Xingchuan

As the person involved in the news, Xie Siyun was the first to react.

He didn't care about the presence of strangers in the room, so he walked to the TV and took off his peaked cap, frowning and staring at the screen.

Today's paparazzi always carry a large aperture telephoto, no matter how far away they are, they can take pictures of people down to the fine hairs, you can't help but admire them.

In the picture, the light in the basement is dim, Xie Siyun is completely different from now.At that time, his whole body was as limp as noodles, and he didn't wear a hat, sunglasses, or mask, just hanging on Li Xingchuan's shoulders, following every step, obediently like a kitten.

The more you look at him, the worse his complexion becomes.

Before they reached the elevator, the two began to rub each other's ears again.Li Xingchuan is a little taller than him, so he can get the most clear shots from the neck up.I saw him holding Xie Siyun in his arms, listening to something carefully, and the long windbreaker that was open wrapped him up very considerately.Xie Siyun raised his head slightly, his lips almost touching his earlobe.

"Xingchuan," Xie Siyun grabbed the shoulder next to him, "Did we talk at that time?"

Li Xingchuan stood neither far nor close to the hospital bed, silently looking at Ling Yi in the setting sun.

Compared with Xie Siyun's ashen complexion, Ling Yi's expression is very flat and docile, but his cheeks are still a little sickly pale.He lowered his head slightly, obviously not looking this way, but as if he felt a certain gaze, he turned his head away silently.

Li Xingchuan frowned and brushed Xie Siyun's hand away.

"Don't take it seriously." Xie Siyun tugged at his arm again, "If this same-sex scandal becomes serious, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep all of my film and commercial appointments. No, I have to post a clarification right away, and it will be 1 minute longer Minutes lost, you have to come forward to help me when necessary."

No wonder he was nervous.

No matter from which angle you look at it, the poses of the two of them in the video are extremely intimate, and they are by no means ordinary friends.Besides, both of them are men, one looks feminine and popular, and the other looks handsome and tall, which is really in line with ordinary people's imagination of same-sex couples.

"I really have raised a group of people who can't afford to eat. They all appeared in the news and they all looked deaf and dumb." He handed the bouquet of calla lilies to Li Xingchuan.

"Hey, I'm with my friends... I know I know, I've seen the news! Who deliberately didn't answer your call? What did I avoid? I..."

He is desperate to salvage his precarious career.

The door was open, and patients and nurses looked in from time to time with brilliant expressions.

Cheng Kaiji, who was watching from the sidelines, couldn't bear to watch, closed the door tightly and patted Xie Siyun on the shoulder, "Hello."

Xie Siyun turned around while clutching his phone.

"Please keep your voice down." He pointed to the sign on the wall that prohibits making noise, "This is the ward."

"I know," the big star said proudly, "but it's not convenient for me to go out. Ling Yi, can I just make a phone call here? It won't take more than two minutes. We'll talk after we finish the call."

Turn around after speaking.

Unexpectedly, there was another hand on the shoulder.Thinking it was Cheng Kaiji again, he waved his hands away without looking back, "I'll finish the fight right away."

"Si Yun." Someone said in a low voice.

The body stiffened immediately.Xie Siyun clenched the phone reflexively, and turned to look at the person behind him.

"Go out and fight."

The air condenses for three seconds.

The other end of the phone is still shouting hello, but no one is talking here.Xie Siyun put on his peaked cap, walked halfway with a stern face, then turned around and kicked Li Xingchuan hard on the hollow of the knee.

The unexpected guest left, Cheng Kaiji looked at Ling Yi quietly.

Ling Yi didn't look anywhere.His chin was slightly retracted, his white face lacked blood, and his fine eyelashes covered most of his emotions.

Cheng Kaiji walked towards him, with his hands in the front pockets of his white coat.

"Come with me to the office and talk about the follow-up treatment plan."

Ling Yi was quiet: "Okay."

Li Xingchuan frowned: "Can you get out of bed?"

