felt halfway across the bed.

"Why are you here so late?"

Just as he was about to sit up with support, the person came to him.Ling Yi could smell a faint smell of alcohol.

"you've been drinking?"

The light was completely blocked by Li Xingchuan, so he couldn't see his face clearly, only his pair of eyes were particularly deep.

"for--"

As soon as Ling Yi was about to speak, Li Xingchuan pressed her down on the bed and kissed her down.

"Well--"

The foot of the bed shook slightly, knocking against the iron drawer beside the pillow.

The breathing is heavy and lingering, the tip of the nose is as cold as ice, but the lips are scorching hot.Li Xingchuan wrapped him in the warm mouth, forcefully knocked open the jaws, stuck his tongue in and violently licked and stirred.

This was the hardest kiss since the reunion.The strong emotions flowed densely through the slightly drunk lips and teeth, and Ling Yi did not let Ling Yi take a breath.Ling Yi was pressed firmly on the soft pillow, her helpless hands were forced to clasped tightly with his fingers, her throat was astringent and tight.

Ups and downs and struggles The curtain is gently fluttering, the shadows on the screen are swaying, and the figures are entangled.

At first, he was flustered, not knowing what Xingchuan was going to do, and every joint from the cervical spine to the waist and hips was stiff.But as the kiss deepened, and as the bodies pressed together, he gradually realized that the person pressing on him was not in the right mood.

Those who had drunk were short of breath, and Xingchuan was also more irritable than usual.He rarely takes the initiative like this. He avoids the wound and presses Ling Yi with both hands, presses his lips tightly, rubs the soft earlobe with the pad of his thumb, and releases this kiss with great concentration and indulgence.

"Ling Yi... Ling Yi..." Xing Chuan's voice choked up.

Hearing his voice, Ling Yi's heart opened suddenly, and her bent legs slowly relaxed.Then there was a bold guess in his mind: Xingchuan should have figured it out, and sooner or later, he will give an answer.

This kiss, to be experienced slowly with lips and panting, is more or less like saying goodbye.

The sadness in my heart spread.Ling Yi stared at Xingchuan and hugged Xingchuan tightly, and gradually began to respond to the kiss.He tilted his head, lifted his upper body slightly, and the back of his neck was unknowingly off the pillow.

It was late at night, and the figures of the two overlapped on the curtain.

Touched by the kiss, Li Xingchuan panted and called his name, and pressed his forehead to him: "I want to take you out to relax the day after tomorrow, are you willing to go?"

Their eyes are intertwined, and they only have each other in their eyes.Li Xingchuan's eyes were cloudy, but Ling Yi was very clear-headed.

This might be called the last indulgence, he thought.After this time, Xingchuan will probably return to his original life and give Xiaoshu a complete family.

The tips of the noses were touching, and even felt pain when I took the initiative to kiss, and I couldn't tell where the pain came from.

"Go." Ling Yi hooked his neck, "I'll go."

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