Ling Yi still didn't raise her head, she tried to stand up after putting on her shoes, but her figure was a little unstable.

"I'll help you." Two voices came out at the same time.

But Cheng Kaiji was beside the bed, his hands stretched forward naturally, catching him whole at the moment before he fell.

The shoulder blades are slender, as if catching a handful of bones.

"Thank you." Ling Yi whispered.

Cheng Kaiji suppressed his voice: "Why are you so thin?"

"I can—"

"Ling Yi!" Li Xingchuan stared at the two of them closely, the vein under his temple twitched slightly.

The conversation came to an abrupt end.

Some people think that as long as they speak, Ling Yi will definitely come to their side.Unexpectedly, Ling Yi paused, then turned to ask the other person, "Doctor Cheng, why is my leg still weak?"

He didn't let go of his hand, as if he was afraid of falling.

Cheng Kaiji smiled faintly: "Your body wasn't broken in a day, so of course recovery can't be rushed. Take your time, don't worry, I'll support you."

"Ah."

The slippers the nurse bought were too big, and her red and white feet looked extraordinarily delicate.Ling Yi avoided sharp eyes like sharp arrows: "Let's go, I want to get out quickly."

The two passed Li Xingchuan, opened the door and left, the sound of the door closing in the quiet environment was particularly ear-piercing.

With a sullen face, Li Xingchuan slapped the flower to the ground.

—

"Sit here."

Cheng Kaiji bent down and took off the coat on the sofa, and put away a few pieces of paper, "I don't usually have anyone here, so I haven't tidied it up on purpose, you can sit wherever you want."

No one answered for a long time.

He turned sideways: "Ling Yi?"

Ling Yi acted as if he hadn't heard of it, and lost his mind by the door.Cheng Kaiji looked at him, frowned, and raised his voice a little.

"Ling Yi."

"Huh?" Finally raised his eyes.

"How long are you going to stand there?"

"Sorry, I was thinking about something just now." He moved the infusion stand that Cheng Kaiji had found, and sat on the sofa that Cheng Kaiji had cleared out for him, then fell silent again.

Cheng Kaiji got up and poured a glass of water, bent down and put it in front of his eyes: "Stop staring at the table, if you stare again, you'll wear it."

Ling Yi smiled reluctantly: "My neck is sore, I can't lift it up."

"Yes, I'm afraid it's not the neck that's sore."

He was a little embarrassed: "Didn't you mean to talk about my illness?"

With her head drooping slightly and her bangs in front of her eyes, she looked a kind of fragile tenderness.

Cheng Kaiji was so engrossed in watching it that he forgot to answer for a moment.

He looked up: "Huh?"

Cheng Kaiji was annoyed that he was young and owed a lot of merit, so he didn't get a psychiatrist license.

"Heart disease is also a kind of disease. If you don't mind, you can talk to me, and you don't have to worry about everything. Your body is bad enough, don't hold back your mind."

The sound insulation effect of the office is good, and the noise from outside cannot come in.The sofa and the shutters face each other, through the layers of fan blades one can see the people coming and going in the corridor, Ling Yi has been looking outside since she raised her head.

"Did you say they left?" His voice was very low.

"Since you can't let go, why don't you ask him for clarification."

The water is hot water, with white mist curling from the mouth of the cup.

Ling Yi shook her head.

"Don't you dare?"

"It's not that I don't dare, it's that I don't need it." His heart is like a mirror, "I know that Siyun doesn't have that kind of affection for Xingchuan, they are friends."

"If that's the case, why bother?"

"That's not what I mind." The voice was so soft that it was almost covered by the sudden vibration of the phone.

The screen lit up to remind him of an unexpected regular meeting, Cheng Kaiji glanced at it, and turned the phone over.

"Doctor Cheng, if you have something urgent to do, go first. I'll sit here for a while and go back."

"The regular meeting lasted all afternoon, and everyone was yawning, so it's something important." He put his elbows on his knees, clasped his fingers together, and put on a posture of listening attentively, "Let's talk."

"say what?"

"Tell me what's on your mind."

He insists on knowing, just like a doctor insists on finding the lesion, regardless of whether the patient is willing or not.

Ling Yi remained silent.

But his intuition told Cheng Kaiji that as long as he exerted a little more pressure, Ling Yi would fall in front of him.

He pondered for a while, got up, walked to the window and lifted the curtains, and looked downstairs seemingly unintentionally.

"They're gone." After a pause, "Together."

Turning to Ling Yi again: "Want to see it?"

Ling Yi closed her eyes, her eyelashes touched lightly under her eyelids, and she shook her head calmly.

Cheng Kaiji let go of the curtain: "You should try to look forward, the past is the past."

What he actually wants to say is that you should try to look at other people, and those who are separated will be separated.

Ling Yi still didn't speak.

He raised his eyebrows, feeling that he would be aggressive if he came again, and warned himself to be steady and steady.Remembering that I still had a spare blanket in my closet, I said, "The air conditioner in my room is low. Are you cold? Let me get you a blanket."

When I turned around, I heard a voice: "Have you lost your memory?"

He turned his head.

Ling Yi put her hands on her knees, raised her eyes and looked at him: "Doctor Cheng, have you lost your memory?"

"No."

"Me neither, but I can probably understand the mood of a person with amnesia."

Cheng Kaiji concentrated on seeing him raise his right hand to fetch a water cup, the sweat on his knee was obvious.

"Sometimes I think that I am actually similar to them. They are forgotten by themselves, but I am forgotten by others."

While in prison, the earth was still spinning, Siyun became a big star, and Xingchuan adopted Xiaoshu in Yunnan after serving as a soldier for three years.Everyone's life has changed a lot, only he stays put within the high wall.

"In those three years, no one knew where I was, and no one knew what I was doing. Sometimes even I couldn't explain how I got here, as if I wasted three years in a daze."

Cheng Kaiji has a calmness from a medical perspective: "Memory can be forgotten or created. You still have many three years in the future, so there is no need to be so pity."

"It's different." He shook his head slowly, "Those three years were different."

"What's the difference."

The knuckles holding the cup were white.

"In those three years, Xingchuan knew Siyun, and Siyun knew Xingchuan, but I didn't know anything. What happy things happened to them, what difficulties they experienced, and where they went, I didn't know all of these. "

It was a life journey that he had not been able to participate in, a scope that he could not enter, a day that Ling Yi and Li Xingchuan missed and could never get back.

"So what." Cheng Kaiji said, "The past is gone, and those who stick to the past are wasting time in the future."

He didn't see Ling Yi's heart at all.

"Think about your own future."

Ling Yi didn't want to say any more, so she hummed lightly.

"Thank you, Doctor Cheng. I read the design course you recommended to me last time. It seems that there will be an event in a while, and the price will be lowered. I plan to enroll at that time."

"It's easy to do. Don't rush to find a job after you leave the hospital. Take care of your health first."

"Don't be in a hurry, you're all old and unemployed young men, of course you have to work quickly to support yourself." He closed his eyes and smiled, "I've been bothering you for too long, so I'll go back first."

It was such a weak and thin face, but Cheng Kaiji felt a kind of tenacious vitality.

It is easiest to get up without strength, and I almost miss a half-filled glass.A second before the water glass tipped over, Ling Yi quickly held it with both hands.

"It's dangerous." He patted his chest lightly, with a naughty feeling.

Cheng Kaiji's blood was on the top of his head, he drew the cup, opened his arms and hugged him into his arms, the titanium alloy frame firmly pressed against his forehead.

Still that skinny touch.

Ling Yi was taken aback, and immediately wanted to break away.

Cheng Kaiji didn't let go.

While struggling, the two fell into the sofa, the leather creaked and rubbed.

He was too strong, Ling Yi couldn't break free, and felt pain in his chest.Just as he was about to speak, there was a knock on the office door.

"Doctor Cheng." It was a nurse, "Can I come in?"

Ling Yi hastily pushed him away.

He adjusted his glasses, got up and walked to the table: "Come in."

"Doctor Cheng, there is a family disturbance on the second floor, and Yuan Liu asked you to go and have a look."

"I'll be right there."

Ling Yi stood up, "Then I'll leave Doctor Cheng first."

After finishing speaking, he didn't look at him again, and quickly left the office while supporting the infusion stand.

The corridor and just now are two worlds, one is noisy and the other is quiet.After walking far away, his footsteps slowed down, and many feet appeared in his sight, those of patients, nurses, and family members.One by one slowly passed by, and the nerves relaxed a lot.

Li Xingchuan said before that his walking posture is like a turtle turning into a spirit, and he never swaggers for a moment.In fact, Ling Yi also wanted to hold her head up, who knew that the more alive a person was, the more silent he would be, until now he was unwilling to even make eye contact.

After walking to the door of the ward, I stopped and listened. There was no sound from inside, and the TV was also quiet.

He pushed the door.

As soon as he entered, his body was caught off guard and hugged tightly from behind with astonishing strength!

The familiar pine wood smell was very bitter, and he was pulled back suddenly with an iron arm around his waist. The two hit the wall with a bang, and Ling Yi was protected in his arms.

The infusion pole fell to the ground with a clatter.

"What right does he have to hug you?" Li Xingchuan questioned.

"you--"

"I've seen it all." His voice sank, and Ling Yi couldn't turn around. "He hugged you in the office."

A man who is nearly 30 years old is actually full of frizz.

Ling Yi's face turned hot all of a sudden: "Didn't you leave?"

Li Xingchuan's back muscles were as tight as a bowstring, as if he could launch it at any time, "Will you let him hug me after I leave?"

His sudden attack caused Ling Yi to fall into confusion, his mind was full of confusion, his chest was tight and short of breath, and he had no clue, and the wound on his left shoulder began to ache.

"Xingchuan, let me go first..."

Li Xingchuan turned sharply, trapping him in the corner between the wardrobe and the wall.

It was rare for two people to meet face to face today.

Seeing him like this, Ling Yi became nervous. She obviously did nothing wrong, but her heart beat fast as if she had made a big mistake.

"Ling Yi, what on earth do you mean?" Li Xingchuan's voice was hoarse.

There were no lights on in the ward.Although the sun had not completely set, the dim light could no longer make Ling Yi see his expression clearly, only the contours of his facial features were stern for a long time.

Ling Yi didn't turn her face away: "Don't do this."

In the next second, the wrist was roughly pulled up and pressed against the wall, "Fucking me again."

"I'm kidding you?" Who's kidding who.

Sensing the increased strength on his wrist, Ling Yi frowned and turned uncomfortably, "What did I do to you?"

Li Xingchuan moved forward, forcing him into a corner, and his breathing became short of breath.

It's like a ferocious beast that has been enraged by people, grabbing the neck of its prey, and it can end everything with a click and twist, but who knows that it can't do it when it's about to happen.

Ling Yi was already suffering from liver qi stagnation, but now he is not feeling well, and his mind is like a mess.

"Say it," he pursed his lips, his voice was not high-pitched, but every word struck Li Xingchuan's heart, "what did I do to you?"

Li Xingchuan's chest heaved and his Adam's apple slid heavily.

Again.

Ling Yi's eyes slowly fogged up, and he raised his arm to forcefully push him out, but he remained motionless.He is like a mountain, forcibly blocking all the way in front of him, lest his prey disappear.

Ling Yi pushed him, shoved him, almost kicked him, but he kept looking down at Ling Yi, and refused to give in.

"Step aside……"

"Step aside."

"You get out of the way—"

After a long stalemate, Ling Yi finally gave up.

The eyes of the two people met each other, and the pupils reflected each other's appearance, and they were breathing in silence close at hand.

"Xingchuan," Ling Yi said in a hoarse voice, "you can't do this."

You can't let me go, you can't give me hope when I'm about to give up.

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